Past Lives

I was talking with L this evening.

She seemed to feel that Luke would get sick sometimes when Steve would go away on a trip or when she took Luke on a trip.

Also this year, he got sick when he left this location. Again, it is the idea of acclimating to many different experiences that the family unit as a whole are to incorporate with themselves.

At this time, recognize that the being in the form of the child is still processing the idea of connection to this reality and must make these adjustments from time to time, especially when there is an unbalancing of the energy by movement around the environment or movement from the environment of one of the members.

The child senses the increased accelerated energy and hence attendant fever, the energy it needs to create for itself to replace the missing energy. He won’t need to do that much longer.

It can occur for a few more years from time to time, but it will lessen. The more the parents allow themselves to consciously also begin to be a little more active with their own expression of energy, they will allow the blending to take place which will form the connection that can then always be recognized.

I also noticed consistently getting a humming in my head that I assume is always there but louder all the time. This is quite typical at this time because you are making transitions from separation to integration.

There is bound to be some friction as you are still functioning on one level of vibratory harmonics and your future self is vibrating on a higher level. Between the two different levels, there is bound to be friction until they blend.

The day before yesterday I had an experience where I went and talked to this woman. She was full-blooded Native, had two cats, and lived in very close quarters. I slept with my eyes open, no problems.

Then I got this picture of you laughing, and I thought well this must be what he means — just go ahead and do what you’re supposed to do. Allow me to say that therefore you are another you than you used to be, quite literally, quite totally.

You do not have the same physiology anymore. Also, with the environment of that particular female, her environment consciously is of another level. While visiting with her, you were not exactly… I didn’t get an allergic response because of being in her environment.

You both have to choose to be of the same vibration. You created for yourself an opportunity to know you can recreate that environment for yourself any place. Thank you for being so creative. You see her as well.

I still experienced the frustration and anger. As you clear yourself, as you integrate yourself, you will always give yourself the opportunity to create situations which will remind you that you may have yet one more area which can still push your buttons.

It simply gives you an opportunity to recognize that you still have that relationship to that idea of yourself, one more opportunity to integrate that as well. You would want to find them all, wouldn’t you? It’s just that I thought I had handled that — not handled, but integrated that aspect.

How long it took to find that? Yes. In other words, you are handling and processing very well; otherwise it would have come up sooner. Since there was a long period of time where I was being “cool,” so to speak, and it finally popped up, it was because it was kind of hidden in one little area. In the midst of your acceleration, there is a portion that takes some time to discover. You can understand that you are sailing quite smoothly. Most of it’s been already integrated, and if there’s a piece that pops up, it’s because it’s small in comparison to the overall. Allow it to integrate, and the time in between finding those will become longer and longer and longer. Even when you then find them, they will not have the same characteristic. So this actually was a piece of frustration and anger that I was integrating in this particular situation. It is an idea that you are judging, and the judgment of that idea is what created the frustration. What was the idea that I was judging? It has several faces. The first facet would be the idea that something is an inconvenience. All situations can be tools. Simply allow yourself when you come upon these situations to redefine the idea of tools. Make that a tool as well, and you will see how you can use it.

So I was still looking at the concept of inconvenience. I was also considering it could be a dozen different things — being of service to someone else, or you know, stuff. That is why you can simply allow it to be valid even if you are not consciously aware of what purpose it served. Simply take it for granted on all your other levels that you know it did serve a purpose, and then you will be able to create the physical effect of that knowledge. The feedback will reflect itself to you in ways that will show you how it did serve a purpose.

I was aware of that, and I knew that even while frustrated, one of the reasons it was kind of frustrating was that I was being frustrated and still didn’t know what it was that was causing the frustration, even though I knew that it served a purpose. It is not always necessary to have the analytical understanding of a situation to know that you do understand that it is serving a purpose. Release that requirement, and you will find that you do consciously understand what purpose it is serving.

If you are feeling miserable, say perfectly miserable. I’m not perfectly miserable. I’ve been working for a few months on this project which I know you are well aware of, preparing myself on a deep level for energies that are coming through.

I got very sick — I never get sick like that. It may have something to do with the karma we’ve talked about, my Atlantean life. But at four in the morning after vomiting all night and going “why am I creating this again?

I’ve been healing and healing and healing for years and lifetimes.” This sounds familiar. Did we not just go through this? We did but not really. Why are you listening to those things? Everyone has answers for everyone else. I sort of thought maybe the whole crux of the tension had to do with service, because that seems to be what’s happening. I’m so impatient for this new step to manifest, and it’s not. The impatience is making me a little crazy. All right, making you a lot crazy. Allow your craziness to be enjoyable. Relax. I can’t relax. All right, don’t relax. But enjoy not relaxing. Relax into your franticness. Enjoy what you are creating in that way. I can do this. I know what you’re going to say. I will not be able to do this. All right, I’ll say it anyway. Forget all about you and how you see yourself in relationship to that — the headache and everything that has to do with it. You are going through your transformation. It is moving along as rapidly as you want it to. That is why you are putting yourself through such massive physiological changes.

