Transformation and Change

Today is Friday, your 13th day.

You have placed so much emphasis on this idea of 13.

This sometimes discomforts many individuals.

We do recognize that numbers, mathematics, represent vibrations, represent the idea of energy, and we do recognize that the mathematical 13 does represent change, transformation. That is the dynamic of that particular mathematical frequency.

Now each and every one of you instinctively know this. You understand that 13 represents transformation and change, and we perceive that one of the reasons many of you have associated a negative connotation to this is because of some of the institutions that have existed in your civilization over time that were in fear of getting in touch with certain doorways of consciousness, certain avenues of existence that represented to many of them things that they thought were negative, or in your terms, evil.

The idea really is simply that you instinctively understand that the dynamic of 13 allows you to contact other levels of yourself, other dimensions of reality, other beings of consciousness. And when you remove the structures of the institutions that have determined on your planet that these things are somehow negative, you can open up some freedom to explore the whole concept of psychic phenomenology, spirit reality, and dimensions of existence without necessarily assuming that you must just by definition, just by association, attract something negative, or as you say, evil, into your reality.

The idea simply is that because your society has been for thousands of years a society of limitation and segregation and separation and suppression—no offense—the idea of contacting something that would expand you, would allow you to come in closer contact with other levels of etheric energy and spiritual consciousness, was deemed to be only the realm of the infinite and was deemed to be something that your individual society should not, as you say, mess around with.

But the idea now, as you have matured as a society, can be seen to be simply one of fear, and you can remove that fear and recognize that you have every right to explore the realms of consciousness on all levels, to explore the realm of spirituality in any way, shape, or form you so desire and see fit, because you are spirit. You are spirit expressing yourself in physiological terms. Anything you’re going to find, if you explore the idea of transformation, anything you’re going to find if you explore the levels and dimensions of consciousness that are available to you, is simply going to be another aspect of you.

The only thing that would attract to you, as we have said many times, those ideas that are negative or fear-inducing, is if you go into the exploration with fear to begin with, because again, as you know, light vibration to light vibration—what you put out is what you get back.

So we invite you, on your own terms, to allow yourself to recognize that your number of 13 is actually a number that represents your ability to open many doorways to new experiences and new insights of yourself, no matter how you choose to explore them, and to not bring with you into that exploration the fears that have not served you, that you have held on to for thousands of years. But go forth in the exploration of your own inner spirituality and the creation of your outer reality, undaunted by your past assumptions, and open and willing to redefine yourselves as you now wish to, as you now desire to, as you now want your reality to be. So it will be if you go forward with that attitude.

Bo would also remind you that change and transformation is really just about the only constant that exists within creation anyway. Everything changes all the time. Change is really the true stability—not static, but change. Dynamic change is how you are stable, most stable, most consistent, most easily capable of flowing and manifesting. Change—be willing to change, invite the change.

There will be a few things that will appear from time to time in your realities to be consistent or continuous, but again, even if it appears that that is so, everything is still changing. One moment is never the same as the next. Invite that, allow it, be willing to accept it, for when you do, you will find that you will be capable of having your reality change through you more easily, instead of fighting those changes, instead of resisting those changes, which are only opportunities to see another facet of yourself anyway. That’s all. Again, all you’re ever going to discover in any change is simply another side of you—more of yourself, more of the total being, the total consciousness you actually are.

Now that you are beginning to get a hint that you are more than just this physiological being, that you really contain a lot of aspects and facets of the infinite even as physical beings, and that you really are in total a facet of the infinite, as a spiritual being has a consciousness, a reflection of All-That-Is.

Now this many times will sound like wonderful philosophy, but again remember, we understand you live in a physical reality and thus these ideas must be applied, as you say, practically and pragmatically to your day-to-day existence. So let us move forward in this exchange and explore, for whoever wants to explore, the idea of how such concepts can in fact be rendered down into physiological formats so that you can get an effect that lets you know in physical reality that the changes you make within your idea of yourself do in fact result in actual changes in your day-to-day physical existence.

Dream Interaction and Body Image

After the channeling on Wednesday night, I went home and I asked for a change in my participations with the interactions I’m having at night—something different, you know, to really see things differently. And I dreamt of being with you guys, and I was wondering, was it really an interaction or was it a dream?

