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There's No Place Like Home

Elan Elan
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Before we begin the excursion, see your physical body floating wherever it is you wish in the water and space. Use your imagination as you do begin to form the image of yourself floating. Begin to see yourself surrounded by a blue-white bubble with, again, what you consider to be your body within the center.

Now come to realize that this bubble of energy, this energy seed, is not indeed empty and in fact contains a jelly-like substance that you are now suspended within, that now supports in that sense your weight from all sides, from all angles, thereby still maintaining the sense of floating with no resistance. You are simply suspended within the blue-white gelatinous substance of the bubble itself.

Slowly, as you perceive against what you consider to be your skin, the jelly begin to envision your skin dissolving—the barrier that separates you from the environment of the bubble itself. Allow it to begin to dissolve so that a bit at a time, the gelatinous material of the bubble begins to permeate your body, and there is no longer a fine separation between the two. Allow them to now begin to meld and mesh and combine.

Slowly begin to release the sense of your body itself as this fluid permeates every cell, every corpuscle, every molecule, every atom, every atomic space, every subatomic particle, every superstring of your being. Allow it to be bathed in the blue-white substance of this bubble and no longer perceive yourself as the collection of parts that you do, but allow yourself to now be perceived as the bubble itself—one idea, one expression, homogeneous throughout.

Understand the following: you are pure Consciousness itself. You express the reality that you perceive, that you exist within, from your Consciousness. Feel how it feels to be one with this idea. Feel the liberation of being one unbroken, complete statement, complete idea—no longer placing an emphasis on one part versus another part, but truly seeing yourself as the one whole being that you are, floating within a reality that is in fact also made of you.

Feel how it feels. Now slowly begin to reform within the substance of the bubble what you consider to be your physical body, understanding that you have now smoothed out the wrinkles, that you have in that sense homogenized what was formerly many different ideas. And as you reform your physical body within the bubble, understand that you are rebirthing yourself, literally, for you are forming from the entire substance that you are the new preferred you, and allowing everything else to be valid, to exist, but no longer need be incorporated or incorporated within your body. They are existing within your Consciousness, but as you reform your perception of your body, do so only from preference, only from excitement, for you are literally recreating yourself in this moment.

Oh wow. The sense of your body to begin to return, and begin now to once again feel as that body, and slowly begin to allow the substance of the bubble to begin to dissolve now that it has in that sense served its purpose. At your own pace, again re-acclimate to your environment, to your room, to your chair.

Now before we proceed, first of all, Maui, is your tape machine functioning properly? All right.

When we last, Bashar and myself, interacted with you, many of you in transporting your Consciousness to our mothercraft, we did so after laying down a foundation. That foundation was the idea that you are home itself, and that home is nowhere in that sense to go to—you bring it with you. You are the home, the reality moves around you. Perhaps you can label that process a style of grounding, for before embarking upon such a trip to our ship, it is our desire that you are firmly grounded in your reality, for that is where you have chosen to be and where you will act from. So therefore, what has occurred up till this point in this interaction is an alignment with yourself, with your wholeness, with your fullness, but also by virtue of the fact that the bubble was blue-white in nature, was also an alignment and a direct identification with your planet itself—your home away from home, so to speak. That in a sense is a form of grounding. So we are now prepared to proceed.

Before we do, again continue, understand that one of our craft has been brought into your general vicinity for perhaps a reference point. Perhaps you can say it is colloquially speaking parked near your planet of Mars at this time. Your imagination, a tool that we have discussed many times as being just that—a tool, an instrument, a useful barometer—will as we proceed in this interaction make its contributions. We request that you allow it to do so without invalidating it. That is your own particular way to cater your experience to the mass experience that we are enjoying. So therefore, do not feel that anything from your imagination is an interruption, for if you do, then your experience may be of being interrupted. But simply, if you will, understand that it is an essential part of your experience of the process and allow it free reign. This is what will deliver to you the maximal effect from this particular journey.

Now at this timing, this journey is one of energy and Consciousness, so perhaps from the standpoint of your physical body it will seem in some sense that you are still sitting in your seat, but understand that you will be aboard that craft. We are literally physically in proximity, and you will be aboard that craft. What you consider to be your history will be enhanced by this experience; it will be a memory, and you will have the full effects of having been there. But if you are willing to loosen up and allow your imagination to work full-time, you will in your Consciousness very clearly have discrete experience. So therefore, allow the free reign of your imagination without invalidating it, and understand that no matter how you may choose to interpret and create it later, you will be aboard that craft.

Close your eyes if you have not already done so. Picture yourselves once again, and for the first time, as many facets of one whole Crystal. Gathering yourself together, becoming an integral part, so to speak, of the one whole Crystal that will comprise, for the purposes of this interaction, our scoutcraft. Some of the facets lying just next to you may indeed be familiar, but there may here and there be other facets which are not. Those are in a sense the facets which will represent other individuals who are either not physically present right now or who will seemingly partake of this interaction later in your tape format, but nevertheless it is one event, one trip. And because time streams between our society and your society are quite arbitrary, everything fits and it all works out just fine. Therefore, again, you may recognize some of the facets next to you; you may not. Either way, you are intimately related.

As you picture yourself gathering together as the master Crystal, begin to allow round and about you the formation of a gray misty fog. And through that fog, just at the other side of it, perhaps in your mind’s eye, see vaguely the room that you are in begin to fade from your view so that your entire perception is filled with this gray limbo fog. Completely allow any idea of a physical room to dissolve so that you now only exist at the center of your being, surrounded by this isolation field. And understand the following: while you are within this field, you literally are everywhere and nowhere at the same time, for this field factors out time and space and allows you to be pure beingness without the definitional boundary of a place in space and time. So right now you are at your center point where all realities, all possibilities, all dimensions, all experience is equally distant from you and therefore equally accessible. You are truly at the center of the universe that you are.

The ship that has been brought into your vicinity for the purposes of briefing you is approximately 5 to 7,000 of your feet long, approximately one-tenth of that distance in diameter. It is cylindrical—a tube within a tube within a tube—30 tubes all together, thereby giving you a 60-deck cross-section. The center of the cylinder, the central core of the vessel itself, which perhaps you can say to some degree will contain, for lack of better terminology, the power unit, will be up for all decks. So therefore, the concave surface of the cylinder will be, colloquially speaking, the floor. At both ends are what you would label perhaps The Bridge, control center, whatever you wish, as well as center region itself.

See in your mind’s eye as you begin to reappear in time and space just outside the vessel. Begin to see The Vessel itself. In our ancient language, the vibration that would identify this particular vessel would translate into your language as the Solar Wind—a ship that is quite familiar with your system.

Begin now to allow, on mass, yourselves to move toward the vessel, and as you approach its outermost hull, perhaps you will perceive an aperture, an opening through which on mass you all will pass. Simply allow yourself to be attracted into the substance of the ship itself. As you in that sense do materialize within the outermost deck of the ship, now contained within the substance of the ship itself, allow yourself to once again become the discrete individuals that you consider yourself to be.

As you do so, understand that you have entered into our realm and that what you are feeling and experiencing is a direct result of our projection of Consciousness. It is our ecstatic joy to have you aboard our craft at this time. Simply you may understand that the rules are quite loose upon the craft and that you can at will teleport from deck to deck by simply desiring to do so, by simply allowing yourself to be attracted to whatever it is that will be perfect for you to interact with.

If certain things will come as images to what you consider to be your mind’s eye, that many times they will simply be symbolic representations, but they will do—allow them to come in whatever form that they will. Allow yourself to simply be where you need to be when you need to be there, for this is how we live; this is our approach to reality. Therefore, in participating with us in our reality at this time, you also have the opportunity to loosen up, to let go of what you would call an agenda, and simply spontaneously flow within the substance of our craft. Allow yourself to be attracted to whatever regions that you will, and understand that there are many individuals that are in that sense partaking of you, relishing you.

Perhaps at first you will perceive a central fog through which many figures will begin to emerge, but allow your imagination to create the emergence of the awareness of our presence in whatever way that it will. If there are any particular individuals that you wish to interact with, understand that simply by allowing yourself to feel how those individuals allow you to feel, that that will immediately attract them physically to you, and that you can then directly interact face to face with them.

The nature of our particular Consciousness is such that we always experience 100% complete unconditional love, and what you are feeling is that love washing over you, permeating through you, and allowing you to identify with your own particular portion of that Unconditional Love. Therefore, there is nothing overwhelming about it; simply enjoy it, swim in it. And understand also what perhaps you are feeling is a lack of hesitation, an entire lack of what you sometimes call doubt, for in our particular approach we are fully committed in any moment to anything that we are doing. Therefore, allow this feeling to emerge within you.

The many things that you may be beholding will include our civilization, but that there are many other representatives for many other civilizations aboard the craft at this time in that sense waiting to meet with you, waiting to interact with you. So therefore, you may see perhaps a few things that are a bit unfamiliar; simply allow yourself to trust that you have attracted exactly the type of interaction that will not only benefit you most greatly but the other individuals involved as well.

We do not keep our children locked up at home, therefore they are aboard the craft as well, and you may in that sense interact with them as well as the children for, again, many other of the civilizations present.

Be aware of any exchanges that take place, whether you choose to give a gift or whether you receive one, and make note of the symbology of it, for there are literal exchanges taking place.

Allowing the continuation of the experiences that you are partaking of right now, begin to be aware that the group that you have in that sense transported with are beginning to move toward a central room. As you in that sense integrate yourself back with the group, you may now perceive that the room that you are entering together is perhaps theater-like. Allow yourselves to come in and make yourselves comfortable.

