The Referential Preferential You

Your imagination is one of your primary facilities or tools that enable you, in that sense, to create the life that you wish to lay down the template, to lay down the model, to lay down the mold, if you will, that will enable you to begin to build that life, to be that very life.

Many of you, in attending these interactions and participating or listening to these sessions on what you call your tape format, have perhaps on some level understood what we have said, have perhaps on some level seen, shall we say, the usefulness of this idea. But we do find that for many of you, it remains just that—a concept, just that a notion that perhaps would be nice if it were only true.

Therefore, for this evening of your time, we will participate with you, each and every one of you, in the formation of each and every one of your versions of that referential preferential you. Now again, we remind you that your imagination in your society is generally used as a generator of fantasy, many times in the form of an escape, many times in the form of a preference that you truly feel will never happen. But that is only one side of that coin; that is only one side of the imagination. When in that sense you view the imagination as a tool, you then get use from that tool that is very, very specific, very, very individual, very, very tailored, if you will.

Therefore, once you have created the notion of the referential preferential you, or perhaps you can say the you that if you had your druthers, you would be, in that imagination, and together we will form the mold; together we will form the birth of this you. And then perhaps describe some of the other applications for it once having done so. So therefore, in your own timing, become comfortable in your seats.

Now understand that what you are about to create, and perhaps for many of you recreate, will be something that will, shall we say, stick around with you, being that it is your creation. No one can take it from you, and being that it is your direct extension and expression, you will never in that sense need anyone else in order to call it forth. So it is in that sense, by its very creation, by its very identification from you, a tool of empowerment that once you have, you can never lose and, again, need no one else in order to express it. It is part and parcel of you.

Therefore, in order to again create a conducive atmosphere for the creation of this referential preferential you, and at the same time unify and unitize and, shall we say, align all individuals present, if you will, for me now, in unison, take three deep and loving breaths. And understand that as you breathe together, co-inspire, conspire, an alignment takes place, but that alignment also exists within each and every one of you.

So now, as you do relax, as you do settle in to yourself, blank the screen of your imagination and allow yourself to perceive what you may call the black behind your closed eyes. Now, before we proceed, understand that there is no way to do this incorrectly, and in fact, your imagination, being that that is the screen that you are looking at right now, will assist you. Trust that that assistance is part of the very tool that we are speaking of, and allow whatever embellishments occur from your imagination to be the exact embellishments that make it that much more relevant to you.

Now we will begin by allowing to emerge from this blackness, again at whatever pace is natural and comfortable for you, the outline of your body, body emerging from the blackness. If there is something that you would physically like to alter about your body, allow that outline in that sense to represent any changes. If you feel you are a bit too thin, then in that sense picture it being a bit more robust, and vice versa. In any way, have this outline be the you you prefer to be, but do not remove it from yourself; still understand that you are seeing you.

As you do begin to perceive against the background of the blackness the outline figure, allow it to be slightly backlit by a blue-white light so it stands out that much more, and you can see the difference between perhaps the blackness within the outline and the background by that demarcation line of blue-white light.

Now again, allow what you would call the features, the color, the topography of perhaps for now the front of the body, to begin to crystallize, and see the you that you say you prefer to be. For some individuals, this will look exactly like the you you already are; that is just fine. If it does not, that is just fine as well. But again, do not lose the identification that what you are seeing, particularly if it differs a bit from what you see in your mirror, is you.

Starting at what you would call the top of your head and scanning very slowly downward, allow the details, allow the fine print so to speak, to crystallize and see a bit at a time, from perhaps now the top of your head. What you would call your hair, see that hair; how does it look, how is it hanging? As you say, being that this is a bit foreign to us, allow yourself to slowly now scan down to what you call your forehead and eye region, and begin to very clearly and discreetly, in whatever way that is presented from your imagination, allow that to crystallize and become more solid, more clear.

As you do so, allow this to wash downward to complete the nose, to complete the mouth and the outline of the chin, as you say. See your face, the face of the you you say you wish to be. Allow now once again that scanning to continue downward, and allow the outline of what you call your neck to take on more substance; see the lines, see the musculature within that neck, still maintaining a focus on the face.

As you now have head and neck to whatever degree you have allowed yourself to create it, now proceed downward and see the outline of your shoulders; see the outline of where your hands or arms, upper arms, join to the trunk of your body. Continue downward and allow yourself to see what you call your chest, your ribcage area, your abdominal, umbilical area. Notice the nuances, notice the details, notice the similarities from who you now create yourself to be, and as well, if there are any, notice the differences.

We will mention before proceeding that what we are suggesting for you to be creating in your imagination is the you that you prefer to be, not the you that everyone else says you should be—the you that you feel comfortable being, that you know is right for you. Do not allow anyone else’s opinion for now to enter into it. It is your projection of who you feel you comfortably are, not who everyone else says you should be.

Continue down now to what you call your pelvic area, and allow yourself to begin to see taking form, taking shape, the contours of your upper legs, your knees, your lower legs, your feet. Now, as you say, pan back and begin by taking a few steps back from the point of view that you are to see the whole self—the entire body, head, middle, legs, feet. See it standing there in relief against the black background, again backlit by a blue-white hue of light.

Picture, if you will, a road. It can be any road you wish. If there is a specific road, fine; if it is simply blacktop, fine. Picture now this you being placed upon this road, walking. This is now the you you say you prefer to be, so begin to now look at how that you is walking, how that you is standing, how that you holds up or down or whatever your head, see how your shoulders are held. See the language that your body exudes as it walks down the road—confident, assured, an ecstatic joy for simply being, for simply existing, for simply living the result of the choice of your soul to create this life. See that you enjoy simply walking, and notice the nuances.

As you do, notice again the similarities to the way that you walk, but also pay particular attention to the differences—the differences in again the way the head is held, the way the shoulders are held, the way the arms swing, the message, the language that the body puts out. Note what is different about what this imagination is providing you in this reference point, in this referential preferential you, and again make note of them, the differences.

Now imagine that that you walking on this road is coming up to three other individuals having a conversation. It matters not what they are saying, but in that sense you may see that two of them seem in that sense to be somewhat serene, and one in that sense is somewhat argumentative. Allowing that preferential you to again walk up to this interaction with the three other individuals, allow yourself to see how you are participating in that interaction, how the referential preferential you holds and maintains in conviction that posture and is not in that sense strayed away from the center that you holds again itself in a particular way when facing the serene individuals, but also when facing the argumentative individual. And pay particular attention to how that you, in whatever the specifics of the situation that you are creating, handles that situation.

Now, this is the you you always have said you preferred to be, so I assume that that you would be doing the things you say you wish you would do. So allow your imagination to provide the specific stance and again body language that accompanies this idea, and see this you; feel the admiration for that approach, for that approach is representative of who you choose to be.

Picture that you now continuing down the road. As you do, on what you call your right side, you will notice a calm, peaceful, serene and perhaps colorful scenery. On your left, notice what you call warfare. Now, the you that you truly prefer to be will in that sense perhaps have a similar posture when looking to the right and looking to the left. Therefore, analyze as clearly as your imagination is providing your particular reactions from the preferred point of view of that you, and pay particular attention to the differences in how that you handles and interprets the situation.

Allow that you to now face the serene side of the road, having again the more tumultuous side to the back, and in perceiving that beauty, in perceiving that perfection, in perceiving that particular expression and manifestation of your nature, allow the feelings that that you would have to come to the surface and feel the feeling of fitting in, feel the feeling of harmony, feel the feeling of unconditional love and acceptance for the scenario that you have chosen to in that sense exist within for the time being.

When you truly feel what I am sharing, allow yourself to now turn 180 degrees, putting the serene scene in the back, and now seeing what you would call any version of what you call all warfare and tumultuousness upon your planet. But notice the following: this preferential you, this reference point, still feels that same joy, still feels that same unconditional love, still feels that same connection; however, perhaps is expressing it from the viewpoint: “Well, that’s their story.”

Not invalidating it, understanding that that fits as well, but it is not representative of the you you say you prefer to be. But at the same time, you can understand that it serves a function for perhaps other individuals who are still exploring separation, limitation, and negativity, and they too have the right and reason to explore. But notice the lack of effect from that scenario, and in fact, the maintenance of the centered self, understanding that the serenity surrounds you as well from the back.

Allow that you to once again turn, facing the front of the road as we have defined, and begin once again to walk. Perhaps again now into a fog whereby there is no longer a discernible difference between one side and the other. As you walk, you come upon a chair. Allow yourself to sit in this chair, again with a permeation of fog around you.

As you feel yourself sitting in this chair, as you see that you sitting in that chair, become that you in the chair. Now take your point of view and perhaps sit on the lap of that referential preferential you, but you will notice that you sink into that you and merge with that you. Allow your viewpoint to shift now from viewing that you to again sitting in the seat of that you and viewing from that you.

Understand the following: you are that you. All in that sense that you would need to do to represent this is simply to just decide that you are already that you. Just decide—a conscious act, the decision to become.

Now, that you are creating this notion within your imagination, understand that in order to do so, in order to even conjure up these pictures, you must in the moment that you are doing so become the idea itself; otherwise, you would not have the ability to bring it forth. You are this you by the mere feeling and conjuring of this you and experience of this you. You are that very you. Just decide that this is so for you.

