Meditation: Accessing the Transformational Persona

Meditation: Accessing the Transformational Persona

Here is a meditation to access the power of your transformational persona.

Become comfortable in whatever position you wish to become comfortable in. Close your eyes or keep them open. It does not matter. And take three deep breaths.

All right, three more. And three more after that. Three times three. Do not hyperventilate.

Relax. Easy, long, resonant, deep, creative, fulfilling breaths. Easing into a new state of awareness, a state of awareness that is far more representative of the you you prefer to be.

While you are relaxing, while you are soaking up the energy of your own creative breath, remember this. You are a different you from moment to moment.

You are not the same you you were a moment ago. In the next moment, you will be another you, not the same as you are right now. If you allow yourself to be a completely different you, you can begin to understand the following things.

You live in the present. You exist in the now.

It is the only experiential place in time that you do exist. What you call the past, what you call the future, those labels that are created from the concept of continuity are your illusions, are your creations. They are real while you play in them, but they are your creation. And they are only as arbitrary as you define them to be. There is no fixed future. There is no fixed past. You create both the future and the past from the present which is where you exist here and now.

As you define yourself to be now, so you create ripples in your past, ripples all up and down the timeline to your future. You change the past and you change the future from the present. Because if you are a different person now then different things happened to create you in the present. You have a different history and you have therefore a different future as well.

Anything you no longer prefer as an association will no longer exist for the you you define yourself to be in the present. Anything in what you call your past that you believe up to this point has been holding you back from being who you prefer to be no longer exists if you simply define it out of the definitional equation that is your present self. Change the equation in the present and nothing that has been attached to the old you will have any effect on you any longer.

Remember, what you call a habit, a habitual ritual, a pattern, is something that you do that you don’t know you’re doing. Once you know you’re doing it, once you know you have a habit, you don’t have it anymore. You have to be beyond it in order to know you had it to begin with. The only reason it would seem to continue, the only reason it would seem to repeat is because your definition says that that’s what a habit does. Once you know you have it, you are a different person and you no longer contain it. Don’t act like it will repeat and it won’t. Don’t believe that it must repeat and it can’t.

Know that your reality will be what you want it to be when you want it to be how you want it to be.

Imagine in any way, shape or form that works for you. Feel it, see it, smell it, taste it. It does not matter at this point. Just know in any way, shape, or form that you need to know that you are now relaxing and sinking down to your place of perfect peace, to your centered state of vibrational existence.

And if you find that what you call your analytical mind is chattering along, that is all right, too. Do not make an attempt to shut it up. Let it talk all at once. Because this is a place where you integrate, where you let everything in. And letting everything in drives you into a deeper state of relaxation. You do not need to keep things out to get there. You need to let it all in to get there. The more energy, the more mass you let in, the deeper you will sink into the softness at the center of your being.

Any noise that you would have formerly called a distraction, know it is there for a reason. It is a part of your orchestration. Let it in. Acknowledge it. Invite it. Accept it. Integrate it. Acknowledge, invite, accept, integrate.

Acknowledge, invite, accept, integrate. You cannot change what you do not own. Own it. It’s your creation. It doesn’t mean you have to prefer it, but if you don’t own it, you can’t change it into what you prefer it to be. If you deny it, that’s not mine. Has nothing to do with me. If you run away from it, you have no control over it. Embrace it. No matter how you have been taught to fear it, embrace it, love it, and you will change it. Accept it for what it is, and then you can do anything you want to with it. Because it becomes, as you say, putty in your hands. More appropriately, it becomes putty in your heart because your heart is a furnace, a crucible in which all solid realities melt down into the plastic puddle of golden light. And you can make anything you want out of it from that point forward.

Breathe and know regardless of what your mind tells you, regardless of any other old beliefs, know at this point beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are now at the center of your place of total receptivity, total acceptance, total integration. You have the ability to create or recreate this vibrational reality anytime, anywhere. You need no special conditions. You are a special condition unto yourself. You are an environment. You are a universe unto yourself.

Sea of Light Meditation

Anything that now comes up, let it be reflective of a release of old ideas. Exhale and expel them. Transform them. You are not denying them. You are not getting rid of them. There is nowhere to get rid of anything to. There is no outside. You are transforming them and seeing the reactions in your bodily form, your bodily consciousness.