You are all conglomerated in one place at one time, so to speak, understand that you are within what you may colloquially call the conference room for the Association of Worlds itself. Therefore, pay particular attention to what you see, to who you see, to the many different styles and types of beings that are present, as well as those that are, shall we say, colloquially speaking, holographically reconstructed and sharing this interaction with you in that format remotely.

As you interact and go about your business interacting in this room, in this format, we again remind you of five ideas. Allow yourselves to continue your interaction and have what I am sharing simply be in the background.

Number one: Unconditionally Love yourself and others.

Number two: Everything is synchronicity; act as though this is so.

Number three: In any given moment, from what’s available, do what excites you with Integrity—do what excites you.

Number four: All situations have no built-in meaning; you are the literal assigners of meaning, and the meanings you assign determine the effects you get out.

And number five: The present is not a result of the past; now is the only experiential time there is, and you get to choose how you will exist in that now.

Again reiterating what would translate into your language as tenants of Association membership—continue to interact.

Pay particular attention to the lights and sounds, and allow your senses to become fully involved with what you are experiencing.

Begin now to gather yourselves back together. As you do, reform the master Crystal once again. Surround yourself with the gray fog. This time, however, maintain some awareness of what is outside that fog, and as a unit, picture yourself beginning to drift through each deck one at a time. You are now nearing the periphery and soon will exit the craft. Feel the membrane of the outer hull of The Craft as it caresses you as you pass through it.

As you now materialize outside the craft, before beginning our Final Approach to your planet, perhaps you can look a little bit to the left at what you consider to be your Mars, for you generally do not have such a good view. Notice the many canals and features that perhaps you were not aware of before, for many new discoveries are about to come out about this planet.

Begin to allow the energy seed that you all are—the master Crystal—to begin now to approach your planet Earth. Before you in that sense begin to enter the outer atmosphere of your Earth, allow the craft that you are to hang in space and behold your planet, the emerald green crystalline planet Earth, and understand the following: though it is our joy to interact with you, though it is our ecstasy to interchange and exchange with you, your planet is your planet. It is the point. Our interactions are peripheral in that sense to the main point before you—the planet you see before you—and understand that we view this planet in its splendor, in its beauty.

Allow yourselves now to begin to perceive that joy, that attraction, that lovingness, for this is where you have chosen to express your Consciousness in this particular period, so to speak, of the life of your soul. Therefore, you are not leaving someplace wondrous to return to someplace mundane; this is the splendorous, wondrous place that you have chosen to explore.

As we now begin to enter into your atmosphere, begin to feel the joy of that choice. Begin to feel the anticipation of bringing back the experience that you have, but bringing it back to the Earth that you have chosen to exist upon. For your willingness to do, to act, to be in this world on this planet, using the motivation from the experiences that you have and midwifing them into your reality with action, is what will change and already has transformed your entire reality.

So before we begin to rematerialize in this room, I will simply ask you all now to repeat after me: “There’s no place like home.” Now perhaps we will do that again. Do proceed: “There’s no place like home.” Oh, thank you.

Allow yourselves to begin to rematerialize in your room, and also understand you also have your title for tonight’s session. Before we proceed to the interaction, allow us to also say that perhaps a bit sneakily there is a double meaning in that title, for again you are home, and there is no place that you need go to that is home; home is not even a place, but this is the chosen reality, so therefore it is perhaps you can say temporary lodging.

As you do begin to recreate the room round and about you and allow the isolation field to dissolve completely, allow us to thank you for your willingness to share with us on a level that we consider most intimate, for we have accepted your invitation to interact with you in this format at this time, and it is as joyful to us that you have accepted our invitation. The willingness and the degree of willingness that you have to validate the experience that has just occurred will add unto you, unto the equation that you define yourself to be, as any other memory would. Therefore, you may now within the totality that you consider yourself to be understand that what we have just shared is a valid memory, is an experience.

Questions

Asker

I wanted to ask about the first being that sort of startled me—it wasn’t what I expected. Well, how exciting, and congratulations with the elongated chin and much darker than expected. And the gift—I wanted to ask about the significance of the pendant in the very… (do perhaps speak a bit louder) …the significance of the pendant.

Describe it—it was brown, triangular shape but with circles; it wasn’t like any of the templates that I had seen. I wonder if there’s significance to the variation?