But also there is no need to have them be so negative. I don’t have to have it be tortured like that. No. Then allow me to make an obvious suggestion: when you go to sleep, relax. You do not have to try so hard. You do not have to try at all. When you get tired of something, go to sleep. You can know that even while you remain consciously awake and alert and going about your business doing that which excites you on a day-to-day basis, you can know that you are also asleep at the same time, very relaxed, being energized, refocused with yourself, and that you can move through your day-to-day life as if you are moving through a dream. Do not send your raw, uncoated nerve endings out into the world expecting them to get excited. Pad and buffer them with unconditional love.

It will not be stopped, for it is solid to the infinite. Also, if you know that your timing is always perfect, even in the creation of frustration, it is still perfect for you. You are transforming, you are doing it very rapidly. By doing it so rapidly, you are encountering the rocks and the bumps and the ups and the downs all in quick succession because you are clearing the way for yourself to be able to be involved when the timing is appropriate. Simply allow yourself to know that as you make transformations, you as well as many of you are going to find that you are doing so with the next idea of you, another version of who and what you are. You are creating conscious awareness of those parts of yourself that will be necessary to deal with the faces of those other individuals and the faces of the situations and relationships that you are bringing and attracting to yourself. But go easy on yourself. You are in a chrysalis at this time. Do not punch your way through it.

It is a protective membrane. You are transforming, metamorphosizing within it. Allow yourself the repose of the transformation in the same way that your butterfly allows itself to transform within its own cocoon. Allow yourself to know that if you feel you need to transform within the cocoon, it is also a place of nurturing. You can simply say, “I am tired. I know I am all right and safe, and that I can go to sleep, and when I wake up there will still be anything I want to do to continue with the transformation at that time.” Allow yourself to know that your timing is in synchronous harmony with all the other individuals involved in that project, and whatever you manifest for yourself will be a part of what you have created for yourself to understand, because you will be using it in other projects as well.

You told me that you could find that your hand would allow you to come back into contact with those individuals as the time we told you this — within weeks.

Has it been your weeks yet? No. And I can see now the danger — not the danger, but why a lot of times you will not give us information about the future, because then you become fixated on it. You know, I’ve been given these other two weeks because I still have to let my spirit — this physical body — I’m not… and I know that. I got sick, and then the next day I justified sleep. I can make money, I forget it, sleep — the money will be there. Because you are all that, all that serves you. As we said, dates within timing are always on it, but if you try to pin them down too much you will miss it. I know that is so damn little. I was telling my friends, every day I stretch further and it’s wonderful, but it’s like we still have those parts of us that don’t give, you know. That is why they are there, to allow you to face yourself. When you struggle against them, you make the transformational time frictionized. They are not your enemy. Do not try to pry them from your consciousness; you are going to break your consciousness. The mass consciousness, not my little consciousness — I mean it like in the transition going far beyond who I am right now. Go ahead. The shift that we are going to be occurring in the next years is very emotional. Good. Emotional energy upright. Take a breath. One more time. One more time again. Plant your feet firmly in front of you. Sit up straight, put your shoulders back, and speak to me as an equal, not as a whimpering little cell. Have conviction of what you are about. You will find your way. I’m just beginning to see how that’s what’s happening. We have these parts in our mass consciousness, and they will always be there. They will never go away; they may transform, but the parts will always be there as long as you are physical. So you don’t have to consciously work against that part; you just really accept that part. Allow, not make, not force, not push. Allow. Such a new idea, because I thought I had to be so — I thought personal responsibility means taking action. Yes, you do take action. That does not mean beating your psyche into submission. It means taking action is taking the flow of situations that coincidentally come to you. That is action that you can take. You don’t have to necessarily instigate anything. You will instigate if the situation is such that it says “jump right in and create it,” but it will not be an effort. It will be according to the flow. Action is the key. You will always be very active, but you are fighting upstream. Try downstream. I think I have a personality for harmony through. Yes. Now allow me to remind you that what you call your personality is an artificial construct. It is not you. You are pretending. You are creating your personality, but your personality is a mask which serves your purpose in the physical life. What you deem to be your personality is not you. That’s true, and the personality I worked a long time to get, and here it is, and now my soul is coming through and personality doesn’t have so much meaning anymore, and that’s a big transition. All right, now you will always have personality again. While you are physical, it will have every bit as much meaning as the idea of your soul, because there really is no separation between them. Simply allow your personality to reflect what you know to be true.

