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Love, Hate and Guilt Part 2

Elan Elan
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Asker
Oh, Traveler of the Nile. Greetings. Good to be with you for the first time again now. And to sense you as well, though we have touched base.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh, yes. Lon, just returning from uh, from Egypt as you mentioned before. You proceed. Have you noticed that you brought a piece back with you?
Asker
I brought a lot back with me.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Ice. You can never lose it.
Asker
Yes, yes. It’s… I realized that uh, I was back in Egypt again. Not there for the first time. You all were. Yeah. They say once you drink from the Nile you must return to Egypt. And I guess it’s true. It took me about 5,000 years I suppose, but I made it.
Asker
Elan
Elan
That is not precise, but we will allow it to slide by. Would you like to give a more precise date or more precise time? It is our sensing that, shall we say, you have touched base several times. Therefore, proceed with your concept and perhaps that will unfold as to the specifics if necessary.
Asker
Elan, the whole trip was an eye-opener. Uh, sometimes I felt like I was being opened up with a can opener.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, when you open your third eye with an insistence to keep it shut on some level, yes, it can appear that way. Of particular significance was my visit to the Temple of Hathor. I… what did you feel? What did you find?
Asker
When I walked in, I got hit with a pressure in the chest. Like… like you feel when you’re seeing an old friend that you’ve missed so much that you haven’t allowed yourself to realize how much you missed him.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in a sense, there are also overtones of perhaps having been killed in that area as well. I see. In the temple itself, I… with what you would call projectile through the heart. I see. Was I a uh… well, what was my role at the time?
Asker
Well, understand again that you have had several encounters with this. In this particular instance, perhaps you can say thief. And you perhaps got what you felt you deserved.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Was I a uh… a good thief? Did I act with integrity or was I a scumbag?
Asker
Perhaps you can say you felt both ways about yourself.
Asker
Elan
Elan
I see. Well, I hoped for somewhat of a more lofty petition.
Elan
Elan
This is relatively more recent. However, the heart energy, shall we say, in previous reincarnations was of a positive resonance with the area of vibration where you were. Shall we say, perhaps you can say somewhat royal in your presentation. Do proceed. Again, it will unfold. In Egypt, was I primarily involved in politics, being a physician, or um, or being a priest?
Asker
May I ask, what is the difference?
Asker
Asker
I then… I’ve done them all.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in a sense, yes. Uh, was Dendera and the Temple of Horus specifically significant? And if so, how? Many ways, but one will be a direct extraterrestrial connection. I see. With uh, Pleiades. Uh, was I a priest or a politician or a physician at the time of that occurrence?
Elan
Elan
Perhaps in that occurrence you would consider again you to have primarily been priestly, but therefore then expressing the other two aspects as well.
Asker
I see. Um, generally in the temples that I visited, I would find my attention very much absorbed with the main chambers. And I take a great number of photographs. Uh, when I walked into Hathor, I got hit very hard in the chest, almost choked up, nice, uh, close to tears. And I took a couple of pictures in the main hall and then found myself, rather than proceeding through the temple, I found myself going off into side doors and up stairways and down stairways. And I found… I found spots that other members of the group did not find.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, the idea is that you were perhaps, you can say, revisiting an old house.
Asker
It was like I wanted to check out all my old favorite spots. Exactly. Would stick things and hide things and find things, some of which you, so to speak, came back to later. Steal.
Asker
Elan
Elan
I see. Therefore, again, integrity on the one hand, and well, perhaps we will not use your term on the other. May I ask, uh, during this time as a thief, um, were my motives primarily selfish or well… again, both. It was perhaps an unconscious recognition that some of these things were yours on some level. But again, understanding that thievery was by your own standard out of integrity as well. So perhaps again a confusion, a contradiction in understanding. Was I violating a trust that someone put in me at the time?
Elan
Elan
Not necessarily. Again, perhaps your own sense of integrity. You were violating what was perceived to be by the guards of trust. Yes. Hence your swift deliverance of effect.
Asker
I see. Very interesting. Fascinating. Was that because I failed to pay them off adequately?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Repeat?
Asker
Well, it seems like you can get just about anywhere in Egypt right now if you pay off the guard. That was… now I see. Then it was uh, they functioned at a higher level of accountability perhaps.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes. Good way to put it.