It was an interaction, but most of what you remember was your mental interpretation of what happened rather than the literalness of the contact. The contact in that sense was only momentary, but your mind played out a series of ideas and symbols to make sense out of a contact which in non-physical reality can happen instantaneously but which in physiological reality must be experienced in linear modality through your mind. You understand? So you created a dream to wrap around an actual experience.

Okay, so this is what I remember, and I would just like to kind of figure out—I feel like it ties into something that’s been a challenge for me.

Oh, a challenge?

Yes, okay. So the dream, it was more like Daryl’s presence, the channel’s presence, understood, and you were imparting some information to me about myself that I’ve been wanting to understand—why I have sort of a thing where I go back and forth within myself where I sometimes I love my body and sometimes I hate my body. And you were giving me this information, but when I woke up I couldn’t remember what it was. I remember in the dream thinking, you know, you were just about to give me this information and then you were gone or something. So I’m wondering if there’s a way we could discuss it now?

What I was telling you again is that your body is your spirit. You understand? Yes. Your presentment of your idea of yourself—of course you will perceive it differently when you hold the idea of yourself to be different. However you think, however you believe, however you are willing to love yourself will be totally how you perceive the idea of your external presentation. If you make less separation between what you call your body and what you call your spirit and allow them to be one, you will always see yourself through the eyes of the unconditional love that you contain.

So the idea is to not separate into two different concepts, even though you recognize there is a modality called physical reality, that there is a modality called spiritual reality. Even though you can say they are two and you exist in both simultaneously, the more you understand that there are simply different manifestations of one idea that is you, the more you see your body simply as a presentment of your spirit in physical terminology, the less likely it will be that you will judge it as being something less valid than the idea of your inner self. And you will start to really see your physical body as a true representation, as a true reflection of the inner light of the inner you.

I feel like I understand these concepts somewhat, you know, going through my life, and I feel like in a lot of ways I’ve learned a lot.

May I ask a question, please?

Thank you. Do you have some specific way of delineating the idea of why you judge your body presentation to be less than desirable? Do you have some kind of a measuring stick that you are attempting to compare it to, that this measuring stick is somehow supposed to be better than whatever it is you happen to be?

I think in some ways, you know, I remember recently you spoke to somebody about their greatest fear, and you see that once before, and I don’t know that I honor an answer quite honestly. But now I know that I could say one of my greatest fears is that I would gain weight and become overweight like my mother.

Oh, all right, so I think it’s tied into that somewhat.

Yes, it’s obviously so. If you say it that way, and as I’m getting older, you know, my body’s changing, it’s not youthful.

Two ideas for you. Number one: let it be all right for your body to do whatever it’s going to do. You cannot change until you love what you are. You follow?

I do, and I know that concept.

All right, I know you know the concept. Now you have to start living it, understanding it. The idea also is to recognize that the worry and the stress you place upon yourself about gaining weight is generally what’s going to cause you to do so. You follow? Yeah, so it is a self-fulfilling prophecy, as you say. So the whole idea is to really learn to be all right with who and what you are, no matter what that is in any given moment. Even if you prefer something else, you have to be totally relaxed and all right with what you are. And if you recognize that a change is desired, do not worry about what it is that does exist. Do not judge what it is that does exist, because that is what firmly anchors you to what you don’t want.

If you recognize that you may be in a state you don’t prefer, keep it as a recognition—a neutral recognition. Do not attach an emotional charge to it, as in “Oh no, I’m doing something wrong,” or “I’m going to do something wrong because I am this way.” Just recognize: all right, I am this way. Is this what I prefer? Yes? No? Don’t put a charge on it. Just give yourself the intention to recognize and realize why it is you are the way you are, so that you can gain the insights you need to have in order to become what it is you prefer to be.

Every moment is a stepping stone to the next moment. If you invalidate the moment you’re in, you have no stepping stone to reach the next stone, the next moment. Or again, like the latter analogy, if you devalue the rung on the ladder that is below the top rung, you have no way to reach that rung, because it will vanish, it will disappear. You follow? All the rungs are valid, no matter how you climb. All the rungs are valid. So this is a rung for you—just a rung. That’s it. You follow.