Asker
Elan
Elan
In a sense, perhaps you can say it is more representative of your own discrete vibration, and if you are in that sense to draw your perception of what you are saying, what was shared with you is a personal meditative, perhaps you can say, symbol that will enable you, by concentrating upon it, to reach very deep meditative states.
Elan
Elan
In terms of the being, we will allow you when you are in those deep meditative states to ask the being, for you have established contact. We thank you for sharing.
Asker
Greetings, thank you. And I wanted to share my interaction initially with the children and my joy and love to them. The first thing that happened was I went to a place invited by Kaija and Misha and found them like on these velvet pillows kind of sitting there.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in a sense that was your interpretation; we have no velvet, we have no pillows.
Asker
I gave it to them in my imagination, and they were talking to children who wanted me to tell stories, and I told stories. And we’ll continue tonight in dream state.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, perhaps you will be told a few yourself.
Asker
Yes, and that was my wish, is my wish. Oh, they said, “What is that, what is that all around you?” And I looked and I saw the fairies that I brought with me and that I hadn’t noticed that had come with me, and I let them all go, the fairies all go with the children and be with them, and that was a lot of fun.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh yes, for them as well.
Asker
In the theater place with the Association, there was so much going on that I didn’t want to try to focus on certain things.
Asker
Elan
Elan
You will find it to be a complete statement which perhaps will necessitate, due to your linear perspective, an unfolding, so it will become more apparent in a linear sense as you look back on it, and this applies to you all. Yes, much time was infolded in what you may have perceived to be a short period of time.
Asker
Exactly, our experience of it was far longer than yours.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Thank you, well, thank you.
Asker
The last experience briefly was when we were moving through the atmosphere and the outer membrane of the ship right after we were looking at Mars, there was I saw an image of a hand, the knuckles of a hand with rings all the way on all the fingers, bright gem. Did you see any craft? It seemed very clear like a almost transparent craft; there were several other craft present in the area beholding. Do you have any more information about that hand?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in a sense it is our perception that that was your interpretation of a craft—that is why I asked.
Asker
Yeah, that could be because it was in a neat shape. Was there of the children one particular child that stood out?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes, all right.
Asker
And we exchanged gifts and they gave me two things. Well, the children gave me a hat that was triangular, kind of very soft but triangular and purple.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, perhaps you can say our version of a party hat.
Asker
That was very nice, and it had a symbol also of their—the child Consciousness—they were giving me access to my inner child.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes, but also again the Hat—the significance of the Hat being in that particular shape is in a sense a lens for what you have formerly called your wizard cap. That particular cone-shaped, shall we say, shape focuses energy in a particular way, hence the translation into your Society of what you call wizard hat, witch hat. And then also interestingly enough, perhaps more historically than presently, when individuals were considered less than smart, they were sat in the corner with such a hat. Yes, there was, shall we say, perhaps some misunderstandings, but the basic overall reasoning was the particular way in which that shape focuses literally the electromagnetic field of your planet itself. So perhaps you may now understand when you are partying in these hats, you are quite connected.
Asker
And other gifts they gave me—in the Association, in the room there with the Association assembled, they gave me a being who gave me a very smooth, heavy stone carved in almost a three-leaf clover kind of shape.
Asker
Elan
Elan
In a sense you may understand that to be a balance, for as the hat in a sense represents your upper connection, so to speak, the stone, so to speak, represents the grounding at the same time, thereby completing the circuit.
Asker
Well, I made it—the me took it—I got guidance to come tonight, so I came.
Asker
Elan
Elan
As was shared, you would have been there either way, right?
Asker
I remember that. I felt going onto the ship I felt a little bit of hesitation.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, why?
Asker
A little bit of expectations, and a little fear about what—I think the fear was about when we had spoke before about my connection with Alota and my willingness to channel her in such a manner as Andrew channels you. Since that, I feel excitement and fear about that.
Asker
Elan
Elan
By the way, you feel excitement, but when you interpret it negatively it comes off as anxiety. But anxiety and excitement are the exact same energy—one with a positive interpretation, one with a negative. So it is pure excitement. But do proceed.
Asker
Thank you for that. Well, once I was on the ship I am very excited. The only thing physically—and then I saw Alota and I got very excited and didn’t think about the fear much more, did I?
Asker
Elan
Elan
No, didn’t think about the fear much more, did you? Got very excited like an old friend, and how wonderful.
Asker
She was very giddy, and I had these images of what an Essani would be like.
Asker
Elan
Elan
By the way, we are all perhaps to use that term very giddy. Also understand the microcosmic analogy that has occurred: as you have a hesitation, as you have a fear, if you are still willing to step forward as an analogy—break through, so to speak—you will always, always find that degree of support and unconditional love from our end. Yeah, therefore this can be now extrapolated to your physical situation and your willingness to ground it in actions here on Earth—yes, is the point. Do proceed.
Asker
Yes, so who was with her was Ka, who I believe is my future self as a very small child—in a sense very creative, yes. And she brought me Alota to meet who I believe was a male, maybe her other half or her male—I’m not sure how that works.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in this case we will request that you ask her—you have a direct line.
Asker
And she was showing me to all these people like she was so excited, and I was so surprised that she was so excited—why?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, again, now you have a taste of our ever-ongoing effervescent excitement.
Asker
And reminded me of myself when I was a child and I would get so excited that I’d almost hyperventilate.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Do understand the analogy is quite accurate, and that is the creative energy within you—the inner child.
Asker
Because when I was a child, my parents would give me half a Valium to calm down—all right, excited I got. All right, that’s one way to do it, I suppose. So that was wonderful. And then we met a woman, I perceived it looked like a goddess with a cape on, and I met her the other night also, and she almost was like my ancient self or my higher self, or that’s my sense of it.
Asker
Elan
Elan
That will do as an analogy; again, as you have stated, the goddess/god within, but also some ancient ties—yes, very ancient ties—and a very, very proud person in a sense of incredible Integrity. She gave me a sapphire.
Asker
All the energies are in place for you to draw directly from. And are you in that sense to feel perhaps as you sometimes call it the need for that type of support? That is an energy within yourself that you can invoke, tap into, and if you are willing to match, transform, and express that same degree of, as you have said, pride—but not in a selfish way.
Asker
Elan
Elan
No, it wasn’t that type of Pride; it was like a lioness type—a lion—that’s the only word I can think of.
Asker
But the sapphire to me meant—and it was in her third eye, the sapphire, and she removed it from her third eye and gave it to me to place in my third eye.
Asker
Elan
Elan
But this will also have, shall we say, some degree of a connection to what you call the root chakra as well.
Asker
How so? I don’t feel the connection.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Describe the sapphire.
Asker
It was almost overall coloration—purplish. That’s what it looked like to me.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right. Simply again for the purposes of practicality, also be aware of the root chakra, and as you are meditating and in touch with many aspects, the connection will become obvious. But it has to do with while having your head in the clouds, firmly grounding yourself within and through the actions on your Earth.
Asker
Right, that’s the sense I got when we were leaving the craft looking at the Earth—that in a sense I’m to bring those gifts in me to manifest them on the physical plane of the Earth, and that’s why I’ve chosen to have my soul on this particular planet right now.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Then allow me to express my joy in having done my job right. Congratulations! Yeah, that feels good.
Asker
Is there anything else? There’s one other thing coming up. Am I in the sense we talked about me having a future self on Essani—am I a being who is from Essani in a sense? I mean, I know we’re not from anywhere, but who has lived there prior and is visiting the Earth, or have I been—you would translate as a future life.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Okay, but from that perspective on that end, again it becomes a bit more arbitrary and may seem from that end that it has emanated from that end, but that will always be the case whichever end you are on.
Asker
And is there any symbol that I could use to start—I plan on May—yeah, tomorrow morning to start—I’ve connected with Alota in meditation every day now and I can feel her presence and feel the energy moving through my body. Is there a symbol that I may use when I actually start to channel it verbally out loud?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Perhaps what you would call a double tetrahedron, which is two three-sided pyramids with a triangular base—base to base. It in a sense is a siphon or funnel from the non-physical to the physical through the center of your being as a symbol. That will do. Is that clear?
Asker
Okay, is that clear? Yes.
Asker
Elan
Elan
We thank you. We also again remind you that the symbol of a black triangle upon a black background with a backlighting of blue, allowing the triangle to stand out in relief upon the black background, is another vibrational, shall we say, symbol that will call you to our particular realm. We thank you.
Asker
Thank you for facilitating our journey tonight.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Thank you for participating.
Asker
When after we entered the craft, even before you spoke about the children, my first exploration was to look for the children.
Asker
Elan
Elan
You will find others as well to have had that common experience.
Asker
And I did find children in what I perceived to be a play area playing with balls of Light, and they were throwing them back and forth, and I watched for a while. And then one was thrown to me and I was a little hesitant first—I thought it might be like hot or electric.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh no, would not do that to you.
Asker
But it was such a shock. And then I noticed what look like—I don’t know so much of it as a wall, but it seemed like a wall of boxes of light of different colors that could be chosen by the children to play with. And inside each containment of a ball of light there was a tremendous amount of movement; it was very fluid.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, as we have sometimes described and named, there is a form of light, perhaps you can call it, that we will refer to colloquially for lack of a better term as liquid light, and you are perceiving perhaps what you would have interpreted to be a particular area whereby a volume of that substance was particularly, quote unquote, stored, so to speak.
Asker
I found it very fascinating; I felt it is very malleable as well.
Asker
Elan
Elan
You will sometimes find the balls per se to change shape very greatly as they are in mid-flight. It was really fun. They change shape and are affected directly by the Consciousness of the participants, and in fact are perceived as spheres because that is the concentration of the liquid light.
Asker
Also, when I went to the Gathering in the conference room, there were beings in there but I was totally drawn to one. Describe—it looked like the type an Essani being—the type that I’ve seen on the t-shirts that Maui has channeled through. My sense was that it was a female, sort of grayish-white skin, very rounded head, very large up-tilted dark almost almond black eyes. And I went to this being that I felt totally attracted to, and we were sharing telepathically. I asked her if I could just Explore her energy field, and she said yes, of course. And I outstretched my hands and was just mesmerized by the love that was just bathing.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Did you perceive her hands?
Asker
Yes. Describe—how many fingers?
Asker
Asker
Oh no, maybe four—three, four perhaps.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Do understand that you are interacting with a particular version not often discussed by us, and we will not elaborate too much, but of a member of the Reticulum Society.
Asker
Can you tell me something about this being, the name perhaps?
Asker
Elan
Elan
The idea is that that being will often act as a conduit toward other forms of life, will be a front person, so to speak, many times in the interactions between your civilization and Reticulum civilization. It is very often perceived by individuals who physically interact with the Reticulum as a maternal, comforting energy.