Asker
I see. Um, it seemed to me there was something… aor… that I that I wanted to find. And I’m not sure if I did found it. I did find it, rather. And it was primarily an energetic… uh, energetic type of thing. Or if there’s something physical that that I was looking for. And it’s not yet time to to have that in my possession.
Asker
Elan
Elan
You may understand that it is both. You may understand that there is no need to physically have it in your possession in this life. And you may understand it to relate with what you would call amulet with a particular, shall we say, red crystal and stone within it. Of Padian origin. Connection.
Asker
Of what artifice? Egyptian or extraterrestrial?
Asker
Elan
Elan
What we are speaking of now would be Egyptian, but again a connection to extraterrestrial source. A symbol of the union. A symbol of the communion in that sense. Very strong and powerful symbol of, again, perhaps one of your more blatant extraterrestrial interactions physically of the many incarnations that you have expressed yourself as. Is that amulet physically Ator or somewhere else? One moment. And if so, where?
Asker
It is not immediately evident. Meaning that I need not know this. Meaning that you will discover as you need it. But there is a sensing that it is not in what you would call museum.
Asker
Elan
Elan
It is not a museum. No. It is still floating around. Obscure. Yes, in a sense.
Asker
Well, ironically enough, were I to come upon that amulet uh anywhere in Egypt, uh to take it out of Egypt would again cast me in the role of thief. It would simply depend upon the circumstances of acquisition. I see.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Okay. And again, most strongly understand that energetically connecting with it at this point, understanding your creatorhood, will achieve the same effect as physically. And it may simply not be necessary to physically do so.
Asker
I see. But in in that sense, invoking it within your imagination and connecting with how it allows you to feel, you will establish a very strong connection. Can you describe the shape of this amulet to help me focus a little bit more effectively on it?
Asker
Elan
Elan
We will allow you to do so and describe it to me. Close your eyes. Take three deep breaths. Picture the deep rich red transparent hue of a multifaceted stone that is not, as you say, flat within bevel, but is raised in its magnificence. Attached to a metallic substance you call gold. And allow your imagination to then describe to me its shape and size.
Asker
It’s an equilateral triangle. Nice. Proceed. And uh, do you see it as simply one triangle? No. Or do you understand it to be intersecting? Intersecting triangles. Very similar to the Star of David. Thank you. You have a clear sense.
Asker
Elan
Elan
You may also understand, though your connection with it was within what you would call Egyptian, shall we say, frame of reference, that it is far more ancient than that. Elan. I… I was looking at the uh, the triangle. And all of a sudden, the… the triangle… there was a dynamic motion. And it had one triangle pointed up, one triangle pointed down, intersected, creating the Star of David. But not in a static sense. It’s in a dynamic sense. In a static, it appears as a triangle. Ice. Energetically, perhaps. But understand that it would correspond to being placed upon, perhaps you can say, a base that would what you call hexagonal. Do you see that?
Asker
I… I’m not sure I get the… the symbol. No. Uh, you mean the amulet itself placed on a base?
Asker
Elan
Elan
What you have said is raised upon a flat base that is what you call hexagonal, thereby allowing each of the points to touch one of the, shall we say, angles of the hexagon. If this is translating adequately.
Asker
I’m having difficulty seeing it.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right. Play around with it. I shall. The idea is that what was important and prominent was called forth in your imagination, showing you in no uncertain terms you have the ability to connect with this.
Asker
Well certainly, the certainly the image will continue to clarify. The uh, my sense is is that the amulet itself does not so much contain inherent power as much as it uh awakens remembrance and knowledge in the perceiver.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Then understand that you have graduated, so to speak. For back then you did place much of the power in the symbol. And this is the difference. Now you understand the power resides within yourself, as it does within all of you, and that you imbue and allow a symbol to reflect that brilliance, reflect that power. But you contain the power. Hence, you do not need the symbol any longer. Though again, connecting with it may open up many emotional doorways which now allow you to function as a whole by yourself, not needing the symbol.
Asker
Is it appropriate… appropriate for me to to uh merely follow my excitement moment to moment rather than pursue the acquisition of this amulet now? Oh, that’s… that I just painted myself into a corner. I almost said absolutely not. But we will allow that to, as you say, slide.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Let me rephrase the question.
Asker
All right. In pursuing my excitement… this one is very clever. Watch the way he rephrases this question. In experiencing my excitement moment to moment with integrity, is it likely that I’ll set about a direct quest for this amulet? Perhaps again not physically, but energetically. How it allowed you to feel, how it allowed you to feel as though you could express yourself, is no longer requiring the physical symbol. Your highest degree of likelihood of attracting it paradoxically is by forgetting completely about it.