And now in whatever way works best for you, imagine simply that you are a bright shining crystal and that this crystal is floating on the surface at the surface level with the surface of an infinite energy sea of blue white undulating light. And you look as you bob up and down in the waves, this little crystal that you are in this infinite sea, you look all around to the horizon in every direction and you see it is infinite. The horizon goes to an infinite sky above you, all the way above you. Bright bright sky above. And as you look down, deep, deep sea below, infinite sea stretching below, deep, deep blue. The sky above, bright crystallin blue. The sea surface all around you, brilliant blue, white, crystallin, liquid light. And you just float. And you relax. And you bob up and down in the waves. And you enjoy being at the center of all creation, being granted the ability, the opportunity to view what you may call God’s eye view, the center of All-That-Is.

And you know that stretching to the infinite horizon is also the awareness of All-That-Is. And it sees itself from every point and every place within that infinite sky, that infinite surface and that infinite depth. It is all alive and all aware and every point within it is a point of view, a reality unto itself.

You do not have any way to know where you are under that sky in that sea. You could be anywhere. It would be infinite from any point and would be infinite in all direction. There is no way to tell if you’re halfway, part of the way, almost all of the way. There is no way to arrive at it. Goes on and on.

And you now understand that it is not a matter of struggling and striving to reach something. It is not a matter of it going on and on and that is an interminable and infinite and suffering road forever. It simply means that anywhere you are you have arrived. Anywhere you are could be anywhere else in that sea. What makes that particular area unique is not where you are in the sea but what you are. Who you decide to be at that point at that place in that infinite sea. That is what decides where quote unquote and when quote unquote you are.

It is a clean slate. You are at zero, the center of it all, your ultimate and infinite resting place, the place of perfect peace.

And as you make this realization, you begin to melt. Your edges soften. You’re not as sharp as a crystal. You begin to dissolve. And as you dissolve, you spread as a radiating circle across the entire surface of the infinite sea out and out and out and out until you cover the entire surface. And every wave and every motion and every particle on the surface of the sea is now within you.

And as the shining light from the sky shines down upon you, it lifts like steam the particles that you are. And you rise and fill the volume of the infinite sky. And even as you rise to fill the sky and cover the surface of the sea, some of the particles sink until you fill the volume, the infinite volume to the farthest depths. And then you keep going forever and ever. The sea and the sky are within you. You fill the volume of your reality and you are at the center of your reality.

This is not a selfish idea. For you now understand that in supporting in serving the totality of the volume, you are supported by the volume. As you serve, as you support, you are supported. As you love, you are loved.

You will never lose your individuality because there is only the individual you to fill the universe that you are becoming homogeneous with. And every single being and this is the paradox of it will see it the same way from the same perspective. All of this expansion will always be happening to you from your unique point of view. And the same will be going on for all other points of view. And this is the nature of multi-dimensional creator. It is all real.

And now you allow yourself to feel the volume of the infinite. You fill the sky. You fill the surface. You fill the depths. You are expansiveness itself. You are infinity itself. You are eternity itself.

Know that whether these concepts are making sense to your analytical mind or not, you are understanding. You are feeling. You are knowing.

Now you decide how you will experience any level that you want to turn this volume into. You are now the sole determiner of how this volume will crystallize into whatever matrix into whatever pattern you desire it to be. From the center out, see the entire volume crystallized in a perfect pattern that represents clarity, perspective, and insight, stretching to the ends and going on forever. There are no ends. Forever and ever. You are connected to it all. It is all connected to you because you are it all. It is all you. It is neither this or that. It is this and that. It is not just the creator or you. You are the creator. The creator is you. The creator is All-That-Is.

And it isn’t even necessarily what you may call a creator for that term is created within time. It is a dynamic existence, self-aware. It is eternity. It is infinity. All of time and all of space is within it. It is not within anything but itself.

