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Wednesday, 21st December 1977, 19:53 hrs
I cannot believe it!
Finally, someone comes to inform us about the state of affairs around Semjase. I do not think that is very nice, because Quetzal promised me first of all that he would inform us immediately about any changes in Semjase’s state of health. However, he has not kept that promise, which I feel is a breach of confidence. If you make a promise, then it should be kept, under all circumstances. I am almost struck by the idea that people deliberately did not come here and did not inform me. I also do not think it is very nice that someone I do not even know is standing in front of me. Even if a message of bad news has to be delivered, it would probably be better if someone I know came along.
Do you actually assume that we Earth-humans are still cave dwellers? I know damn well Semjase is dead because I tried to get to the bottom of things.
It just did not make sense to me that Quetzal came here from Erra just to ask me about the incidents that happened with Semjase. That was really illogical because if Quetzal had asked someone from the station to question me about what had happened, it would have taken less than an hour for him to know. Instead, however, he took the trouble to make a seven-hour trip here, to fritter away almost an hour with me and then take on another seven-hour flight to Erra.
These, his actions, clearly prove that Quetzal had completely lost his head and therefore acted illogically. But this could only be because he was extremely weighed down by worries and problems he could not come to terms with. But these worries and problems, which were also written in his face, because he was chalk-white from sorrow, he was not able to bring under control and manage, consequently, he acted absolutely illogically.
I knew that he had truthfully explained Semjase’s findings to me, but in his very objective manner, despite all his worries and problems, that a false impression had to arise. But I did not let this fool me and suddenly I knew damn well that Quetzal was hiding something from me, namely that the girl was in a much worse position than he wanted to make me believe with his self-imposed objectivity.
You convince me by describing the space. It saddens me very much that you have seen these concerns. The following time until now must have been very hard for you. Now I really understand your aggressive behaviour towards me, which only results from your very deep sadness. It saddens me that you had to take these very difficult hours and days on yourself, and this, only because from our side too little attention was given to your feelings.
If this had not happened, you would also have been much better informed about the state of true concerns. Obviously, however, no one expected that you would undertake a spiritual consciousness journey through space and time into our dimension, in the deepest concern, in order to give you clarity. But be confident, for I did not come here to tell you untruths, but to inform you of the present state of affairs. Semjase does not dwell in the afterlife, as you say, but she is doing very well again and …
It is the whole truth. But listen: It is of correctness, in every detail, what you have gained in knowledge through your spiritual consciousness travels. Only, the concerns are somewhat different than you presumed to recognise them as.
It is the truth that Semjase was dead when you found her. Her brain was so badly injured that there was no hope of being able to sustain her life. Our scientists were also unable to help her, which is why her physical existence was slowly being marked by death. She was therefore placed in a deep coma in the container you found her in only a few minutes before her life was finally extinguished.
Through the intravenous supply of various substances, her body was put into a rigid and deep-frozen state in a few fractions of a second, which immediately extinguished her physical life, but only for a predetermined period of time during which her spiritual form did not escape from her, for in this state of resurrection possibility, the latter clings in a stagnant form to the organic locality assigned to her, namely in the brain area. Only after the resuscitation of the body does it automatically put aside its stagnation and push itself back to activity.
While Semjase was prepared for a later resuscitation, her father Ptaah tried to help her in the DAL universe with Asket, whom you should know. But this help was not able to be given by the people in the other universe either, which is why Asket sought help from a human life-form race in her universe that was 4,000 years more advanced, which she actually found and received there. From there several scientists came to Erra and took Semjase.
In a lengthy process, the destroyed brain parts of Semjase were removed, the frozen brain acids were inserted into artificially generated new plasmaprotonal brain parts and directly reconnected to the brain, after which a rapid healing process allowed the artificial and natural plasmas to grow together and the skull could be closed again, which was then regenerated by a rapid process.
This made everything the same as before and nothing ever again indicates that these events clouded many things. Semjase will have no memory of it, not even of the 42-hour duration, since she was dead. Her knowledge only reappears there when she has awakened after the intervention, but also where she fell to the ground according to your Quetzal.
Everything will be as it has always been, her knowledge and perhaps also all her ability will be the same, and she will perhaps have neither disadvantages nor any losses. Only the time and events between the beginning of her coma and her reawakening will not be familiar to her.
Unfortunately, however, it will be the case that she will not be allowed to make any efforts in the near future, which is why she will not be able to come to the Earth, which may take several months.
This action was also only taken on her because she is trained for special and very long-term tasks and has not yet completed a third of her life. A new education and preparation for her task would take too much time, and there would also be deficiencies that could not be remedied because only Semjase has stored these particular concerns in her knowledge.
Now console yourself with the fact that she lives and that you will see her again, without any change. For the time being, however, she needs extreme calm, which is why you should not urge her to reunite with you.
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