Now, in order to maintain this posture and point of view, once you have decided to change as you have, there are merely but two more steps left. Step number two—one being just aside—is to trust that you have changed. Assume the attitude and expectations of the you that has changed, not the you that wishes to change that is looking for the evidence of why you have not and accepting evidence that you have not. The you that is that you would accept no evidence. The accepting of the evidence that it is not that you is the old belief system. The trust in the new you is the creation of the new belief system that now looks from that point of view, that now acts as that you acts.

And in fact, that is step three—to act as though you trust that you have changed. That means when something comes along which would seem on the surface to say you have not changed, understand that when you even interpret “I have not changed,” that is not the new you trusting in the change; that is the old you seeing whether you really believe in the change. But you can simply re-acclimate, reorient your consciousness to simply decide to trust in the change.

Allow yourself now to understand that the chair in which you sit is the chair that you are sitting on in this room, and as the fog dissipates around you, begin now to allow yourself to re-acclimate to this room, for you have sat in the very chairs that you are in. Again, at your own pace, when re-acclimating to your surroundings, you may open your eyes.

Now once again, understand you have changed because you are a conscious creator and have simply chosen to change. The expression of your belief that you have changed is your willingness to trust in the change and act from the perspective of the changed self. You have created a model, you have created a mold or a template, what we again sometimes called the referential (since you can refer to it anytime) preferential (since you prefer it) you, and it can come in quite handy in your daily life as well.

Now that you have given it the substance, now that you have called it forth, and very simply, if a situation comes along—it may not, but if it does—whereby you feel on some level that your initial reaction is a reaction to a situation rather than a conscious action, simply first of all note that you are perhaps thinking about proceeding by unpreferred, shall we say, perspective. See that perhaps you are about to do something that is not representative of who you say you wish to be.

Then, in whatever way is possible under the circumstances, call forth the referential preferential you. It now again has substance; it now again has mass. Hand the situation over to that you—the you that was standing in that particular way, the you that was holding themselves in that particular way, the you that when interacting with other individuals maintain that resolve, maintain that joy, the you that when moving through the polarity of your particular physical reality, negative and positive, simply chooses the positive, acknowledges the existence of the negative polarity because that is one of the definitions of the reality, but chooses the positive.

Hand that situation over—that you were about in that sense to perform that was not according to your preference—to the referential preferential you, and see with the specifics of whatever the situation is what that you does. Very, very simple. When you do so, that you will surprise you very many times. Just as perhaps as we perform this particular set of actions, perhaps there were some nuances about that you that you had not anticipated. That is what your imagination contains as a tool: the ability to bring forth these specifics and apply them to a specific situation.

With this tool, you no longer need anyone else’s help. Now, this does not mean you cannot share, and this does not mean that from time to time you will in that sense enlist the assistance of other individuals, but you now have within you everything you need to proceed in any given situation if you will call forth and embody and empower that preferred you.

At first, it may seem as a process. At first, it may seem that “well, my initial tendency is still the old approach.” But the more times that you, rather than acting from the old perspective, call forth the referential preferential you and hand that over, the more times you will give yourself the opportunity to see that there is always, always a positive choice, and it is always within you, obtainable by you at any time.

If when you hand the situation over to that referential preferential you and see what that you does, if you then do that, you will get the result of being that you. And the more you are willing to do so and only allow your life to be that consciously performed, the more that the process will dissolve in terms of seeming like a process. You will begin to automatically simply invoke and embody that you without the seeming one step of removal.

So therefore, this tool, if it does initially seem like a process, only does so because that is where you are now willing to insert a pause before you act according to non-preference. That pause, that willingness before act when you have a negative perspective, is all that is necessary to completely transform the face of your life. For it does not take very many positive actions in a row that then yield positive results to build up enough of a positive momentum to seem to overwhelm the quote-unquote old nonpreferred negative momentum.

For again, it is not a matter of walking or running from the negative self, but by walking toward the positive self, there is automatically a distance from the negative experiential self. You will still be aware of negativity while you are on this reality, but that reality in terms of the experience of the negativity will be through someone else—“that’s their story; my story is the positive alternative to their story.” Which I validate, which is a reality which has the right, but is not my choice. I do not criticize it; I do not judge the other realities. I simply embody my own reality as an alternative, as a statement to the universe, as a statement to myself, as a statement to those around me that this is possible. For it is this is how we live, and not because it is us, but from our perspective we find this most joyful and wish to share it with you.

For your ability to participate in this style of interchange proves beyond the shadow of a doubt, at least to us, that you are imminently capable of what we are sharing. Therefore, if you wish, you can put this tool back in the closet to gather dust, but you can as well call it forth any time. But you will find if you are willing to do so, you will no longer after a period of timing call it forth; you will simply embody it; it will be you.

And as you look into your mirror after embodying these ideas of yourself, you will begin to see something very curious occurring. You will begin to see the physical you changing and will in that sense allow that change to whatever degree you will allow it; you will see an alteration in your physical self. This alteration, for the purposes of what I am sharing, may on the surface seem to be merely appearance, but it is far more than that. It is a literal redefining and reassigning of the value of your genetic self as well, and therefore part and parcel of the transformative effect on your very genetic core as well.

For your body is a reflection of your consciousness, and if you go along with the same sort of consciousness, your body maintains the same presentation. But when you alter that consciousness, specifically if you do so drastically and across the board, there cannot be any other effect than that body, which is a reflection, which is a representation, to fall in step, to begin to embody the ideas that you now are. You need not in that sense do so with what you call anxiety, and in that sense your willingness to be who you say you wish to be will simply automatically result in this, but in its own timing.

Notice the changes when they occur; when they do not, simply move on. There will be periods that it may seem to be more accelerated and other periods where it will be less accelerated. But this process can literally entirely redefine your physical body anywhere from three of your days to three of your years; it is up to you. And in that sense, if you do not place a pressure upon yourself and allow the presentation of the preferred you—you cannot force it—then things will perhaps happen a bit more quickly. But if you obsess with anxiety, you may slow down your own process.

The alteration of the physical body in and of itself is not really the point; it is an effect, it is a result in the changing of the consciousness. And this will, if you are willing to do this, take the form that perhaps up till now will seem drastic to your society. “Well, it’s not possible,” many may say, but you will show them that not only is it possible, but here I am.

Therefore, in exchange for your willingness to redefine yourself or perhaps restate yourself if you are already happy with how you are, I thank you. And as well, understand that one of the only universal constants is change itself; therefore, that is automatic, and you need not force anything to change. Perhaps the forcing has the effect of making things seem to stay the same. But your willingness to simply allow and relax and release your reality will then allow that reality to conform through the natural mechanism of change, which again is constant. Nothing need be forced, and if you find yourself forcing, close your eyes, conjure up that you. I assume that you would not force, and it will show you an alternative viewpoint, an alternative posture, an alternative point of view that will then give you one more choice, which if you choose, will be the result of being that preferred you.

Each time you mimic the referential preferential you, you are being the referential preferential you. And then simply you will drop the designation “referential” and simply be the preferential you, perhaps then a reference point for others who may wish such change.

Questions

The Zeta Grays

Asker

I have just finished reading a very exciting book called “The Visitors from Within,” in which Bashar has a preface at the very beginning talking a lot about the Zeta Reticuli. Did the Grays come here to teach us about fear, and we are to teach them about emotions?

Elan

In a sense, that will be the result.

Asker

But they have no emotions at all, that they have been completely bred out, and that by breeding with us—I mean, one of the things that excited me was they said that some of us females, they need us to go aboard their ships to rock their babies and to nurture them, to show their females how to do this because they can’t feel the emotions anymore.

And in return, they are going to teach us about fear. And my question to you is: in teaching us about fear, is it reflecting back to us the fear from within, thus the title “The Visitors from Within”?

Elan

Yes, exactly, for they can only reflect back to you what you already contain. Perhaps you can say many years ago they contained no emotionality. Perhaps contemporary to you right here, right now in this room, which to me is quite arbitrary by the way, you will find that there is the beginnings, the stirrings of these emotional natures within these beings. Now they are in that sense beginning in some sense to derive the advantage in interacting with your society.

It is not necessarily that they came along with the conscious intention “we will scare the heebie-jeebies out of them so they can learn,” but understand that one of the byproducts of those interactions is the fear coming up in an individual of the unknown, of the uncertain, of the alien—perhaps hidden portions of the self. That is what is represented; that is what is brought to the surface. But then, by an individual creating that degree of fear, many individuals will simply in that sense choose to continue to create it, but many will begin to look at again the beliefs which always result in the emotions that are behind that fear. And many, again, individuals will come to find that they feel powerless in the situation and believe it is happening to them. When they present the alternative viewpoint that “well, obviously since everything is happening from me, this is not the only exception; I must have made some agreement to be in this situation,” I will now see what the agreement is and why I have made it. That is a different attitude toward then those interactions. So the individuals that go through in that sense that set or line or train of thought in that sense begin to integrate that very fear, and that is the benefit. Perhaps you can say to you as a civilization.

Asker

It was very interesting to me; one of the things that I had read about in the book, they talked about going over the prisons and using a blue beam to take some of the prisoners out because that’s a very good situation where people are in extreme fear, and they wanted to take genetic samples of the prisoners or something to understand about the fear.