Learn to find out why you are making negative associations to the concept. It may be that your mother exhibited certain behaviors, obviously, that you do not necessarily prefer within yourself, and you feel that you may have been imprinted or patterned with some of those belief systems tele-empathically, as of course most children on your planet are. But just because that may be so, you still have the conscious recognition of what it is you prefer instead. And spending time worrying that her imprint upon you has more power than your ability to choose what you want to be is exactly where you don’t want to spend your energy. You follow?

Because again, remember, in general terminology—very general terminology—weight is literally energy that is not being used. And so when it is not flowing, you are converting it to mass instead of allowing it to remain as energy and flow freely through you. And the way you do that is by imposing limitation structures upon yourself, which are your beliefs, your worries, your fears, your doubts. In that sense, that is what converts the energy into mass in this case, or alters your behavior to ensure that you will add the mass to yourself, which is representative of your fear.

So relax about however you are. You are absolutely whatever it is at this moment perfect. No matter what it is that you are, a perfect version of it. You follow? Just let yourself be perfect as you are and decide what you prefer. Because again, remember, if you find that your behavior is allowing you to do things that put the weight on you, it’s because you’re motivated to do so. There might be many different reasons for this, and those are the kind of things that you have to get in touch with emotionally.

For example, it could even be exactly the opposite of what you might think, in the sense of saying, “Well, if I do not actually become the representation of my mother, that will mean that I didn’t love her.” You understand? So you have to find out what the attachment is, what the motivation is for why you would be going in a direction you don’t prefer. Once you detach from that motivation, you will not need to worry. You will just make the decisions that are more representative of who and what you want to be.

I just felt blocked on it, I feel like a self-fulfilling prophecy constantly.

Yes, but the secret always is to begin with accepting yourself as you are, to go back to zero. You follow. And remember, always remember again, none of you do anything without motivation. So find out what the motivation is, and then you will unlock the lock that you feel binds you. All right, does that help?

And again, remember, you always have and will always continue to have all of God’s guidance, and especially in your dreams.

Yeah, that’s what I’m asking for.

You always have it. Just relax and you will know. Yes, or even not necessarily with what you call your intellectual memory—no, but you will know it in your being, in your soul, in yourselves. You follow?

Thank you, number two.

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Questioner 2: Direct Voice Mediumship

Yes, good day.

Blessing. My mother and I are helping a certain gentleman by the name of Gary with acquiring a direct voice mediumship. All right. And when you use your terminology of mediumship, are you specifically referring to the idea of acting as a bridge or a link specifically for the idea of spirit entities that used to be physically alive on your planet, or is it beyond that?

Um… yeah, yes. It’s what it is: ectoplasm is taken from the medium and they actually make a voice box through which people who are in the next dimension can speak through directly to us in their own voice.

All right. I want to know if it’s important for us to continue this work with him, if he will acquire this mediumship.

It is a skill that can be done, and that your people can develop. It is something that our civilization has done now for quite some time, in the sense of having several individuals standing in a circle or sitting, projecting a kind of etheric energy into the center so that it thickens and allows what essentially would be a non-physical being to, shall we say, cloak itself or clothe itself in some form of physical materiality and take shape for a limited period of time. This can be done. However, it doesn’t have to be done that way, and the idea in a sense is that it is actually simpler in some ways if the individual can simply hear what is being said and relay it, without necessarily having to go through the idea of forming a voice box from the electromagnetic plasma of their auric field.

Is there some particular reason why you find that modality more exciting than simply allowing the medium to repeat what they hear?

Yes, because the idea in our mind is that he wants to have special films made and so forth, of people that would be recognizable in their own voice, so that we can give some proof to the world that one…

Moment—that’s not the reason to do it, and that is what will hold you back. Okay. Nothing you do is ever for the purpose of attempting to convince anyone of anything. That’s not the reason to do something. The reason to do something is because it gives you joy, and for that reason only, because it’s representative of who you are and how you operate, and for that reason alone. If you simply do the things you love to do because they are what you’re all about, as you say, it will be automatic that other individuals will find out about it. And whatever results will happen are the results that will happen.

I would recommend that you do not do it for the purpose of attempting to prove something to anyone, because no matter what kind of so-called evidence you create, you cannot prove anything to someone who does not want proof. You follow?

Oh, I’m sure that’s true.

So the idea is that any individuals who will recognize what you are doing, who will be capable of understanding what you’re doing, who will even be attracted to being able to see what you’re doing—those are the individuals for whom no proof is necessary.

