Inferiority Complex

Visions

Asker: I was wondering if you would just share and just talk a little bit about visions. I’ve heard a lot about it in the 13579 and it seems that all the questions that come to my mind really that that’s the bottom line. Visions.

Bashar: Your own personal vision. The thing that gives you excitement, you mean?

Asker: I think well I know there’s a connection between a blockage in my third eye or some sort of higher self blockage that’s manifesting as higher blockage well or something that I’m not looking at something’s not clear and I’ve been thinking about I’m totally following my excitement 100% I’m in bliss 23 hours and 59 minutes a day and the rest I’m just taking a breath you know because that gets a little monotonous it doesn’t—

Bashar: But what do you feel is the blockage to your vision? What do you feel you are being prevented from seeing? I’ll put it that way.

Asker: It’s something very obvious. I can’t put my finger on it. It has something to do with my childhood. Something to do with your childhood that you think is doing what to you? Preventing you from doing I don’t want to look at it or something. I don’t know. And it’s all right. Well, I’ve been trying to go about it another way by—

Bashar: All right. All right. All right. All right. Have you asked for the assistance of what might be called a therapist?

Asker: A what? Therapist?

Bashar: No.

Asker: Have you asked for the assistance of what might be called a hypnotherapist?

Bashar: No. Why not?

Asker: I’ve been not attracting that way to go about it. I’ve asked I’ve asked the universe for help. I’ve asked nature.

Bashar: Yes. Okay. I’ve asked people that I run into but not in that direction. And what about yourself? Have you asked yourself?

Asker: Yeah, you have. All the time. All the time. Very frequently.

Bashar: All right. All right. Would you do me a favor?

Asker: Of course.

Bashar: You don’t have to. Are you sure you want to?

Asker: Yeah. Yeah. I love I don’t want you to be afraid. I love to do favors.

Bashar: All right. You love to do favors. All right. Come on this side of the channel. Sit down on the ground. Cross your legs and relax in a meditative position. Just stay there for a moment. All right. Allow yourself to just breathe and drift. Breathe and drift. Daydream, but daydream with your heart. Let your heart slowly, slowly, slowly open up, become warm, just soften and melt and let it go coursing through the entire time track of your life. all the way back to your birth, all the way ahead to your death, whatever it might be. You don’t have to see the specifics. Just open to the entire time track. Let yourself imagine this for a moment. Just be in your heart and let the images come as they may. All right? Just take a few moments to do that while we continue. We will come back to you. Just bathe in the energy.

Inferiority Complex

Asker: Ever since I was early teen, I’ve been really attracted to Caucasian people and I started to develop this inferior feelings to them. I am as intellectual as they are.

But that’s only my mindset. And I can’t get rid of this feelings. And probably because not being able to use this language as much as I want to. Maybe that puts me down.

Bashar: But you know how to use your heart. You know how to speak from your heart. You know what is true for you, right?

It is just as true for everyone else. Only when they speak from their heart anyway are they really being their true self. And on that level you all know that you are saying the same thing.

On that level, you all know you are the same one consciousness—the same one being. On that level, you all know you are equal. All the ideas of mentality and intellectuality—these are all different ways of expressing the self that you may choose to be in any given life. That is true.

But where it counts, from your heart of hearts, you are all the same heart beating the same rhythm. Beating. Beating. Beating. Living. Feeling. Desiring. Wanting love. Giving love. Wanting love. Giving love. All the same where it counts.

This concept of inferiority simply comes from using yardsticks of measurement which are, in that sense, artificial creations—which do not come from your center, which do not come from your heart, which do not really come from the true being that you are. And they—all of them—are just different ways of you expressing yourself. And you are just the different way they have of expressing themselves.

You are all mirrors looking at your own reflections in all the different ways that that reflection can shine. It is all you. You are they. There is no difference.

You are a child of the infinite. What you have to say has worth. What you have to share has merit. What you have, what you want, what you desire, what you are excited and passionate about creating will have impact on those that know themselves.

Those that don’t know themselves may not hear it. They may say unkind things. But if they are not themselves, it is they who are missing your gift, your impact, your love. It is they who are deprived of your special treasure. But do not judge them. Do not berate them. Do not judge yourself. That is an unkind thing to do and is not what the unconditional love of creation wants for you. Love yourself as unconditionally as the creation loves you in having created you. You deserve it and you deserve nothing less.

