Darryl Gets Conflict from the Japan Group

Art, Limitations, and Group Dynamics

Asker: Having listening to your talk I was able to think about many things about myself. So first of all thank you for that.

Bashar: Thank you for applying the information to yourself so readily and making changes. Question or…?

Asker: What I am thinking about is confused about this. This is what I want to talk to you about. What I’m doing now is doing the oil painting. This is something I didn’t want him to do since I was a child. Oil painting. Where I live is a very small space so I rented a studio and I also hired a teacher and several of us got together and we’ve been painting.

Bashar: And is all of that exciting as well?

Asker: Yes. Since spring we found out that what each member wanted was somewhat different in nature and the group sort of split up.

And so I wanted to, because several people left the group, I needed to get more people. And I talk to people but they haven’t joined our group yet.

Bashar: But are you absolutely sure you need to get more people?

Asker: We decided to run the group with the people who are left and it was actually fun.

Bashar: Well then why do you need more people?

Asker: And what I’ve been wanting to do is to draw a figure. So we needed… I needed to have money to hire models, for example.

Bashar: Are you sure? Are you sure you need money for that? Something that I’ve been thinking about also. Did you ever ask anyone to simply volunteer to be a model? Did you explore all possible avenues creatively of how you could get what you need instead of just assuming that you could only get it through one possible way?

Asker: Not enough, I think.

Bashar: Oh, I thought you said you were an artist. Artists do not know any limitations. They do not stop with just one way. They look at all possible ways to create something. Maybe you just forgot for a little minute that you were an artist. All right, but do you remember now that you are an artist? Does your imagination now allow you to come up with more ways that you could attract what you need without assuming it can only be one way?

Asker: Yes. What I wanted to ask you is a little bit different from what we’ve been talking about. All right. What I’m thinking about is having turned both avenues. Actually each avenue was more or less comfortable for me. So what I’m wondering is should I get together with a larger group or stay as we are in a small group? That’s what I’m wondering about.

Bashar: I thought we answered that question. What excites you the most? The idea of following your excitement is what excites you the most. That you have the greatest capability of doing something about. If two paths are equally exciting then it doesn’t really matter which one you choose. Do the one that is easiest to take some action on.

If that then, after you take the action, turns out to be the path that is not the most exciting, you’ll find out right away and then you can act on the other path. If both choices are equal, choose either. It will show you which way to go. And if you have made the choice that is most representative of your true self… did that address your question or were you asking something different?

Asker: One thing is, although I have fun when I’m painting on my own, I feel that sometimes if there are people with whom I can share this maybe that is even better.

Bashar: It is not better. It is just different. Sometimes you will find that your highest excitement is painting on your own. Sometimes you’ll find that your highest excitement is painting with other people. When you decide which one at any given moment is your highest excitement, do that thing. Or do both. You have no limitations. You can paint by yourself sometimes, you can paint with other people sometimes. You can do anything you want. Isn’t it the most exciting thing of all to know that you have the freedom to choose to do any or all of these things?

Asker: Yes.

Bashar: All those choices are contained within your greater excitement of being able to do all these different things. You don’t have to split it up into “should I just do this” or “should I just do that.” They can all be part of the greater excitement of being able to do them all.

Bashar Leaves After Learning Conflict in the Group

At this time we will extend to each and every one of you the following idea: we deeply thank you each individually and all of you together collectively for allowing us to experience you in this way at this time. Even though reality is somewhat different for us, we also are still always learning something new. We have learned that there is never an end to learning, never an end to growth. Creation is infinite and we thank you from deep within our hearts for allowing us to experience another facet of creation through you.

Bashar’s Early Departure & Confrontation

Why Bashar Left Early

Asker

Why did you finish now? Are there any more questions? Because I was told from voice staff that there will be more questions. Why do you have to finish now?

Darryl

Bashar decides when it’s appropriate.

Asker

You’re not Bashar. What are you doing? Don’t cheat us. I didn’t… because we spent lots of money, expensive money. But I didn’t stop at Bashar.