Well, that’s quite interesting, but it could also bring a number of people joy in the sense that they would have a communication that they might not have.

We understand that, and again, what we are simply saying is that it’s not that that won’t happen. We are simply saying that will be an automatic side effect, and you don’t have to make it a condition of why you’re doing it. If you do that, that is what will impede your progress—making it a condition that what you do that is representative of who you are must impact someone else. That is the thing that colors what you do and actually slows the process down. It is automatic that the individuals who will benefit from your gift will find you. It is automatic. You can advertise it, by all means, but the idea is simply to do it for the purpose of the fact that it’s representative of your joy, of exploring yourself, of being who you are, of expressing your creativity. Because that’s the way your imagination has interpreted your exploration of who you are. That’s the only reason. Everything else will come automatically, and you will be of service because the way all of you are of service is to simply be yourself for its own sake. Because you’re all perfectly created to be of service if you just be who you are.

So if doing something like that is representative of who you are, representative of your joy, your excitement, your truth, your natural creative expression, you will not be able to help attracting individuals for whom that process will be of assistance. Do you understand? I am simply attempting to explain to you the mechanism of how your reality works so that you will not get in your own way by assuming that it is so much more important to do this because other people must know it’s true. That’s when you diffuse your own ability to allow anyone to perceive what you are doing.

Okay. So assuming that we do it just for its own sake, yes? Would it then be something that will happen, or is there any way for you to tell?

Yes, it can happen. It depends again upon the idea of your intention, your focus, how just exactly how exciting it is to you that you would be capable of producing that kind of a manifestation. But you see, that is what we are attempting to explain. Your priority has to be that the reason is that it’s representative of your absolute joy that it occurs, not representative of the idea of going in the back of your mind, “Oh boy, now I’ll be able to show all those so-and-so who don’t believe in this stuff.” You follow?

No, I don’t think it was that…

Well, it’s close enough. I am not saying that it was that in the idea of negative intention, but I had to point it out that way to give you a clear understanding of the difference in energy. Okay. And the idea of the purity that is required in intention for whatever it is any of you do in life—there can be no hidden agendas, or you cloud the effect. No hidden agendas of any magnitude whatsoever. You follow me?

Yes, thank you.

Yes, you and then you one and two. Two, do you know who you are? Yes. Yes, I thank you very much, number one. Proceed. And to you, good day. So wonderful to hear you speak. I’m really enjoying this.

We thank you for allowing us to reflect back to you your own voice.

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Questioner 3: Work Conflict and Career Change

I was curious about if you could help me. I have a situation going on at my job right now. Several women that I work with—

What is your job, as you call it?

I wait tables—food server at a restaurant.

All right, server of food at a restaurant, yes. We understand the concept. Eating—it’s one of those things. It’s something our species hasn’t done for a long time. You’re lucky.

No, we are simply what we are.

These women—there’s a few women that I’m working with at this time, I’ve worked with for quite some time, yes, and all of a sudden it seems that the energy is changing and it’s very uncomfortable for me to be around certain people. There’s even been some verbal speaking back and forth—it isn’t real pleasurable.

So what you are saying is that you have been thinking of leaving the job, but because you haven’t actually left, you are creating an environment that will force you to leave.

I thought about that the other night when I was there. I thought, okay, why am I creating this?

If you again are doing something that is not really representative of what you really would want to do, but you don’t act in that direction, you are very clever people and you will always generate circumstances to force you in the direction of your true choice. Right? And the idea is to take action initially when you first recognize what your truth is, so that you will not have to sit there in something you don’t want to do and generate bad feelings about yourself, which are picked up like little antennas by everyone else that are reflected back to you. Right? Do you understand?

I understand. They are reflecting back to you your bad feeling about yourself for doing something you don’t want to do. So it’s time to consider a new career choice or job. Not only time to consider—time to do something different that is more in keeping with what you would prefer to do, so that you can know you are being true to yourself.

Well, I’m an actress, you know. I don’t know if you’re probably familiar with how that is on this planet.

But how that is—well, it is multifaceted. Exactly. There you go. And for you is the only thing that we need to discuss—how it is for you, not how it is right. That’s true. We understand that your society has created large-scale generalized myths about how things are, and that you support them, and thus they seem to have absolute truth. And yet you always read about the exception to the rule, do you not? Absolutely. Why can you not be such an exception?