Asker: The whole entirety was timely for you. This person has done you a service. Do you feel that what this person is experiencing is something that is relevant for you? I’m sorry. I don’t get it.

Bashar: What do you feel that what this person is feeling is similar to what you are feeling has something for you to learn in seeing what this person is feeling? Do you feel connected in some way to this person feeling what she is feeling? Do you feel connected at the heart?

Asker: Yeah.

Bashar: Do you feel that the heart connection is the important connection and that everything else is in a sense superficial?

Asker: Right.

Asker: Who is Eddie Harf? This name popped out on my mind and probably he is English.

Asker: In a sense, there is a connection, but it is also a symbol of a guide. Say the last name aloud again.

Bashar: Hot.

Asker: Again.

Bashar: Hot.

Asker: Again.

Bashar: H. Spell it. H E A R T H. What does that spell? Do you see the heart energy in it? Do you see the warmth of the heart? The fire in your heart that is symbolized by that name, by that energy, by that vibration.

Asker: I see.

It is your guiding spirit in a sense. Yes, you have had connections and it is a guiding spirit.

Bashar: How are you feeling? Will you go back to the amplification device?

I’m back.

How are you feeling?

Asker: Relieved.

Bashar: Take a deep breath in and let it out. A deep breath in and let it out. A deep breath in and let it out. You have died and are reborn. Pleasant dreams to you this night. You will open up a new level and hear new things.

Canyon Ducha

Bashar: I just came back from Canyon Ducha. I was there with Carol Hos who you know who’s right behind me. And we decided to both put our names in to at least one of us get to ask you about it.

Asker: Well, we came up right behind each other and she’s right behind me. So, I’m not sure what that’s about. Anyhow, we had a—

Bashar: It means your plan worked better than you thought.

Asker: Yes, much better. Anyhow, we were both down there had an utterly phenomenal experience.

Bashar: All right. Utterly phenomenal.

Asker: Yeah, it was extremely exciting. And we didn’t have much time there. But the little—

Bashar: You didn’t need much time there. Didn’t need much time.

Asker: Although my impulse is taking me right back out there again tomorrow, right? But that’s a different time.

Bashar: This is true.

Asker: What I would like to know is well first what I experienced was the opening of a gate. It was a wide open gateway. It felt like a very powerful seventh chakra sort of updraft.

Bashar: Yes.

Asker: That was happening there. It also felt to me that this was a point of inception of possibly like the original consciousness of one of our root races.

Bashar: Yes. Very good.

Asker: And they still exist in that area.

Bashar: You are in communion with an aspect of their consciousness. Very good. It is connected very strongly to the Native American culture. It is not something that they talk about very often, but you found it.

Asker: Yeah. Because I hadn’t heard anything about it. And in fact, it seems to be shielded by the Navajos. And that seems to be a strange irony that they are in possession of it.

Bashar: In a sense, yes. But the only reason that they would seem to be in possession of it is because it is very rare that the frequency of anyone but their own kind would understand how to know that that gate is there.

Asker: Okay. I have a specific question about the host there. My impulse is to go back there and spend two or three days there. And I’d like to go down and sleep inside of it close to the I think it’s called the spider’s leg I think which is this very tall pinnacle. One question I have is about confirmation of my perception that starting at the pointed end of it’s a V it’s a V-shape. It goes off in two directions, the canyon. And I feel a progression of the energy from the pointed end to the more outward end. almost a like a series of rights of passage or levels of initiation that end at the pinnacle.

Bashar: All right. Take it as you feel it. That’s what I am being instructed to say.

Asker: Okay. So you won’t tell me anything about that?

Bashar: I can’t.

Asker: Okay. But they will.

Bashar: Yeah. What?

Asker: However, are you sure you want me to play with him like that? No, no, no, no. All right. Are you ready for what they have to show you? You mean right now or when I get down there?

Bashar: Well, part of my ready part of my question to you I’m answering your question is it’s not my question. Oh, it is a question I am passing on. Okay. I am ready as long as I have a sense which I’m hoping to get now from you or them. I was very aware of some powerful black medicine. All right. And there’s a place where I have naively gone into some pretty outrageous situations and I don’t want to do it on this sort of level by myself in this canyon. So I did have an experience of what was possibly an omen which is of a rattlesnake right outside the car in the dark when I did go down in the dark halfway down into the canyon and encounter different levels of my own fear and turn it transmuted them. Yes. regained stasis and continued. But that was after passing a rattlesnake at the top that presented itself fairly ominously, but then gently slithered away. All right. And that felt like the strategic—

Bashar: All right. Very good. Very good. Just be ready for more.