Elan

Well, to some degree, this may occur.

Asker

All right, while I was reading this, nobody else in my family is as into this as I am, but my younger daughter was at the same time that same week that I finished the book. She told me that she had a dream of being in our house and looking out the window and seeing this blue beam come through the window, which then turned to red and back to blue, at which point she went close to the window and looked out and saw this big spaceship with black square windows, was gray with lights all around it. Could you comment on that at all?

Elan

Well, again, to some degree it has to do with the reticulum connection that we have discussed and the awakenings or stirrings within her that perhaps maybe she does on some level believe this more than she is admitting.

Asker

Are you barring her from something? I don’t know—she’s the only one I can really talk to about this, and I hadn’t thought I was in any way, but I tell her everything, all my dreams and all this kind of thing. And I thought maybe she was just having this dream because I had told her a lot about what I’m dreaming about.

But I’m trying to get over this fearful part because I would like to be one of the ladies that nurtures these babies, and I am still too fearful—I wake up in the middle of the night and I’m still afraid.

Elan

Well again, when you feel that fear, feel it really, conjure it up, imbue it, allow it to play out, then ask yourself: what do I believe? When you ask yourself that now, what do you get?

Asker

That I’m not worth it—I mean that I’m not worthwhile, that I don’t deserve it, that I’m not good enough to do this.

Elan

All right, that is one choice or viewpoint within you. What is the opposite, perhaps preferred viewpoint?

Asker

That I am good enough and I can do whatever I want.

Elan

Which do you prefer?

Asker

Obviously the other one.

Elan

Do you see the difference in action from the two different presentations of you?

Asker

Yes.

Elan

Therefore, you have again, through the referential preferential you, the template of actions to perform. Simply where and when applicable, do these things, and you will attract yourself in no uncertain terms into an interaction at your own pace, at your own timing.

Asker

Can I ask just one more quick question?

Elan

You can ask.

Asker

In a couple of weeks ago, just before waking up, I was very excited in my dream. I finally got my husband to look up at the sky, and I saw—are there ever any space people in silver uniforms? Perhaps you would interpret it that way. Well, I saw two big long cigar-shaped; they were huge, I mean that might have covered two or three miles—two long cylindrical things that were crossed right in the middle, and on the end of each one there was a round pod, and then over the whole top of it there was a cap that was completely round. Is that a…?

Elan

That would in a sense be representative of a style of mothercraft, which generally you would not see from your ground, but in this case that applies.

Asker

Would yours look like that? Your mother craft?

Elan

In this instance, it was not our craft you were perceiving; ours is similar though, perhaps more log-like with flat ends in that sense.

Asker

And are the Sani people a race that has come from a mixture of the Zetas and the Earth people?

Elan

That’s what I thought. Okay, and we thank you. For though you may often perceive that we have much to offer you, you now may understand in no uncertain terms that you have as much or more to offer us, and we are literally your children calling back through the ages to thank you and at the same time perhaps nurture the relationship between the two races that then results in our own creation.

Asker

Do I have a future life on your planet?

Elan

You tell me.

Asker

I hope so.

Elan

Well, when you know so, then you will. Thank you. When you hope so, you are in a sense saying you doubt that you do. Be aware of this and be conscious; make the decision—that is all it takes. Thank you very much, and to you, thank you.

Asker

I have something that I want to share with you and ask you a few questions.

Elan

All right. Okay. Um, six days ago, so I was sitting in a room—five, six days ago—with my friend Emily, and we both went into an expanded meditative state. I had my eyes opened, as did she, and we could see our light bodies. And then all of a sudden, the room went a brilliant white, and we were visited by beings who then asked me if I would be willing to beam up, and they said that it would be sort of like what I had seen on Star Trek. And I was not afraid at all, so I allowed that to happen, and I went into a craft that was not unlike yours.

Asker

Describe?

Elan

I only know that I went right into a chamber; I didn’t see going into the craft at all. But what I did see when I got in there were the exact same balls of light that I had seen the last time that I saw you—the balls of light in containers. The children were there, and there was a large, larger ball of light. I was instructed that I had a lot of experience in teaching the children with these balls of light, that the balls of light contained a hologram of information and that they learned morphogenetically by in exchange with the balls, and that I was their teacher. And there was a larger ball—there were larger balls. They asked me to choose one; I chose one.

Asker

Did you hold it in your hands?

Elan

I held it in my hand.

Asker

Did something emerge from it?

Elan

Well, it became more alive and vibrant, and they asked me to hold it to my third eye and told me that I would understand what this meant. I understood that to mean that holding this to my third eye was reactivating the memory of using these balls.

Elan

To some degree, it is in that sense part and parcel of your experience now to remain grounded and focused, to not remember many things about it, but there will be some, shall we say, openings and awakenings. Do proceed.

Elan

So then after I held this larger ball to my third eye, I was congratulated on the choice that I had made. I put it back in its container and began to play with the children, throwing the balls back and forth, just engaging them in play. The balls were very vibrant and alive with colors, spheres of color, and information was being transmitted through the touch for the children. Then there was a period of time where I was sitting in the center and they were sitting in a semicircle around me, and I was assisting them in integrating the information that had been transmitted through the play. Integrating—I helped them to integrate and assimilate by placing my hands on their third eye. Then we telepathically discussed any questions about the information, and there was a simulation. Then I went from there to a circle of light, which seemed like on another planet, on a planet not the Earth.

Elan

Well, before you proceed, allow us to remind you about two particular applications of the liquid light ball technology. First of all, by allowing the ball to hover in the middle of a congregated group of people—can be three people or more—in that sense, you may in that sense by suggesting that individuals project their intentions and desires onto the substance of the liquid light ball, find that the ball will take on, so to speak, a life of its own, that that will set up a template within the framework of the substance of the liquid light that will enable, all right, perhaps colloquially speaking, the inhabitation of that, shall we say, body by a discrete consciousness, which can then be interacted with directly through the ball. Does that make sense? Secondly, by holding the chosen ball within your hands, focusing with perhaps your third eye but also with your other two open, your intention upon the ball, you will find—and this applies to anyone who finds themselves so excited, so inclined in that sense—that a particular image or perhaps object or perhaps symbol will emerge from the substance of the ball. Pay particular attention to what that presentation is, what emerges from that ball, and perhaps in a future interaction we will expand upon this. Do proceed to the circle of light.

Elan

Okay, so I was after being in this learning chamber with the children, I was reminded of the circle and that I was instructed to take my place in the circle. And then suddenly I was on what appeared to be a planet not Earth, in a circle. There were beings in a circle; I was one of them; my friend Kim was there, and we were all in complete harmony and unconditional love. And in the center of the circle was a large sphere of light, and there was a lot of programming in that sphere; that ball of light in a sense projected energy. Do proceed.

Elan

Okay, what I saw were beams coming from each person to the ball or from the ball to each person; I couldn’t differentiate. But I was given a lot of sort of historic—a historical rundown of my playing. It felt as though I was there and I’m here.

Elan

This in a sense will refer back to something that did occur and may or may not present itself as a memory, but in this discreet lifetime as a child.

Asker

I don’t understand that.

Elan

You will, and it is purposeful that I am vague and perhaps a bit mysterious so that again ideas will stir within you that will then identify more strongly what I am saying. But understand that you have been as a child part of that circle. There is a connection to our society, but there is also a connection to the society aforementioned labeled for now reticulum as well in that circle.

Asker

I was told then that I’m only partly human.

Elan

Well, perhaps essence-wise, for now you may understand and settle into that; your body would be completely human. That goes for all of you, by the way.

Asker

Well, I think what was being conveyed to me was that there was information there that I have connections that now are becoming relevant to your present exploration in this life. Therefore, you are now recognizing those connections and creating new connections as well. There were also tall people at this circle—tall white people; they call themselves the Tall Ones. I’ve seen this face once or twice; I’m not clear on how this all works. All I know is I was in this circle and I was being told of sort of my vision that we had sitting in that circle to bring to Earth, and the ball suddenly became what looked like the Earth in its beginning formation, and we were sending our intention.

Elan

The Tall Ones, the Shining Ones, in that sense would correspond to a particular gate that many of you—not all—but in being born have passed through that we sometimes refer to as the Arcturus gate. That would be the representation of that stream of consciousness, though understand they are not embodied as you in that sense; understand embodied would in that sense be far more of an energy form, but many times the only way you will allow yourself to interpret them as intelligence will be the ascribing of a body. There is another connection there as well, since that connection will represent forgetting the West. You will begin to understand that the presentation of them in that situation will represent what you will find to be the unfoldment of memory, which also includes that circle as a child.

Asker

Are you at least clear with the symbols we are sharing?

Elan

I’m going to have to listen to the tape.

Asker

All right, but if there is a question, go a step further and ask—you are living the tape right now.

Elan

The Tall Ones—are the Tall Ones guiding me?

Asker

In a sense, they are again a presentation representative of Arcturus energy. Arcturus is a race, is a gate, is a consciousness through which many of you pass, and being born as of late that has the resulting, shall we say, factor of forgetting less and beginning to remember who you are.