Asker
Elan
Elan
I see. Is uh, does the amulet have significance to others?
Asker
Oh yes, many, many. Is its physical acquisition of importance to anyone?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in general, yes. For again, the placing of the power externally on the symbol. So some have still have that power, that external placing of the power. Ace. But it is perhaps again now ironically sensed by us that not necessarily those in possession of it. Uh, is it in someone’s possession at this time?
Elan
Elan
There is some, shall we see, degree of likelihood of this.
Asker
Are they aware of what it is that they are possessing?
Asker
Elan
Elan
What I have just said is no.
Asker
I see. And uh, do you sense that it’s in Egypt at this time?
Asker
Elan
Elan
No.
Asker
Uh, do you have a clear sense of where it is?
Asker
Elan
Elan
No.
Asker
I see. Uh, if if I may continue, by the way, you can in that sense, in being willing to recreate, have, shall we say, a replica constructed and then utilize that as a reflective tool. But please, please, please understand where the power lies. And if it brings you joy and excitement to do so as a reflection, by all means. But if you are going to use it to create the power, you are missing the point.
Asker
Elan
Elan
I see. Uh, since you’ve brought that as an option, the gold of of what carat standard is it?
Asker
The only translation that we can render is of the, shall we say, highest purity available that will still maintain a degree of what you call hardness.
Asker
Elan
Elan
I see. In the stone, uh, what material is it?
Asker
It would correspond to what is now referred to now as Ruby.
Asker
Elan
Elan
I see. Now you’re saying correspond. Uh, then was it a different mineral?
Asker
Perhaps not. But again, that is your contemporary label.
Asker
Elan
Elan
I see. Uh, but all the materials were of terrestrial origin? Is that true?
Asker
A and a very, shall we say, clear transparent specimen. Let me see. Um, it was in extraterrestrial possession for a time. That is the connection.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Uh, what was their purpose in possessing it?
Asker
You tell me.
Asker
Elan
Elan
They programmed it, in a sense. In a sense, again, they understand the meaning of symbols and allowed it to be provided as an external symbol. It is quite symbolic and in a sense arbitrary in that way. But there was much value placed upon it at that time due to that, and that was understood.
Asker
I see. They they took it uh to give it back energized or imbued with a power that was of very high held in very high significance by the the priests and those who were drawn to power.
Asker
Elan
Elan
In a sense, but the power itself was merely conceptual. The idea is they merely took it and returned it, and all the labels and significances were then added by members of your society. Exactly. It was understood that this would be so.
Asker
All right. So it always was an external symbol but not inherently a source of power. I… everything is. I see that now. Um, not in all things, but I see it in in this thing.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, perhaps you can expand your vision to encompass it all.
Asker
I will. All right. Uh, when will you have you done it yet?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes. I… I did it right now.
Elan
Elan
All that’s all it takes. That’s uh, as easy as it is. Nice if you allow it to be.
Asker
I allow it to be. Oh, thank you. Elan had a very strong sense as I was moving from temple to temple and experience to experience that uh, I was cataloging, um, merely experiencing things at one level to have deeper levels and dimensions of meaning and significance reveal themselves uh in time. Um, I feel complete with the trip in Egypt. And uh, I’d love, I’d love the Egyptian people. It’s definitely third world, but there’s not a friendlier and a more um, good-hearted and well-intentioned people that I’ve that I’ve ever met.
Asker
Elan
Elan
You will. But I understand there are many, many people such as this. And your willingness to vibrate with how that allows you to feel and bring that back will allow you to see that you need look no further than your own backyard. For it all exists within your immediate vicinity reality. And it’s simply a matter of what you choose to vibrate as their. Therefore, attract from the soup or menu of what’s available. So your willingness to express what you have brought back in those terms will attract from your immediate surroundings that same exact feeling, that same exact quality, if you do not make the separation and understand that what bringing it back means, how bringing it back is expressed, is as an action. And this brings us to how we will wish to, perhaps you can say, for the time being, conclude this particular discussion. How can you allow yourself to apply what you have felt and learned? For again, you are physical in a physical reality. The bottom line is the actions. How will you apply it? If something comes to mind, share it. If not, allow this to be rhetorical and explore it.

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