I’ve done a lot of thinking and feeling since I’ve been in contact with your consciousness, and last week all night I wanted to say something which we did, and it was a really wonderful experience, and a major shift occurred in my being, and I think a lot of other people. It made me think a lot about what you are stirring up, yes. All right, my physical being not being… yes. I thought, why did I do that? It was like I wanted to express love to you, and I didn’t know how to do that because here you are, and we were all crying, but it’s been an interesting week. I looked at love and what it’s meant to me, and usually it’s a physical thing. Here I guess we’re in the body, and it’s… I know. I want to know what your body looks like. I want to know who you are. I would like a description, and also knowing you, being around you, and knowing how to love a consciousness which I can’t really physically touch is teaching me so much about loving other people and myself. Absolutely, because I can’t touch you, I can’t give you something physical. Oh, you cannot touch or prove anything. Yes, but it does not prove anything. But we think, I’m learning so much, and I just want you to know how much I love you, and I just have to be that love because I can’t do anything with it. Oh, you always do everything. You are creating your reality from that love. That is what you use love for — to create experiences. As you measure us, we have white coloration. You will find our physiological structure, as you understand it, to be quite and ethnic type will be a cross between what you would recognize to some degree — not exact, but similar to a cross between what you consider to be your American Indian and Asian cultures, though the eyes will be much wider, longer slant, some upwards, larger in proportion to our face than yours are. You will find that females will have hair on the head; males will not. You will find that we live as do you upon a planet very similar — slight differences, nothing you would consider to be major. Like you, we orbit our star, again slightly different but very similar, and breathe air very similar to you. But the majority of our civilization is in space, in our craft. Very little of our population at any one time is on the surface. It is very park-like, much like what you would consider to be a park or forest. One moment now. More questions, but I just… it’s just because I don’t see you physically. I think I probably have got a lot of images and had a lot of things happen in the last few years with others. You may be connected to our vibration. We have spoken to you in your dreams many times. You told me with great eyes. And I just found it about a month ago, and I thought, my god, this alien looks like a human creature. Are there any possibilities in the future in terms of what? Can we see you guys differently? There is that opportunity in what you term to be the near future, according to what we sense of your mass conscious timing. Yes, there will be that possibility. What does one have to do? Keep on living.

You touched on something with Carol regarding rapid change and that kind of stuff, and I related it to the past few years with myself where I was trying to quell what I consider to be anger that I would allow to rise. I was not allowing myself to become angry. Was this a function of integration or was I suppressing it? At this point in time, I feel like it’s integrated and that I’m not getting angry. I really am comfortable with things happening that I previously would have been angry about. It was also an opportunity for you to learn that what we call true emotional anger does not usually last any longer than 15 of your seconds. Beyond that, it becomes artificially created out of judgment. Anger itself is a natural process; it aligns you with your belief so that you know where you stand in relationship to everything else. When I was consciously intent upon not expressing that anger, you were simply having the fear that anger was a negative emotion. Anger itself is not negative; judging it creates the negativity. Now you have learned that is not so.

When I was about maybe 12 or 13 years old, I had a concussion sled riding. A whole afternoon and all night went by, and I woke up the next morning and someone had to tell me that I had a bump. I never knew what went on during that period of time. That was the beginning of a transformation and a realigning of the pathways within your nervous system to allow for a greater integration of higher frequency energy. You were in that state for approximately 11 minutes, which represented a high conscious use of psychic energy during that time, making adjustments to certain ideas you would be allowing yourself to physically manifest later on. You created this shock to your system to help you spend many days adjusting. Yes, because you had a purpose for the change, you knew what it was, and upon reentering, you knew that the purpose had been served and there was no further need for the creation of that symbol. Have I had any experiences when I was growing up with UFOs? Yes, in the astral state, in dreams while sleeping. Have I ever seen a UFO? Yes, at least twice in your sky. You did not know what you were looking at — once before your concussion and once after, approximately 15 years of age. Why don’t I remember that? Because they were not anything that was outstanding; they were lights to you. You did not know what they were; you simply enjoyed watching them move around a little before they left. But it was communication, alignment, and some of the communication had to do with the songs you sing.

I’m going to like Carol a lot. A lot of changes. It feels like my ego is shrinking or changing. I don’t know. What do you think of the “Star Wars” program that our government is building? It seems like the idea of building lasers and technology for the future is good, but the fact that it costs so much money and that it’s going to be used as a weapon… You can think that for a while. Yes, but understand that you have created a symbolic balance. The more successes you have with those devices, with the satellites that kill, the less success you will have with the satellites that communicate. You have been having many failures with your communication satellites. Do not create fear and worry for yourself, otherwise you will be reinforcing the negative choice. It need not be used that way.