Asker
I felt very much that it was female, that this being was female, and that she loved me.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh yes, and was very open to my interaction with her.
Asker
I was also interested in earlier portion to see the food—how you serve food. What did you find?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Not much. Yeah, we do not eat that often anymore. It is remnant or vestigial for us, for we are now beginning to absorb energy directly as we consciously begin to drop external symbols as having a need for an external sustenance. However, perhaps you can say for your convenience there was aorus board for you, but looking for our food perhaps would keep you looking for a while.
Asker
Well, I just wanted to thank you for this journey; I very much felt the unconditional love that was flowing in.
Asker
Elan
Elan
And when you felt it, you matched it—you created your own version of it to be able to even feel it. So understand the value is that you now know beyond the shadow of a doubt that you contain that unconditional love, and your willingness to express it to yourself and others now that you know it’s there will have many beneficial and immediate results.
Asker
Thank you, we thank you.
Asker
Asker
Yeah, greetings.
Asker
Elan
Elan
And to you.
Asker
I enjoyed our trip to your ship very much, but it’s not about that. I want to ask tonight about our conversations a couple weeks ago with my friend Bom where we were talking about quantum physics and the pyramid. He has built a very nice pyramid out of acrylic, and after your suggestion that we top that pyramid with an octahedral crystal to make a cap for the pyramid—as the more ancient Atlantean versions did—exactly. We plan on tapping into that Crystal with a copper rod, extend it down into the top 1/3 of the pyramid into a copper block.
Asker
Elan
Elan
As you should. Well, the suggestion was that you continue it down to a copper base. Okay, to The Copper base. But perhaps if you should choose to take measurements, one-third of the way down would be the, shall we say, prime focus area whereby perhaps you will get physical measurements.
Asker
Okay, well that’s what I wanted to ask about—how should we begin to explore the energy of this device?
Asker
Elan
Elan
In whatever way your imagination provides in what is available. Then when you are, and shall we say, willing to take those steps, get those results, we can perhaps discuss some more diverse ideas that perhaps you would not think of. But for now, use any means at your disposal; take the actions, take the readings, make the connections within you and the suppositions from the results that you get. That will be the first step, or perhaps the second—the building was the first. I see. Uh, would oh thank you.
Asker
Would this bring about a belief of something that we might label tetrahedral geometry, which involves placing a pyramid at the longitude of between 19 and 20° to harness the Earth’s Energy?
Asker
Elan
Elan
It is not our awareness that the terminology in that case would be tetrahedral, but there will be an effect from doing so.
Asker
I see. Okay, well I’ll experiment with this on my own and when I have my measurements I’ll ask you again.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, but by all means do have fun doing so.
Asker
Okay, thank you.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh, we thank you as well.
Asker
Greetings. I thoroughly enjoyed being aboard the ship, and I appreciate the guidance coming back because it was a little hard for me to leave.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Do you understand though that where you were going—to your Earth—is truly the point?
Asker
Yes, that little reminder was inspired me to realign to wanting to bring back the experience here—the degree that I felt it there.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, again that is the point, and the grounding of the ideas is the only thing that then enables you to share it with other beings.
Asker
All right. I want to share a little bit and then I have a little question about it. This time I was drawn immediately to the room with the children, and I felt like I got into my usual habit of wanting to give, and then I felt immediately that I was just being given to by their Joy, by the Light, by the freedom, and I just want to send my thanks to them—it was pure delight.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Do understand that your willingness to receive was a service to them by allowing them the sharing of the giving. We thank you.
Asker
Then I went to it seemed like a large room where I was dancing, and I just lifted off the restrictions that I had brought with me, and I felt it was either an exercise room or it was a self-expression room or it was everything.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Perhaps for a label—a creation room. For you may very readily in that space redefine who you are and recreate.
Asker
And it brought out the memory of the dancer in me which I have not manifested in this lifetime, and it was such a delight to be in that body.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, understand that is the body that you’re in, otherwise it would not excite you. We weren’t given by bodies to go into there. What I am saying is that the body you are sitting in is also the body of the dancer if you should choose, now that you understand that to express it. You need not keep it on the mental plane; your excitement about the dancing and recognition of connection to it is your indication that you can do it, and simply now your willingness to act, ground it, attract whatever symbols through synchronicity you will, will be able to allow you to express it should you choose to. Yes, it is nothing that is barred from you.
Asker
Okay. Then I also saw something about food—it reminded me of the restaurant aboard the Star Trek ship or something—it was really nice. And I also saw clearly one of the beings, like the one on Maui’s shirts. And then my meeting with Shira came a little later, and I really saw her hair color—white, and I was a little surprised that we didn’t connect at first as soon as I entered the ship, but I don’t know what that was about.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Timing. Okay, any particular reason? It allowed you to get your feet wet, have a good time, walk around, and then have some company.
Asker
Last night I channeled her—yes, you’re asking me? I was thoroughly exhausted, the time when I think I can’t do anything, and I sat up in my bed and I spoke and I felt her with me—nice. And when I was aboard the ship I just felt us—let’s see, I wrote this down otherwise I’ll forget it—I just felt firmly rooted with each other.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Did you join hands? There was some kind of contact between our bodies, whether it was hugging each other, arms around each other, or shoulder to shoulder—something. Oh, okay. I just felt Oneness in some way—not exactly, but connection—it was beautiful.
Asker
Absolutely beautiful. Then when we went to the conference room or the auditorium or whatever it was, I saw myself at a podium speaking, and that’s what my question is about—was that symbolic or did that happen?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in a sense it occurred upon the cross, but it is also symbolic of what you are now choosing to express down here, so to speak.
Asker
Okay, obviously yes. And I felt that all that was going on was a little inspiration—big inspiration—to bring back here. That is the point again—the unconditional love, the joy, the freedom. Did you feel that love?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes, we again remind you all: when you felt it, perhaps perceiving it was from us, you created it; you matched it; you created your version of it. When you felt it, that was your direct evidence that it is that simple to recreate it within yourself, and you can do so anytime using us as a symbol if you wish, but that is not necessary. The love you felt was the unconditional love of yourself, of all that is, of us all at once—your version of it.
Asker
I see myself beginning to do channeling to groups.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, how exciting! When will you do so?
Asker
It’s coming—coming.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh, is it here yet?
Asker
I have to practice a lot in my bedroom first.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, if you say so. Come through the group, I’m sure it’ll come.
Asker
At one point when I believe I was with Shira, she was introducing me to a male, and I didn’t—and last night she had said something about that to me, that I was going to meet some kind of someone who was my father there or something—I don’t know what that was, and I did not get a clear picture on this.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Play around with it. Was there anyone present who actually in that sense interacted with myself?
Asker
Yes, I did. Describe—well, it was sort of a memory of when I first met you—the land—because well, you are a land, but when I first encountered you about a year ago.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Now perhaps you perceived Bashar and not myself.
Asker
Well, no, I feel like it was both of you, but Bashar was definitely there. And it wasn’t so much visual, although I was trying to orient myself visually, and I kept seeing sort of like motorcycle outfits that you guys were wearing.
Asker
Elan
Elan
How creative! I didn’t know where you keep getting them. They are simply symbols of your idea or interpretation of what you would consider to be our garments; they are not precise.
Asker
Well, I think we all had this interchange about that and kind of laughed about it and stuff, but then I stopped trying to orient myself visually and then it was more just feelings anyway about the three of us and what we had experienced in the past and seeing each other again now.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Did you see any of what you would perceive to be—though perhaps seeming out of place—Indian guide?
Asker
Excuse me, Indian guide?
Asker
Elan
Elan
There are overlapping dimensions of experience, so there may be many different presentations upon our craft that may seem to have nothing to do with our civilization.
Asker
Yes, I did. But do you mean American Indian? Simply describe what you have seen.
Asker
Asker
I saw a big Stone Sphinx-like figure that kept going from like a fire and transparency back into the stone, like it was sort of an Egyptian Sphinx—lion/lioness—so to speak.
Asker
Elan
Elan
It will have what you would call Mayan ties, so to speak. Native American Indian? Yeah, well I got the maybe it was more native Egyptian Indian in a sense.
Asker
That was the first sort of thing I encountered besides you guys. Well, in between that it was a whole slew of Essani sort of light luminescent eggs sort of beings that took me and glided around with me, and it became real apparent that there’s this block in me—and I felt the unconditional love and became aware of it about 5 seconds before you brought it up, and I felt it and I know it would have just dissolved me if I could release this block I’m having.
Asker
Elan
Elan
And what did you do?
Asker
I haven’t released it yet.
Asker
Elan
Elan
What is your perception of what the block is?
Asker
Self-doubt. What does it block you from doing?
Asker
Asker
Loving myself.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, so then if you are simply willing to skip a step and simply do it—love yourself—there is no block. When you assume there is a block and then do not love yourself by that assumption, you get the effect of the block. When you in that sense are willing to only Unconditionally Love Yourself, cut yourself slack, allow yourself the opportunity to see where perhaps you are not living up to your standard and forgiving yourself and having the clear intention to now embody the preferred you, you simply express that love and release the block. Does that make sense, or is that too simple?
Asker
No, it makes a lot of sense.
Asker
Elan
Elan
It’s so simple. Allow whatever you consider to be self-doubt, judgment, to be the opportunities for self-forgiveness and self-validation and self-unconditional love. If you unconditionally love yourself, there is absolutely nothing that you can do or think that will then result in the withdrawal of that love. So when you find the withdrawal, stop yourself in your tracks and decide: “Do I really wish to withdraw my self-love? Is what I have done really so serious that it is worth the entire withdrawal of my self-love?” You will generally find the answer is no, it is not. “I have done this; I wish to not do it again; I will not do it again next time. Therefore, it has served me, and move on.” Is that of assistance?
Asker
It is. I still find it somewhat challenging when dealing with the unconscious and the shadow of the psyche.
Asker
Elan
Elan
The unconscious becomes conscious as you are willing to use your creations in the way that we are sharing, rather than just judging yourself and then judging yourself for judging yourself. You can use that judgment, you can use that creation in a positive way to define what you must believe and change it if you don’t wish to believe that.
Asker
It’s becoming more of a possibility certainly, a moment-by-moment in my conscious state to finally disembark from this ancient pattern of limitation.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, when you simply decide in the moment to transform and do so, the quote-unquote stuff that you have accumulated will simply come up in the form of negative emotions. And when you feel those negative emotions as you feel them and realize the timing is the perfect time to deal with it, and again remember that your emotions are a direct window to your beliefs. You can always say, “All right, I feel this; allow myself to feel it now. What must I believe?” Then you use it, and when you transform that belief, there is one less thing from your historical past. So you need not go through the motions of creating a process; they will automatically come to the surface at the perfect timing in the form of emotions that you put a negative interpretation on. Then you can ask yourself, “Why am I doing this?” and then choose to either continue to do it or change it. But at least you’re taking back conscious commandment. The unconscious becomes conscious when you allow it to in the form of what you call negative emotions.
