Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energies

Participant: I’d like to ask for a balancing at this time of change, particularly between the masculine and the feminine within you, within me. But Eric and I are doing a special balancing within our relationship.

Bashar: Does this feel positive to you?

Participant: Yes, I feel it’s a sort of bridge work.

Bashar: Are you certain within yourself that this balancing act is not a compromise on your part of your true self?

Participant: Oh, I’m having all kinds of fears and doubts this week.

Bashar: All right. Had a very exciting week for you then.

Participant: I have till the 12th of October to transform my little ranch to comply with Lieutenant Goodman. And I’ve been so busy cleaning up after the motorcycle gang and creating all the various wonderful characters, particularly my friend Aaron, who makes bird puppets and his little friends. I’ve been creating labor pools, but at this time, I have to begin to act as the fulcrum of the wheel to talk everybody into contributing. So I can have a children’s petting zoo that could be self-supporting.

This is your vision?

Participant: Yes. Yeah. I dream. I imagined it. I love it.

Bashar: Yes. Okay. But I’m feeling the thickening.

Bashar: Yes.

Participant: And a lack of passion and a lot. And also at this time, like when I got the notice, it’s weird. I was up by the horses and I looked at the fence right where people come down to pet them off the street and I knew somebody had been there that day. The energy was just different. And then I got the four pages from Lieutenant Goodman. And at that point I sort of felt myself separate from the Pella Eterna archetype. In other words, I separated from Tinkerbell and Mary Poppins. And I experienced myself as an adult.

Bashar: All right.

Participant: And like my feet feel like lead.

Bashar: Good. Yeah. I guess it’s real grounding, but I get so used to—

Bashar: That’s all right. Movements of energy. You will get used to this as well. It’s about time. Slower when you have to deal with so many.

Participant: That’s only your definition.

Bashar: Okay. Now I have to learn. I’ve been so busy talking to animals.

Bashar: You must take charge of the whole vision.

Participant: Yeah. But I have to talk to people. Yes. And there’s something that you mentioned because outside of the Tinkerbell—

Bashar: Yes.

Participant: And I miss her, you know, but—

Bashar: Oh, she’s not gone.

Participant: No, I know she’s not. But this is, as you said, a balancing act. You must now ground along with being in the clouds. You must take charge by touching both the sky and the earth.

Bashar: Okay. Now, people today have been talking about past lives. So let me throw this in.

Bashar: All ready to throw one back at you.

Participant: Being Aquarius. In fact, I’ll just proceed. Old American West. It’s time you ran a ranch in the way you ran it before. It’s time you took charge. Time you put on your boots and your spurs and let everyone know who’s boss in this vision, who’s in charge of this ranch. Get back into that persona because that was a very grounded individual. Maybe a little too gruff sometimes, but that’s all right. You’ve got enough of the ethereal side now to balance that out.

Participant: Okay. I can do Barbara Stanwyck looking Big Valley. All right. Okay. I really can. I can ride my broom or whatever.

Bashar: And you don’t have to be a witch.

Participant: I’ve been practicing the emotionality and hollering off of mountain tops of people and things like that, but with love.

Bashar: With love. Yes. All right. Always. All right.

Participant: But the other past life thing is the fact that I’ve discussed this with you and also through Steven Hwitt and the Arcturus consciousness friend that Eric and I were the same—we were the same person, a Civil War general. And you mentioned something about in this life, I come back as the dumb blonde. Cleverly disguised. So you mentioned something to the effect about we haven’t learned yet how to convert the warrior energy. And I really want to know how to do that because I’ve been so busy in my last 13 years of sobriety as of October. Isolating with animals that I never got through my worked through my social dysfunctionality. I have to talk to people now. I have to talk to them with excitement and passion. And so I want you to clear me of this thickening or help me invent a way to do it. And but also how can I convert the warrior spirit? I mean, even as I’m supposed to do Barbara Stanwyck, I—what do you think that is? How can I ask people to donate their time?

Bashar: Try English.