I’m concerned that it’s not FDA approved yet, but when people find out what it can be, they want it. Recognize that you can function within integrity with every scenario, and simply allow yourself to know that you need only attract those individuals to whom it will be of benefit. In this way, you do not have to create the concern that will reinforce the negative scenario. I’ve also been having trouble with who makes them, and communication with him — he’ll call when he has it ready, and he’s under a lot of pressure to make them because I’m not the only person who sells them. My concern is being able to deliver the device to the people without delay. Time does not matter in that sense. Timing is what you are delivering. Allow them to come in their timing, as the timing is also a part of what serves the individuals. Yes. Relax.

I’d like to get a couple of things off my chest. My physical heart concerns me. I’m worried about what I’m experiencing — it’s kind of like palpitations, accelerated heart rate. How often? Not all the time, but I would say the past few weeks. Did you have stressful situations on the days you call last week, Tuesday and Friday? On both of those days? I’m not positive, but the first time I was actually aware of it was this morning, and it started approximately weeks ago. And before this you didn’t experience this? I had it years ago when I used to smoke. I don’t smoke anymore. How many years ago did you quit? About seven years ago. You are sensitive to the electromagnetic field of your planet to some degree. You are picking up certain types of electromagnetic waves that are being generated by what you term to be your government’s technology. This will cause some activation. You will have, within the next few months of your time, what you term to be moderate earthquakes in your area. Yes. You will have a few more. At least one will be considered moderate in your particular area, but again will not be devastating.

You said I have things I can do. What do you mean? I must be working as I mean. I do work with transition; it is my purpose. What do you feel is your purpose? I’m afraid of something. All I can think is that I’m afraid that people will find out that I don’t know what I’m doing, that I’m afraid to try, have no experience, and will fail. May I ask you a question? Can you feel that you might be able to substitute this entire dichotomy of success and failure entirely with one word called “fun”? Simply act because you love to act, regardless of what the idea of success and failure has got to do with it anyway. That’s the whole idea. Acting in and of itself, if you look it up even in your own dictionary, will not carry a definition with the words success and failure in it. Acting in and of itself has nothing to do with success or failure. If you love to act, success and failure don’t have to be a part of your definition of acting. Do not be concerned about either one. Do it because you enjoy it. That will be success enough. If it goes nowhere else beyond that, you will not care what happens because you will be having too much fun. I want to consciously experience going out of my body. For you right now, our suggestion on the last question still remains: begin to enjoy your acting, and you will give free rein to your imagination, which will allow you also to do that. Right now you are putting too much of a demand upon yourself. When you open up, you will find that your consciousness can extend beyond your physical form, and it may be one of the ways you allow yourself to create situations in which you can act through me.

That was a coincidence — about acting. I do hair in Hollywood, and just a couple days ago I was talking to this guy about 70 years old, 68, and he said that he was really successful in everything as a young person, and then he just decided to do things later on in life. There are no guarantees in acting, you know. Even though he was really successful in the 30s and had his own show, now he’s just doing what he wants for fun, and he doesn’t take it seriously anymore. That’s the only person anyone ever told me that. Thank you very much.

I don’t feel like I’ve been here emotionally for such a long time, probably for six months. I feel very emotional, in tears and coming out of tears, and I feel very feverish right now. Very good. And it doesn’t feel too good. That is all right. I feel so stuck. I was looking for a hummingbird everywhere and never saw one. I thought I was a turtle here, and I guess like everybody else, maybe it wasn’t my symbol. Understand that when we say you have a symbol, that does not mean that’s the only symbol you’re going to have. You are constantly recreating yourself.

My sister asked me this week about some place in Florida, a castle, and wondered when she got there — she never really got an experience. The guy died the same year she was born, and when she got there she had all these feelings. She was wondering if she was him or what involvement she has with that guy. She is connected to the energy of that individual in the sense that they both have past lives in ancient American Indian civilizations, and that type of architecture and building was quite prevalent many tens of thousands of your years ago. They have that connection, that similarity, that sharing. It has reminded her that she knows she is also able to do much of the same type of thing if she wishes, though in her case it may express itself more in the form of a different type of art. My father got the same thing. Again, many of the individuals that you are closely connected to in this life you have been with before, and there was the family then.