Asker: Okay. All right. Have a good time. So is it is it safe then for me to go down there and I don’t know is it—

Bashar: Depends on the you that goes down there.

Asker: Does it depend on my ability not to buy the what could be quite powerful manifestations that may present themselves to me?

Bashar: It depends on your ability to be afraid and use it and transform it in a positive way. It depends on your ability to allow yourself to know your own dark side and to blend it in a positive way.

Asker: So this is definitely a sort of right of passage for me if I go ahead.

Bashar: Yeah, they are willing, more than willing to allow you to use that particular methodology as long as you’re ready.

Asker: You say that in the most disturbing way.

Bashar: I know. That’s why I asked them if they were sure they wanted me to play with you in this way. Because it would get you going. Yes. It would start you off. It would give you a little taste of what’s in store. Yeah. Right. Okay. Well, so that you can feel that you have begun the trip now.

Asker: I would like to know also what my connection is with end of story. I wanted to ask you when I first came into the canyon, because Daniel and I were there together. I felt almost like there were tangible beings that came up.

Bashar: There are consciousnesses in that area. Layers and layers of consciousness up to the Navajo that are presently there.

Asker: Yes. I took the rattlesnake which I saw when I stepped out of the car as a warning because we were thinking of going back. It was closed the park at the time, but they don’t run people out of there and I didn’t feel right about going down into the energy. There’s a very guardian medicine type, black medicine type energy at that entrance.

Bashar: Each of you must decide what level you’re at and what you are ready for.

Asker: Well, I felt that it was a very it was snake like the energy, the black energy in sense. I felt that I wasn’t welcome there at that time and I was comfortable with that and I won’t be able to go back with Daniel now.

Bashar: But it is not that you are not welcome. It is simply that they read that you may not be prepared.

Asker: I felt such a tremendous emotional connection that I wondered if have I lived there in another time or did I have a connection or was I just reading the energy of the place?

Bashar: Your attempt at such an initiation in another life ended in your death from the bite from the snake.

Asker: That’s interesting cuz I’m the one that saw it. I almost stepped on it getting out of the car.

Bashar: Me telling you this in this way will actually work to soften any fear that you might have about this happening again.

Asker: Yeah, I don’t fear it actually.

Bashar: Because the snake when we acknowledged the snake, it crawled away and it was a very small one. It was kind of an old echo, an ancient echo sometimes. Now, one moment. One moment. Someone else butting in.

Dolphin energy went with you and goes with you in the background off to the side just sort of as a casual friend. Can’t be involved directly in the experience as you enter directly into the gate. but can go and cheer you on. Can go to a threshold but not beyond. But is there with you rooting for you? There’s a double entendre in that phrase. The root. Yeah. Yes.

Asker: You know, I don’t fear it particularly. I’m not going back with Daniel. But and I wanted to ask you another thing is you are going back in another way whether you physically go there or not.

Bashar: Yes. Yeah. I imagine that I would because I feel a great need to paint the place and to represent some of the beings that are—

Asker: Yes. It’ll be one of the strongest paintings you will ever do and in and of itself can be the beginning of a whole series of paintings that in and of themselves are actually literally gateways that actually contain the vibration of the gates, sacred sites.

Bashar: That’s what I’ve been wanting to do.

Asker: Yes. Oh, good. It is appropriate and timely.

Bashar: Oh, good. I want to ask you something about last year. Last year I went to Machu Picchu with a dear friend and with a tour and remember once years ago you told me that in South America I had been an Indian in another life.

Asker: Yes.

Bashar: And had traveled out of body extensively and all of that.

Asker: Yes.

Bashar: I’m getting an emotional reaction. It was there. Right. Yes. Relax. Let it out. Feel. Have a good time.

Foot Problem

Asker: I started crying at work with a lot of pain on my right side in my head and they sent me home.

On Thursday I twisted my foot on the instep of my right foot.

So I assumed that this had something to do with it.

Then I thought it might be maybe a root canal.

I don’t feel that it is it because I’ve had all of the fillings removed and two caps and I don’t think that’s it. I don’t know where the pain is coming from.

I left work in Santa Monica to go home in Burbank and for 45 minutes I’m driving around Santa Monica crying saying that I can’t find my way home.