Participant: I know, but I don’t want to come from the negative masculine energy that’s very much of the—

Bashar: One moment, please. You can be as assertive in both feminine and masculine energy as you want to be. Being assertive does not mean you’re being negative. This is what means taking charge of your vision. This is why I said you don’t have to be a witch. You do not have to be an overlord ready to chop off everyone’s head with an axe. The idea is that however you know what your vision is and that if someone is going to be on your ranch, they are going to do it your way or they can find their own ranch. There is nothing wrong with this. It is your reality. They don’t have to agree with it, but they also don’t have to be there.

Participant: I sort of get scared of my masculine energy, you know.

Bashar: I know. Okay, but that’s just again because you’re not used to it yet. That’s why I suggested that you get back in touch with the past life where you were as a female, a rancher with her feet firmly on the ground because she had the balance. She knew the balance.

Participant: So that was before the Civil War then.

Bashar: Yes.

Participant: Okay. I’d like nobody—I have never met a man that can create that knows so much about engineering and just the basic Leonardo da Vinci tricks to physical movement as Eric. And I’d like him to share as much as he can at this time with me.

Bashar: All right. But at the same time, I have another suggestion for you. Remember again that you will attract whoever you need that is reflective of the vibration that you give off. You don’t have to make it so specific that it has to be a particular individual that will give you the knowledge that will help your vision be realized. You will attract whoever is necessary. It may come or some of it may come from that individual. But do not put the limitations and the restrictions on—it has to come from one particular individual.

Participant: No, but we—

Bashar: Yes. We would like it’s real hard to just remain friends right now even and that’s also why I’m asking for a balancing between the masculine and the feminine.

Bashar: But here is what I am saying to you. I’ll just kind of allow. At this point and I do not in any way, shape or form mean this in a negative way. You must hear this first of all. I do not mean this derogatorily. I do not mean it in a negative way. I do not mean that you have to become hard as nail, uncaring and unfeeling. I do not mean that. Now, did you hear that before I continue?

Participant: Yes.

Bashar: Now, I will continue. You have a ranch to run. And right now, for your own health, you have to not care whether he remains your friend or not. You have a ranch to run. Right now, you need to be your own best friend. And when you create yourself to be your own best friend, then when you ground yourself until that friendship is based on a friendship with the real you, not the scared one.

Participant: I understand. Thank you.

Bashar: And the last thing is speaking of friends, I just thought of Jose, my landlord that I really like. And I’d like to address the universal problem of making the rent.

Bashar: All right. I’m doing this once again. I will have to do this out of nothing. Understand? Again, you need to take charge. You need to do the things that need to be done in terms of conversations that need to be had. And you must explain the situation to everyone. You must share the vision with everyone so that they feel like they are a part of it, not excluded from it. And then you will find that they will be far more willing to work with you. And in extending the vision to everyone, you will also attract more opportunities to yourself. You will be able to see the opportunities that are before you to bring the abundance necessary to accomplish what you need. But right now, you can’t even see the opportunity because you think you have to do it on your own instead of extending the vision to everyone.

You see, this is the paradox. One in the same time, you are doing it on your own. But the way you do it on your own is by sharing the vision with everyone involved and letting them be a part of it, not excluding them from it. Then they can begin to work with you. Then they can flow with you. Then they can extend to you whatever needs to be extended to allow you to see the opportunity that you can then act upon to bring you what you need.

Participant: The paradox hit me like a day and a half after the notice. The first woman I called out at Rancho Deas Robas to find out if these young guys with learning disabilities could help me get all the free wire from see me if the ranch is closing down out there. The exchange that we kind of worked out was she wants all my animals on October 12th, which is the date I have to have it together or have the animals out there. And she said, “If you’re not finished the work, then I’ll keep your animals for you.” And you know, I could not—I could not believe the synchronicity.