You know what, I’ve been really working on being an exception. All right. Now again, the idea is that you can do whatever you wish, right? If you find that you can take some action in the direction of what you would really prefer to be, to the best of your ability, and you find that there all of a sudden is no other action you can take—we are not saying that you cannot do something else as well—but the idea is, make sure the something else is also the next most exciting thing you could think of to do. Right? Right. Not something you really don’t like. Right? Otherwise, you are in that sense only sabotaging yourself. You follow?

I follow. And you know what, it’s funny, I got this information about two days ago and didn’t listen.

Well, as I said, I’m only reflecting back your own voice to you.

Yeah, thank you.

You are welcome.

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Questioner 4: Chest Pressure and Anger

Number you… Hello, and a good day. I have been feeling for over a year now some discomfort—

In what way?

Pressure in my chest. It doesn’t allow me to breathe normally. And I think it’s something emotional, all right, but I can’t figure it out.

Have you availed yourself of any kind of either emotional therapy or any such technique that would help put you in touch with things that may be buried within different levels of your consciousness?

Yes. And what have you attempted? What technique, what style, what ideas have you attempted to get in touch with these ideas?

Well, I went to a therapist last year. All right. And do you feel that that served you at all, or do you feel that it did not allow you to get in touch with anything?

Yeah, it certainly helped me a lot. All right. What else does your imagination tell you might work for you?

Do you have an unfulfilled deep wish that has never been allowed to be expressed? Do you have a deep anger that has never been allowed to be expressed?

Yes. I… well, you don’t have to get… I don’t know, it’s hard.

Yes, I am able to write. What are you angry about?

I’m angry about my father dying.

Oh, I see. And why? Why are you angry about your father dying?

Well, because he was taken away from me very unexpectedly. Oh, all right. No, nobody’s going to give me an explanation.

Oh, all right. So you’re angry about that. Yes, very much. Oh, all right. That’s all right. You can be angry about that. You were angry about it at that moment when it happened.

Yet… yes, I was very angry.

All right. May I ask you a question? Sure. Why are you angry now?

Well, I don’t feel angry now, but maybe… I mean, it’s when you ask me that question, the first thing that came to mind, and I think of—I mean, I’m also angry because my personal situation doesn’t make it easy for me to have children, and that’s something that makes me very very angry with the world and with people that’s around me.

Oh, I see. Angry with all the other people, your father, the whole world?

No, it makes me especially… oh, I don’t know, it’s just a yes. Why? I mean, I know the people are not responsible for my lack of decision, but…

Well, then who are you actually mad at? Go on, saying. You’re mad at yourself.

Mad at myself? Yes. Why are you judging yourself? The idea of being angry when your father died—in that sense, what you’re actually angry about was being made to feel the idea that you somehow might be responsible or unworthy. Right? So that’s what you’re angry about—that you feel unworthy, that you feel that you have been made to feel unworthy. You do understand that it hasn’t really left? Do you understand that? You understand that spirit beings are still capable of being connected to and accessed.

I understand, but sometimes I lose that faith or that concept.

All right, but you don’t lose it. You choose to no longer believe it.

Yes, I choose to no longer believe it. All right.

Why? Because I’m most angry at myself. Yes, exactly. Because it helps you get back in touch with the fact that you are angry—angry at feeling like you deserved to lose your father.

When your people on your planet, in your society, are raised with certain ideas about being incapable of this, not worthy of that, not valued or validated as children for being the intelligent beings you are, when you are fed a diet telepathically of your parents’ fears and the negative things that they were taught to believe about themselves, you inherit those ideas by the time you are even three of your years of age. You are already strongly imprinted with those fears and self-doubts and self-invalidations. So that when something happens like your parent dies, all of a sudden there is all sorts of blame and self-recrimination: “I’m not worthy, that’s why they left.” And then that makes you angry. You follow?

Yes. You have to get deeply in touch with your own self-love, regardless of what they may have even unintentionally passed on to you about the idea of you not being worthy of unconditional love. It’s your job to get back in touch with your ability to unconditionally accept yourself on all levels, so that you will see the things that happen in the world in a different way—other than taking them personally. Because that’s what you’re doing. You’re taking your father’s death personally. You follow me?