Darryl

I don’t control when he makes the connection or when he leaves. So if he felt that this was the appropriate time… because before you started to channel you don’t really know when you will… when Bashar will come. Darryl doesn’t know.

The Energy of the Channeling

Asker

The energy that you brought today is different from what Bashar brought before the last time you were here in Japan.

Darryl

I don’t understand what he means by different.

It’s something that I cannot describe in words because Bashar is like Buddha and Christ. The Bashar is existence, a being of light. So if Bashar comes, when Bashar comes usually there is an enormous amount of energy that comes together with the world. But I did not feel that with you.

Asker

You said that channeling is like a tuning with TV or radio.

That’s what you said before you became Bashar. Before, during the introduction, after Bashar came and when Bashar was asked about the question about B, said rather than quoting Darryl saying that Darryl said that this communication is like a telephone or the radio or television, Bashar said that this communication or transmission is like… what I feel that there is no distinction between Darryl and Bashar.

Darryl

Yes, but when I was explaining what the channeling was like I was using words that Bashar had explained before because I feel that Bashar explained it very well so I have no way to improve on his explanation so I just use his explanation.

Asker

Not explaining it because he say because Darryl was the one who spoke first.

Darryl

Okay, but does he understand what I’m saying? This is not the first time Bashar has used that definition. So Bashar has used that definition before so I felt it was…

Asker

Can he wait a minute? So I feel that when I need to explain upfront for new people it’s best for me just to use the definition that Bashar has used before.

Darryl

So if he… that I know because the Bashar channeling was supposed to finish in ‘92 and you were supposed to be concentrating on your business.

Purpose Behind the Early Departure

Darryl

There’s a lot of misunderstanding about how my channel—we didn’t hear what she said for the time being.

Everybody was feeling very comfortable to welcome this ending, but this is something that maybe we can talk about.

You know, I’m beginning to realize that maybe there is a purpose. Tell her to hold on. Tell her to hold on. It’s not about cheating or being cheated. Tell her to hold on quickly.

With all the stuff that is being discussed right now, I’m beginning to realize exactly why Bashar left early—because obviously he realized that these issues exist and that they need to be discussed with me.

So look at all the emotion that has come up by him doing that. So by him leaving early, he has proved that there’s all these feelings and emotions within people.

I have learned that Bashar knows what I have learned…

Asker

In that case why did staff say that we will have more questions and answer after the break?

Darryl

Because they don’t know what Bashar has got planned. Bashar is the ultimate decider of how this energy flow goes and he’s willing to talk for a certain amount of time but he’s not bound by a particular clock. Now they set up the whole thing. I understand that. But if Bashar felt that it was important for him to go at this time I have to trust that as the teacher he knows what he’s doing.

Asker

Then you should have given us that supposition to begin with.

Being Picked and Proving Bashar Is Real

Darryl

But half the first half of the session finished according to the plan, more or less according to the plan. But people who were picked were picked beforehand and I was not picked. And what I wanted to ask you, if I had the opportunity to be picked, what I really wanted to ask was Bashar, are you for real? But I was never really had the opportunity to be picked.

Darryl

Well, how’s he going to answer something like that anyway? How is Bashar going to prove that he’s real? If he says he’s real that’s not proof. And this is not about proving that Bashar is real. This is about information to help people change their lives. What I find very interesting about this is that again Bashar as a teacher knows what he’s doing and by leaving early it’s very interesting that it caused these people to realize how much anger they have in them about the idea of being cheated. And maybe that’s something that Bashar wants them to look at.

Descending Upon the Channel

Asker

Do you feel that Bashar has descended upon you?