Elan

They talked at great length with me about remembering who I am.

Asker

Oh, what a coincidence. Yeah, about three hours. And then the person that had first come to communicate with me started to share with me again—the person from the craft—and he told me that they were a race of people that served the Creator and had for millennia.

Elan

Well, in a sense, you all are; they recognize it and present themselves boldly from that perspective; you can as well.

Asker

Okay, this particular individuals said that they were more of a computer bank of information than a male or female, and that they said that I could refer to it as “engineer,” and that they were going to step up my energy.

Elan

All right, but do understand that this not only need mean technological engineer, and it is as well a sociological engineer, so to speak.

Asker

Okay, and he indicated that the stepping up of my energy streams may cause me some difficulty and that I could call to the engineer if I was having physical difficulties.

Elan

But you can also take a deep breath, relax, and allow. For the difficulty as you are wording it is the resistance to the change rather than the allowance of it. So if you are in the allowance mode, you will never feel or experience what you would consider to be difficulty. If you do, simply slow down, take a breath, perhaps invoke that referential preferential you, and proceed in centered, purposeful intention.

Asker

So the last part of this—they started to talk to me about my dream from my life here, my vision of my farm and my school on my farm, and I immediately went there and found myself playing, you know, a school I had built with children with these balls of light, and understood that there are ways of learning much more enjoyable than we are currently utilizing, and that it was at least inferred that I would be part of bringing that here.

Elan

Then perhaps you can take comfort in the fact that you are becoming that you right now.

Asker

Who was the engineer? What race of people was that?

Elan

For now, it will represent an ancient race that in that sense was, shall we say, in contact with your civilization early on—tens of thousands of your years ago—that has not in that form been in contact since. And there may be now that you are awakening as a civilization more interaction with this stream, but for now we refrain from a label; we have not discussed them before, and perhaps you will receive new insight into them for furthering these discussions down the line.

Asker

Well, I just want to thank you for taking the time with me. I really wanted to just affirm this for myself in front of a group of people and take the risk of believing what I know.

Elan

Well, I thank you for doing the affirming, for you have done it all and have perhaps allowed me to enjoy participating with you. I thank you for that; my unconditional love to you.

Shing

Well, I want to ask about my little adventure into this chamber that I’ve been exploring, and what did you discover within yourself from the depths, the chambers and the resonances within you?

Elan

Worms?

Shing

Worms? Indiana Jones movie? No, it was really a beautiful experience. I went there impulsively; it was at night; I slept there in a boat in the water in this cave, and it felt like a dream to me. And what I experienced was hard to explain except that I came out with the words “telephone work number,” and that was really on my mind all the time. I wanted to ask you about that. And I also had some pretty intense dreams when I went home after that. Well, I just in essence I was at the entrance of the cave again in my dream, and there was some person there or being of some sort, and we had gone back into the cave, and they were showing me these—they look like aquariums in rock, you know, in the side of the rock of the sides of the cave walls, but they weren’t aquariums; there was some sort of fluid or electronic something or information there.

Elan

In a sense, you may understand that in many ways these chambers will represent gateways or doorways, and in that sense you were not peering through the rock but into an entirely different reality altogether, and sampling perhaps you can say some of the life from that reality. That was perhaps what you would sometimes colloquially call a guide consciousness assisting you, now that you were willing to take the physical steps to the real journey within. Now I will ask you: how does this relate to your telephone and your work?

Shing

No, I’ve been thinking about it for a long time now.

Elan

Are you, shall we say, satisfied with the work that you do, or is there something else that would perhaps be more representative of who you are, and are you picking up the phone of yourself calling yourself to tell you what it is?

Shing

Yeah, that’s what I get all the time, but I never—I guess it’s about fear; I’m still not quite taking that extra step to really be the preference, you know, the true self.

Elan

Then at least enjoy the fear as much as you can, but again it is just simply a matter of taking that step, which you again will in that sense perhaps create some of the fear, but then step through the fear rather than leave it static and do nothing. If you’re going to be fearful either way, you might as well get moving. Then the fear will in that sense begin to make more sense, serve you, deliver its message, and move on.

Shing

I mean, the cave was serving me, and I got a lot of echoes. I was making some whistle noises and experimenting with different sounds, and minutes would pass; like 10 minutes later I would hear the echo coming from the rock, and it scared me a little bit. But then I thought, “Well, just open your doors, Jim, you know, let it flow and let it come in.”

Elan

It was not a literal, shall we say, echo; it was an interdimensional echo, hence the lag time. You will find many such unusual occurrences in that way, perhaps also with light.

Shing

Well, I did that—I had a candle with me, and I put the candle in that section of the rock before this happened, so I was definitely drawn to a certain section of the rock, and it was a great experience, a lot of fun. So are you telling me when you finally moved and did something, you had a good time?

Elan

Perhaps you can use that as a model.

Shing

Okay, and perhaps along the way there will be a few worms, but wormholes many times will bridge areas that took a long time to get to. It was a great experience; I had a good doing it. I’m not sure if it’s still there; I haven’t checked on it lately.

Elan

It can be, shall we say, accessed at any time. Again, the chambers correspond to a perhaps colloquially speaking portion within yourself, and by physically visiting that area you have set up a resonance between the chamber and the inner, so to speak, chamber. Therefore, if you wish to go there again, please do, and many, shall we say, more unusual things may occur, but you now have a direct telephone line, and perhaps your new work will be derived from the inspiration of these experiences.

Shing

Is there something you could advise me on doing when I’m there?

Elan

I can advise you to get in touch with your excitement and tell me what excites you the most in this regard.

Shing

Making noises, being having some sort of a ceremony there, being I guess somewhat shamanistic about it, and that’s what my first instinct did.

Elan

All right, will you invite other individuals or do it alone?

Shing

I want to do it alone, but I’m also open to other individuals.

Elan

All right then, perhaps initially you can feel it out, set up the groundwork, do it yourself. Okay, create the process, find what works in that process for you. If you hit a dead end, so to speak, conjure up the referential preferential you; it will take over just fine. Finally, okay, thank you.

Shing

Thank you. Yes, thank you. Nice, how are you today?

Elan

Perfect, as you are as well.

Asker

A few nights ago, I was up late just relaxing, and I was watching some cable, and the next thing you know I say “wow,” and all of a sudden I felt like I went out of my body, and I felt as if the molecular structure of my body was being given information, or somehow I was taking in or receiving information. But I felt very laden; I felt like I was going to sort of not faint, but I guess that’s the terminology I will use. And that lasted for about three minutes.

Elan

Now, understand from our perspective, you did have an experience you would call out of body. We again remind you though that your body exists within your consciousness, so even when stepping out of that particular focus, you are still within your consciousness. Therefore, you may understand that when shifting your point of view, quote-unquote, from the body, you may immediately feel access to information which is in that sense present in your, shall we say, surrounding environment but irrelevant to the body itself.

Asker

Okay, well what happened was I felt also I saw twinklings of light in the room at the time as well. I’ve been seeing a lot of that lately, particularly late at night when it looks real quiet and I have some peace to just be alone. And the following day, I closed my eyes and I pictured actually pictured the energy of my body in a seat on board a ship, and there were three red lights above me, and there was something going on; I wasn’t quite certain what it was, but it sort of felt like I was being shown something or I was accessing something.

Elan

Well, what did you access? What were you shown?

Asker

I was accessing—I was being basically my mind was being worked on, given information, a higher level of information of understanding that I would be channeling at some point, this stuff from a higher level. And I’m not sure what the level is.

Elan

But the level is what you call your higher self directly. You need not remove in that sense responsibility; it is you. You are becoming, unfolding into more of yourself. Do not draw the separation, and you will accelerate the process. That is what many quote-unquote external seeming beings are in a sense here to urge you to do—to open up to, to lure you into more of yourself, not more of us, not more of them—more of you.

Asker

Well, I felt a lot of that, and I mean I really understand that because I’ve been going much more bolder into myself a lot and enjoying that. But I was wondering as to that night who I was working with beyond myself—the ship I was on, the lights that I had seen—and I didn’t really notice any; I thought there was one person there.

Elan

Before you proceed, I allow yourself to understand that that ship was made of you; there is no external idea here; this is all you. Now begin again to cease making the separation and open up into that you, and then if there are separate, shall we say, occurrences, they will simply become obvious.

Asker

So I basically created that?

Elan

Oh yes, entirely yes. That is the degree of your power and the degree of, shall we say, injecting your interested focus as a symbol that you can use.

Asker

Another question, actually—physical body. I used to have what I considered teratology problems like back a little bit, not a real lot, you know. But now ever since I came back from being in Florida a while back, I noticed a transformation on my back—that it’s clear.

Elan

Well, you have since that point and perhaps just prior been willing to express without any doubt, without any hesitation, to whoever is present, who you are. Therefore, there is no need for the building up and successive releasing from your physical body of these symbols. You are doing just fine. And that’s really about it for now, I think. Then we thank you.

Female

Before we break over there—female. Hi. Greetings. I’m I was very common in when I was getting ready to share, I got—I don’t know, I guess I can interpret it as excitement if I wish rather than nervousness. And I’m going to be studying with somebody for ten days, and someone representing—he’s a teacher, healer; he’s actually an enlightened ascended master in physical form. And I’m going to be studying there with him.