Uh-huh. So you need to practice learning to accept yourself unconditionally. One of the easiest ways that this can be done is to use whatever technique works for you to get back in touch with that first emotional moment that you can remember ever being made to feel invalidated—the first time you felt that heat of anger, that heat of shame, guilt, invalidation, whatever you wish to call it. If you can get back in touch with that first moment, or what is to you at least symbolically representative of the first moment, and allow yourself to totally feel what you felt then as a child but didn’t know how to say anything about or weren’t allowed to say anything about, let that feeling expand within you, let it expand beyond you, let it dissipate, and let yourself know that they didn’t intend that you should feel this way. It was the best they knew how to give you because they were taught that way—their parents before them, their parents before them. Your society has been locked in this negative cycle for thousands of years.

So you need to relax the idea that anyone did this to you. You need to simply recognize that they were in pain, and so they gave you a legacy of pain, and that they taught you how to react to things personally in a negative way, rather than simply allow yourself to know that things like your parents dying have nothing to do with you personally. And you haven’t lost anything or anyone. You have to learn to trust the timing of yourself and the timing of your life, and to accept yourself.

And once you feel that original deep pain that was first impressed within your consciousness as a child, once you allow yourself to feel it again, to replay it through your neurological system, you are then going to erase that tape automatically because you’re finally letting it out. You will stop holding it in a looping pattern—a repeating recording pattern going around and around and around and around on your nerves over and over and over again: “I’m unworthy, I’m unworthy, I’m unworthy, I’m unworthy.” You will let it out. It will burn itself through your system, and then in that space that you create, you will decide to replace it with what you would prefer to have been capable of saying at that original moment that you either didn’t know how to say or were prevented from saying.

Even if it’s an angry statement, that’s all right. If there is a moment when your parents made you feel unworthy, invalidated, it’s all right for you to feel that anger at that moment in a natural way and respond now as an adult with: “No, I’m not. I am worthy of absolute and unconditional love. And just because you are in pain doesn’t mean that you have to give that pain to me. That’s your belief. It is not who I am.”

This is what you need to begin to learn and to say to yourself. You understand?

Yes, I understand. But there’s this inability to breathe and this pain in my chest.

Acute when I am working? Yes, that’s when. So I’ve always thought it was related to my work.

It may be related to your work only in the sense that you may be forcing yourself to do something that you don’t really want to do. But I think it’s also because my work is the field in which I feel most vulnerable or incapable or unworthy right now.

Well, again, exactly—then it is recapitulating the same idea of lack of worthiness. It’s amplifying it for you. So you have no freedom to breathe, no freedom to expand. You in that sense literally feel like you’re suffocating, and that is reflecting in your physiological body. So it is therefore the field that will help you expand if you use it that way. If it is the thing you would really like to do—are you doing the thing that is representative of your joy?

Yes, all right. Then if it gives you that reflection of that negative vulnerability, that lack of ability, that lack of worthiness, lack of capability, then that is simply again showing you that that’s what you really need to get in touch with at the core of your being—by going back to that original moment when you were first made to feel that feeling, and feel it as strongly as you can in the original moment. Dive into it. Don’t be afraid to feel it. Dive into it. Feel it all, even if it is absolutely terrifyingly painful. Feel it all to whatever degree, whatever capacity you feel you can handle it, and let it work its way out of your system.

Because you have to get in touch with the idea that you are in fact absolutely worthy of unconditional trust and love. This is simply the issue at hand that you need to explore.

You can also take a moment in your day, just as an assistive measure, take a pause for about what you would call three of your minutes—not too long is it—and just breathe deeply, deeply and slowly. Center yourself. Breathe just for the sake of breathing, with nothing else to do, no other agenda, no worry, no deadline.

Now there’s a word in your society—deadline. Why do you think so many of you drop dead in your work? Because you’re always fighting deadlines. Relax. Be yourself. Take a moment for yourself. Take a break. Take a vacation. Give yourself a treat. Treat yourself nicely, treat yourself lovingly, compassionately. All right? Do that for yourself at least that much. Do it three times a day for three minutes at a time, along with everything else we have suggested, if that’s what you wish to do.

All right.

What are you done? Yes. Yes. All right. All right. One, two, three. Number two, do you know who you are? Yes. Number three? Thank you, number one. Okay.

