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Tuesday, 29th November 1977, 00:43 hrs
Sure, only I found no time for a contact. Besides, I was also very strained by the concerns that you, your group and you discussed on Friday evening.
I was shocked by the pronounced falsehoods, especially by Hans with such an acting ability that he was able to give the appearance of complete honesty.
Our registrations of the events of that time prove that his words did not correspond to the truth, whereby you demand clarification of the real facts from me with complete justification.
It would not have required your words on Friday, that you would not leave me again until you have learned the truth from me.
Quetzal, like me and father, are of the unanimous opinion that you should all know the truth because the unbelievable untruths offered by Hans require this. I will begin this clarification with the film that went missing from you, which you considered stolen. But there was no theft, as Quetzal deduced from the records of that time. Because of your own carelessness, the film was thrown with garbage into an old goods container, which I believe you call a trash can.
You yourself placed the film so unhappily on a table that it fell into the container when you made order.
The container with the contents, and so also with the film, was then carried by yourself to the fireplace in the kitchen, where you set the contents on fire when you deposited it in the fireplace.
However, the material did not burn completely and was therefore later carried to an open fireplace behind the house, where it should have been burned completely with other waste.
Your wife, however, saw the films halfway destroyed by the fire and took it without informing you and although she had known for weeks that you were missing the whole film.
She did not inform you then because she saw in the footage a good opportunity to destroy you in your task, because thoughts manifested in her brain which were of purely selfish origin, from which very evil intrigues, jealous dramas and hysteria arose. By all possible means, infamous machinations and falsehoods she tried to destroy your whole task, not considering that you yourself could be destroyed. Her purpose was to possess you only for herself and absolutely, with all the infamous means at her disposal. So in many relationships she made unjustified accusations against you and suspected you of quite malicious things, forcing you slowly to do things you would otherwise never have done, especially in things directly related to her.
Although you gave her all your love, she was in no way satisfied, on the contrary, the more you gave her the more she demanded of you and wanted more and more. Her whole endeavour was directed only towards taking, with highly exaggerated fantasies of love, etc., which are unfulfillable for any life-form, because they represent only pure fantasy structures, and which unfortunately is still the case with her in large parts today. On the other hand, she did not accept all your gifts of love, but pushed you away so often when you made an effort for her, after which she twisted the facts again and reproached you that you were in error, even though at least in these relationships the error lies solely with her, because she lives in a broken and destroyed world and blames you for it, even though you are not at all to blame for it. Through events in her youth, she has psychologically escaped into a completely destroyed world, for which she makes you illogically liable and out of which she hates men and their world in a tragicomical wise.
Paradoxically, however, when the concerns with the film material came to light, it emerged at the time that your wife only wanted to possess you for herself and alone, which stands in crass contradiction to her fixed ideas of her destroyed world and has still survived to this day in an evil wise.
So these, dear friend, are the explanations for the fact that she acted like this at that time and mistakenly and unthinkingly assumed in the film material she found a suitable means of destruction, with which she hoped to destroy you and your work, in order paradoxically to be able to chain you to herself.
A quite confused form of thinking, as you can see, but very typical in particular for your wife, but also in general for all her loyal and erroneous ones, some of them born in the same sign of the zodiac [Scorpio] as she, because their forms of thinking are very confused and full of unfulfillable fantasies.
This is the rule at any rate, but also the fact that an uncontrolled and unfounded urge for destruction always breaks through, which is unfortunately completely disregarded by your so-called astrologers with such failures, because they proceed from completely wrong basic pre-assumptions concerning the swinging-wave implications of the stars, etc.
Well, in the meantime much seems to have changed for your wife’s advantage; in many parts, at least outwardly, she has changed her attitude and advanced quite far, but this does not prevent her from suffering open relapses from time to time, which hopefully flatten out more and more.
In this regard, I will not explain any new values to you, for you have already made similar observations yourself, as you told me recently, although you are silent to your wife about such observations, which is perhaps not entirely correct with her, because she is always eager for praise.
Your thanks offered to her according to your manner, namely that you make testimonies of love to her, which she does not understand and often even rejects, whereby she paradoxically arrives again at the opinion that you would not be grateful to her.
For my part, however, I now know that you truly always thank in your own manner and that you are unable to change it.
This kind [of thanking] also seems to me much more lovable than a usual praise, which is why it will probably be better for your wife to accept your thanks in your manner and finally see you as you are in truth.
She should finally recognise you as many others have recognised you, then she will suddenly know and understand that she has a very good and lovable man by her side, one she could never compare with another and for whom she would never find a replacement.
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Billy's Blockade
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Predictions for 1978
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