Billy is Upset

That is not so. My unpleasant appearance is based on other concerns of a not good nature.

This is due to your connection with Semjase. Yes, for her sake I am here, and in concern for her I am in an outward and inward bad state. Tell me what happened on the evening of the 15th December.

Later, answer my question first.

You are incorrigible, because although all your nerves vibrate as a result of your unknowledge in regard to Semjase, you still ask questions. But I do not want to answer them today; nor do I understand your question about the inroads?

Thus I want to answer your questions, which should be correct. Semjase actually had some very important things to tell you, like this:

In the course of the last weeks we have become aware through the Centre monitoring that Amata again is making faulty connections and faulty actions, which become unacceptable. With regard to these findings, we also monitored her in her private actions and found that she very often wrote documents which she described as transmitted by Ptaah, by myself, by Semjase, by Arahat Athersata and even by the Petale level.

The thoughts she created herself and put on paper are so confusing and even dangerous for the group that Semjase was supposed to reveal this last Thursday with an explanatory report for all members of the group.

We also had to make the statement that Amata had more experiences another time and heard and saw things which are not, and in nowise, reality, but which are only formed out of her eccentricity and which are supposed to serve a certain purpose, which she herself is no longer able to exactly recognise.

She is not inclined towards openness and has created an impenetrable wall towards her fellow human beings around her.

But on the other hand, in the fact that unfulfilled desires are awake in her, which are directed towards the wanting of physical relationships in a certain form, which is not to be explained here, however, because I want to talk to you about it later on, and that in secrecy.

In order to fulfil these confused, unfulfilled desires, Amata tries to make herself interesting by pushing herself forward through alleged transmissions from me, from Ptaah, Semjase, Arahat Athersata and the Petale level, through which you, in turn, are to be influenced. Sometimes, however, she also imagines many things, which she then interprets as reality, but is not aware of the untruthfulness, because the imagination overshadows reality to a great extent.

It also very often results from this that she indulges in talk in such a manner that she establishes contact with Semjase, with me or Ptaah and speaks to us in telepathic form. But also this is not in any form of correctness, because never before, not presently and also never in the future was, is or will exist the possibility of Amata being able to come into contact with us in this life. We have never had telepathic contact with her, do not have it at present, and will not have it in the future.

On the other hand, it can still be explained that her sense of belonging to the group and to your community in the residential part of the Centre and in the work performance is very disturbed, which is also due to her imaginations, etc. and to her eccentricity.

Regrettably, we have found that she is too distracted from her actual duties and too involved in office work, so it is imperative that you explain to her that she should not be in the workroom for writing, etc. for any more than three hours a day in the future. On the other hand, she should devote more time to outdoor work, namely manual outdoor work and household chores.

Should this not happen, it would endanger and even destroy many things in your community in a very short time. So you have to make sure that my advice is followed.

Unfortunately, these very regrettable incidents and statements mean that Amata cannot take over the task at the Sohar Centre and cannot carry it out, which is why your wife is given this mission, who has apparently made the most admirable progress in every respect of all the group members over the last few months, which has already increased her entire evolution-level higher than more than ⅔ of all group members in such a short time, which she will have outstripped in a few months with her efforts, provided that she does not act and does not deceive us all.

This is a rare joy for us, if everything is true because you too will be relieved very, very much, whereby you will receive help from her in very quick succession. We are all very grateful to her for this.

No big explanations are necessary, because from our side a contact attempt is in no wise made. And when I explain this, it means that none of us makes, or ever will make, such contact attempts, except in two exceptions, which, however, are not yet given in any form in such a wise that they could take place in physical form.

22,463; but now explain to me what is happening in relation to Semjase.

That was very irresponsible of him, because very bad things happened because of it. Semjase did not return to the station at the agreed time, and we received no news from her either. At 23:24 hrs, after unsuccessful attempts to locate her, I set off to search for her and the ship, finding it floating, shielded, above your Centre at 23:30 hrs. When I entered her ship, I found her lying on the ground, in a deep coma, with a broken right arm, which I was able to heal on the spot, but also with a very severe fracture of the base of the skull. This forced me to fly with Semjase from your Centre to Erra immediately and without loss of time, where the crushed skull [parts] were sucked out of the partially injured brain mass by vacuum force. Apart from life-function reactions, no other reactions have been observed in her in the meantime and so far, whereby our scientists in this respect also explained that they were completely helpless and could do nothing until Semjase regained consciousness. Incidentally, the injury is of such a serious nature that they are helpless in terms of healing. Ptaah himself, therefore, made his way to the DAL universe to seek help from Asket, as her people are advanced in many respects from ours. Nevertheless, it is questionable whether Semjase can still be helped. For my part, I only had to find out what had happened at all, which is why I came to you to ask you questions.