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Questioner 5: Multiple Sclerosis and Healing

It’s great to have your energy here again. I’m always very impressed with the clarity with which you seem to see what we do on this planet here.

It is simply that we have an outside perspective. You yourselves know that it is quite easy for each and every one of you to see things from a broader perspective when it doesn’t directly concern you.

I agree with that. Let me pursue a little more of my questions on health, and particularly my own condition of MS. Can you give me some clarity? You know, I’ve taken some other steps. Can you give me some clarity on why I still have these periodic pain attacks and where, how, when—in my right arm primarily, in the wrist and hand nowadays, somewhat in the shoulder. Seems to happen more when I’m passive, let’s say in my sleep or sometimes just sitting someplace.

Have you availed yourself of any kind of body work to alleviate this?

Not body work for that specifically. No body work for what? Well, I do like before session today, I go bicycling. Okay, so that is not body work, that is exercise. Okay, I guess I should correct that. I have had some body work, yes. My wife does reflexology and pressure, she’s worked on me. I’ve had massage.

Have you had chiropractic?

Not recently.

You might want to look into that. Okay. And you say chiropractic—the bone cracking type or other types?

Bone cracking. Is there some reason why you do not wish to do that?

I am not well comfortable with the bone cracking.

And why not? Have I been touched? Well, no, I just regard it—well, I don’t, I just regard it as being a little on the crude side.

I see. A lot of chiropractors work more in the energy field. I like that better. We’re not saying that that cannot be your preference. However, you may find that even those that physiologically rearrange your skeletal structure can do so quite effectively without necessarily going to extremes of pressure if they have what you would call a refined technique. They can cause every single bone in your body to pop and crack and you won’t feel a thing. You understand?

Okay, yes.

Do some homework and find someone that you trust that has a technique that is relatively gentle but also relatively firm. We would suggest that there is some misalignment within that does need physiological rearrangement to some degree.

Let me pursue that. Let me ask one more question along those lines. I have started something new which is a Thai massage by name of Janet. First time I’ve done that. It has a lot to do with effectively working the joints. Yes. Is that something that would be of benefit here?

Also, it can be yes.

Now what do you do professionally, if you wish to put it that way?

I’m an engineer most of the time, but I’m shifting my job right now, okay, from engineer to—I’m involved in a new network marketing organization.

Very acting, that network marketing. All right. This gives you joy?

Yes, more than the engineering. Definitely. Reason I want to get out of engineering. Yes. And you want to get out of engineering. What is it about engineering you do not enjoy?

I’ve done it all my life. It’s gotten a little boring. The company I’m with is very money-oriented. We used to do exciting technology. All we do nowadays is just look…

All right. As you go from one endeavor to another, you are still to some degree bringing with you some old ways, a few old paradigms of ways to go about doing things or looking at things. In some senses, you are attempting to transfer something more physiologically constructive into more of an idea or energy concept. You understand? Yes. But as you apply old ideas, old ways of doing things to the new idea, you find that some of them will be in fact quite incompatible and may cause certain resistances within you that would result in physiological pain.

I see. You understand that? I’m hearing you. Are you saying that some of this pain may have to do with just the shift that I’m going through?

Yes, in that you may still be doing the new thing in an old way, and that is incompatible. Okay. And so you may find that it is causing resistance within you, stress and strain. You may be going about doing something in a way that requires a less force than you are used to applying in the strict engineering methodology.

Yes, that’s right. You are actually making a shift in how you go about seeing things, since the perspective required for what you call physiological engineering is quite a bit different, as you know, from the idea of marketing. Why does the idea of the marketing excite you so much?

Because for two reasons. First of all, I started out looking primarily at the money aspect—there’s a lot more money to be made in this. But secondly, I thought, that’s why you didn’t like being in engineering—because you focus on money? Well, yes and no. I said, “Hey, if we’re going to make money, this is the way to make money.” Okay, not an engineer. However, it also gives me the opportunity to work more with people, put together teams, which was really something that I was striving to do in my engineering job—a team, a team, a team.

Are you looking for a good right arm, a good right-hand person?

Well, yes, also, but I mean this came later. I’ve always felt that teamwork, working together with people, is very rewarding.

Are you learning to delegate?

Yes, I delegate a lot actually in my engineering job too. All right. All right. Is there something within your ability to manage that you are uncertain about? Is there something about your ability to communicate with people and manage that you are uncertain about?