Darryl

I don’t know what that means. It’s a literal translation by the way. “Come upon you”? What you mean by… I feel that as organizers we would like to take 5 minutes break because if there are any complaints questions could you come and talk to the booth during the 5 minutes break and I want to hear what everybody is saying. If those of you who have complained then through voice staff we can talk to Bashar. All right. But I’d like to address what he’s saying. So what did he mean, do I feel that Bashar has descended upon? I don’t quite understand the phrase. Before you said Darryl that sometimes the other entity would descend upon the channel. You mentioned that you can make a difference or make discernment between good energy and bad energy. So it feels strange to me that you cannot tell the difference.

Darryl

Is he asking me if I think that was Bashar? Of course, absolutely, absolutely that’s fine. Then that’s what I want to test. I would know if it was different.

Asker

Sorry for interrupting. I know I would know if it was different.

An Opportunity for Darryl to Interact Directly

Darryl

I don’t have a problem using up the rest of the time if people have questions for me. Maybe you have questions about channeling or something like that.

Then maybe Bashar knew there was some important questions maybe that I need to answer that are not the kind of questions you would ask him.

But maybe I can answer some of the things that you would ask me. So maybe we can use up the rest of the time and I’d be happy to talk to you.

Yeah, I have to—again I have to always trust Bashar’s timing. He’s never been wrong when he’s done his decision about when he comes and goes. He’s never been wrong. There’s always a purpose to it.

So maybe today the purpose is that I get to interact with some of you as well. I don’t know, that’s up to you.

Part of my whole process of having channeled for 20 years is to also learn to become more and more and more like Bashar. So every time I get an opportunity to interact with people directly this way, it gives me an opportunity to allow my own energy to become more like his.

So maybe he stopped also a little early to give me more of an opportunity to do that and to have a different kind of interaction.

It’s difficult to know sometimes what his purposes are or how he sees things and how he sees our world and what he thinks is important for to happen.

But the only thing I can do is trust the way it happens, because it’s always had a purpose and it’s never been wrong before.

So if anyone has any type of questions that I would be able to answer, I’ll be happy to.

Clarification on Darryl’s Channeling Contract

Asker: I think somebody just now mentioned that in 1998 you reached a particular contract saying that unless there is a special occasion you will not do channeling anymore. So according to that does that mean this is a particular occasion that you were talking about?

Darryl: Many people have misinterpreted what I said about that. That happens here, it happens in the United States, it happens all over the place.

So I will make an official statement as to what I actually said. My original agreement with Bashar was that I agreed to channel for 9 years.

After that Bashar said it’s up to me as to when I decide if I want to do more channelings, but he will always be there for me to do more channelings if I decide I want to do so. Now there have been two times that I have done fewer channelings because I am focused on different business projects. But I have never, ever, ever said I was going to stop completely. I have never said that.

I let people ask me if it would be good for me to come and do a channeling. And if I get a feeling from what I’m doing in my life and from Bashar that it would be a good time, that I go ahead and do it. But it just doesn’t happen that often right now. But people have misunderstood that I said I was stopping. That’s not true.

Dealing with Fear and Picking Up Negative Energy

Asker: Unless there is trust among Bashar and Darryl and myself this will not happen. So basically there must be a trust in order for this to happen. So I think I have always felt that as to the timing of when to begin and when to finish Bashar would decide and I know that Darryl would not intentionally interfere with that.

So in the way what we’re doing not be fully explained, it’s like a dream in a way. But this is something that we’ve been striving to realize in our own life. So basically trust is there. It’s needed. And tomorrow I’ll be coming here tomorrow as well but I have the same attitude.

Darryl: Tell him thank you. Bashar always leaves it up to me to decide when to start but I never decide when to end. It’s always up to him when he ends.

Asker: Yeah, 15 years ago at about 2:00 a.m. I saw the open channeling session on television of Bashar and next day I ran to the bookshop and I bought the Bashar book.