I just want to go home. I ended up in Mandeville Canyon. It’s a dead end.

I finally got on Sunset by the 405 and I didn’t know if I went north or south and a little voice inside said we live in the north. Once I was in the valley, I could find my way home. That was very scary. I realized that evening that that person that was crying, so afraid was my adolescent child about 11 to 13.

I’ve done a lot of work on little Karen from one on up to 10 and this is the first time my adolescent has popped out. So, we’ve got some work to do.

Bashar: In dealing with balance for you, the highest, quickest, and strongest recommendation we can make at this time to help bring more of this to the surface so you can integrate it is to avail yourself of some very deep body work. Very deep. Deep neuromuscular body work.

Asker: I had acupuncture yesterday and a Swedish massage this morning.

Bashar: That will help begin to release all the children that you are. Okay. All the frozen children.

Asker: Last night I asked for help from my guides and I did a little channeling when I was able to go to center point and they talked about balance and the integration that I’m doing.

I’m in the past I’ve been dissecting it and going from one child to another putting it away and to do it from a whole viewpoint. I don’t quite understand how to do that.

Bashar: It will come up in the appropriately timed fashion if you attract yourself to an individual who can help you through the deep body work. Okay. Deep, deep..

Asker: The pain. It’s more severe than anything I’ve experienced in this life. It’s more intense than a migraine. Yes. And I feel it in my right temple, my right ear, up to my teeth in the shape of a triangle. I don’t know what to do to alleviate this pain. I tried to go into it and I couldn’t.

Bashar: Do you feel like crying?

Asker: No.

Bashar: Tell this to the person that you attract who will help you with the deep body work. You may find that some of this will come out in emotional expression such as crying, releasing.

In that sense, it will alleviate some of it, not necessarily all of it, but a lot of it enough so that you can work with the rest of it.

How is your mineralized intake?

Asker: I was thinking about that this morning and yes, I need more.

Bashar: There is some electrolytic imbalance through depletion of your system. One moment. Potassium. Eat it.

Gods

Asker: you told us a story about some gods who decided to see what it was like to forget who they were.

Could you tell us another chapter about those gods regarding how they developed the imbalance between male and female energy in the reality that you recognize as your polarized physical reality.

Bashar: In creating the ability to express yourself as male, as female, and in the ability to forget your connection to All-That-Is. The dichotomy, the polarization that you created between yourself totally and All-That-Is also created a polarization between all of the components that you had become.

You allowed the concept of polarization to leak to every level, to cause everything to become suspended in a type of polarized magnetic field, to separate itself from everything, to become fragmented, to continue to fragment all the way down the line into every possible segregative particle that you could become.

The idea male and female polarization is simply one level of this overall effect of polarization that has taken place throughout your entire reality which is all based on the fundamental polarization of your total selves from All-That-Is.

Still it serves you serves you to see reflections of different aspects of yourself from each other to each other to know that you contain the totality of what you see around you.

It is one of the unique ways to experience yourself separate from yourself seemingly and the coming together of the self especially through the interaction of male and female in this way. Now let me tell you something specific about the manifestation physiologically of male and female and the coming together in what you would call the sexual act. Understand that in very real ways you are each in physical terms like batteries and in this sense in the coming together in what you would call the sexual act. It is no wonder that there is the creation of a liquid medium to lubricate your connections.

For in this liquid medium of lubrication, there is electrical conductivity that allows you in that electrical electromagnetic conductivity to actually rejoin and become one. And that is why you feel as one in the joining together in that physiological way. You actually become one electromagnetic field exchanging electricity literally through the conducted fluid of the lubrication that allows you to perform the sexual act.

That fluid in and of itself therefore to some degree is an electromagnetic version of your consciousness wherein you allow yourselves to blend and know yourself as male and female one All-That-Is. Do you understand what we have said?

Asker: I think so. As we develop in fourth density, will that imbalance change?

Bashar: Yes. You will find again that as you become more receptive, more crystalline to higher energy, these interactions will take on over time more also of an energy act, more of a balancing and eventually to some degree more of what you would call androgyny. But again, you will be exchanging and interacting with each other like several circuits in a network of circuits until you pulse as one eventually as our civilization is doing. Until you transform yourself from physicality to non-physicality and blend back into the oneness of spirit.

Bashar: Recognize the strong gateway of your timing now in this your October month. The end of things, the beginning of things, the cycle, the fulcrum, the moment of transition. We thank each and every one of you.