The Number 33

Anxiety vs. Excitement and The Number 33

Participant: May I speak to Bashar?

Willa: Absolutely. Give us a moment.

Bashar: How do you…

How do you differentiate or… or balance um, following the formula and doing something because it’s your highest excitement, and something that’s maybe not necessarily healthy for your body in the Physical Realm, or what’s looked at… again, what’s the definition that you’re calling your excitement? Is it really a true definition of your excitement, or is it an expression of anxiety? Because if you’re really honest within yourself, you can tell the difference between your true excitement and your anxiety that you might be glossing over because you don’t want to face what it might be showing you.

Participant: How do you figure that out? Can’t you tell the difference between when you’re anxious and when you’re excited?

Bashar: If I tell you that I’m about to give you an ice cream cone, are you excited or anxious?

Participant: Excited.

Bashar: If I tell you that a great pit is about to open under your feet and you’re going to fall a thousand feet onto some spikes, are you excited or anxious?

Participant: Anxious.

Bashar: I… I think those were the answers to those questions. But do you feel the difference?

Participant: Maybe I… I don’t think so. Really?

Bashar: Yeah. So you are just as excited about falling on the spikes as you are about receiving an ice cream?

Participant: It’s more of just like an acceptance of it. I don’t know how to…

Bashar: Acceptance is a different idea. A very different idea. You can understand how to neutralize these things, and that may be what you’re doing. And that may be right now why you can’t tell the difference, is because you’re actually exploring the concept of neutrality. Okay. That’s all right, because that’s a limbo state. As we said, you’re breaking from status quo. One of the symptoms is to go into a limbo state and explore the concept of balance and neutrality. And in that state, it may not be relevant for you to tell the difference right now. But when you emerge from that state and recrystallize yourself, you’ll know the difference when it is important for you to know. You will know. In your life, at some times, you must have been able to tell the difference between excitement and anxiety.

Participant: Yes. In certain circumstances in your life.

Bashar: Yes. And it was clear what the difference was then. Yes. It will be clear again. But you may simply be going through a neutralizing state of the moment, which is part of the process of changing and elevating your consciousness. And that’s all right. That’s okay. Of course.

Participant: And if you… so if you have compassion towards someone that, uh, like a family member, how do you get them to receive something?

Bashar: You can’t get them to receive anything. You give off the vibration and allow them to choose to match it or not. Allowance is the key.

Participant: How do you deal with it if they’re not accepting that and you’re sensitive?

Bashar: Then you’re not being allowing, are you? Do you want people to allow you to be who you prefer to be?

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: Then you have to allow others to choose to be who they prefer to be, even if it’s not vibrationally compatible with what you prefer, don’t you?

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: Because if you don’t allow them to choose, why should they allow you to choose? Right? Yes. You’re only going to get a reflection of something you don’t prefer: not being allowed to choose who you prefer to be. So if you want to allow yourself to be who you prefer to be, you must be in the vibration of allowance. And that means you need to allow everyone else to choose, regardless of whether it’s something that is vibrationally compatible with what you prefer or not. Because, again, remember, everyone is an infinite, eternal, indestructible being. Who cares if they choose or don’t choose it in this life? Right?

Participant: Yes. So if you are in this neutrality state and you’re reaching this new sense of consciousness, how do you then reach the next… like, be in touch with that higher next?

Bashar: You keep acting on the formula to the best of your ability. You keep discovering what beliefs within you are no longer relevant and let them go. You keep streamlining yourself. Okay.

Participant: And what’s the significance of 33?

Bashar: Well, there are many significances to that particular frequency threshold. It is a time of great transformation in general, representative of a change in life where you’re going from a form of childhood into a more mature state vibrationally. But it is a very transformational idea. But it is also a synchronous idea. Any kind of numbers or colors or anything that you use as a symbol to repeat that way will simply be road markers to let you know that when it pops up in your synchronicity, you’re in the correct vibration at that time. You’re in alignment with the path that you are. Okay. Does that help?

Participant: Yes. Thank you.

Bashar: You’re…

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Q&A Session 11: Willa’s Daily Life and The Levels of Mastery

Participant: Welcome. Hello Tarda. No. What’s going to come out of your mouth today?

Willa: Well, we’re getting the microphone adjusted here. Let’s see. Well, maybe today I should talk to Willa first. All right, then. Give us a moment. All right, if you will. Yeah. Good day to you, deary.

Participant: Good day. It’s wonderful to make your acquaintance in a deeper way.