Bashar: Oh, yes, you could. You better start. Yeah. Okay. All right. Trust that synchronicity will work in all areas. If you are giving yourself such a sparkling example, there is no reason to doubt yourself in any other area. You have much that you can trade with. You have many opportunities that can interact with each other to satisfy the things that need to be satisfied. They don’t all have to come through you in the sense of coming from you. They can come from somewhere else through you to where they need to go. You can put people together and allow them to exchange things that they need and thus that will also pay off the things that you need to pay. That’s just the type of networking that I wanted to create.

Bashar: Then get on with it. You can have a conversation with that rancher self in your dreams if you wish.

Music Career and Fear

Participant: I’m breaking down this wall and I know it’s deservability because I’m manifesting a lot of stuff musically for myself which is my dream, my passion. I’m finally a recording artist with a small deal in the UK. I know I didn’t feel like I deserved the big deal. So, but I know I’m chiseling away at that wall, that block. And I want a jackhammer.

Bashar: Is that a brand name?

Participant: The dynamite. Yes. I want the dynamite. I’m ready. I’m ready. I know there’s something that’s still blocking.

Bashar: Take it easy on yourself. Take it easy. Easy on yourself. Take it easy. We are critical of that. First thing, first thing. First thing, recognize that you have been applauded for doing what you have been done. Accept that. Do you accept it?

Participant: Yes, I do very much so.

Bashar: All right. Back up now in your conversation and repeat after me. I have a deal. I have a deal. Not a small deal. I have a deal. That’s right. An independent deal. Thank you. The first step is the first step. It is what it is. No need to judge it and compare it to everything else.

Participant: Oh, it’s such a small little deal.

Bashar: No, it’s not that I’m feeling that way about it. It’s just that then why did you say it?

Participant: I guess I’ve been saying that and that’s wrong.

Bashar: And again, it’s not wrong. Well, it’s just a definition that allows you to know why you feel limited. Yeah, you’re still giving limiting definitions, right? And that’s all right. Now you know it. Let it go. It’s a deal. It’s the deal of the moment.

Participant: Yeah, it is. It’s very exciting and it’s very freeing because all the creative control was my partners and mine which was so satisfying. I know I would have chosen that.

Bashar: Remember this for all of you: when following your vision, when acting it out, when manifesting your vision, the path of least resistance is the path that allows you to retain the driver’s seat position. Otherwise you run into a wall. Others will help you, but assistance is not the same thing as giving it away. If it’s your vision, stay in the driver’s seat. Or it will not get anywhere. Well, it doesn’t mean anything when you finally get all that other stuff. Your vision has been correct.

Participant: My partner’s back from England after a year of deportation. So everything’s jamming.

Bashar: Jamming.

Participant: Now I want to ask you, he is in my energy space now and such an incredible person. We knew we had a connection when we first met 3 years ago and we’ve literally crawled through hell together to come to this point. Things look great. Well, it obviously was, but I ain’t going back. You know what I mean? And now is it imperative that we both—how much does his energy—I think both our energies—the success of our project is going to rely on both of us really staying centered and feeling positive and not letting any fear or negativity come in.

Bashar: More precisely, knowing that you are choosing positive reality. And if you choose fear, using it to discover what you need to discover and allowing it to transform—not not letting fear and doubt come in. No, no, no. Recognizing it, acknowledging it if it’s there, and using it to explore what it shows you, and then letting it transform. Very different statement from not letting it in.

Participant: Oh, okay. Because boy, those fear thoughts pop up and I’m on them now. Yes, I’m on that. All right. But not to suppress them.

Bashar: No. To dive into it.

Participant: I change them. I try to change them immediately because I know it’s—

Bashar: What? I do change them immediately because I know it’s just like all that old crap that doesn’t have to be there. I’m manifesting everything out of my thoughts and my beliefs. Everything. So, I’ve got to change them. It’s like an armed guard on my thoughts. It’s sometimes exhausting but I have no choice because I can’t go back there.

Bashar: You do have a choice. What is your choice?

Participant: My choice is not to go back to that person.

Bashar: What is your choice? Don’t tell me what your choice is not. Tell me what your choice is.

Participant: To feel free and in ecstasy.

Bashar: Thank you. And nothing else. Remember also when you choose—choose a positive. Do not choose not to do something, right? Choose to do something. Choose to be something.