A few weeks ago I dreamed of you, and you laughed at me. I didn’t laugh at you. But you asked me right there, and I said no. So you answered me because if you had not created the pain, you were not the person that was creating the pain. No sense talking to you since you were another you, one that did not contain the idea of the pain, and that was simply continued to be who you needed to be in reality at that moment. But something produced that pain in my body. I used to take a lot of vitamin C and calcium and zinc and a lot of other things, and now I have no pain. But again, understand that you are making your own connections to the idea of your self. This is the opportunity for you to recognize that that is one of the reasons you create so many “why” questions in your conversation, because you still feel connected to actions you had done in the past. You are synthesizing connections that are not there. What I understand is what my body is made of and what chemicals I need. That is not what you want to understand; that is a symbol for what you want to understand. Your physical form is completely obedient to your spiritual template. Your spiritual template, your higher consciousness, is attempting to show you through your conscious mind that the idea you constantly recreate for yourself is that your past actions — either in this life or other lives — somehow can have control over what you choose in the present, and that is not true. You are free to choose in the present what type of feelings, actions, and situations you wish to occur chemically in your body. So what you are doing is no more complicated than that. Do not sit there and say “I know I am doing this” — if you do not like it, don’t do it. It is as simple as that. I don’t know which part of me is doing it. All of you. Again, you are making separations within yourself, and only by making those separations are you able to create parts of you that you can hide from your overall consciousness. But your overall consciousness is what is making those separations.

Can you help me to see something in my life? You have helped me so much. We will be one time, though. This is the first time we will tell you something we do not want to do. This is against our grain in what we perceive to be our best service to you. For us, though it is a conscious choice in a way at this time, we feel that by telling you what we are about to tell you, we will be interfering on a level that will for us consciously create what you understand to be karma. As a gift to you, because we know we will be able to integrate it rapidly, we will take it on for you. In one of your lives, you have created a scenario that is directly connected in this life with your desire to work with children. Your constant fear that you cannot stems from your wish to work out what you believe to still be the overshadowing guilt that stems from that life in which you murdered children. The idea that you are no better than anyone else, and that you are all that is, is all that is holding you back. But they were also co-creating the idea with you; they also made that choice to allow you to serve your purpose. So do not castigate yourself. Do not drag your shame around your ankles like so many ghosts in your formation. Each one of those links is a different ghost. They have forgiven you. The only thing that is left is for you to forgive yourself and get on with enjoying this life. Then you will be of service to them and to yourself and to all that is. We will speak no more of this.

Simply for us, the idea of the extension of our consciousness into what you term to be life, and the occurrence of a challenge — what kind of challenge would that be? This will take a moment. As we integrated this, we did so automatically and did not have immediate conscious recognition of exactly which life it attached itself to. Allow me to scan it. It manifested in what you term to be a plague, an infectious disease. When that was integrated, the psychic cycle was also integrated. It was integrated in our society, so that integration occurred in another time — in other words, the effect occurred in your past, not your present, because the idea of the psychic connection at this time is no longer contained in a negative way in our thought form. It will go wherever the time track requires it to go. Then, viewed from that life as that being in that past life, that being experienced this infection from the future in the normal course of their conscious life. That’s why we are here — we go through lives and experience infections and all sorts of things that could be integrating from our future lives as well as our past lives, because your higher consciousness knows that it chooses the experience along the time track that will allow the total beingness that is you to come to that point in the eventual future where it is totally integrated. It is not something that your higher consciousness is doing to afflict you, not at all. It just points out the fact that we have had a lot of attention on our past in terms of what has been causing our afflictions in the present, whereas in fact, as much as that is true, that is why we have always said you create your past and your future from the present. It’s interesting to see that it works both ways.

So we can be affected from the future in a sense? Yes. But again, understand that all of this is being created in the present. My past life that took upon itself the disease created it back for itself, and the infection was perfect for me.

Regarding regression: understand that there are flow patterns of energy through you. By rearranging those patterns, you can create stimulus responses within those energy patterns that do represent those other portions of yourself, and you can bring them to conscious recognition. So we can free our memory through past life regression? You can; that is a tool. But you are already that. The acting out of that tool is simply acting out what you have already created. But how high in consciousness do you have to get to integrate that completely? Only as high as you are at the moment you are doing it. If you can perceive that something can be done, you are exactly at the point you need to be to make use of it; otherwise you would never have thought of it to begin with. Then whatever you do will be utilized by you in exactly the perfect way it needs to be.