I don’t really think so. I think I can communicate quite well. Perhaps one area is my—you know, we use a lot of computer technology nowadays. I’m not very good with a computer, so I feel insufficient in that area. But otherwise, as far as communicating with people on a personal level, I feel I am…

One moment. One moment. One moment.

How would you rate the position of what you would call responsibility that you are now in?

It has been declining. You know, I used to manage engineering sections. I no longer have that much responsibility, but frankly I’m enjoying that. It’s a lot easier, and I feel…

All right. A lot of what you are experiencing in your appendage metaphorically has to do with the idea of your ability to get things done, to accomplish what you want to accomplish in this readjustment. It will take a little time, but adjustments need to be made.

One moment. Do you swim?

I love to swim, but in fact, you know, I love to swim in the ocean or so. I find I’ve only swum in the ocean once this year, enjoyed a lot. However, the problem I have is when my hand gets cold, I get a pain attack. So I swam for about 15 minutes and afterwards had a severe pain attack. So I’m sort of not sure I should be repeating that, but yes, I love this one.

All right, we would suggest this also—immersion of your arm in warm to hot saltwater solution, mimicking the ocean water as best you can with the content of salt and minerals. Let it soak. You can soak your whole body, of course, if you wish, if that is easier for you, but we would suggest immersion in that medium of water approximating the idea of the mineral content of the saltwater as best as you can. Many different kinds of what you would call clays and or muds can be heated and applied to that appendage to allow minerals to soak in to the appendage in that way, to ease and alleviate some of the neurological discomfort. You follow me?

Yes, I hear that. In fact, you know, I am currently on a detox program that involves taking three baths a week for 20 minutes, and one of the baths is sea salt with baking soda, two baths are Clorox and apple cider vinegar.

All right. We would recommend a lowering of the dosage of what you are referring to as Clorox.

I’ve had that sense too. All right. The idea then is that you have begun to instinctively guide yourself in the direction that will aid and assist you. So thank you.

May I ask you a couple more questions? This has to do with healing in general. You know, I went through the whole Life Expo a week ago. Life Expo—all right, understand. And it’s a fascinating place, a lot of ideas, a lot of… all right. One of the things that you have mentioned also in the past has to do with all the electromagnetic signals that we have around us and all that. Yes. So one of the things I did is I bought something called a Cink from a company called Claris, which is supposed to aid me in dealing with the electromagnetic—

You do have a little bit of electromagnetic disruption pattern going on in your body, but a lot of that may simply be due to some of the misalignments of your structure impressing itself upon the neurological level.

Okay, so you’re saying probably I don’t need that too much?

No, you will find that some of your electromagnetic realignment will also be taking place in the bath solutions, since that liquid is highly conductive and will help rebalance your electromagnetic field naturally, especially again the closer it is to what you call your ocean water.

Yeah, you recommended to me before that I have an electrolytic imbalance in my body that’s kind of holding me back.

Holding you back. Along those lines, I went into another process at Whole Life Expo that has to do with testing the sound of your voice and effectively using a voice analyzer, frequency analyzer, looking at what frequencies are missing.

Yes, this is the beginning of a technology that will lead to much understanding of the addition of certain vibrations to your overall signature to allow it to be more representative of your core frequency. Yes, you may pursue this if you have the imagination and interest to do so.

Okay. The comment that was made there is that as far as MS is concerned, there is some so-called nutritional deficiency—MS—and also some electrolytic deficiency, electrical deficiency in some cases, not in all. Many of the things that your society diagnoses with that appellation are not all the same thing, even though they may have on the surface the same apparent symptomology. But many diseases in your society are due mostly to: A) a toxin in your system of one sort or another, B) electromagnetic imbalance of one sort or another, C) stress of one sort or another, D) imbalance in your diet.

Okay. In my case, I’ve been trying to get in touch whether my pains have more to do with dietary things versus stress things, and I see the baseline—sometimes I think by having something in my…

We will let you do your own homework for now. Take the suggestions we have already made. Use your imagination to explore what other areas you feel you need to go in the direction of. Obviously you already are instinctively guiding yourself in similar ways to what we are scanning and picking up from you. Continue to follow your intuition in this area. All right. If you feel that there is a dietary change required, then follow your instincts in this endeavor to the best of your ability.