And now as you see the entire volume filled with this crystallin understanding, focus on the one facet at the very center. Wherever you determine that center is will be the center and then focus on another facet and that is now the center. And whatever you determine that facet is that is the center and there the center shall be and another facet and another facet and another one at a time one after another or multiple simultaneously it does not matter they are all at the center because it is infinite in all directions. So the center is anywhere you are. Everywhere you are.

Bring your consciousness back to the focus of your individuality. And with three deep breaths, lock that understanding of all you have experienced in this meditation into the facet you choose to be at this moment in time. And know beyond a shadow of a doubt that that understanding that that choice of continuity will be in every single facet you ever decide to be. And that your freedom to be any facet you want is inherent in the understanding that you are all facets you possibly could be and that they are all you.

Again, this is not simply a philosophy. It is the vibrational state of dynamic existence itself. Open your eyes. Orient yourself in any way, shape or form you find is comfortable.

But remember this you, the you I am addressing now is not the same you you were a moment ago. You are not the same individuals. Some of you may think I look the same. That is your illusion of continuity to let you know you are dealing with the same signature vibration, the same overall concept. You are not the same. You are not the same body. You are not the same mind.

Remember your body does not contain your spirit. Your body is your spirit expressed in physical terminology. Your body does not contain your consciousness. Your consciousness contains your body. Your body is an idea. Your persona is an idea. It is an expression. It is a creative act. It is a channeling. It is a face. One of the faces, one of the infinite faces you have, one of the infinite faces you are, one of the realities you can be.

All of you now stand up and stretch your new body. Begin to allow yourself to understand that from this moment forward, as you create time to exist, every single moment of time will create a new body. And that moment by moment, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, week by week, and year by year, at whatever rate you are comfortable with, fast or slow, you will allow yourself to redefine the beliefs, the emotions, and the thought patterns more the direction you prefer them to be. And that you will be the person, the persona that is reflective of the reality you desire.

Sit down.

Here is the final point to this idea. Are all of you ready to pay attention? Are you sure? All right. Thank you very much. Looking for conviction is what I am doing. Remember that that is one of the things of the new definition that you say you prefer to be conviction boldness.

Now the whole idea even though we have been using colloquial terminology is not necessarily a matter of becoming who you prefer to be because becoming who you prefer to be still implies it’s going to take some time. Therefore, understand this. All realities exist now. They all simultaneously coexist. The you you say you want to become exists right now. Right now. Oh yes. Right now. It exists right now.

The stronger you can identify not with it but as it, the sooner the reality that is reflective of that you will occur in your life.

Therefore, with your imagination, with your inventiveness, with your creativity, the stronger you can act out, the stronger you can construct a version of you that you believe is representative of who you want to be.

The more you can act like that construct, the sooner you will have the reality that is reflective of that person because you will be that vibration and you can have no other reality at that point other than the vibration of who you are being.

Physicalizing Your Desired Reality

We will refresh your memory with the idea once again of allowing you to physicalize as much as possible. Act out stage as you say mock up as much as possible the scenario you prefer in your life. All physical objects are props. They have no meaning in and of themselves until you give them a meaning.

So if you feel, if you desire, if you imagine, if you envision a particular scenario that you think would be just the sparkling reality, the most exciting reality you can picture, one of the easiest ways to become that persona, is to set aside some actual physical space alone or with friends and put the closest representational physical props you can in that space to actually create the environment you want as closely as you can. Then live in that environment for a while. Play in it. It is your playground. It is your template. It is your pallet. It is your visualization tool. Create it physically as best as you can. Surround yourself with the physical things that are representative of the reality you say you really want. Don’t surround yourself with the physical things of the reality you don’t prefer.

Reinforce the idea of the vibration you prefer. Act it through. Act it out. Play the scenario out physically as much as you can. Identify as that person. This is who I am. If you really are that way, how would you act that is different from the way you’re acting now? Act in the different way. Set up the pattern. Set up the vibration. Turn yourself into that frequency by acting as that being.

Then you will see very very assuredly all of the physical objects that in your terms are the real props will begin to attract themselves to your life to replace the temporary props, the representational symbolic props you have created. That is one way. In other words, your physical reality that you have for so long thought to be outside yourself is made of you. The chairs in the room, the walls of the room, the floor of the room is made of you literally.