Participant: Your opening statements on taking action. Yes. It’s really funny because there’s a part of me and I’m sure a lot of people said there is a—what?

Bashar: You notice how selectively deaf I’m becoming lately? There’s a—I no longer hear the word “part of me.” How would I say that?

Participant: There’s a notion that I have. I have a notion from time to time that I get—I’m so in bliss over just what I have now. And I know that that’s the key to feel so grateful for what I do have. And the key to expanding to be more. Right. Exactly. But then I feel like, well, if I’m wanting more, does that mean I’m not happy with what I have?

Bashar: No, it doesn’t mean you’re not happy. It means you recognize that you can have more, that you are more.

Participant: But to want more means I’m not satisfied now, doesn’t it?

Bashar: Look at it this way. You will always evolve. You will always grow. You will always expand. Will you ever stop growing? No. Will you ever stop recognizing more of yourself? And by doing what I want and having more, I will become more of myself. And then you will recognize that you can also be more and do more even though it’s physical and not spiritual. Well, you will finally reach a threshold where you will understand that there is no difference between the two and you will make a transition from physicality to non-physicality. But the idea is that it will be a smooth transition.

Again, remember that when you recognize you can be more, you can take it simply as a recognition. You don’t have to look at it as “I want.” Okay? You can be happy with who you are and recognize the paradox that when you’re completely happy with who you are, you will recognize the more you can be. It isn’t a matter of having more. It’s a matter of being more and letting your reality reflect that expansion to you.

Participant: Definitely understand the difference. Most definitely. Sometimes semantics is everything.

Bashar: It’s everything. As a writer, I know this. It’s everything. And thank you for busting and thank you for not saying it. Only a part of you knew that.

Participant: Well, I just wanted you to know I talk to you all the time.

Bashar: Yes, I know.

Participant: Do you know? I wondered if you did. I had a feeling you are burning. I am chatty. Anyway, I just love you so much. And I love myself, too.

Bashar: Thank you. It is your love of yourself that allows us to interact with all of you at this time. That’s what we use to get through to you. You are that strong. All of you. You can do anything. Everything. You are anything. You are everything. Believe it. Live it. Take action.

Break

Intermission: The Meaning of “Bashar”

Host: Okay. Many of you maybe don’t even know this. The word itself, Bashar, is not actually the entity’s name. In their civilization, they’re telepathic. They don’t have names. But he chose the word when he first came through me to represent who he is and what he’s doing and so that we would have something to call him because we use names here. Now I don’t myself speak Arabic but it is an Arabic word and he chose that because my background is partly Arabic and it has a lot to do with my own past and my connections to him and a lot of other things.

He at one time was asked to explain what the word Bashar meant and basically there are several meanings to it in different Arabic dialects. One of the meanings he has always given is that it means messenger.

Steve: We did a quick search through the LA library, which is a great resource. These are the basic meanings that have been attached to or used with the word Bashar. So I thought I’d just read them to you. They’re interesting. Bashar—and it’s also known as Bashara—to rejoice, to be delighted, to be happy, to announce good news, to bring good news, to spread, to propagate, to rejoice, to be delighted, to be happy, especially at good news. Welcome, to be taken as a good omen. Also means joy, glad tidings. Once again, good news. It means bringer of good, bringer of glad tidings, messenger, herald, harbinger, forerunner and precursor. It also means gift to a bringer of glad tidings, first signs or indications, heralds, beginnings, dawn, the first shimmer of aurora, the first glimpse of dawn. The one that’s most familiar: announcer, messenger. And there’s also another meaning from the Armenian dictionary which means provision, supply and food.

Host: Interesting. Thanks. Thank you, Bashar.

Host: I was also asked to announce again—I guess there are some people that came after the first announcement was made—that the next there will be one more session that’s not listed in the yellow flyer and that is October 6th. Sunday October 6th will be the last session here. So please write that down. And also if your name is not on the mailing list and you’d like it to be, you can sign up over there at the desk as well. Again, thank you very much for coming. Have a good time in the second half.