We’ve talked about taking responsibility, being responsible for the entirety of our existence, which is realizing we are creating the entirety of our universe. But there are times where we do things which we have viewed as irresponsible — killing and stuff like that. If all ideas are equal and valid, then what is the benefit of being responsible? What we get out of it gives you preferential choice. In other words, if you don’t like the way you have created, you can choose something else. That is what creation is all about — different perspectives, allowing yourself the opportunity to function with all the perspectives that you are, being all that is. Limitations that we create as being irresponsible are self-imposed limitations. What is bad about killing someone? It limits you, but it is not bad. It is also their choice. Do not make it bad. But in one way, you can also imagine that as the person who did the killing and the person who was killed, on another level of their consciousness later on in the world, they might have a laugh about it.

I would like for you to enlighten us on this society we live in, the system, the way they believe and the way they accuse criminals, how criminals become criminal — if people would understand that their responsibility is that if you kill someone important in their life… As we have said, any change you wish to see in your world only requires a change in yourself first. How can people who are sensible know the detrimental effect of cigarettes? People in the advertising business advertising cigarettes know and feel down that it is a killer, and they do their job knowing they could enlighten people, and still do it. How can they do it? Because they have chosen, as all that is, that is all. It is a choice. They have chosen to separate themselves from their feelings. They have chosen ways that are not of service to all that. But in the overall sense, if there were individuals who were also not self-empowered, they would not attract situations. Victims and perpetrators are both victim and perpetrator to each other. How will that change? You understand you do not need to be responsible for everyone else, only for yourself. By being totally expressing what you believe your integrity to be, you will have an effect.

First question: did you intentionally bypass my request for asking questions in the first session? You passed by me a couple times. All you need to do is simply feel the timing of what was going on in this particular discussion and simply feel free to jump right in. Only the timing as you have all agreed to create it — that is all. We are not avoiding you. I always just thought it was good manners. That may have been a judgment. It is in that way being respectful, and that is all right. But as you now have the floor, any question you would like to ask us? I may know later. Thank you for the opportunity.

Next question. Do you have questions which you consider unanswered about us? Yes. Why don’t you choose to ask? Because we are asking them as we interact with you by perceiving the responses. Understand that our society and your society, though equal, are very different, and we have many different ways of viewing things than you do. It would be difficult for us to fathom things in the way you see them, such as the idea of victimhood. Many times we will find overall the methodology that you have chosen to exemplify these ideas is quite a puzzlement to us as to how exactly you form that methodology, as we can’t fathom how you can see it in the way you do. Yes, you have been very aware of this. I think it might be handling situations from a view which contains those experiential ways of looking at things, which is different than the way that you would view it from an exterior view. Yes, at times you will present viewpoints that are logically workable but in our view make no sense. We see no separation between what you choose to view as reality and philosophy. Yes.

When you answer a question like “Did I see UFOs when I was young?” and she has no conscious awareness of the answer, do you simply permeate into the overall being to come up with that answer? In that case yes. It can come from many different sources. It can be the beings themselves — they can sometimes say yes, we were there. Spirit guides, her own higher consciousness, sometimes other levels of her consciousness, sometimes we can blend with her consciousness, form identification, retrieve the experience as she saw it in a sense, and simply look and identify what she saw. That can happen as well. I’ve experienced all of those methods. Then allow me to suggest our viewpoint is not so far different.

Always the sharing for us is a learning experience and a gift. Yes, you’re welcome.

How do you handle the process we call identification? In this session, I will not so much analyze literally but by physiological symbols. You will find that I will be in my spacecraft. I will sit down in repose in meditation. I will aim my mentality and vibration towards the idea of identifying with that of the physical channel you see before you. The physical channel, being connected as my past self — myself being the channel’s future self — will sense the connection and will allow identification to begin to take place from his consciousness so that we meet somewhere in the middle. Our vibrations blend in a mental and form a third identity which allows itself as an aspect of our consciousness and as an aspect of the channel’s consciousness to communicate with you in a representative way.

I gather that my being here tonight is coincidental but not accidental. I believe from myself that I have some kind of role. Otherwise you would be somewhere else. Many of these things are quite obvious. Yes, that’s obvious. My question is, what is that role? That is also obvious if you give yourself a chance. Your imagination is always your best person for a tool. When you allow your imagination and excitement to be valid in what it tells you, you will know that what excites you most is representative of the path you have chosen to unfold in this physical life. When you allow it to be valid, many times individuals will have ideas — “Oh, I’d like to do this, I’d like to do that” — but it is not valid for one reason: I will be judged, I judge it not to be valid, people will think I’m crazy, I’m lazy, I cannot make a living this way, I will not be taken seriously, I will alienate my friends, my parents — no pun intended. Your own imagination foremost is your initiator. In this way, to ask you if there is accidental coincidence, recognize that in your willingness to be here with us and allow us to share with you, you are opening up ideas within your imagination that are sparking emotions that are connecting into your beliefs. And you will know why you are here — and I mean that in the overall sense. Now you tell me, because again it is quite obvious when you allow yourself to know you are one consciousness and that all the separations between all the levels of your consciousness is only an artifact, along with the personality, to serve your purposes. It is not judgmental to be good or bad. It is simply serving.