Willa: And yours as well, as always. What would you like to chat about?

Participant: Um, I think there’s lots of curiosity about you. These are questions that have come through our listeners that are curiosity about me.

Willa: Yes. Whatever for? I’m just an ordinary hybrid who experiences some extraordinary things. What could be curious about that?

Participant: I think it’s… you’re very interesting.

Willa: Oh, all right, then. So one of the questions that came through was, um, can you tell us a little bit about what your day is like?

Participant: Which day would that be?

Willa: Any day that you like. All right, then. There will be days when I will cross the marrowbone bridge outside Port Dublin and wander through the streets and allow myself to pick up on the vibrations of the different humans and hybrids and Elementals and xenos that may be walking around through the Port Dublin on that day. And then I may sit myself down on the edge of the bridge and dangle my feet high above the canal that runs beneath, and I may absorb and let myself drift in those vibrations for a while. Then I may get up and cross the bridge back into the Yew Forest that is nearby, full of the Yew trees and ash trees that I have come to know so well. And then I may allow myself to merge into the vibrations and communicate with those beings for a while, and I may pick up and absorb what they have to say and carry that with me back across the bridge in a variety of ways. And may decide to go off through one of the shadoks to a different place, either in Ireland or somewhere else in the world. And I may then meet others as well, and I may decide to play some games with some of my friends. It can be that, and it can be very different than that. Anything else you would like to know, then?

Participant: It’s kind of fascinating because… that’s how I spend the day sometimes.

Willa: Well, many of you are beginning to take on these qualities in preparation for, again, what will be experienced in a slightly different way, but from which now you’re forming the basis to have those experiences in a more magnified way.

Participant: Yes. I mean, speaking to or communicating with animals and other species is so amazingly fun. I would heartily agree with that. I mean, it’s such a driving aspect of being here on Earth, you know, because they’re so fascinating. It’s like every creature has its own perspective, its own personality. Um, that it does. And they’re in so many ways so magical because they have attributes that are so vastly different from ours. Absolutely. And those are what we learn from about the greater being that we are that contains it all. So that it gets reflected to us by all those other beings. It shows us more of who and what we are. So it’s really exciting for those of us that that’s sort of a channel of learning or a path of excitement, um, in the… a process of just becoming more and more of ourselves.

Willa: I would agree with that. It’s just exciting that when you present this as a sort of Ascension type model, I guess I’d call it.

Participant: State. Yes. We understand the reference. That’s very exciting. Yes, it is. I think that traditionally, the ideas of becoming more of yourself involves more esoteric kinds of things, like studying a certain modality or meditation, or, you know, as opposed to the fun idea of just having communication with species that are different from your own.

Willa: Well, you can do both. Yes. Is there anything you would like to suggest as far as… not at the moment, dear. Okay. Is there anything else you would like to ask? Okay.

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Participant: Um, I think that, in regards to that idea of connecting with you, people have asked questions about how to learn from you or ways to connect with you and wanted to know: is there a phone number that you’d like to describe?

Willa: I don’t have a telephone. Beer? Well, you know, an image. A phone number they can think of. A fox. Foxes are like the best. A red fox with a white chest, black feet, black tips on its ears, and a black tip on its tail. I’m just learning a little bit more about foxes. They’re like the most beautiful cross between cats and dogs, in a sense, and they purr, and they’re amazingly generous and beautiful and smart. And so those are such lovely characteristics that perhaps haven’t always been realized by our society.

Participant: All right. Well, then, it would be about time to realize it.

Willa: But you can think of that fox, and the vibration is similar enough to me, okay, that you can tap into to some degree. Now, again, it won’t be me having chats with you all the time; it’ll be, in many ways, your own higher mind. But you’ll take on my qualities, and you’ll be able to download information that would be relevant to the kind of information I’d be likely to be sharing with you. You can… what I’m saying?

Participant: Yes. Um, can you tell us a little more about what function Cryptics perform in your Society?

Willa: Well, it can be many, but again, the primary idea is to ground the energies of higher planes into the Earth in such a way that you can experience those energies, and the vibration of the Cryptic can allow for others to experience those energies in a way that will allow their roots to be deep and not get uprooted by the forces of those energies that you may not be as familiar with when you first enter those realms. So they act as a very anchoring and grounding influence for us all. Does that help?