Q&A Session Resumes

Child with Brain Seizures and Karmic Cycle

Participant: I’ve got some dear friends that I work with for a number of years. They’re a nice Chinese couple, Wayne and Josie Ho. And they have a young son, Arthur, who’s about age seven now. About two years ago, he had a fall on the playground and a week or two later started to have what they call grand mal seizures—brain seizures. He went into the doctors and was in a coma. They had too much medicine for a while and he’s since lost his sight and he’s digressed.

He’s lost most of his memory bank as far as going back to being a child again. They’ve spent almost a half million dollars medically here in the LA area and researched all they could. They being Chinese, they have also been attending a Chinese master from their country who has just been here recently and gave some insights, but really nothing to help solve them. They have also, I might add, done a number of things that you have recommended. They have looked into how this serves them. They found a number of great insights although it’s been a tremendous physical and mental load on them. It’s really increased their spirituality and their faith. I really thought that was great but they’re still under this tremendous burden that so far nobody has been able to find out what’s causing these brain seizures and is there anything on the future that may be able to help them out to help him heal. Could you maybe give any possibility?

Bashar: One year—October month 1993—breakthrough will be made with this individual. This is continuation of a self-imposed karmic cycle, a balance, in this case an atonement chosen for the purpose of making a transition and a shift in perspective very rapidly within the soul, as a continuation from another life of something done which now is being atoned for. It did not have to occur this way, but the soul chose this as a very accelerated way in which to experience certain kind of perspective and shift in consciousness.

In October month 1993, opportunity for certain kind of neurological breakthrough which will aid and assist in the balancing of the brain hemispheres neurologically. Then may be a period of autistic withdrawal or insight which child is capable of emerging from perhaps on or around between the years 9 to 12 years of age. In this period of 9 to 12 will be the determination made as to whether this child feels it wishes to remain as a physical being or whether it wishes to move on to non-physical reality having accomplished its task.

This will still continue to be what you would call rocky time for the parents, but they have chosen to see this child through, to allow it the opportunity to give it the support and the safe sanctuary necessary to allow it to learn from what it has done in the way that it has chosen to learn. By pushing itself into this corner, by short-circuiting itself in this way to force itself to look at an issue over and over and over again within a certain psychic manifestation of what the child is experiencing.

They can learn to communicate very strongly. Use this opportunity to communicate very strongly with the child’s guides. The guides can communicate directly to the parents. The entire issue can be laid out in their dreams from the guides, giving great understanding to the parents as to what the issue is, how it can lay out, and what assistance they can directly be. There will be a time when they can seek the attention of an individual who may help with this neurological balancing. But that will not be yet for some time to come as the child must go through this particular sequence of events first in order to feel that they have accomplished what they chose to accomplish—forcing themselves to look at certain issues that they did not understand in the past life.

Participant: They understand what has been said.

Bashar: That is all we are allowed to say for now. The guides will take over from here. It is their duty and their job and not our dominion at this time to say more than we have said.

Child Abuse and Breaking the Chain

Participant: I wonder if I could ask one more serious question that I know I’ve felt and probably a lot of other people. It seems recently in the last year or two that there’s been a tremendous amount of exposure of coming forth of the recognition of a lot of child abuse in particular. I’m talking about a lot of sexual molestation from the father to the children and sometimes the mother also. I know a lot of us I think have been wrestling with this trying to find out how this serves us and the role that this is playing, also the tremendous burden that is placing on a lot of these children.

Bashar: Well, of course it is bringing the issue to your attention of the blocks that many of you have received, the abuses that many of you have received as children, and that this cycle has been perpetuated for many hundreds of years and now is time to break the chain. So many children have been reborn with the understanding that as this comes to light in their situation, as your society now recognizes that this chain exists within you, that you will now avail yourselves of the opportunity to finally break this chain by getting in touch with these blockages of emotionality within your own beings and transform them so that you can break this chain and it will no longer have to happen to the children of the future. Do you understand?