Are you doing the kind of transition that means assisting other people? Is that what excites you the most right now, to be doing that? Are you doing it? What else? Are you doing that? Yes. What else? All right. Now, why do you assume or judge that you should be doing more than what you are doing if you are doing exactly what you want to be doing? I don’t have enough. As we said, why do you feel it is not enough? If your artwork is what excites you, if exploring other lives excites you, and you are doing both of those things, why is that not a reflection of one of the reasons you chose to be here? Why is that not part of your purpose?

I perceive that off to the side above your particular craft, what appears to be a body or collection of what I would term to be your elders or wisest ones seem to be holding themselves in some kind of reserve. Is that correct? In a sense, what is the reserve? It is simply your perception of the different level upon which they exist. They are not really reserved; that is your perception from the level you are in the perception.

I was born reading, was in college, and my vision has gotten worse over time. I’m having a very difficult time reading anything written. First of all, recognize that it is a very prevalent symbol in your society at this time because you are extending your senses in other ways. In this way, you are allowing limitations to be placed upon your sight so that you can develop these other senses. What color do you have the most difficulty with? All right, very good. Read within that. Do not worry about your sight. There will come a time in your society in the not-too-distant future within your lifetime wherein many of these ideas will be corrected. Sight will be prominent among them. It will be a part of that correction, but it will be during and after the transformation that is taking place upon your planet. Then those symbols will no longer be that limitation. The limitation of the senses outwardly will no longer be necessary because you will have integrated inwardly, and therefore you will be able to create within your society a tool and a device which reflects that reality and will be able to correct the issue. As you are again, at this time take some precautions to not strain so much. There is much information that you can glean, yes, but allow yourself to do it with less intensity in between. At least 10 of your minutes in between, and allow yourself at least 10 of those every day. Yes. Do I need to get… I really don’t do that. You can for now allow yourself the opportunity to place upon your eyes at the time of rest, upon each eye, a small cloth warm. Put upon the cloth what you term to be extracts from what I will call in your language the idea of rose water. Very, very dilute. While you envision that blue energy penetrating your eyes, filling them up, allow the cloths upon your eyes to be included. Allow your entire frontal face to be included in the energy back. As the cloths become cool, then you may remove them. You may also take a little bit internally of what you term to be both coriander. Stay away from environments that contain what you term to be fluorescent lighting. I have one small thing: also before you sleep for the night, you are to do the compress on your eyes one more time, and as you wake up for the day, the same thing for 10 minutes each time. Allow yourself as you go to sleep to know that your higher consciousness sees perfectly everything it needs to see, and that you can allow that template to begin to inform the physical eyes. Also, as you may begin to allow yourself to know that as you work with yourself in your dream reality, you can switch around some of your molecules. What you have been seeing is seeing all the magic that is about to come into your life with regard to what you can see, if you allow yourself to believe.

I have an incredible pain in between my shoulder blades. Yes, this is quite typical when you integrate and channel your high consciousness or any type of channeling in a conscious manner. This will occur again and again with those individuals who call themselves channels or mediums consciously, as the integration chakra of channeling is at the base of your shoulder blades. It will pass. I used to have it when I was younger. Yes, that was your high psychic functioning time; it would have been open. The pain is caused again by the friction between a lower and higher vibration. When the two blend, it will ease. Usually it will not last longer than approximately two weeks. That’s why people don’t do this stuff — it hurts a little bit.

Lately I have been in the company of three people on a fairly regular basis, and I am particularly curious about two of these people and their connection. I feel a strong connection with Sharon. The other person — do you find yourselves in a sense sharing information? Yeah, I feel like… Have you ever asked her what she has learned from you? Why don’t you take these two friends of yours, sit down at a table all in a very relaxed situation, and imagine that you are once again over a bargaining table making your plan. All three of you have been together in many lives, but particularly the ones where you were merchants, separately but associated, in what I would term to be the idea you call the Renaissance. Yes, I do. It seems very hard to communicate with it. The purpose of this discussion is not to convince them of anything. You do not even have to approach it from that point of view. It is simply for you to be able to sit down with them again and enjoy some food and drink, and simply allow yourself to float and drift back to that time when you were sailing in the Mediterranean. Use the right smells, and you will go back. You can come away from that with your own knowing.