Participant: Yes. It just sort of opens the door to the idea that as you go deeper and deeper into these communications with other perspectives that are non-human, well, as well, then they bring the information of the natural world and are, as you would say, very practiced at communicating with Elementals and trees and flowers and rocks and bees and all sorts of things. So they can bring the richness of the intelligence and the richness of the information that exists in the world to a much sharper focus for all. Yeah. Because really, what you’re saying is that by choosing to be on this planet, the greatest primer of all is the one that comes from the Earth itself and the creatures on it and the systems that are on it, and everything is a natural extension of that Collective Consciousness. And so in that way, sometimes a… what you’d call a nickname for a Cryptic would be a Tapestry. Do you want to share more about, like, what the… how the Nocturnals also perform a service in your Society?

Willa: Well, again, they bring the knowledge of the parallel realities very sharply to bear, and they also allow one to get in touch with the deeper emotional realms in a variety of ways, which can be a very heady process for many. And therefore, they can act as guidance in that way. But also, they themselves, in going through that process, can be very mercurial because they’re exploring the whole idea of the depth of the emotional connections that they may have to other versions of themselves and other realities. It is suddenly like being able to really sit down and have a gathering with all of the different multiple personalities of your being and attempting to sort them all out. Can be a little bit confusing at times. So Nocturnals sometimes are a little bit mercurial with that because they don’t always necessarily know whether they are talking to you or talking to another version of themselves until they sort it out as they approach The Shape Shifter stage. It’s just so interesting how it’s like learning how to navigate the dream world, in senses. Yes. Which is why they are called Nocturnal, for they are looking into the secrets of the night and the secrets of the dreams that lead to other dimensions.

Participant: And the Sage?

Willa: Well, you’re skipping the Shape Shifter.

Participant: I’m sorry. The Shape Shifter. They don’t want to be left out.

Willa: No. Okay. But again, they bring the manifestation of the blending of those other aspects of their being into physical reality so that you can understand that it is more and more that the one is all and the all are one. They are an exemplification of that law in a very physical way. And again, allow the vibration to connect us to All-That-Is in a much stronger way. Yeah. Have the Bashar talk about the idea of the Epsilon spheres around his world.

Bashar: Yes. Yes. That put out a certain vibration that keep them stabilized into synchronism.

Willa: Will the Shape Shifters, by pulling in the actual manifestations of other parallel realities, will imbue the Earth with the idea of more ability to connect to much more of ourselves from the Oversoul level. So it enriches us greatly, and all those who choose to partake of that vibration to tap into the Oversoul Consciousness in a much, much more crystallized way. Then, moving into the Sages, as you were want to ask, Willa, expand that in a very, very full way. You might even equate it to the idea of merging into the vibration of the Oversoul of Oversouls. And so you are seeing from a much higher perspective. The vibration is there for you to really understand that you are all these things and that everything is a reflection. What you put out is what you get back. That everything is truly a reflection. Everything is truly a shard of the shattered mirror that you become that shard in your mind, that you understand that you are standing in the middle of all other shards that are reflecting to you other versions of yourselves. And you can experience this in a very physical and visceral way, especially through the use of the divinorum, if you know how to handle it properly.

Then The Wraith is something else again. We won’t go there for now. It seemed to be coincident with “change is the only constant.” Yes. And in a way that you have to be very, very prepared for, in a way that is very rare. Many Sages do not go there, and some that have will never go there again. You have to be in a very specific state to bridge those realities in the way that a Sage and a Wraith exist side by side as a double person, both matter and spirit. It is similar to the idea that the Bashar has talked about, about being quasi-physical, but it is also a very different experience because it’s happening in a different world, in a different way that has a different path and experiences things in the symbols that they need to understand. And so it is something quite different than the way that the Bashar’s world experiences quasi-physical reality. It is a very, very, very powerful balancing act. And very few are that balanced. But once you are, it can be extremely rewarding. But you have to also have the absolute flow and balance of communion with the Elementals, because they are the ones that actually bridge the physical and the spirit in a very different way. And for a person that is alive to be able to do so is quite an art.

Participant: I’m really starting to see how being centered and balanced is such an important requirement of reaching different levels. And even on our level, the idea of great change all at once creates disorientation, you know, like the way everything just changed in the last few weeks. And if you think that you’re disoriented through the changes you’re going through, just imagine what the disorientation is like going from a Sage to a Wraith. Many beings have attempted this, and some have succeeded, and some have not. And some have turned into what we call the Banshee. The Wailing Spirit that moans for itself, trapped between the living and the dead.

Participant: Yikes.