Asker
So am I finding an origin point from these negative emotions?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, perhaps there will be an identification. Many times when you fish out a belief, it may attach to a historical event that perhaps you created it with, but the historical event itself is not the point. So sometimes you will not even need to know historically how it happened; simply now that you know that it has happened and you wish to change it is really enough. If you attach an anchor to a past with it, you drag yourself back to that past rather than allowing the message itself to be the point.
Asker
That’s what I keep doing, isn’t it?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, that is what you have kept doing. I assume you will no longer.
Asker
Before I left for South Dakota, the last time I saw you, you gave my friend Jim a message for me to pay attention to the rattle—the image of the shaking of the rattle—and I had an experience where there was a rattling that woke me up from a dream, but I just wanted to touch base with you about that.
Asker
Elan
Elan
It was your own Rattle, and you were in that sense making a lot of noise and saying, “Look out, here I come—the path of the warrior, so to speak, the Peaceful Warrior.”
Asker
I felt like it was chicken wire against a window rattling—I mean, is that am I in tune with the process?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Now will you use that and go forth with that same conviction?
Asker
It comes and goes sometimes—strong, but on the ship tonight these four beings gave me that same symbol that the rattle awakened me to in my dream that night two or three months ago. They balanced my heart with four directions; they gave me actual weights—ice—my heart chakra. So I have a lot of hesitation about using this information and this process I’ve had out there.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, what is the hesitation?
Asker
That in some way what the experience was about was repeating an old negative pattern.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Do understand that you give yourself the opportunity to choose whether or not you wish to do so, and it is not that everything that you participate in is the way it must be. It is an opportunity to discern: “Is this me, or is this no longer me?” And the making of the decision that this is no longer me is as much a commitment and a decision. Is that clear?
Asker
Yeah, it is. It’s been a really challenging process for me because it seems to me that this teacher figure to me comes from judgment. My problem is trusting whether it is intelligence.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Your discernment will always tell you how it relates to you, for no matter what is being taught, only you can know what is relative to you. You need not, if something is not relevant, toss it all out. You can simply pick and choose what is relevant and allow the rest to be relevant for someone else. It need not be, as you say, all or nothing. So therefore, begin to trust how you feel; begin to trust your heart of hearts—you know what you’re doing.
Asker
Thank you, I start to see some truth in my experience with reference to what you’re saying; it makes a lot of sense to me.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, we thank you for creating it.
Asker
I have one more question if that’s all right with everybody. All right. Recently I read an article about Mars and the pyramids in the face and the structure of the geometric pattern 19.5, which may be what you were talking about earlier with the pyramid to some degree—somewhere between 19 and 20 degrees—and it really picked my interest. I had a huge response to the possibility of what this meant. And since then, you may have talked about this cave with my friend Jim who might have asked you about it that he’s discovered just near here, and we both want to go into the cave and explore the possibility of traveling to the fourth dimension.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, you need not, shall we say, go to any particular place to do so, but should you wish to utilize that as a symbol, that is one possibility.
Asker
The idea is this relationship we can have with stone and the possibilities of information that stone is available to us, and that’s why we were drawn to go to the cave because, as it seems, the idea about free energy seems to be in these equations, and the geometric patterns and all this information are encoded to us through the civilizations in stones.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, in a sense you may understand that should you enter such a structure and in a very quiet meditative state perceive, you will generally literally feel physical vibrations, and if in that sense you simply allow yourself to match them and become one with them, in a sense perhaps you can say you can then open up dialogue with the storehouse that you are speaking of. But we could do that sitting anywhere. But if that symbol is in that sense attractive, use it.
Asker
Is that cave man-made?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Basically yes, but there are other overtones of other, shall we say, external influence.
Asker
In terms of the resonance idea of the chamber—extraterrestrial, you mean?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Some degree yes.
Asker
Is it in any danger?
Asker
Elan
Elan
That is up to your planet and your civilization.
Asker
Well, they’re doing construction right now.
Asker
Elan
Elan
That is what we mean. There is some possibility.
Asker
Thank you, we thank you as well.
Asker
Elan
Elan
At this timing we will pause for a short break of 10 to 15 of your minutes of counting and resume contact at that time.
Elan
Elan
All right, I’ll say continue.
Asker
Shading ice.
Asker
Asker
Female greetings.
Asker
Asker
Now you were talking about future—and you said the same thing she talked about, her self feeling like she had come from Essani to Earth to visit here and then go back to the future. I didn’t clearly understand why you made—I felt a separation between now and the future.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, you are living and creating from what you call a timeline. So within the frame of reference of the timeline, the designations that we share apply. From the frame of reference of your higher self, perhaps you can say which is simultaneous, infinite, and eternal, then it becomes a bit more arbitrary. But you are physical beings in a physical world, and though we will discuss many times the simultaneity, the nature of your Consciousness in that way, we will also, shall we say, play within the parameters that you have created, and so to make sense linearly speaking, that would apply.
Asker
Okay, so it’s the both—I okay.
Asker
Asker
I just thank you for asking—good question—that both and create a link and not a separation for any aspect of myself who heard it in the separative way.
Asker
Elan
Elan
And have you done so?
Asker
Yes, happy integration. Thank you. And I have been listening to the recollection three times—the introduction.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh, creating more time—yeah.
Asker
All right, and chose to integrate it three times, and again I will integrate it this evening and ask for your sharing with me in listening to that because there’s a part of it and right now could you expand on the point that I consciously understand—is where time and space interact to create time or well, the creation of the space itself?
Asker
Elan
Elan
In this particular type of reality, then again by necessity creates the time to traverse it, to go from one place to another place, so to speak. Now again, this is rather arbitrary in the overall scheme of things, but it was used as an analogy that as you create separation, as you create for instance space between yourself and the ideas that you express yourself to be, you then create more time in order to address each separate issue. But to boil it all down, if you simply in any given moment from what’s available do what excites you the most with integrity, and in the process of doing so you use all your creations rather than assume any of them to be extraneous, then you literally are actively in the process of integration, and in that process create less time—particularly in the doing of the exciting thing, for you are at one with yourself at that point.
Asker
Thank you, and that makes me excited to tell you than thank you about expressing in the recollection tape that the person there was the other person—you said something like, “Yes, you have the judgment”—he was talking about judgment about a woman that was talking, and he said, and you said, “Well, since you are her, so you directly related the connection and the integration of the Oneness, and therefore no time necessary to put it all together.” Thank you, and that excites me; I like living hour.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, continue to be excited, and we thank you as well.
Asker
Good evening.
Asker
Elan
Elan
And to you, greetings.
Asker
Oh, interviewer of many realities.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes indeed, and I love every minute of it.
Asker
And so do they. The question I have is it just popped into my mind—sort of like, “Oh, popped like a bubble.” I was in New Haven a few nights ago and because of what I’ve been seeing on other TV stations about a symbol of Jesus on a tree, and I found this to be interesting, and I thought there were two other people that were also interested in this, and we went down to look at this. But from one angle on this tree, you would not apparently notice that there was this image of Jesus Christ on the tree until—well, in a sense—but then when you got away from the tree on the other side of this tree, I saw the arms of Christ, I saw the figure of Christ, and I saw the legs intertwining with each other, and it looked like a glowing—now there are lights in this park—it’s in a park near the Italian section of New Haven, which you’re probably not familiar with if you haven’t been there.
Asker
Elan
Elan
We understand the reference, for the channel likes their people.
Asker
So basically, it’s a highly Catholic area and it’s a lot of religious people around there—it’s mixed—but when you stand away from it you see very much so a clear image of the Christ, at least in the image that is comfortable to maybe the presentation of the people that are there looking at it. Can you explain how that process is occurring?
Asker
Elan
Elan
From my going within, I believe that process has occurred through a projected image, so like if you take a projector and you project an image onto a screen, that’s what you will get. Well, all right, if you wish to use that analogy, understand that each and every individual doing the perceiving is individually the projector of what they perceive. Now does that make more sense?
Asker
Yes it does, because each individual obviously is getting a different picture than the next person, but there is a commonality in a sense—a common ground, so to speak—through which, shall we say, there is the conducive atmosphere for the, shall we say, rendering of the general mass agreement not to see such a thing to be put aside. So it is in that sense a conducive mass agreed upon, or mini-mass agreed upon, area to allow individuals to behold such a projection from within.
Asker
Elan
Elan
And again remind you that the second coming, so to speak, is the Awakening of that Christ Spirit, of that unconditionally loving energy within each individual. So you may understand that perhaps were individuals to look most closely, the face upon what they were projecting may in a sense resemble their own.
Asker
Also, on the tree there were two children looking exactly at each other at the bottom portion of this tree—this tree has been there supposedly for generations—and these two children were looking at each other sort of like playfully on one side of the Christ, and then on the other side there was a rabbit or an image of a rabbit. I didn’t quite understand what that had to do with everything.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Perhaps that was an interpretation by a particular child.
Asker
Okay. And this also links up to something that is—what I’m getting is going to happen in Southbury on All Souls Day, on our planet—it’s right after Halloween—and is in a sense the date that is, shall we say, remnant representative of the destruction of Atlantis—All Hallow’s Eve being the evening before the destruction, your November 1st being the evening of, and what you sometimes call All Saints Day being the day after, and perhaps the true New Year. So it’s sort of an ending of an old and a beginning of a new in a sense.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, what’s going to happen is that this cross on this woman’s property in Southbury—we’ve talked about from time to time—on that day there’s supposed to be the Miracle on her property, and this has been channeled to her through her channels through the interplanetary Confederation. But do understand, as in the aforementioned example, all that behold such a symbol are their own projector, so they will behold perhaps something quite different from one another, and perhaps some individuals will perceive to project nothing, but some will actually project something when they go and look at that cross. That will depend upon them, but it is a possibility.
Asker
Very interesting. The other question I have is I don’t recall in terms of going on the ship tonight—a lot of things there was this yet, yet okay—there was some images that came and went but sort of like structural images more than anything else.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Describe the structural images.
Asker