Elan

Well, again, welcome to the moment. Allow whatever comes up to be perfect and proceed. On some level, your question has been already answered, so proceed to the next question.

Female

Okay. We were speaking about me starting my own healing school, and I’ve been given guidance through my own higher self and through another person who channels that that is to be very soon. And I have a feeling that the connection of me going to Sedona for ten days studying with this person is going to be the last quote-unquote outer teacher in physical form that I’m to have.

Elan

In a sense, there will be, shall we say, a feedback from your external reality but perhaps not as much of a reliance upon it, and simply the accepting of it in its timing as perfect.

Female

I feel some—I feel excitement about this, and then I feel some fear about this.

Elan

What are you afraid of?

Female

I’m afraid that I don’t really know anything to teach.

Elan

All right, well now understanding that that even within your particular circumstance is perhaps inapplicable. I know—what else might you feel?

Female

I’m afraid that when I channel—channeling a lot of the Essani—I’ve done it a few times with people, and this is related—I’m afraid people are going to ask me questions that I’m not going to know.

Elan

You are not doing the answering; therefore, simply allow the information through. What I can guarantee you from our end is it will be forthcoming, but that is as much as I can guarantee.

Female

What if they ask me technical questions?

Elan

Then allow to whatever degree the answers come to be phrased in whatever words are available, because I don’t have a technical background. But very often, an entity communicating quote-unquote through you in such a way will simply ask for certain terminology, ask for certain, shall we say, guidelines to be able to then render the answer in the language that you do have, but allow that interchange.

Female

When you said “forthcoming,” what do you mean?

Elan

I’ll be channeling it. Forthcoming: the information will be provided from our end; that is the guarantee that I give. What you do with it is up to you.

Female

So this is just related to—I’ve been connecting more and more with Alota, and it seems that Kativa, the name that I had for my future self, and Alota are one and the same.

Elan

As one will represent the child spirit, one will represent the adult—right. And that’s what I got.

Female

Okay, I think I don’t need to ask.

Elan

Perhaps I can give a small suggestion: allow yourself to attract questions that you do not know the answer to, and watch what happens. That is what will enable you to, shall we say, develop the confidence that you seek. You are assuming nothing will come; I am telling you absolutely something will. Therefore, now you can see what you will do with it.

Female

Is that all for now? Can I just ask one more thing?

Elan

One moment. Proceed.

Female

Is what I’m teaching in my healing school and what I keep getting a vision of related to the message, the information that you talk about, about us being totally responsible for ourselves and healing ourselves? That seems to be what I’m going to teach people—that they heal themselves and that when I work with people, I just go to their soul and talk to their soul and mirror back to your soul so that disease in the body can miraculously, so to speak, disappear.

Elan

This is the greatest service that you can render, and by the reminding of who has done the healing, the final icing on the cake of the self-empowerment. Right, we thank you.

Female

Okay, that’s it.

Elan

I just before we pause for a short break, a simple explanation that my scanning on whether or not to answer another question was the scanning of the individuals present who are quite desirous of a break. Therefore, at this timing, we will pause for a short break of 10 to 15 minutes of your counting.

Elan

All right, I’ll say before we continue, allow me to ask you all a question. When you did in that sense conjure up the referential preferential you right there before you, standing in glistening splendor in your imagination, did you like what you saw? Is there anyone who did not? Oh, thank you. Understand that you are already that you, and your willingness to proceed as that you is all that it, so to speak, requires to continue to create yourself as that you. Colloquially speaking, in a reality where you create time, linear time, you are always, in each given moment, so to speak, recreating who you are. Very often, plugged into that equation is a particular expectation of, shall we say, a non-preferential you, and therefore you recreate that you, you re-establish that you, you re-be that you. Now you can do the very same thing with the preferential you. And the fact that you did in that sense like what you see and like what you did see is a representation that you truly do within yourself love yourself and have the capacity to unconditionally love yourself. What you saw was not unobtainable; what you saw is the reality in the consistent recreation of who you are that you now choose to be. By simply referring to it where necessary and simply automatically performing the action of that self when possible, you will perpetuate the recreation of that preferred you, again much in the same way that you had perpetuated the unpreferred you for this long. It is not a matter of learning anything new, simply reapplying according to preference what you already are experts at. We thank you for sharing.

Female

Could you use that referential preferential treatment for people who have addictions, for instance?

Elan

Absolutely, and “for instance” is actually not necessary; it works across the board. When an individual is about to partake of what you call an addiction, he or she can in that sense simply before doing it call up the referential preferential self, hand over the referential to the pre-referential preferential self, the particular circumstance, see what that you does to in a sense fulfill and satisfy, but through integration and through purposefulness and through desire of who they desire to be. For, shall we say, deep down inside, it is our perception that most if not all individuals truly desire to be self-empowered, truly desire to rely on themselves. So by invoking that referential preferential self, they are in a sense empowering that already empowered perspective and will come up with a differing set of actions that can be quite satisfying.

Female

How about when the child is very young, though? I’m thinking of babies; they have pictures of babies in the womb before they’re born sucking their thumbs, and I have two granddaughters that have had tremendous teeth problems because of this, and they’re still very young and have had the teeth problems corrected, but still have that urge to suck the thumb. So how could I apply that for something like that?

Elan

Well, you can do it in much the way that we have shared; they understand to some degree the ability to use the imagination, perhaps sometimes more vividly than even yourselves. But also in that sense, perhaps you can also inquire as to again what they get out of it, what it allows them to do, and then perhaps provide other methods by which such a thing can be achieved without the same quote-unquote side effects. But the referential preferential you will work in that instance if they use it.

Female

Would this work for people who are homosexual who are having a hard time with their polarity of their sexuality?

Elan

Well, it depends on which way you mean. It is not our perception that there is absolutely anything inherently wrong with that—with the homosexual problem, not problem, but situation of exploration. It is one of the options in this reality. Thank you, and to you.

Alice

Alice, hello.

Elan

Greetings.

Alice

Are you on your scout craft?

Elan

Is Bashar there? No.

Alice

Would you say hello to Bashar for me?

Elan

Is Anna there? Say hello to Anna. Greetings return.

Alice

I was thinking this morning when I was reading a transcript about time that what I understand from the transcript is that time is a man-made creation that we use to—well, also woman-made—what human-made creation that we use to separate ourselves from all that is.

Elan

Well, in a sense, but again it is also a means by which experience can be in a sense accumulated in a reality that contains such an idea, and again with the creation of the space within a physical reality, the time in that sense to explore and discover within it. Do proceed.

Alice

Well, I got the impression that it separated us from all that is because it didn’t allow us this understanding of time.

Elan

Well, one moment: it has not separated you from all that is; you have chosen to experience this style of separation; that is the medium through which you express it.

Alice

Right, by because it doesn’t allow us to understand ourselves to be everywhere and every when all at once.

Elan

Well, understand that although you are everywhere and every when all at once, you are also discreet individuals separate from the rest at the same time. The paradox is that both are equally valid; both are expressions of creation itself, and there is nothing better about the integrated state than what you might sometimes refer to as the disintegrated state; they are equal statements, equal realities.

Alice

Well, my question was that this also includes that we’re everyone, and this I have a lot of trouble with; I can’t—

Elan

Well, that is why in general you will attract the terminology “oversoul” and still to some degree break it down in that way. But if you understand the oversoul of the oversoul of the oversoul and continue to so to speak trace it back, you will find all that is to be the ultimate one oversoul.

Alice

Yes, so ultimately that is true that I understand, but that we each include everyone—it’s very hard to comprehend.

Elan

Why I just did—perhaps again from the perspective of separation, the concept of all that is is a bit overwhelming in and of itself. But understanding that all that is is perhaps again colloquially speaking your ultimate oversoul, and that this applies to everyone else, you are literally emanating from one source and henceforth have a singular connection; all is literally one. Now, that one event, so to speak, is being expressed in the multiplicities of occurrences that you consider to be life, but ultimately speaking you will understand experientially the oneness and the simultaneity, but not at any pace that is too soon; only as you in a sense choose to discover more of the simultaneous presentation of your being will you then be so to speak spoon-fed more and more. So you need not experience anything until you are ready and requesting it.

Alice

That helped a lot; I saw something I haven’t seen before. Well, thank you. I have one other question: I saw a TV show about Alcatraz, and they had a psychic go and visit what used to be Alcatraz, and he sensed about a hundred entities there that he felt were past prisoners.

Elan

In a sense, perhaps you can say again colloquially speaking, the footprint of the extreme emotionality of that particular statement of their lives—not so much entities hanging around with nothing better to do.

Alice

That was my question: what was the phenomenon taking place? It wasn’t the actual entities?

Elan

It was well, they can be invoked where and when possible, but it is again because of the negative assignment of the situation, so to speak, charged in a way that would appear to leave a footprint, so to speak, and that’s what he was sensing. And individuals sensitive to that can tap into it; others may absolutely find nothing. But for again your assurance, no one is hanging around. Thank you very much, and to you.

Sh

Sh, back there. Male? Yes. One moment. Oh, Elon—oh, okay, sorry about that.

Elan

No need to apologize.