So if you want to be a particular reality, if you are a particular idea, create the representations that are more representative of the vibration you want to be. Get that reflective feedback from your exterior reality of the vibration that is more what you prefer. And then you will create a loop, an expanding, accelerating cycle where you will get that feedback because you have put it out there. You will reflect that back to it. It will reflect more back to you. You’ll reflect more back to it. You will build up like a reactor until you explode in ecstatic manifestation. That is what you can do.

Now, of course, you can do this negatively too. You know, and from that I judge that many of you have. The idea is to simply understand that it’s the same process. Same process. When you allow yourself to play victim, you surround yourself with the things the victim loves. Oh, poor me. Oh, look. I’ll interpret anything I see in a miserable way. I will hope it will get better. But hope implies doubt. So I’m not really sure that it can. Oh me, I’ll walk like this because I will assume that my reality has turned against me and that I’m experiencing a negative thing. Therefore, I’ll act the part. I’ll look at all the gloomy stories and I’ll nod my head and agree with them. I’ll look at the gloomy pictures or I may try to cheer myself up, but I know it’s probably useless. All right, that’s creative, too. Take nothing away from that. That is a good act. Very creative. However, if you don’t prefer it, you don’t have to have that one. You can create whatever you want. It’s up to you. Up to you completely.

Physicalize it as much as you can. Surround yourself with the things that are representative of the reality you say you prefer. Don’t do the things that are representative of the reality you say you don’t want anymore. Don’t reinforce it.

Now, some of you will say, “Well, all right, then that means if I feel like I want to go out and splurge on a $100,000 dinner, I will. Well, I don't have the money. So, how can I do that?" Again, start with what you can. Mark it up physically. Lay it out. If you have a friend that owns a restaurant, go in after hours if you wish, or go in while it is open. Play the scenario out. If what you would order would not represent your$ 100,000 dinner, then play order. Do not order something that is not representative of what you want. Order an empty plate and fill it with your imagination or put some representation on the plate of what you believe represents your $100,000 dinner. Well, maybe for some of you, this is something you may prefer to do after hours rather than having everyone in the restaurant look at you enjoying an empty plate. That is up to you.

The more creative you can get with it, the more you can identify with the excitement you would feel if you knew the situation were real, because it is, the sooner you will attract it synchronistically, coincidentally, spontaneously, and automatically in your life.

Basically what we are saying is you have many many many outlets, many scenarios, many stages upon which you can mock up the entire idea. Do so because you are tactile beings. You are physical beings as well as the idea of spiritual beings. Use that. Do not deny the value of physical reality. Use it for yourselves. Use the physical symbols. Reinforce the physical symbols that are representative of the physical reality that would be reflective of the spiritual expansion you want.

Spiritual expansion cannot take place at the expense of physical reality. You have chosen physical reality. The way to expand is to integrate physical reality in a loving way into your understanding and your definitions. Denying it is not a spiritual expansion. It is a spiritual cutting off. Allow yourself to see the positive side of the physical dimension. It is a beautiful reality. Create the things in it that are beautiful to you. Start with whatever props you can create and let them crystallize into what you call the real symbols. They will use that kind of energy, use that kind of creativity and you will find everything falling into your lap automatically.

Final Formula

I’ll give you one final formula. Now this again will also perhaps happen in varying ways to varying degrees but I’ll set the stage. I’ll make the suggestion just to see what you decide to do with it.

Let us now assume the following axiom. Are you ready? Are you sure? All right. Everything. Everything that I do not specifically forbid will happen.

How about that one? Now repeat after me. Everything. Everything I do not specifically forbid will happen. Let’s see what happens.

Now once again remember you’ll be able to handle whatever does happen. All you have just done with that statement is given yourself permission to allow the things that need to happen to start rolling in. It will not happen faster than you can truly handle it. You are not going to be out of control. It is not a big steamroller coming down a hill to flatten you into jelly. And you don’t have to worry. Did I forget to forbid something? I don’t know. You already know what you’re doing. You already know what you’re doing. All you have now done is simply given yourself permission to realize you already know what you’re doing. Relax.

Phase Two: Excitement & Abundance (Anima)

Transition

We will now begin the second phase of this interaction. Halfway through this phase, we will take a short break.