Sort of look like blocks—like silver blocks.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, and I didn’t quite understand what that was all about. It is similar to the again aforementioned idea of the storage space of liquid light, stacked in a sense would be your perception.
Asker
Okay, and why would I look at a stacked projection of liquid light?
Asker
Elan
Elan
You’re asking me? Why would you? I don’t know. What will you do with the energy within them that you can mold to whatever it is you wish?
Asker
I haven’t really decided yet, I don’t think.
Asker
Asker
Well, I just do remember at one point clearly before we were going back out of the ship, things became much more clearer to me and I really didn’t want to leave because I was starting to really phase in more of the images.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes, but perhaps the misunderstanding lied in the fact that the clarity was necessary for the return, for the living of the life on the Earth—that is where your focus is.
Asker
I did see what seemed to be a couple of beings—I think there were three of them—and they were wearing a black suit. I didn’t quite understand that.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, perhaps the motorcycle people.
Asker
Do you recall a specific interaction with yourself in what we would call The Association conference area?
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Elan
Elan
Yes, that’s something that I wanted to talk about because—do share.
Asker
I felt like I was being given—I knew I was here but I was there, and I was nodding my head a lot as if I was talking to a lot of people, and I physically was nodding my head even though I was there—sort of like I was taking information or understanding something—and I don’t recall what the discussions were about yet.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Okay, that is the idea—allow the unfoldment, allow the timing, allow the flash of revelation of what has occurred seemingly in one moment, but it will unroll or unfurl a bit at a time.
Asker
And one final note I guess would be that the network—it’s myself—we have a station in New Hampshire which I happened to at this conference I went to dealing with UFOs and stuff and crop circles—met another group of people at an actual TV station that wanted to be part of our Network, and it was sort of like just saying hello, how are you, and what are you all about, and that opened up a whole facilitation of openness and discussion to the point now where they want to have a tape of one of our shows, and we’re giving the show with the portrayals of the various people from your end of it that was on our second show, and they will be showing that on their show on their TV station.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, do understand as we have always shared with you that you always attract the reality that you are the vibration of, and what allows that vibration to be seen, to be experienced by others, is the action and willingness to put into motion what you are excited about. So as you have began to express physically your excitement, now so do you attract unto you all, shall we say, the reflections of like vibration. This is only the beginning in that sense.
Asker
And I understand—to me my definition of abundance—we’ve talked about abundance a lot of times here—that I don’t perceive abundance as just being how much money you have, but also abundance is in joy and in the love of what you do and in your ability to do that thing in any way that you will create to allow yourself to do it, and I am enjoying every moment. So I thank you very much.
Asker
Elan
Elan
And you as well.
Asker
Greetings.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Greetings. How’s that imagination?
Asker
Oh, it’s pretty—it’s working okay.
Asker
Asker
That’s what I wanted to ask you about. In the beginning of the exercise when you suggest that we dissolve ourselves into the gel—this material inside the bubble—I could dissolve my whole body pretty easily, but I was having a really hard time dissolving my brain and eyes.
Asker
Elan
Elan
That is because you have a very strong association of yourself as the brain and eyes—a very, shall we say, telltale symbol that perhaps you still on some level believe that your Consciousness is the product of your brain.
Asker
That’s what I—and I’ve been trying to release from my Consciousness and getting down into my intuitive knowing more.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, understand that you will experience either reality that you decide you wish to. So perhaps if you simply look at the idea that you wish to believe that your body is within your Consciousness, that you can shift that perspective accordingly. The brain is perhaps you can say the physical symbol that allows, so to speak, for the midwifing of the intersection of your pure Consciousness with physical reality in the form of body, but it is not the generator of the Consciousness by any means, and is a result, a response of Consciousness itself.
Asker
So I was also thinking that the focus on the eyes was my perhaps fear of letting go of just the material world that I can see.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, to some degree also placing more credence in what you can see and what you can feel rather than assuming that all other realities are as valid. Again, perhaps an elaborate symbolic extension of what you sometimes call “seeing is believing,” but we remind you that believing is seeing as well.
Asker
When I was going into the ship, I wanted—I was focusing on when you were saying have us coming together as many different facets of one Crystal, and I was trying to see myself…
Asker
Elan
Elan
Oh, all this trying—you proceed simply pointing it out.
Asker
I was making an effort to—oh, same thing. Well, okay. Myself—the people in the group going on to the ship—and I initially felt a pull to go and be with children there, but I rejected that because I wanted to work on a specific thing here in this life. I am able to give and take unconditional love and joy with children and animals, but with adults—I feel reservation and fear, and I don’t feel able to be a child with them. So on the ship I was able to see the group here and I kind of felt like a child among children—nice.
Asker
Elan
Elan
For we do not choose to quote-unquote lose that portion of ourselves—“grow up” is not one of our statements.
Asker
It felt nice because I imagined myself folding everyone into me in a loving way, and I wanted to bring that back to me here in this world so that I could let go a lot of the fears that I have around being with other people or take down the barriers that keep me from expressing a childlike part of me that wants to have fun with other people. And I found myself hesitating a little bit as I got back here, stepping back into my old fear. Can you suggest a way to—
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, first of all, allow me to share a little secret which is no secret at all: you have brought it back now. It is simply a matter of pushing aside the trying and effortful idea of expressing it and simply trusting that the fact that it excites you is in and of itself the sign that that particular aspect of yourself is quite near the surface, quite accessible, and your willingness to express it—not try to express it, but express it—will have a result, and that result will perhaps then perpetuate your willingness to continue to do so. So simply jump in.
Asker
Sometimes I feel like I’m too heavy with other people, and I want to be lighter.
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Elan
Elan
All right, all I can say that would be in the sense the most empowering is: go right ahead, simply lighten up. Say, “Oh, I’m being heavy—time to lighten up. Excuse me.” Take a few breaths—three deep breaths if you wish—that will lighten you right up. Okay. But be willing to express it and trust that your expression of it is the perfect expression.
Asker
And have some fun in the process—that’s what I really want to here.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Then you can and you shall, and you have brought it back; it is within you and is of you, therefore cannot be lost. Thank you for the rebirth.
Asker
One moment, do proceed—a few more. In my job search, I’ve taken almost two years to follow my excitement to my next job, and it’s led me through a number of different things. Now I’m looking at several different options, but the most attractive one would have me moving to Egypt, working for Bechtel Corporation, and working as a consultant to help them privatize their government-owned Industries.
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Elan
Elan
Have a good trip.
Asker
Well, kind of wanted to get your feedback on that.
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Elan
Elan
You just did. Does it sound right for me?
Asker
Did you say something? I’m developing third density—most exciting to me of all my options, but it’s…
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Elan
Elan
Have a good trip. Bring your childlike self as well. Simply do from what is available and allow it to be obvious.
Asker
Okay. When I go there—well, actually the first question is about you said that on your planet people do what they love and there’s someone to do everything and there’s enough for everybody. Well, when everyone does what they love, everything gets done. Okay. How can we—I see that as kind of a goal for this world—how can we facilitate that?
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Elan
Elan
Get shaking on your own excitement as an example that such a thing is possible. When you then speak to people who say they are quote-unquote excited about what formally you labeled mundane things, encourage them as well, for what is mundane to one is sublime to another. That is why all gets done if individuals do not let Society talk them out of their excitement. If their excitement is not something that is societally exciting…
Asker
Okay, but I think my excitement is taking me into developing structures, reforming governments in a way, and I want to do it in a way that will facilitate one-on-one people following their excitement.
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Elan
Elan
So as you do that, you are a beacon; as you do that, you are an example that can be beholden and seen by others. Only will the proof that such a thing is possible through the living of these ideas have a profound effect on a great number of people. Very often individuals will share a philosophy and in not living it, individuals perceiving or listening to the philosophy will say, “Well, that sounds nice, but look at you.” Now the idea is if it sounds nice and you are embodied in it, then they see not only does it sound nice, but it is possible—look! And that is the greatest service you can be.
Asker
Okay, now I understand that, thank you. Now in Egypt, what I will be working on—the most of the big Industries there are owned by the government and very inefficient. When they try to privatize them to improve the efficiencies and raise the standard of living, the fundamentalist faction there starts riots to kind of throw down the government. So how can I develop—I mean, I can go in and say what needs to be done, how to make the industry more efficient, but how can I do it in a way that sensitizes that fundamentalist group there and in other words, it’s something that will work and not just be a nice plan on Day by…
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Elan
Elan
By empathizing and researching their point of view, rather than assuming that the only way to change would be to exclude their point of view. In the searching of their point of view, you can then incorporate a third alternative that allows that point of view and at the same time has the desired end product.
Asker
Okay, I think the way maybe I’m wrong, but what I perceive their point of view is that they want to implement the old laws of the Quran in their government—very strict things that most people in Egypt don’t want to go along with.
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Elan
Elan
Well, understand that the majority in a sense will decide, but that does not mean in any way that you cannot be sensitive to at least what you feel are their concerns by becoming familiar to them, for you may find again that very many of them can be addressed and at the same time allow for what you would perceive or perhaps label progress.
Asker
In this country, it seems that a lot of our problems stem from a structurally mandated focus on short-term profits at the expense of quality and concern for workers, concern for the environment, concern for society.
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Elan
Elan
To some degree yes, that is one contributing factor.
Asker
How can we—what can be done to motivate or to change the structure to one that’s more balanced?
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Elan
Elan
Well, again not to be overly repetitive, but providing whatever relative, relevant living example you can, because when you do that and individuals around you become interested in that, they will do it in their own way. They will do it in the many ways that is not or are not exciting to you. It begins a momentum, but it grows in what you call an exponential way, a pyramidic way.
Asker
Okay, I understand. Thank you. And how would a presidential candidate—if elected—do that? Clarify.
Asker
Asker
Well, if a presidential candidate, what structural changes would they make to facilitate the kind of world where people are following their excitement and getting us away from our unbalanced materialistic focus?
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Elan
Elan
Well, that is a general question, and it is our perception at least at this time with what’s in place that that is not necessarily even the intention. So we are not quite sure what you are asking.
Asker
In terms of what is in place that’s not the intention of either of the presidential candidates, but I was just curious—what can we do to facilitate the making our world more like yours?
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Elan
Elan