Sh

Your meditation felt very grounding, and it seemed to—

Elan

Oh, thank you, then I have done my job.

Sh

Yes, it seemed to shift the energy in the room here, and the sense of my feel of the cohesiveness of us as a group.

Elan

By the way, anytime you are willing to simply in any endeavor with any individuals present, particularly if there is a common goal, to breathe in that way together, you will achieve that same feeling—co-inspiring, very, very rich.

Sh

I just want to discuss for a moment this experience I’ve had with the thing of allowing; I’ve been experimenting with it in this past few months.

Elan

All right then, I will allow you to speak.

Sh

Well, just that I have found it to be a very fruitful expression of my learning to allow more fully my life to be as it is, to allow the people around me to be as they are, to allow the feelings that come up from time to time within me to be as they are without trying to push or change or force it to be something other than it is. And well, this idea I’ve gleaned from being here, but I just found it very, very useful.

Elan

Well, perhaps in the conjuring up of your referential preferential you, there was little difference between that you and the you you consider yourself to be; you are already doing it.

Sh

Actually, there wasn’t any difference in my conjuring up of that image; that makes it no less useful, but thank you. You know, it’s very useful to me, and there was some difference of feel inside of me as I sat within this being and then grounded myself back to this room; I could feel something more powerfully grounded within me as a definite option.

Elan

You are allowing the expression of more of yourself through the same vessel.

Sh

I had a dream which was somewhat interesting to me, and I’m not quite sure. I had a dream where I was viewing a case; it was full of ants, and I was just watching them, and suddenly I felt these things biting on my fingers, and I was somewhat alarmed. And the person next to me said, “Oh, that must be Shiva,” and I said what? Anyway, I ran out of the room and I ran to get in the shower and tried to, and these ants were like chasing me down the street.

Elan

Well, in a sense, understanding that they represent what lies underneath the surface; you cannot escape it. Do proceed.

Sh

So might I interpret that as the things that I’ve been hiding under the surface of me are coming quickly to the surface?

Elan

And if perhaps you inquire from them, “My dear child, what would you like that I perhaps can give you other than my fingertip?” you will then find something will be forthcoming. And what in that sense is presented to you will be an aspect of yourself that perhaps you have not faced, presenting itself—perhaps an aspect that in the past you would have labeled “awful,” but you will understand that once it presents itself, it is not so awful, and in effect is requiring your attention and love to integrate it. The ignorance of it is in that sense what allows it to become louder and perhaps have a bite.

Sh

So I’m going to get to practice my allowance.

Elan

Hey, perhaps next time bring some honey; they will in that sense appreciate it far more than the fingertip. Thank you very much, and to you.

Ice

Ice, greetings.

Elan

And to you.

Ice

Could you compare the law of attraction to the universal law that what we put out is what we get back?

Elan

In a sense, they are identical and also can be expressed as the statement that we have shared: that you can only experience a reality that you are the vibration of. And in the establishment of the referential preferential you, you decide consciously what you wish your vibration to be, provide it to yourself, project it to yourself in your imagination, and your willingness to assume those actions is the assumption of that vibration, thereby changing what you will attract. And this will be immediately obvious to anyone who is willing to participate in action with what we are sharing.

Ice

Then, given this law of attraction, it would seem to me, for example, in dealing with other humans—and let’s be specific here—that if I find that I’m very attractive to another female, that I can assume like attracts like, and therefore that feeling will probably be returned.

Elan

Well, in a sense, you are reading, shall we say, many things into a situation. Perhaps you can say if you are attracted to someone, that interacting with them and allowing yourself in whatever way is available to glean some interaction may be the point of the attraction altogether, and need not then assume and be responsible for how they feel and what is attractive to them. Utilize the attraction in the form of “well, obviously there is something to explore here,” and you need not in that sense extend it beyond that. When you are willing to consciously go forth and explore it, then either what you are saying will be obviously so, or you will derive something else which will then fulfill why you were attracted in the first place. When you begin to set up an expectation scenario, very often you will set up the disappointment as well, for you have assumed you know the exact reason for the attraction, which then in a sense gives you tunnel vision and does not allow you to remain open to see why you are actually attracted. So as Mark might say, allow it to unfold. But at the same time, understand that what you are attracting is a reflection and an opportunity to explore, not the one person who will make you complete, which assumes you are not.

Ice

Well, maybe you can have the reverse problem that you have too many people to deal with.

Elan

Well, all right, if you wish to call it a problem, then perhaps you will get that effect; if you wish to understand it as a situation, you can revel in that as well—opportunity. Ace, thank you very much, and to you.

Ace

Ace. So guess what I give up. My birthday is coming up.

Elan

Well, happy birthday.

Ace

Can you guess what day it is?

Elan

Well, first of all, today for you have in that sense recreated yourself anew, and perhaps happy birthday would apply to you all. However, in terms of your physical birth, do proceed.

Ace

November 2nd.

Elan

All right then, you have as the Phoenix risen.

Ace

So can you elaborate on why I chose this day to incarnate?

Elan

Well, in a sense, as a reminder, as a constant reminder that you are eternal, that you are anew, that you have in a sense explored ad infinitum, so to speak, the negative perspective, and now you are providing the positive alternative. It can be as simple as that.

Ace

So now I’m tuning into the choice—sort of the conscious choice I’ve given myself to experience the Phoenix?

Elan

Yes, and to experience the positive, preferred outcome, having the life that you prefer, but not needing to feel that that need be at the cost of someone else or yourself. Full circle.

Ace

Can we briefly discuss this rattle that is?

Elan

You, if in that sense you have, shall we say, explored it and expanded on your particular point of view and will share that with me? There may be the opportunity to do so if you are at basically the same place.

Ace

No, no. I feel kind of sort of living in a paradox, so it’s kind of interdimensional, my sense about what’s happening to me.

Elan

And do you feel things, so to speak, shaking loose within you?

Ace

Yeah, well, because I’m getting the answer that I can’t get an answer, that my definition of things about myself aren’t existing anymore, and that I just have to accept that because—

Elan

Well, the idea is that you get to create from this point forward, and in the creation of yourself anew according to preference from this point forward, there may be certain connections to what you would call the past, but rather than searching them out, simply allow them to come up, for when they are coming up is relevant to what you are then at that time exploring. You will not be able to so to speak force that hand, but simply again through allowance and trust in timing will find many connections that perhaps you are now perceiving from the perspective of attempting to get them to be lost; they are not lost, so they are simply irrelevant to this moment.

Ace

Right, so in time I will have maybe a perspective again, but it’s not really relevant whether I have one or not. Right.

Elan

Well, in a sense, when you consciously choose to be the you you now prefer to be, you will touch into that from the perspective of having resolved it. Does that make sense?

Ace

Yes, because I do fluctuate in and out of anger—all right, rage even.

Elan

Well, anger is simply alignment and lasts 10 to 15 of your seconds. I suggest to you that beyond that 15-second mark, you are strongly into invalidation and judgment about what you have just aligned yourself about. Right, so simply find where you are judging. Understand that judging is the assignment of unequal value; remind yourself that everything is equal; be willing to validate the things you do not prefer, for that is what frees you up from them to begin with and allows you to release them. The judgment holds them firmly at your attention in place and… free, which again you lost me.

Ace

What am I going to free? My value judge?

Elan

When you in a sense judge anything out of anger by invalidating it, you hold it in place and empower it and place attention upon it. Right. When you say “all right, this is not representative of who I am, but I grant it the right and reason to exist perhaps for someone else,” you release it; you release your attention from it; you release its effect on you. Judging something does not render it less and put it aside; it gives it more weight and brings it to the forefront. So allow yourself to use the anger; the anger is telling you “this is me, this is not.” If you stop at that point, you are strongly defined in any given moment; you are defining who you are. If you proceed to say that the thing that is not me “stinks” and has no reason to be there, you are judging and invalidating it, and that is where the rage, shall we say, is experienced as rage. But you also ironically hold that very thing you judge in place. If you simply make the assignment that “this is representative of who I am, this is not, therefore I will choose what is representative of my own intention and purpose, but not invalidate the thing that is not”—simply not place attention upon it—you release it. Does that make sense?

Ace

Yeah.

Elan

Are you willing now to use your anger to align and then move on?

Ace

Yeah.

Elan

Watch now how the experience of it will change when you remind yourself. And perhaps one of the reasons your society has coined the terminology “count to ten” is that that does give you a referential time frame.

Ace

My sense is that I’ll see connections, you know, in increasing depth in my own process if I release the anger.

Elan

For that invalidation again keeps things that you do not prefer in the front, which then so to speak obscures your view.

Ace

Okay. Briefly on a different topic—

Elan

All right, but is that clear and is it useful?

Ace

It is clear; it helps to have your validation about it.

Elan

Oh, all right, but when you hear what you perceive to be my validation, you ultimately are still doing the validating. So thank you.

Ace

It’s a big process. All right.

Elan

It can be whatever size you assign; it can be no process at all.

Ace

It’s so filled with irony and paradox; it’s—

Elan

Well, that’s part of the fun; it keeps things interesting, not boring.

Ace

And it sort of mirrors a pattern in my life, but it’s not totally externalizing itself anymore. So in other words, the experience wasn’t like bodily or real in a sense; it was more like a stage where I could almost manipulate the actors.