From this point forward, we will allow the consciousness of Anima to come through a female of my society. We would remind you that while we have outlined that there are three sections to this interaction, there are actually four. The implied force being your exposure to the frequency of the male, the female, and then the blended whole for that centered state is what will allow you to take advantage of all the other things.

We will say we will address you once again at the ending of this interaction. But for now, we will allow a moment for a change. [Applause] nice heat.

Greeting & Feminine Aspect

All right. I’ll greet you all this day of your time and allow us to begin in the following manner.

Understand that many of you have had many notions about what you call the feminine aspect of life. We understand that there is a great deal of polarity and a great deal of dichotomy upon your planet with regard to what you may call the masculine and the feminine aspects.

But each and every one of you are now coming to an understanding that each and every soul is neither just masculine or feminine, but is both in a sense contains the ability to manifest itself from physical life to physical life as one or the other or even what you may call a combination of effects.

The idea simply is that it is a representation in your physiological terms of one of the ways polarity can be experienced. For polarity is one of the definitions of physiological reality.

Now the idea more often is that femininity has been labeled upon your planet as the idea of passivity and to some degree that is so and masculinity has been labeled as the idea of aggressiveness and to some degree that is so. But you all know that there is feminine assertiveness and there is masculine passivity. You all know that you are capable of both sides when you allow yourself an opportunity to explore and discover those aspects within you.

The idea of blending and balancing those issues is what allows you to truly live in the moment. Allows you to truly be spontaneous in your own right as the unique individual that you are. The understanding of the blending of the feminine nurturing aspects and of the masculine assertion aspects of the outward expressions and the inward recognitions. A balance of these issues is what will allow you to live in the present and in living in the present that is where you can have the sharpest tools for the creation of excitement and the creation of infinite and unlimited abundance in your lives.

Deserving Abundance & Excitement

Allow me to remind each and every one of you just in case you have forgotten. You deserve all the abundance and all the excitement you can imagine for no other reason other than the fact that you can’t imagine it. You don’t need a special reason to say I deserve abundance. You don’t need a special reason to say I have to earn happiness. If you can imagine it, if you can perceive it, if you can conceive it, that is sufficient to say that you deserve it. Were it not something you could have, creation would never have allowed you the facility to imagine it because creation does not do pointless and extraneous things. You know, maybe you don’t know that. Allow yourself to begin to know that there are no extraneous and pointless creations within existence.

If you find within your heart of hearts, within your spirit of spirits, within your soul of souls, within your flame of flames, that you have an overwhelming desire for a particular thing that excites you above and beyond anything else, that desire in and of itself is the signal that that is true for you, that that is correct for you, that that is best for you, that that is your path, that that is your goal, that that is who and what you are, or you would be excited by something else.

Excitement as Bashar has explained many times is your physical translation of the vibrational energy that represents the path you chose in this life. The things that excite you the most are the harmonic resonances that represent your alignment with your path of effortless excitement and abundance.

Excitement is the answer that many of you have always asked for when you say give me a sign. Why am I here? What is my mission? What is my purpose? What am I supposed to be doing? And something comes along that is more exciting than anything else. And because of the way you have been taught many times you say I recognize that you are very exciting but I can’t be bothered with you now. I’m very busy looking for my purpose in life. Everyone has told me that looking for my purpose is supposed to be a very serious thing and so I have to apply myself in a very serious way and I have no time for fun. I’m sorry to say.

Be that as it may, the thing that taps you on the shoulder and says I am the most fun you could be having is the answer to the prayers that you have been sending up. The most exciting thing that comes along that you can be doing with integrity. Important point with all the integrity you have all the unified unconditional loving service that you have within you the thing that you can do that is the most exciting thing that can be done in that way nothing else is who you are at that moment.

You can try and you can try very hard to be someone else you can try to live someone else’s story as has been pointed out and that’s when you get tired that’s when you get run down that’s When you get how do you say diseased because you are trying to be someone you are not. Trying is tiring. Maybe that’s why they begin with the same letters. I don’t know.