Well, again, as each individual is willing to express this through their own reality, which is the only reality they can respond from—be responsible for—then it has a contagious effect. And should an individual grab on to this idea who is, as you say, a politician and becomes a living example of the doing of the excitement, that in and of itself will also be contagious.
Asker
Okay, thank you. The Avatar—have you ever heard of—are you familiar with the Avatar Course?
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Elan
Elan
Through my familiarity, we understand the reference.
Asker
The intellectual part of it sounds exactly like what you say, and I’m drawn to it. However, it’s too expensive for me now, and the part I don’t understand or have access to without taking it is the experiential exercise. However, synchronistically, I think you started out with two exercises very much like what would be contained in that course.
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Elan
Elan
Well, very much. And understand that once you create the bubble round and about you and perceive that the center point in that bubble is what is represented by your body, and that that body is not who you are but contained within who you are, and you are opening the eyes of your Consciousness at that center point, you can consciously decide and play around with the idea of closing your eyes at that central point, opening them elsewhere within the overall bubble of your Consciousness, and then from the perspective of that center point, you will have seemed to be quote-unquote out of body, but all you truly will have done was shift your perspective within your totality. And the understanding of this, shall we say, allows you greater access to that style of exploration than perhaps identifying with and as a body that you need get out of. You simply need to open your other eyes and close the eyes attached to your symbolic brain.
Asker
Another question that I have—in past interactions with you, I felt sometimes like you were being critical of me.
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Elan
Elan
Oh no, no.
Asker
And I know perhaps pointing some things out, but without any judgment—I didn’t feel that way tonight, and I know I often project on to other people that they don’t like me, and I was wondering is that completely my projection if I’ve felt that way in the past?
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Elan
Elan
Well, utilizing us as an example—yes, for all we do is re-empower you and speak to you sometimes with the force that will awaken that idea within you, but never is it ever suggested that you are doing anything improper, simply that what you are doing is not yielding the results that you say you desire. Therefore, in pointing that out and then providing alternatives, there is an interchange. Your willingness to perceive criticism is your criticism of yourself from what I am saying, but never from my end do I ever in any way judge you to be any less than myself in any way at all.
Asker
Sometimes I felt that you were frustrated with me.
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Elan
Elan
No, absolutely not. Emphatic perhaps, frustrated no way.
Asker
Okay, and we are pleased with your willingness to look at these many ideas. For even when we did in that sense share and exercise with your imagination, the frustration was from your end if you will recall.
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Elan
Elan
You mean just now while we were in the ships in an aforementioned interaction? Oh, okay, whereby we had you recreate the referential preferential you—the frustration was from your end. But simply do it, and there will be nothing to be frustrated about. Frustration is not doing what is in front of you in the moment and assuming you should be doing something else.
Asker
I felt a little frustrated on the ship like I wasn’t doing it right. I thought I felt you and some of my guides come to reassure me that you were doing it right and that you in fact could not do it wrong, but you could perceive and judge yourself—that will always be your option. But rather than berating yourself for having judged yourself, use that creation; ask yourself when you have some time to look at it: “Why did I judge myself rather than judging myself for judging myself?” Let’s just say, “All right, I judge myself now in that situation. What must I have believed to have done so? Ah, I believe this,” and that belief will then enlighten you, so to speak, to a belief that you may wish to change.
Asker
Asker
Okay. I felt like I wasn’t at the level of joy that I wanted to have on the ship—I’m all stuffed and overly critical of myself.
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Elan
Elan
Oh, right. It is our perception that there were, as you say, moments of that joy as well, so it is not this or that—it is both. And a suggestion on how to move to having more of the joy: follow your excitement and do what you can do that is exciting with your integrity. Not only is it the recognition of the excitement, but the doing—the willingness to act without hesitation, with conviction because you say so.
Asker
Okay. And one last question—of all the past tapes of yours or Bashar that I haven’t listened to, which one do you think would be the most helpful to me?
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Elan
Elan
Trust yourself.
Asker
All right. If you wish, also what you call “One Moment” will apply in the sense of self-unconditional love and a fun evening.
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Elan
Elan
Thank you.
Asker
Are you through?
Asker
Asker
Well, I did have one more but it wasn’t so relevant to my process—it was curiosity.
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Elan
Elan
Oh, no such thing as idle curiosity—do proceed.
Asker
In your growth from fourth to Fifth Dimension, what are the issues that you’re dealing with?
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Elan
Elan
Well, issues—not really. Joyous experience and exploration would involve, again, beginning to deemphasize external tools and symbols and begin to directly experience ourselves as the reality that we formally in a sense created to be within, so to speak. Therefore, what you call sleep is more or less vestigial; what you call food is more or less vestigial; what you call the sexual act is now becoming more of an energetic exchange than a bodily exchange, though there still are some remnant ideas in terms of the bodily exchange. But there are still separate selves at this timing. For now, there is not the sense of separation from all that we interact with; there is an inherent understanding of each person as an extension of ourselves. Therefore, what you call loneliness simply does not exist.
Asker
And would your Consciousness be described as pure awareness at perhaps this point in the way that you mean?
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Elan
Elan
Not exactly. There is still a degree of focus which is by necessity an expression in physical reality. We are beginning in that sense to defocus and again deemphasize physicality itself. At this point it becomes slightly untranslatable, for you are one step removed from that process, but it is a, shall we say, form of expansion without losing what we are expanding from, but containing what we are expanding from—if that makes sense.
Asker
Okay. And just one last thing—I often meditate and feel like I’m talking to you and getting directions from you. Is that actually happening?
Asker
Elan
Elan
If there is absolutely no criticism—okay, never would we say you are screwing up; never would we say you should do this; and never will we say why did you do that. Therefore, when you hear those voices, they are your own.
Asker
Thank you very much for all that.
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Elan
Elan
And you as well. One moment—the engineer, the patient engineer—do proceed.
Asker
Oh, I feel so good about that. Greetings, and to you.
Asker
Asker
I have some quickies.
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Elan
Elan
Oh, all right. Time’s up, next—shut up.
Asker
I deserve that.
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Elan
Elan
All right, you deserve it all.
Asker
In—in you have no language—you’re telepathic. Okay. My question has to do with in a sense you’re reading each other’s minds—how do you achieve privacy?
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Elan
Elan
There is the allowance of such an idea if an individual would so choose, which we generally do not. In terms of what you might call loosely speaking a privacy energy field, so to speak, it is available but rarely sampled, for there is a joy in the constant and consistent connectedness—nothing to escape, nothing to, shall we say, recollect unto ourselves. But from time to time individuals do have that option, and you will also find generally in what you would call private session where I or another member of my society would interact one-on-one or one-on-two or three with members of your society, a privacy field in that particular instance, unless in that sense it is requested that there is not.
Asker
Sounds like Maxwell Smart’s isolation chamber. All right, perhaps the difference is that we can hear what we are saying.
Asker
Asker
A couple sessions ago you gave me some wonderful information about motherships, and of course you have your scoutcraft—I think you mentioned also city ships.
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Elan
Elan
Well, in a sense that is synonymous with mothercraft, though in some other societies the ships will appear as more city-like from your perspective and definition, but they are interchangeable terms.
Asker
Okay, another quickie—what is the difference between unconditional love to a spouse versus to everybody else?
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Elan
Elan
No difference. Unconditional love is your willingness to love no matter what, no matter who, no matter when.
Asker
Okay, but on Essani you do have mates—you don’t get legally married, but you have mates.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, to some degree what you may understand is that we in being spontaneous are constantly changing, constantly doing, as you say, different things. Therefore, we will always attract whatever individuals are, shall we say, sharing similar explorations at that time. So perhaps you can say the bond will be the interest in what is being done, and as that transforms, many times so will a certain relationship. In that way it is more experiential than exclusionary.
Asker
As you are well aware, in our culture we can be overly spontaneous and maybe get into some trouble anyway.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, when you do not factor in Integrity with your excitement, yes. When you factor in integrity and are willing to trust your decision from that point forward, never. The difficulty comes from again the lack of trust or the understanding that “this excites me, but it certainly is not within my Integrity.”
Asker
You and I have talked about what’s constant in the universe, and I want to ask—are the number of oversouls in any way a constant?
Asker
Elan
Elan
In a sense, no—that is an infinite idea. Well, so therefore also yes—yes and no is an over… just to be clear about it.
Asker
The final ultimate quickie—okay, by midnight tonight, will my brother have experienced something significant today?
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Elan
Elan
Chances are what you would call 3:00 a.m. in the morning—okay, coming up. Thank you very much. There is a doorway that began 3:00 a.m. of this past morning. I see. Thank you.
Asker
Hi.
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Elan
Elan
Greetings.
Asker
I’m so grateful you’re willing to share yourself with us.
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Elan
Elan
And I am grateful that you all bless us with your presence as well.
Asker
My life is going really well—I don’t have any feeling of being governed by anything outside myself anymore.
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Elan
Elan
Congratulations!
Asker
Yeah, it’s a really nice feeling. I don’t feel as if I have to live up to any lofty ideals or save thousands of people to be worthwhile now.
Asker
Elan
Elan
In the determination of who you are and moving with that, you very well may have that effect, but you need not fixate upon it.
Asker
Well, I feel so content with what I’m doing, what’s in my life, and people that are in my life—I feel very happy, and I know learning and using your viewpoints has made a big difference.
Asker
Elan
Elan
All right, now again they are not my viewpoints exclusively; you contained them and allowed me to rattle them loose, so to speak.
Asker
I have a friend who I play tennis with and have known for quite a while, and she listens to what I have to say about your concepts and how I use them and how they affect my life, and she’s very receptive.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Have she noticed that you’re a better loser? Yeah, yes she has—a living example. Clearly.
Asker
But she has a dog—her name is Diane, and her dog’s name is Willie—it’s a Labrador Retriever—and this dog is a nightmare. He’s almost 2 years old and he’s still very contrary, causes her a lot of problems, and she’s really upset about it. She’s tried all kinds of obedience schools and she’s very loving to the dog, she does everything she can think of to help. And the last time I saw her, the dog had just done something and he ran off, and she was very upset. And I loaned her the tape by The Zeta Reticulum on the animal kingdom, because he talks a lot about—she listened to that, and she cannot figure out how this is serving her. And I was wondering if you had any thoughts.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Again, very often when defining oneself in your particular reality, individuals will provide reflections of who they are, but as well they will define themselves through the process of elimination, providing many examples of who they are not. Her willingness to make a determination and then a subsequent decision in terms of transforming the situation will be of best benefit to her. If it is not of preference for her to be in interaction in that particular circumstance, then she can with her excitement and her Integrity make other arrangements.