Elan

And is now simply not relevant to who you are; still exists within you—there’s nowhere to put anything; all your outdated ideas still exist within you, for there is no outside to place them. However, as you choose to act according to the things that you prefer, you in a sense distance yourself from these things that you do not prefer being relevant to you and will not experience them any longer; simply be aware of them as a concept and again perhaps many times see them in others—these qualities I am releasing in others. For again, you will always be more aware as you expand of both positive and negative; the question is what do you wish to experience? Your willingness to choose from the positive perspective and act will only yield positive experience. Though because you are in a reality of polarity, you will still be aware of the negativity, and again many times it will be in the form of someone else and their story.

Ace

So I don’t have to experience—I mean, I realized that it all comes down to one word: perception. That’s like the key word of this whole incredible trip—quite credible, by the way.

Elan

And perhaps another synonym would be “point of view.” Yes.

Ace

Yeah, it’s bizarre; it’s really bizarre. All right, okay. You seem to like that.

Ace

I’ve been aware of this light outside my window. Am I experiencing another craft?

Elan

Not necessarily.

Ace

Is that a yes or a no?

Elan

I mean, that is neither.

Ace

Are you afraid of that?

Elan

No.

Ace

You always get what you fear.

Elan

So is it a star?

Ace

It is for the purposes of explanation a recognition within you of what a rep—you tell me. Now that I have phrased it in that perspective, plug it in, be active, and tell me: what lights are going off within you?

Elan

Oh, choice. Perception. All right then, that will do. Choice itself, which implies you always have another option.

Ace

My daughter has been talking about—and she’s only four—going on the spaceships in her dreams. Is she having a more blatant type of interaction?

Elan

Yes, in terms of the specifics she will tell you.

Ace

And can you tell me with who?

Elan

No, that would in a sense interfere at this point; it would narrow your focus rather than leaving it broad. But is she safe?

Ace

Yes, absolutely.

Elan

So I don’t need to worry?

Ace

Well, that’s up to you—it is up to you whether you will worry or not; it will always be up to you.

Elan

Will she always come back?

Ace

That is her choice is to be here as well.

Elan

Is she teaching or being taught?

Ace

Both, and that is always the case; as you in a sense feel you are learning right now, you are teaching many others at the same time.

Ace

I had two experiences and I’ll be brief about both of them that have come into my consciousness tonight strongly, so there must be a relevance, and I want to relate them to you. Number one: they both happened long ago. One was 15 years ago when I lived in Hawaii, and I was sitting on a beach with somebody I just met. A very strong light went on—it was dark, it was nighttime—and we were encircled for about 10 or 15 seconds in a spotlight that went on and then went off, and there was absolutely nothing when we looked up in the sky.

Elan

What you were perceiving from our perspective is what you would call experimental governmental craft.

Ace

It wasn’t extraterrestrial?

Elan

Not in that case, no.

Ace

Oh, kidding! It seemed to be just 10 feet over our head, though.

Elan

Not really.

Ace

Wow, so it was distance and speed become quite arbitrary to judge in these cases.

Elan

Did they mean to involve us?

Ace

Well, perhaps from their end, not you specifically.

Elan

Was it sort of a helicopter type of craft? I mean, we heard no noise; we saw nothing above us. All that we are aware of, we have shared.

Ace

I hear all these about seeing lights and spacecrafts and all those things; you are not alone. Are there any other kinds of being made—just telepathic contact?

Elan

There are many different styles of contact; many of them are, as this would appear, telepathic in nature, but some of them are also blatantly physical.

Ace

Oh, no, I was talking about something directly mind-to-mind.

Elan

Well, and we as we had said at first, there is much telepathic communication between many civilizations and your own.

Ace

Am I in contact with?

Elan

Yes, in a sense.

Ace

I wonder why you are asking me, for you already know that to be so.

Elan

I don’t know exactly who it is.

Ace

Well, ask—that is the point of having a direct line. If you are willing to what you may sometimes perceive as go out on a limb and ask, you will get the answer; it is your direct connection.

Elan

For some reason, I don’t get any answers.

Ace

All right, keep asking; be persistent. I assume the referential preferential you would not stand for anything less than getting the answer.

Elan

Is it a matter of the time not being right?

Ace

Yes, but that does not mean in any way that if you feel the urge to ask, that may then not be the timing; it may be.

Elan

Okay, I think what I really want to know is: am I talking to myself, or is there this being—somebody else?

Ace

The being as you are describing is someone else but speaks to you through you. So in another sense, you can say you’re talking to yourself; it is both. The channel before you in that sense is involved in these interactions, so in one sense of the term, you can say he is speaking to himself or he is speaking to you. But in another sense, from my perspective, I am a discrete individual; I have a body; I have a life as I have said; I have a craft, a spacecraft. So from my perspective, you are speaking to another individual, but through the model of the energy of this individual before you, so you cannot really remove him from the process; it is both. Does that make sense?

Elan

Yes.

Ace

Would you be able to tell me more about this being?

Elan

What do you already know?

Ace

I don’t know if it’s a being from some other planet or just a spirit guide.

Elan

Why would you think that it is a being from another planet?

Ace

Because it’s definitely different from me, separate from me; it’s not me for sure.

Elan

All right, you have answered your first question—it is a discrete other being. Now you cannot remove yourself from the process, for it is coming through you, but it is another being. In that sense, you are fully aware of this; simply validate, trust what you feel; that is what opens up the lines of communication—the trust. If for instance someone is speaking to you and you do not trust what they are saying, perhaps they will eventually get discouraged and go away. If someone is speaking to you and you trust what they are saying and use it and move through with the information that comes, then that compels the individual to then deliver more information. So are you willing to now begin to trust what you are feeling and understand that you deserve this and go forth?

Ace

For some reason, I feel like I just had to wait.

Elan

That is the timing aspect, and that is how you will know. If you feel a hesitation, then simply move forth with what is available in your life; check in once in a while, and things will simply be obvious. Allow them to be as obvious as possible; you need not complicate the matter; it is quite simple.

Ace

Totally different—the way you join your hands when you greet, that symbolizes honoring the other being where I grew up. Does it have any other significance in your society, or is it something you do because we all are used to it?

Elan

It is in a sense both. It is in that sense a gesture of the respect and honor as you have shared; in a sense, it is a universal greeting that does show in that sense that one is willing to respect and unconditionally love another being. But it is also in a sense perhaps can be perceived as the completion of a circuit, the integration of what you would consider to be the positive and the negative and functioning as a full being, not denying part or half of the reality you have chosen. Yes, that makes sense to me.

Ace

And this is about evolution—I’m trying to understand evolution. You are from our future the way I understand it.

Elan

Well, in a sense, we are in a different time stream altogether. But were you to lay that time stream side by side with your own, it would appear that we are in the future. Yes.

Ace

And you come to help us evolve to what’s going to be?

Elan

Well, in a sense, I am here to assist you in celebrating what you already are; there is no insistence to become something else. And as I have shared with you in the last interaction, we are not better than you. When you asked me “Can you read my mind?” as an enhanced ability yes or no, I answered yes because in a sense yes, I can many times access your thoughts, but it is not because I am more evolved that I do so. That was why there was a hesitation in answering that question—to factor what it is you truly were seeking to hear. And in a one-word answer, which is quite in a sense difficult in a sense to render, I said yes, but it was not completely accurate in that this is not because I am more evolved or better or contain parts of my body that you do not; it is simply that I function from the perspective in my consciousness of unconditional love. And when you are willing to love someone no matter what, with no conditions, you then can begin to identify with them, identify as them, and create similar thoughts at the same time. This is more accurately what telepathy is—not literally reading someone else’s mind, but becoming so identified with their vibration that the same thoughts are created at the same time. So when you are willing to unconditionally love in that way, you will then also begin to whatever degree to express the same ability, and it is not a physical evolutionary ability; it is a consciousness evolutionary ability which you already have. Does that make sense?

Ace

Yes. Is that clear? Right.

Ace

And to continue that question: in that case, are beings from our society also going to our path to help them to what is now?

Elan

Well, in a sense yes, and you can do this in the arena of your imagination. Project yourself in that imagination back to what you perceive to be a past self and give them a little pat on the back; in a sense, that is what we are doing.

Ace

That makes sense. And I think we should be doing that even within our time because there have different levels of understanding, and go even on this one planet.

Elan

Well, go right ahead; that would be quite a positive addition of positive energy, which would then contribute to the history in a positive way. You can also do this with your own child; go back and visit yourself as a child and encourage yourself. Please continue; go right ahead where you are going is quite pleasurable.

Ace

And this last question is just curiosity question, I would call it, but geographically how big is your planet compared to ours, and is everybody at the equal level of growth on your planet?

Elan

Equal level of growth in the way that you mean yes. In terms of the size of my planet, it is approximately 85% the size of your own—a bit smaller. But we are also located a bit farther from our sun, hence our year is comprised of 454 of your days. Thank you very much, and to you.

Male

Over there, male. Greetings. I had a really exciting week.

Elan

All right, do share.

Male

I decided that my car was on the way out, and I traded in and got something different, having made a deal with a certain dealership. I still have my car—I drove to work, by the way, with all these vehicles you do get around. There’s one last now. My—burned—after I got to work about 10 minutes later, I was notified that it was on fire.