Willa: Now, this again is just another way to experience the self within the All That Is, of course, for all are eternal in that way. And there will, in some way, shape, or form, be a transformation that will take place eventually, even for the Banshee. But while the Banshee is the Banshee, there can be many different kinds of experiences that the Sage would not necessarily have preferred to experience. And therefore, it is a lesson for them in a variety of ways for those that choose to walk that path.

Participant: Would it not be just like when a human dies and they believe they’re going to go to hell, and then they find themselves trapped in some way, and all they have to eventually realize is that when they change their belief, they will emerge from that state?

Willa: It has a similar aspect, but it is not the same. It’s very intriguing. They actually, in some senses, in the transition from the Sage to the Banshee, are actually opening up what you might call portals to other dimensions and allowing there to actually be overlaps that can be experienced by others around the Banshee in a way to disorient others into realities they are not prepared to enter. They carry with them those rents in the fabric of space and time as if it is a cloak that they wear. And contact with a Banshee can throw you, as you would say, willy-nilly into another dimensional understanding that you may not be prepared or balanced to receive or process properly.

Participant: And how does that align with what Bashar has shared about you have to be the vibration of something? Like, obviously, these are individuals that are at a very accelerated frequency state, in some senses.

Willa: Yes. And in some senses, not, because then they become crystallized and frozen in that state. And it is, in some senses, like what you would consider to be a repeating loop for them.

Participant: That’s pretty stunning.

Willa: Yes. It can be. Is that, nevertheless, you can communicate, if you know how, with the Banshee, and you can learn much from them. And at this point, we have also learned that there are ways that can help them, but it requires those that have the same kind of marker that I myself possess: of the Anu Gene. There is something within the Anu Gene that can help transform the Banshee back into a mortal Sage or allow them to process themselves and go on into Spirit. But it, again, is something that requires a great art, and it is a rare thing. My goodness. Even in our day, eventually, you will find that it will be something more common, but it is still a rare art in my day.

Participant: It certainly shows that having humility with regards to different levels of consciousness is a good idea.

Willa: That would be one of the fundamental keys, then, to stay in your humility.

Participant: Yes. Yes. We would agree with that.

Willa: And now we also sense that it might be approaching time for you to have your break and your Holotropic meditation, which will be given to you by the Bashar. Okay. So please enjoy your break. And it has been the greatest pleasure for us to engage with all of you. And in the spirit of winter, we wish you good relations with the Winter Spirit and the happiest of your holy days. We thank you and our unconditional love to you all. And allow yourselves to please continue to bake my cookies, for when you come out of your oven, you will be sweet and delicious. So we thank you. And please, now, enjoy your break.

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Holotropic Meditation: The Winter Spirit Dance

Guide: How’s it going? Say, let us continue the transmission in the following way. Please allow yourselves to relax in your chairs. Become comfortable. Breathe easily and comfortably. Breathe easily and deeply. And as you allow your lights to dim, your music to come up, just begin to let yourself go. Just begin to drift into the ideas that have been discussed in the transmissions over the past few days so that you may allow the Holotropic to act as a reflective mirror for you and the different levels of your Consciousness as it relates to Nature, the Elementals that Willa has talked about, and primarily the Winter Spirit as you now approach your Solstice.

The center of the Holotropic, as you focus on it in a relaxed way, can be considered the symbol for the moment of the Winter Spirit itself. And all the lines that lead from it, and all the patterns that surround it, as all the other Elementals ring after ring, according to the different frequencies and vibrations and abilities of those beings as they stretch out energetically into nature, blending with it, issuing from it, constantly going to and fro from Spirit to matter and matter to spirit, shape-shifting constantly in a cosmic dance of energy and materialism and manifestation and disappearance. And spirit, like ice melting to water, and water subliming to steam, and steam cooling and falling as snow and ice once again. The cycles of Winter. The cycles of the Elementals are like a dance, and you may join them in that dance now.

As you continue to breathe deeply, gently, easily, effortlessly, and understand that while the Elementals, in their physical form, may be interpreted by you as physically dancing from time to time, what’s going on on the energetic level of their Consciousness is quite a different thing that only interprets itself in physical reality as a dance. And why many humans in ancient times sought to simulate those dances as representations of what they could sense was going on on higher levels of spirit energetically that translates into your reality as a physical dance, moving around in circles, spinning to and fro, dancing around the center point that orients you to a different frequency, a different perspective, and a different reality.