Asker
The only arrangement she can see is to have the dog put to sleep, because—that is not our perception—she the only other thing would be they give the dog to someone, or she can’t see presenting someone else with this problem.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, if in that sense she is quite clear in the definitions of what it is she is offering, then it will enable any other individual she attracts to enter into the arrangement eyes open. But do not assume that what is one person’s burden will not be perceived by another as a challenge. It is not the only option, and perhaps you can say not necessarily the most integrated option.
Asker
Yeah, right. Okay, that’s very helpful.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Well, thank you. Thank the dog—the symbol of service—and allow her to derive that the service can literally be defining her preference and non-preference.
Asker
He’s a beautiful dog, but he is a rascal.
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Elan
Elan
Again, many will find this as a challenge, yeah, but only if you allow them to see her.
Asker
Okay. Is that all?
Asker
Asker
That’s all, thank you very much. Over there?
Asker
Asker
When we initiated this interaction at the point where we were reconstructing ourselves in the blue gelatinous material, and you had said, “And you can be that body or that body can be yours—the body you’re constructing in that material.” Well, for at least that moment you are that body; now you can continue by your definitions to be that body or you can continue to devolve it into the old body. Yes. My question is, at that point the next thing I recall is Maggie’s sharing. So from that point till Maggie was sharing sometime later, I was off someplace. Could you fill me in at all on where I was, what was going on, what kind of process was going on? Because I do not feel like I just fell asleep—oh, because when I woke or became conscious again, it wasn’t like waking up from sleep; it was like coming back.
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Elan
Elan
All right, follow a thread. What is the first thing beyond—in between the bubble and the sharing that you remember prior to, as you say, falling asleep this evening? Of your time, affirm while you are relaxed and perhaps about to drift off that you are now ready to remember what has occurred. Be firm, have conviction, have commitment, and then allow yourself to simply gently fall asleep. Pay particular attention to what occurs in your dream reality, and upon waking, write it down if you wish—it is only a suggestion.
Asker
Can I ask—are you aware of where I went and what went on?
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Elan
Elan
To some degree, but there is in and of itself in your willingness to bring it forth by yourself a particular act that makes a statement that also then enables me to expand upon it.
Asker
I see. Was it a process that involved direct Essani participation amongst other ideas?
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Elan
Elan
Thank you very much. There was participation and direct interaction with, shall we say, several different distinct and discrete civilizations, some of which have direct ties to your in this lifetime past experience.
Asker
I had the feeling that I had been taken someplace and that I’d gone through a process to prepare me for something. It wasn’t just a physical process; it was an energetic process, so to speak.
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Elan
Elan
Specifically, exactly—it was an energetic process, as though the energetic fields that I operate in have been altered to some extent, or my ability to be sensitive to energy fields outside of the electromagnetic wavelength that I’m used to has been facilitated. Other options were provided, and you may now follow them should you choose. But one further suggestion that we will make is as an image, as a symbol, after what we have just suggested, as you are falling asleep, invoke what you have called and referred to as the Birdman.
Asker
Thank you very much, and to you.
Asker
Asker
Thank you. When I was sharing earlier about when we were on the ship and I saw children playing with balls of light—I was thinking about what I was going to share about that, I almost didn’t share that because I’ve had that vision once before when I was in an expanded state—I saw children playing, tossing balls of light back and forth.
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Elan
Elan
Well, your connection to us is not new.
Asker
Did I experience that myself personally? Ah, now you are exploring some ideas, and I will allow you to continue.
Asker
Asker
Because when I came upon the ship and I saw the children playing at the balls of light, it was very familiar—it wasn’t like “oh look at what they’re doing,” it’s almost like I understood the game that they were playing in a sense.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes, and you have played that game, so to speak, before, at least from the perspective of your higher self.
Asker
I okay. I have another question then. The woman that I shared that I touched right hands with—was there a specific message that she had for me?
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Elan
Elan
The symbol represented an opening of what you would label your intuitive self, but not at the expense of your analytical side. Both can work in tandem. Do you understand? Yes, you need not forsake one for the other; they are one expression, one idea.
Asker
I was asked a question last week in a fire sort of initiation ceremony—the question was asked to me, “When am I going to begin to channel?” and I—my response to this was a great deal of theory. Why?
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Elan
Elan
The sort of having read many books and many people’s experiences of anxiety and fear at the initial stages is confusion, but that was before the definition was rendered that anxiety and excitement are identical with simply different interpretations. And understand, though perhaps an interpretation will at first be automatic, it is your choice to continue to interpret it that way or, upon having discovered that you are interpreting it in an unpreferred way, to change the interpretation. So play with that.
Asker
One other idea that I’ve had—I’ve never spoke—I have a feeling that when I played with the balls of light, that the balls of Light may now be my dogs. Is there any connection?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Perhaps in the playfulness of the energy, but not directly. It is because there is a similarity in that playfulness—the possibility for that identification. Okay, it’s the same feeling all right. When I play, thank you and to you.
Asker
I have several questions. One is to deal with the entity Jesus. And a book I read and said that he didn’t die on the cross—that that was a follower that was drugged and that went ahead.
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Elan
Elan
That is not our perception.
Asker
Okay, is that all?
Asker
Asker
No, that just ruined that whole book.
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Elan
Elan
Now, now, now—did you enjoy reading it?
Asker
Yes.
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Elan
Elan
That ruined nothing.
Asker
Oh, okay. But it made the book not believable now, because in the book he said that that was someone else.
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Elan
Elan
All right, but do understand again that you need not—unless you wish to have an all-or-nothing approach—take what works, take what means something to you and use it. That which does not, thank it and push it on its way. But you need not, because one thing is not relevant, toss out everything. You can, but you will then not be gleaning from every possible source all the things you wish to attract, and the more you are willing to allow it to come in any form, then that will have it happen that much more quickly.
Asker
In that same book, it mentioned the—you said about the second coming—they said that was the second coming and the third coming would be Paul coming back to fix the mistakes that he made.
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Elan
Elan
All right, that is one way to look at it, but again not our exact perspective. And understand there have been many incarnations of the Christ Consciousness, so saying that that was the first so to speak is not entirely accurate. But that is perhaps the first in that particular individual form.
Asker
The three entities that were in Christ—the three persons in the Christ entity would be Paul, Jesus, and John the Baptist?
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Elan
Elan
Well, that is one way to look at it. Perhaps another way to look at it is that Jesus would in that sense represent the male aspect of that energy, and what you sometimes call Mary is also of the same energy, of the same essence—the female representation. Think of that.
Asker
You just did. Personal question for myself—lately I’ve been getting lightheaded.
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Elan
Elan
All right, and I don’t know whether to attribute that to bad health or transformation.
Asker
Well, how exciting! What will you choose?
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Asker
Well, I like to think transformation, but I’m also going to the doctor Tuesday to cover both ends.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Do you have a perspective?
Asker
Our perspective is that it is entirely up to you—whatever you decide is the reality you will experience, but it is entirely up to you. One other suggestion in terms of a practical suggestion would be to work with or play with perhaps your breath and breathing deep breaths, allowing the oxygenation of your system, the stilling of your mind, and the direct connection to the source of the answer to this question.
Asker
Asker
Can I use that in my therapy?
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Elan
Elan
It is up to you—what you just gave me.
Asker
If you wish, that would assist me in helping others to heal themselves if they participate.
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Elan
Elan
You can use anything you wish; it’s up to you.
Asker
Is that all for now?
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Asker
For now, all. And in our—we’re going to have a session later together—all right, I have some good questions for that.
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Elan
Elan
You always do. Yes, thank you.
Asker
Hi, greetings, good evening.
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Elan
Elan
Now do speak up, we would not want to miss this.
Asker
No, I didn’t want to miss it either. I went home, I stayed outside for a few minutes, looked at the stars—someone said, “Go to bed.” I had a—I won’t say it was a horrible dream because it wasn’t a nightmare, it was just very frightening. Still can’t remember what it was, at the time it was very vivid, but it woke me up. And as soon as I felt I was awake, it was a white light penetrating my left temple. I was sleeping on my stomach; it was warm, and I went—“There he is, oh how original.” All you got to do is open your eyes, turn around, see—it’s that simple. And I wrote all this down the next day—I didn’t bring it with—but I kept fighting back and forth: “Turn around and look at him—no, I can’t do that. Turn around and look—no, I can’t do that.” And as I’m thinking this, the light started to recede, and the final thought was, “You better look now, you’re not going to see it.” And at that point in time I opened my eyes, turned my head, and they’re gone. Who were they?
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Elan
Elan
That can be representative as extraterrestrial, and the dream in very much the same way was the representation of not wishing to face something within you. In the instance of the dream, and actual chase did in that sense ensue—yeah, there was some chase—but what was not understood perhaps at the time is that no one was chasing you. A portion of yourself that it would behoove you to look at was presenting itself, and you were refusing to face it. Understand, on the one hand you will always have that choice, and the quote-unquote waking experience was an example that it is up to you. But your willingness to turn around and face what you are running from is the only opportunity that you give yourself to use what you are running from in a positive way. We remind you, as we many times do, that you cannot find out anything about yourself that you cannot use in a positive way. And if you simply remember that, then you need not run from anything, but you have the choice, and that was another point.
Asker
What I looked at was like getting closer—I’m more, I’m greatly willing to look at it.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yes, and you can inch ever closer a bit at a time or simply be there—it is up to you. But neither path is any less valid.
Asker
Thank you and to you.
Asker
Elan
Elan
There will be but a few more moments left to this interaction.
Asker
Martha’s Vineyard—I was out on the dock and connecting to Dolphin energy and other energies in a playful way, and I fell asleep and the fog rolled in—it was a very beautiful night—and I want to ask for your Insight on where the Dolphins were at that moment. Were they physically very close, and what was my resistance or theirs to having a physical interaction?
Asker
Elan
Elan
Yours, yes.
Asker
Okay, for now that will suffice. Look at that, look at it within yourself at this timing.
Asker
Elan
Elan
Allow us to express in love, in joy, in ecstasy our undying appreciation for your willingness to expand into yourself, to realize it is possible to begin to create your reality according to preference. You are the very home itself—there is no place like home, because you are the home. Simply be who you are, and you will express, no matter where you are, your heart. And that is where in a sense your home does lie. Therefore, we thank you and bid you a most fond and loving life, dream and dream lives, and good evening.

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