I was surprised and I gained confidence because I felt that what was happening in that television was what was happening to me as well. And I have come here actually to say thank you. 4 years ago I got married and I live in a narrow world inside Tokyo. This is something that I became aware of myself. I run my own shop there are many clients who come to this place and I’ve been raising flowers in that place for past 20 years so I’m surrounded by those flowers. These people who have serious problems or issues I’ve been recommending this book and actually what I’ve been doing to be frank with you I’ve been giving away Bashar books but they are fairly expensive so what I’ve been doing now is to go to the second-hand book stores where I can find Bashar’s books so I would buy them and pass them on to my…

Darryl: It’s not a question because there was a person like that who just went on sharing. I’ve been listening to the share and I’m just happy right now. So I want I want to remind everybody to trust without doubting. That’s what I wanted to share. And when people say those things it makes… thank you so much.

Darryl: I thank you very much. It’s also that we have to also trust that everything that happens is perfect too. Doesn’t matter what anyone says. Everyone has a right to say what they need to say and everything that happens is part of the… so don’t be…

Asker: I think you must have done channeling session after the September 11th incident in America.

Darryl: Perhaps I did one in October. That’s the one I think.

Asker: In the early part of the session in the video Bashar was saying that he predicted or prophesized—I don’t know exactly what Bashar used—but about the September 11th incident. And what I thought was perhaps because he has sensed that maybe he has taken a break from this and what Belle was saying made sense to me.

Darryl: Yeah, I mean, he hasn’t taken a break. I mean what he did say originally was that, but he said it was important maybe to wait to talk to us until after that happened because it would cause obviously a very big change in the world.

Asker: Yeah, I think the original… I think his original prediction was that was something like there was a 90% chance that there would be a terrorist act in New York between the 2000 and 2002 or something like that. I think 1997… between 1997 and 2001 sometime in that span. Having listened to actually what I want to say was having listened to the post-September 11 channeling that you did in October, your path makes sense. Although some of the people who are sitting in that section seem to have thought that you were quitting channeling all together.

Darryl: No, many people have thought that but that’s just a misunderstanding. If I’m quitting channeling I will get up and say I am never going to channel again. If you don’t hear that come out of my mouth I’m not stopping.

Asker: My name is H. This is the first time for me to attend this kind of seminar. Thank you for coming. Despite the fact that there are many different kinds of people in this world, why did Bashar choose a particular individual, Darryl Anka?

Darryl: Yeah, this is a complicated answer but we made an agreement to do this probably in between lives with each other. But Bashar is also my future self and this me is the one past life he’s had on your planet so that he would have a life where he could understand what being on Earth was all about. So this is a little bit of an oversimplification but what he’s basically doing is he’s speaking to you from the future through his past self. Does that make sense?

Asker: That’s why then could being me, for example, it doesn’t have to be Darryl, but somehow it had to be you?

Darryl: Well, he… I’m his past self. You have your own future self, that’s a different being. So maybe your future self could come through you. But my future self came through me. Now sometimes Bashar has come through other people but that was by special arrangement. But the reason that he started with me is because we’re the same soul but in two different lives. Does that help answer the question?

Asker: More remembered my own past life and that’s why I wanted to ask you as a reference. I mean, how does she know that she’s not coming through her own past life? Maybe when she’s asleep in dreams she could be channeling through her past life. Darryl: So then you would be like Bashar to your past life ‘cause you’re the future person. Feel that you know that time and space thing gets kind of all jumbled up. It’s very complicated.

Asker: Woman, thank you so much for doing the channeling now and thank you for the very meaningful information. It was very helpful to me. And because of the recent incident I’m a little bit scared.

Darryl: In what incident?

Asker: A gentleman’s question.

Darryl: Scared about what?

Asker: I feel that if I was physically sitting… I was literally sitting close to the gentleman who asked you those questions. What I wanted really was to talk to him and saying that perhaps it is more appropriate for this person to talk in a more gentle manner perhaps. But I was not able to do that. I was afraid that if I perhaps touch this person or approach that person I might get hit or something. That’s why. And as a result he left according to his own, on his own. And I am here. I haven’t really had the chance to talk to him.

Darryl: Okay. Since I’m feeling fear is there any appropriate way to deal with fear?