But when you allow yourself to understand that the doing of the thing that excites you the most is who you are. And because it excites you, it’s going to be effortless. And because it’s effortless, you’ll be able to attract abundance before you know it. When you understand that’s who you are, I should think you wouldn’t want to do anything else. I should think that you would stop trying and stop struggling to be who you are not.

But as we have observed your society, some of you don’t do that. I don’t know why. I would think that you would understand it is the easiest thing in creation to be who you are. But many of you have been taught that it is easier to be something that you’re not. You have all been taught, you have all been brought up with the idea, well, at least most of you have, that if you don’t suffer and you don’t struggle and you don’t strive, then you’ll amount to nothing. That if you don’t work and sweat and toil and do the things that you really hate to do, that you won’t build character. You’re all characters already.

Laughter & Natural Being

Laughter is the key. Laughter is the key. Excitement is the key. For when you laugh, you are accelerating your vibratory awareness. You are creating more of an affinity with your laughter to the vibration you know is your birthright. The vibration you know beyond a shadow of a doubt is who and what you are. Let that vibration nurture you.

Let what you call creation the father, creation the mother, creation the blended idea, let it support you upon waves of joy because you were created out of joy. You were born out of the joy, the ecstasy of creation. Do not treat yourselves with disrespect. Do not treat yourselves with any less respect than creation has for you. It created you out of ultimate ecstasy and joy. Why should you treat yourselves with any less respect than that? Why should you believe that you have to earn the right to exist? Why should you believe you have to do something to deserve to earn that right of existence, something special? You are already special. And because you are all special, you are all unique. And because you are all unique, no one is more special than anyone else. That is the paradox of creation that you are all equal and yet at the same time you are all special.

Live your specialness. Live your uniqueness. You cannot be anything but unique. Why try to be the same?

Now is the age upon your planet where you are beginning to realize that what life is all about is learning to be natural rather than how do you say normal. Being natural will allow you to blend with every other being. You don’t have to be normal to fit in. If you exist, you fit in. There are no extraneous creations. Nothing was made that is an extra piece. Oh, God will say, “I’m sorry I made you. You don’t fit. How did you get there? I did not make any room for you. I’m sorry. You’ll have to leave.” What? There is no outside to leave to? Well, that’s your problem. You’ll have to find an exit door. And if you don’t find that exit door quickly, I may turn into a jealous and avengeful God and start throwing lightning bolts at you.

The story that we have created is to simply point out that it is from the feelings of selfdoubt, from the feelings of guilt and the feelings that you don’t fit that all manifestations of negative relationships with the universe are constructed. Because if you feel you don’t fit, you start resenting everything that does fit. And that’s when you start getting angry. And that’s when you start getting frustrated. And that’s when you feel out of control. And that’s when you feel like you’re sinking down into black oblivion. You don’t want to be alone. When you sink down into black oblivion, you want to take as many individuals with you as you possibly can. And that’s when you start doing things against other individuals that are not loving. It’s because you do not feel loved. It’s because you do not feel you are empowered. It’s because you deny yourself the birthright that you were created with to be a part of creation. You fit. If you exist, you have to fit. There are no exceptions. You cannot be where you do not belong. If you do not prefer what you are getting, you have the free will and the right to change that scenario. But learn from the scenario you did create, the one you did not prefer, because that was your creation, too.

Excitement is where you’re at, is where you are. Being impatient, having to get somewhere else is a denial of the beauty and the excitement of where you are. And if you don’t live where you are, you can’t get anywhere else. Because every place, every moment is a stepping stone to every other moment. And if you deny the validity of the stepping stone in front of you, you can’t reach the one beyond. Live to the fullest where you are. And that now will connect to every other now you can possibly become.

Living in the moment is what makes accessible all potential realities. Nurture yourself. Love yourself. You deserve it. You are made of love.

Be as the child of creation. Speaking of children, let’s play.

Child Within Meditation

Close your eyes and take three more of those wonderful deep breaths you have come to know and love. If you feel like taking a few laughs along with it, that’s all right. And allow me to remind you of this as well.

If you find at any time that there are tears, let them be tears of release, tears of joy, tears of gratitude. Gratitude that you have the ability that you have the gift of creation to be whatever and whomever you desire to be. Those tears, those tears, they are prayers. They are communications with the infinite. They are allowances. Allowing you to be who you truly are.