You are all shards of a shattered mirror of the One. The reflections that you feed back to the All That Is to allow it to know all the ways that it can be, all the experiences of itself that all of you are throughout creation, throughout existence. In this dance of shards, shimmering and glistening, spinning and twirling around like little mirrors, reflecting beams of light to one another that carry information, perspective, knowledge, energy, love, and light between all of you in your eternal dance, spinning around the center of existence, around the core of All-That-Is, sharing your vibrations with the Elementals to allow you to begin to crystallize those seeds that have been planted in the soil of your Consciousness over the last few days. To allow that seed to blossom, to grow, to stretch forth into the sky, and to sink down deep roots so that you may always be grounded, even as you explore the heavens and reach for the stars.

And as you go through your own transformations and your own connections to Nature, as the Cryptic will do; your own connections to your deepest emotions and connections to the other versions of your being in parallel realities, as the Nocturnal will do; and even as you emulate the vibrations of the other versions of yourselves, as The Shape Shifter will present and do; and even as you allow yourself to adopt the entire realities and the vibrations of other dimensions, as the Sage will do; and even as you allow yourself to exist in the artistic balance of bridging matter and spirit, the physical and the non-physical, allowing yourself to reach into the depths of Source to allow the blueprint and the template of all that you experience to shift with ease and effortlessness, to mold itself and crystallize itself over and over and over again, melting down in the crucible of your Consciousness into liquid form and into steam that then cools and crystallizes and falls again as snow and ice.

So that you may participate in the cycles that are expressed by the Winter Spirit in its own energy, in its own Consciousness, and its own connection not only to nature but as nature. For you are nature. An extension and expression of it. Every bit as the trees, every bit as the rocks, every bit as the birds, every bit as the streams, every bit as the clouds in the sky, every bit as the stars in space. You are nature. An extension and expression of it from higher-level energies. Doing a dance, spinning around the central core of All-That-Is, little gleaming shards of reflective mirror, reflecting to each other all the different angles of your being so that you may know yourself as fully as you can.

And in this slow, joyful spinning dance, you feel your heart awakening, blossoming, blooming, blooming, expanding. And you feel the dances in all the other realities as they dance with you, spinning and turning, wheels within wheels, gears interlocking from one reality to another, so that you know that whatever you change within yourself here changes everything everywhere. For as you turn one gear, even the smallest bit, all the gears must turn with it, for all the teeth are interlocked, and there is no space between them.

You are the change. You are the law. You are the structure. You are existence. You are the expression of All-That-Is that is unique and yet also fits with all the other unique expressions, forming the whole that supports the pieces as the pieces support the whole. You are the vibration of nature, the Elementals, the Cryptic, the Nocturnals, The Shape Shifters, the Sages, and the Wraiths. You are matter and spirit, and spirit and matter. You are different expressions and reflections of All-That-Is, of the One that everything is made of. You are light. You are dark. You are positive. You are negative. And you are the balance between. For creation is a trinity, not a duality. For there is always the balance point in between. Live within that balance. Live within that center, and you will experience the joy of your being as it bursts forth as the seed breaks through and gives the shoot that rises into the tree and buries its roots deeply in the soil of your home. So that you may stretch as far as you dare to the star and drink deeply, as you dare, of the depths of the cool waters of the earth. And as you allow yourself to breathe the clear air of your reality, of your energy, of your being, of your existence.

Allow yourselves now to experience the Winter Spirit in whatever form it may choose to manifest to you out of the Holotropic reflection that sits before you. For it is peering at you as you are peering at it, and it is elementally aware of you and sends you its blessing and its joy and its gifts in return for the gifts that you are willing to bestow upon it. So that it may provide you with a beautiful winter tableau that will be the transitional state that unlocks you from one season and carries you to another, where you may blossom anew with a different you, regenerating eternally, infinitely, endlessly. Cycles without end, without beginning, as you expand into more of your being.

Embrace. Invite. Allow whatever aspects of the elemental Winter Spirit that will work for you, that will bless you and embrace you into your home and heart. Allow it in. And sit before your crackling fire, drinking your soothing nectar, and engage in dialogue, in communication. Engage. Learn. Listen. Speak within that dialogue according to the flow that comes and goes, that ebbs and flows between you and the Heart of the Winter Spirit. Allow yourselves to drift and dream. Drift and dream. Drift and dream. And allow yourself to fall as gently as the snow, each of you a beautiful crystal snowflake, unique like no other, forming a blanket of perfect beauty, perfect serenity, and perfect peace upon the land. Be that snowfall and the vibration of beauty, peace, and love that will allow you to rest and regenerate and be born anew within yourselves. For you contain the seed, and it will bloom.

The sun shall always come.