This is not to say that it must happen this way. But sometimes the idea of such an act is what is necessary in your society to bring to your attention that these things exist within you. So many children have been willing to place themselves in these situations to bring this to the attention of your society so it will not have to happen again.

Participant: And is this kind of an effort to help a lot of the parents or the adults realize their lack of integration?

Bashar: As we have just said, the adults have continued the chain. They themselves have abuses. They themselves have emotional blocks. And they are only the perpetuators of a chain that they are handing on to their children. And so it’s really our opportunity now to break this. Yes, you must break this chain. Very good. Thank you. These things all will come to light in this transformational age. Now you must face these things within yourself as many of you are doing. You must recognize that you have some of these emotional blocks and you must allow them to be faced and allow them to be transformed. So it will no longer be necessary in any way, shape, or form to express your inner feelings of lack of control by dominating others outside of yourself.

Participant: So it’s the reason a lot of the males, the fathers that have been into that role, they have so locked themselves in with their own inner beliefs and ideas.

Bashar: Yes. They have not in any way, shape or form been allowed to be in touch with their own sensitivity, own emotionality. And so they are in a state of rage. They are in a state of rage in this sense when they see things that represent to them the things that they were denied. This rage must be cooled. They must face these inner emotionalities at the time that they were implanted within them by their own parents. They must come to terms with these emotions that were unexpressed at the time. They must be allowed to express these emotions now in a safe haven. And they must allow themselves to get this out of their system. So they will no longer feel these things building up within them over time. So they will release these negative emotionalities. And so they will be able to express the love that they themselves feel they never received.

Health, Past Life Readings, and Following Excitement

Participant: My health is improving. Every day. I can walk better now. In fact, I can walk without pain. Since I allowed my blue man to integrate within me—my guiding spirit seems to be more active than it has ever been.

Bashar: No, just as you are paying more attention than you ever have.

Participant: True. Things are happening so fast that I hesitate to ask this question, but I’ve been wondering if I’ve been led to an herbalist who’s helping me a lot. And she also gives me hands-on massages which are very beneficial especially with the relaxing of the pain. I wonder if past life readings would be beneficial to me. If a treatment called Vita Forum would be better than the herbs and anything of that nature that—of course I guess now I want to hurry along.

Bashar: All right. But do not be impatient. Remember to enjoy where you are.

Participant: Oh, I am.

Bashar: And by enjoying where you are, that is what will accelerate you to move forward. Now, yes, there will be some benefit, not exactly in the way you think, from the exploration of about two or three of your past lives. This would be a playful exercise for you that will open up certain ideas more for the purpose of inspiring you in certain unexpected directions more than the idea of gaining a history lesson.

At this time, we would recommend that you stay within the general herbal pathway that you have begun rather than diverting off of it for the moment. All right. Yes. Although we would also recommend deep breathing exercises. That portion of any idea is always very good for any of you. Deep regulated breathing is one of the strongest ways to align and balance your entire system.

Participant: All right. That’s happening already.

Bashar: Okay. Does this answer your question sufficiently?

Participant: Yes. However, there’s one more thing I’d like to have clarified. I’ve been led to believe that in order to facilitate the writing that you pointed me toward, I should go back into commercial and modeling work. And I have had offers and I think I should accept them. But I’m—

Bashar: You think? Well, but you’re not sure. Well, which means it doesn’t really excite you.

Participant: Yes, it excites me. But I think I’m supposed to do the writing first.

Bashar: Again, you must trust your own synchronicity. Very good. But act in the direction of whatever opportunity presents itself to you that is the most exciting thing you can imagine doing that you are capable of doing something about at that moment.

Participant: Well, it’s being pushed.

Bashar: Then you will have your answer. So, I guess I’ll do it. All right then. And if you do it, do not necessarily expect that you must carry it through to a logical conclusion. Because very often opportunities that are presented to you that are representative of what excites you simply are presented to you to get you to act in a certain direction. It doesn’t mean you have to carry it all the way to the end. Follow your excitement if it shifts. Sometimes the first step is all that’s necessary.