Remember, we understand the paradox of the idea of what you call surrender. But surrender is literally not giving up control. That is the paradox. Allowance. What you call surrender. Going with the flow is actually being in perfect control. It’s simply that your society is used to thinking that if you don’t experience effort and if you don’t experience conflict then there’s no controlling going on to you. When something is effortless means that there is no control. But effortlessness is perfectly balanced control. Let go. Go with the flow. Going with the flow does not mean you have lost control.

Your ego will not die. Blending with the whole will not render you less of an individual. In fact, it will strengthen the unique individual that you are.

And now in your imagination allow yourselves to see a bright grassy green hilltop any time of day, any time of night, trees or any scenario you wish. But you are looking down onto a vast limitless meadow of lush green rich reality. And you are not the adult but the child. You are a child. Let us say anywhere from oh 3 to 7 years of age and you are looking upon that meadow with the bright eyes of discovery as a child once again.

And there is a child next to you of similar sexuality on one side and a child next to you of opposite sexuality on the other side. And you reach out your hand, your little child hand, and you grasp the child hands on either side, and you look down into the beautiful meadow of promise and abundance, and you see the abundance in that meadow. You see with the eyes of a child that meadow is limitless. It is full of discovery, full of new things. Every step into that meadow is the first step. You do not know what you’re going to discover, but you are willing to find out because you know that there is absolutely nothing absolutely nothing you could ever discover that cannot be applied in a positive way.

You are brimming with excitement and you take your first steps hand in hand down the hill into the meadow of tall, lush, wet, moist, rich green grass. And you feel it on the bottom of your feet. And perhaps you roll down the hill, laughing and crying and releasing, feeling the sun and the wind and the moon and the stars on your skin, feeling the soil and the richness of the green growing things and the living life around you. And your heart hammers like a child with great exhilaration.

And you run and you play and you laugh and you yell and you express and you declare who you are to the universe and you are not afraid to be who you are and you have no fear of rejection from the universe. The universe wraps you in waves of warmth, sends you waves of love, and enjoys your frolicking and your playing. Enjoys the raw creativity of your childlike being and rejoices in having given birth to you. For you are a delight in the eyes of creation because you are literally made of living light.

Explore your meadow. Laugh and run and play and sit and contemplate. Talk and sing and dream. Lay back in the meadow. Clouds overhead, stars overhead. And close your imaginary eyes and dream. And dream as a child. Dreams of all realities, none of which are impossible. All of which you feel with all your emotion, with all your excitement, with all your conviction. For a child is the very essence of trust. A child is the very essence of conviction and does everything to the fullest that the child can do. There are no halfway measures for a child. There are no halfway steps for a child. There are big bold steps, great strides, infinite realities, unlimited potentials, surprises around every corner, corners everywhere to turn, challenges and expansion.

And as always, there is love, freshness, newness, and as always, playmates to run and hop and skip and jump with. Never alone unless solitude is what you will enjoy. But even in your solitude, you are never cut off. The vibrations of the living things around you. Life itself wraps you in a blanket of love. You are alive. You are vibrant. All creations are alive within your heart. You are the pulse of the universe as every child knows.

Breathe now as a child full breaths of life. Full and exhilarating rebirths. You are your own child. You are your own mother. You are your own father. You are all your playmates. You are all the little girls. You are all the little boys. You are the playground of life. Play freely. There are no fences. There are no chains. There are no bells to call you back to structure. You are the structure of your reality. You are the framework upon which you will build your new adulthood. The adulthood you prefer to be because you are the child you prefer to be right now.

Relive the childhood you prefer to live and you will become the adult that is the result of that childhood. Breathe it in and so it is. Breathe it out and there it is. Breathe it in and melt down all the old realities in the crucible of your heart. Breathe it out and crystallize the meadow, the forever meadow of infinite play, infinite combination, infinite manifestation, infinite creativity, infinite love.

Dream and play. Play and dream. Breathe and be. You are living light. Focus yourself. Open your eyes and look through new windows. You are a new child reborn.