Elan

Well, how exciting. Did you have a good time?

Male

I’m just wondering why did it burn? There was no reason for it; I had it all set to go, and it just went up in smoke.

Elan

In that sense, in what way do you perceive that you are pushing yourself to your limit?

Male

Well, it did create more financial burden—dealership that is not what I…

Elan

Perhaps we can cut through much of this and simply say that the friction that you create, which perhaps may be perceived as resulting in overheating, is a result of the resistance of following the path of your excitement; that’s the battery that blew. That is why in a sense you got that charge out of it—yes—to simply remind yourself in no uncertain terms that there is something which still excites you that you have not acted upon.

Male

Okay, I’ll have to work on that one.

Elan

Well, you can if you wish, but if you simply invoke it and begin to whatever degree you are able act with integrity upon it in what is available, you will simply change the moment. And I again suggest and refer you to your referential preferential you, which I assume is driving around in the lap of luxury in perfectly functional automobiles and motorcycles. Then if you live as that you, you are unlikely to recreate that scenario. I’ve had enough of that one. All right.

Male

One other question: I’ve been thinking about sound because sound in this plane entails speed, which is time and space. Does it in your reality?

Elan

Well, in a sense yes; within the atmosphere of our planet itself, this will be somewhat, shall we say, insignificant in what you call the vacuum of space.

Male

Yeah, I didn’t mean that; I was just wondering because if you were to in that sense visit my planet physically, you would perceive through the sense organs of your ears in much the way you already do, though there may be some sounds you are unaccustomed to.

Elan

I was just thinking because sound actually takes up space, or is it just—well, we still do in that sense embody and therefore, shall we say, experience many of the aspects of time and space, though our perception and creation of time is again at a different rate than your own. Sound that you plan would sound different here if we could hear it.

Male

Well, it may, but it would depend; things can also sound quite similar. Thank you, and to you.

Ice

Ice. A system of—well, let’s call it a technique—and chiropractic has come to my awareness; it’s called Network Chiropractic, and it’s come up to me through several sources, so I decided to make an inquiry.

Elan

All right, but before you proceed—yes—I will not comment if you will ask me what are the extraterrestrial origins of that, I see. Therefore, as many times, I allow another question to replace that point.

Ice

Well, being creative as I am and sneaky—sneaky—irregardless of its extraterrestrial origins or not, my question is: do the Essani have healing techniques that would translate?

Elan

Not really, I see, for that would imply the existence of disease to begin with, which we no longer choose to experience.

Ice

Well, I’m interested more in maintaining balance.

Elan

Well, perhaps again, even that is a perception that there is a tendency to become off-balance, which we do not contain.

Ice

So you’re saying specifically that to achieve and maintain a state of balance, one really has to create that phenomenon from one’s thinking and one’s state of being?

Elan

Well, that is one, shall we say, perhaps once-removed way to look at it. If you simply do what excites you the most in any given moment with integrity, you have established perfect balance.

Ice

I understand. So there are no techniques specifically that you’d like to channel through me?

Elan

Interesting. Not myself; there are others who are willing.

Ice

Thank you. Should I initiate this contact myself?

Elan

No “shoulds”—up to you. It may speed things along. Do you have a name reference?

Ice

No. Thank you, and perhaps remaining a bit less focused than that will assist you. Do not, again as was mentioned, remove yourself from the process.

Ice

Relative to Egypt—someone has said that I will meet two people that will facilitate part of my exploration over there—one an older woman in a village scene, and one a dark-skinned man. Okay. Relative to the Temple of Hathor, do you have any more information for me on what I might experience there and how I can facilitate that experience?

Elan

Only in terms of there is a connection that you are sensing, and there will be individuals present there that will assist you in that way.

Ice

Thank you. And is most of my work going to be centered around the Temple of Hathor, or are there other locations that are going to be instrumental in unfolding of my awareness of my knowledge?

Elan

It is our perception that although there will be connections established that you may find in the totality of the particular exploration, that to be a simple footnote; there are connections that perhaps will occur more blatantly in what you call pyramids.

Ice

I have a sense that lasting functional dynamic relationships are going to begin on this trip, and I also have a sense that they’re not all going to be terrestrial.

Elan

Perhaps it would behoove you to find out by remaining focused however on the terrestrial interaction. Thank you very much. You will be attending with us?

Ice

Oh yes, would not miss it.

Elan

Well, look forward to sharing with you there. All right, have a good evening, and to you as well.

Audience

One moment. There will be but a few moments remaining to this interaction. First, I’d like to thank you for your comment on like being a process that should not be boring.

Elan

Well, thank you; that is simply our approach, but it works.

Audience

All right, there are many that sense an impending transition—major transition—in our beloved planet. It is in full swing, yes. A number of people have in writings referred to specific dates in the future as being key dates where a transition will take place. Others have referred to more of an accumulated awareness keying the transition. Those that refer to dates don’t tend to agree on even particular decades. Could you comment on what exactly will trigger this transformation and could you give us kind of a human report card as to how we’re doing?

Elan

Well, first of all, again I remind you that the transformation is already occurring, not something about to happen. The way that is experienced will be quite individual from individual to individual, for being that perhaps you can say your reality is a neutral statement with no built-in meaning; your assignment of meaning determines the effect you get out. You can, as we have shared, if choosing the positive perspective and only acting, only moving with that positive perspective, only experience the transformation in a positive way. If on the other hand you do choose to act from a negative perspective, you become of that vibration and then, shall we say, create a reality whereby you may be one of the individuals that can attract a more cataclysmic outcome. But do understand that the sensings that were interpreted and sometimes misinterpreted by many individuals were sensings of merely the change itself, many times rendered from a time in your history where the only way any sense could be made of such change, the only way it could even be imagined that the structure could be changed, was to first tear it down. Therefore, very often the idea of change itself is interpreted through the only framework that made sense—that being that in order to have something build up anew, something must first be smashed down. That will differ, and individuals will pick up on differing aspects of that energy depending on their own particular positive or negative orientation. What I can share though is that if you as an individual proceed as we have said in positivity, in love and light, your entire experience of the transformation will be positive. If there are individuals who still do choose to remain negatively focused, your awareness of the negative transformation will only be as having happened to someone else, and you personally will only attract yourself to an area representative of the positive outcome. So even if for instance your own house were to be destroyed, you simply will not be in it when it is. Now, we are not saying that it will be, but simply using that as perhaps a graphic example. By the way, you all in our particular estimation get an A, for no matter what you choose, positive or negative, it will be a perfect manifestation of that choice; therefore, A-plus.

Audience

Is there—are we in terms of that transformation as being a process, how far along that path are we? Is that a fair question?

Elan

Any question is fair; whether I answer it or not is another matter. One moment. Approximately—and again this is rather arbitrary—what you would consider to be one-fifth of the way there.

Audience

Thank you. In my meditations, I’ve been getting a lot of reoccurrences of the name “Shambala,” and I have limited awareness of its applications in our history and have had little success in finding out more information in written records. Could you comment a little on the history of Shambala and how it relates to Lemuria and Atlantis, and why am I suddenly getting an enormous amount of energy when I meditate on this?

Elan

In a sense, for the purposes of being specific to you, that word would represent an integrated, centered form of being—period. Therefore, in particular, shall we say, areas of your history, this was demonstrated historically. However, it applies now again very closely to the question that you are asking—that your particular orientation and preference is to move through the transformation in a positive, centered, intention-full way. Thank you very much, and to you.

Audience

Proceed. Real quick: you know when we as humans get chills—called chills—that come over our body, what is that?

Elan

It can be many things, but very often is a connection, is a recognition that you feel to the core of your being an alignment, so to speak.

Audience

Oh, that’s it? I mean, that’s pretty important. Is that not enough? Great, I’ve always wondered that because it happens to me a lot.

Elan

In general, whatever you are viewing at that time is most representative of who you choose to be. So in short, déjà vu—what we call déjà vu—that is different, though you may then have the effect you have shared after having that, but déjà vu in general will represent having blueprinted a particular scenario in what you call your sleeping dream reality, which you consistently do, but in general with no awareness. And in the moment in that sense that you do create a connection, you have in a sense blueprinted it before, and in that moment are simultaneously in the moment you are perceiving but also experiencing the moment you blueprinted it. It is an expression of the simultaneity of your being in practice in experience. Many times that will then yield from the alignment of this the aforementioned chills. Thank you, and to you.

Elan

At this timing, got it in there. Allow me to thank you all for creating within you something which, shall we say, already existed but now you are placing attention and intention upon that referential preferential you. This is a tool that again you cannot lose. If you are to never attend an interaction such as this again, a gift has been bequeathed upon you that allows you to achieve the same effect. Therefore, use it when you will; it will never fail you. And again, it is quite obvious that in a given situation, two sets of actions will obviously result in two different outcomes. If you are always providing a positive alternative position, it will be most easy to choose it, for it is representative of who you prefer to be, and you will create a momentum that will allow you to continue to be this preferred you that you already are. You are that you—make no mistake about it. It is now up to you to continue to create that you, to recreate and recreate that preferred you. Whatever you choose, we will love you no less and do unconditionally.