Asker: Well certainly talking about it is a good idea. Admitting that you had it. But I think maybe also if you’re sensitive you might just simply have been picking up on his fear. So maybe it’s not yours.

Asker: You said that you mentioned that I may have picked up this gentleman’s fear myself. Yeah, my question is under such a circumstance like this one I often get afraid and I cannot have courage. So what is it, can you give us some advice as to what can I do under circumstance?

Darryl: What would he rather do in that circumstance? How would he like to behave when I become afraid?

Asker: I want to run away and my emotions and my thought stop.

Darryl: Well but what I mean is what in thinking about it now what would he have preferred to be able to do? Let me ask you the question: what does he think Bashar would have done? The person had been angry with Bashar.

Asker: Probably Bashar would have talked to the person.

Darryl: But I thought in what way?

Asker: In a calm way. Calm manner. In a loving way. And he will coach the person so that this gentleman will know that this form of expression is not appropriate. But even though you have to acknowledge that it’s okay for him to express it, you can still… you know if you approach him in a loving way then he can maybe get in touch with what it is that he was feeling fear about and maybe that way would help him and also help you because you would just be feeling the love. See I think the whole idea—in fact actually we were having this discussion the other day of how to use the dark side in a positive way.

By that person having expressed his fear here he’s given us an opportunity to actually discuss this issue. So the idea I think is to look for ways to use negative energy in positive ways. And then you can acknowledge that even a person being negative has done us a service. And when you think about it that way does it feel better to you?

The Concept of Ascension & Darryl’s Personal Experience

Asker: There’s one thing I wanted to ask you about ascension. Darryl, how have you received? What kind of information have you received from Bashar about this topic of ascension?

Darryl: Okay we need to maybe make a little clarification because I’ve heard the word ascension mean many different things. Can she be more specific about exactly what kind of ascension she’s talking about?

Asker: There is a person called Gary Bono who’s been coming here through voice. I read about the notion of ascension through his books. That’s the extent of my knowledge.

Darryl: Okay well I mean in general ascension is basically just a raising of your vibration, your energy level. Raising of your vibration. That’s why Bashar… that’s why Bashar feels that following your excitement as he talks about a lot is very important because excitement is a very high energy. And if you follow your excitement then your energy rises to match it. And in a sense that’s the beginning of the form of ascension. I would imagine that if you keep doing that and keep raising your energy higher and higher that then the physical and the non-physical energies would begin to blend and it would cause a great alignment and purification within you. So I would assume that the people that are very adept at doing that are the kind of people that we call ascended masters like Buddha, like Jesus and so forth. But then perhaps you can keep ascending even into the non-physical reality.

Asker: There was someone down here that had a question. Did you have a question to have opportunity to meet you Darryl today? Since 5 years ago since I met Bashar I was able to do whatever I wanted to do and actually I’ve been doing the things that I’ve been wanting to do and I have been enjoying myself.

But the people outside of me they would say that what you’re doing is just playing. Yeah, now I used to get really depressed because when I looked at what I was doing I felt that what I was doing was really fragmented and my notion of being professional is to integrate those things.

So I used to have the experience of being depressed. But now what I do is now I do nutrition counseling, I do color coordinator and I’m also interior designer. And when I realize that what I’m doing is not fragmented at all and it is okay to be the way I am. And about when I reached that awareness about 2 months ago I encountered Star Square. It’s a company that creates cooperative buildings, architectures. And I experienced Oneness, Unity there for the first time. I reached that point.

Darryl: Very thank you.

Asker: So in my early 20s I had difficulty because just as the lady shared before I had difficulty with my own feminine side, my femininity for being a woman at that time. The way I expressed that energy was to get on a motorbike and ride my motorbike. That’s how I expressed it.

Darryl: Well that’s good too. It’s creative.

Asker: When I became a nutritionist at the hospital I had lots of stress. I had problem with my autonomic nervous system.

Darryl: She has a problem? Not at all. So I am grateful that after 20 years I am able to be here now.