Maybe there was a connection between me and… can you confirm that statement? You both understand the law? Yes. You have more than one life in Atlantis. Many individuals upon your planet have had lives in Atlantis. That is one of them. Now, if only because we were talking about being obvious, simply because you felt the need to ask that, the answer is obviously yes.

The energy of which is causing some pressure up when you are willing to discourse some of that energy again as you did then throughout your art, and rebalance some of that with your eyes as well. There is no one way to do that; it is all wrapped up in the unfolding. Use your imagination. What we are saying to you is that the more you allow your imagination to be valid, what you see with your imagination, then you will be able to take the pressure off your eyes because you are forcing yourself into darkness so that you will go inside and treat it as being valid. So when it comes to “how do I do this,” use your imagination. You will figure it out.

Recently tonight I was noticing a group of people that I felt were arguing, and I wanted to blurt out a statement to this person about something. Why? I don’t know. Perhaps you are also judging that you will be forcing your opinion upon them. Understand it is all right to say what you want to say. It is up to them to choose whether or not they want to accept it. Understand you can share. You can simply be respectful in the sense that you don’t have to trample on anyone else’s conversation. You can simply say, “I have something to share about this idea,” and then share it. Then it can create that much more of an idea to be discussed. That’s true. It just comes on so stressfully, and it feels like it’s intense when it comes through, and it just explodes. You can let it explode inward as well.

That is why we are being quite literal when we say that when you allow yourself to function within the higher consciousness effect, your life becomes an ecstatic explosion of coincidence. As you have described, you explode inward and outward — inward in recognition, outward in manifestation.

I have a great deal of shame and guilt from even from last week, and I have not yet any kind of feeling connection to it. Because in one of your lives there, one of the prominent ones was as what in this day and age you would call a sorceress, and there was some negativity. I have to touch your look? Yes.

Earlier in the evening, there seemed to be some blue lights that were swirling around the top part of Gerald’s head. Yes, it is the manifestation of his own integrations.

Last week after I left, I went home and fell asleep and dreamed — but I wasn’t dreaming. I was in a living room with some people, we were looking outside the window, and there was a crack of some sort. All of a sudden my body just sort of went into vibration, and a bunch of frequencies ran through me. I saw a masculine frequency for a moment, then more frequencies ran through me, and then a feminine frequency ran through me. I had just listened to a tape of Leah, and it seemed to be Leah. I woke up thinking, what was that? Those two that were coming through me — was it like a channeling? Were they communicating with me? In a sense, there was communication. Yes, you translated that idea into what you remember as the dream. At this time, it is simply because you are forming identifications in your work with what you are doing. You are allowing yourself to form identifications with those vibrations so that you can participate in a harmonious manner and fall into the timing by identifying with those different levels of understanding.

This weekend I decided to contact the Indian spirit that agreed to be my guide. I laid down and thought, okay I’m going to try this, and there was an incredible dialogue. I wondered if this was true, but it was amazing. I was consciously aware — my higher self was asking the question and the spirit was communicating back. Understand what we mean when we say you are a multi-dimensional being. I’m expanding to include it all. During that time I asked what kind of Indian he was; he said Comanche, and I can’t find any books about it. It may not be something that you heard in the conversation; it is the best representation that your outer awareness could make to remember what was.

One question about my life in Atlantis and how I decided to take on the guilt for the whole fall and all that. In Atlantis, you were to some degree again involved in the idea of the technologies of vibration, harmonics, and light. You may find that out as you go along.

My friend from New York says she thinks she’s going crazy, she doesn’t think she can hang on anymore. She doesn’t have any idea what to do to get in touch with her self anymore. I suggested she go to the mirror, look in her eyes, look at her soul, and just for a moment glimpse that reality and start hanging on to those moments until that manifested. But she wanted me to ask you if there is anything you could recommend that could help her right now. She feels like she’s losing it. Would you like to move? I know she’s in the wrong place but can’t right now. Which is all she needs to do — stop giving her power away.

This question relates to what you were talking about regarding your questions and integrating the way we view things. Part of it has to do with the observation that sometimes you come across harsh to us. It’s been my observation that that could possibly be because you don’t have a strong reality of what it’s like for us on Earth. Our answer is also going to be colored by that difference in perception. But from our point of view, the harshness is simply a negative judgment on your part of what we experience as conviction. To some degree, that judgment makes a person wrong. We reflect that judgment. In no uncertain terms, all right.

Why is the group so small? Simply, size will be according to what has been agreed upon to be shared. Recognize that with any group, there are specific connections being made, specific blendings being experienced, and timing. Timing will be reflected in a paramount manner. That is why it does not matter if someone has been involved in these discussions for the thousandth time or the first. You are here exactly when you need to be here, and you are equal at that point.