Asker: Well thank you very much for sharing about channeling. When I counseling people, when I’m seeing my client sometimes word would pop up or phrase would pop up and I feel that perhaps I’m doing channeling of my own.

Darryl: It’s a type of channeling. Sure. Channeling is anytime you allow inspiration and creativity to come through unblocked. That’s why I was saying in the beginning channeling doesn’t have to be with another entity and we all have the ability to channel and all of us do channel from time to time when we just do what we love to do. It’s a form of channeling state. And now all of you have helped channel us to 6:00. Thank you for coming.

Asker: Could you finish at 6:10? 10 more minutes?

Darryl: We have 10 more minutes? Voice says we have 10 more minutes because we lost some time in that incident. One more person.

Asker: Question you. Yes you. Hello.

Darryl: Hello. This is the first time I see you.

Asker: Thank you for coming. I read all of Bashar’s books and I was very moved by that. I’m sure you have been leading your life according to the information that you’ve been receiving from Bashar in many aspects of your life.

Darryl: Say that one more time.

Asker: I’m sure you’ve been leading your life by incorporating what Bashar has conveyed to you, information, as best as I can. After all I’ve been thinking about my own life as well and I want to leave as creative a life as I possibly can for myself. What I want to ask you Darryl is how you are…

how I’m sure you have been incorporating the ideas that’s been sent from Bashar and as much as possible. And are you actually living as Bashar says an effortless life where you can realize your own dream and to be in the flow?

Darryl: Yeah, it’s getting better and better all the time. Closer and closer to what Bashar is talking about all the time. And I feel that you know in the past few years now I don’t really have any kind of serious problems anymore.

Things seem much more easy to understand and to make changes in the way that I would like to. So it’s been a very, very great gift for me. When I feel his energy come through ‘cause it really helps me change my life too. Often when we try to change our lives and try to attempt new things many things, for example fear would come up.

That’s certainly the case with me for example. So it’s okay for us to think that as Bashar says it’s worthy to choose for example find out what excites us and live according to that.

Darryl: Absolutely. I can say that you know I’ve been doing this for 20 years. Every single time someone finally really puts all of Bashar’s techniques and information to work the way he suggests they always come back to me and say “I’m so amazed it always works.”

The techniques do work and help make changes. So I always get people saying that if you just follow what he says it will work and it will help make changes more easy. And I found just for myself and from other people that the only thing that slows us down is just resistance to being our natural self because of something that we’ve been taught to believe that isn’t necessarily true for us.

Asker: I think Bashar’s talked about we have to remember that taking that step is not really a risk because there’s no empty space in creation. We will always land on something. That will always get us to the next place. There’s always another step. It never turns out that there’s nothing. There’s always something that takes us to another place. And once we learn to trust that we can step faster and faster and faster.

Darryl: If that is the case we shouldn’t be afraid of failure. Then it’s a good thing to do. Continue to do what gives us joy, what makes us happy.

Darryl: Absolutely. And there to Bashar there’s no such thing as failure anyway. Something that you find out that’s not what you want helps you more clearly understand what you do want. It’s very, very powerful to try something and see that you know maybe it doesn’t work because then you can say with absolute certainty “that is not my excitement” and that makes your life more clear so you can go in the direction of what does excite you.

Asker: When you receive a direct advice from Bashar how do you receive it?

Darryl: He gives me information when he’s doing the channeling to you. I get other kinds of information or energy directly in a sort of a telepathic way or an energy way because I don’t really need to hear what he’s saying to you because that’s like a secondary level translation. I have in a way my own conversation with him and I get what I need during the channeling.

In some ways what I get is even maybe more powerful than just the words because I get to feel like what he feels like. I get to feel how he feels.

So the more often I remember what it feels like to be like one of Bashar’s people, the more often I can become that myself because I can remember how that feels and I can do that feeling. I can create that feeling for myself and use that in my life. So thank you all very much for being here today.