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I’m in limbo and I’m confused about something.
You say it’s our birthright to have the life that we want. It’s our choice and the gift of free will. what’s troubling me is that I feel that there’s this other force that holds me back from really feeling free to have the life of my dreams.
When I was very sick, I would say to myself, I want to be well and I will be totally healed.
Then this other side of me would say, “Well, maybe I’m not meant to be totally well and maybe it’s not really going to happen.”
now I’m faced with the same thing. I’ll say, “I want to be totally abundant and have an outrageous ecstatic life.”
Then this other force in me says, “Well, but maybe you’re not meant to be ecstatic and have, you know, so I feel like not in control and not all right.
First You are never are not. Secondly, listen to your definitions for that is not another force within you.
It is simply another idea, another reflection.
Because this is the time of polarity, observation, you will all begin to develop the ability to see both sides.
That doesn’t mean you have to manifest the one you don’t prefer.
But you will have the ability to more clearly than you ever have before see completely both opportunities so that you then have the clearest ability to choose which one you do prefer to manifest.
Just because you see it, just because you are aware of it doesn’t mean it will manifest if you do not prefer it.
But you will develop a stronger ability to see both sides.
I’m looking at both of myself. it’s like I almost feel like not deserving of that power just to claim something like you always say, you know, uh prefer.
I don’t like I would like to feel, hey, that’s what I want, so go for it. And then I feel well, you know, like I’m like I’m not in I don’t feel that.
But you can look at it this way again. If you wish to approach everything from a positive point of view, if you’re going to play around with the idea that you don’t deserve what you prefer, then treat that experience of non-deservability as one more option, just an equal option.
You can now choose to play the game of believing you don’t deserve what you prefer. Put it on the same level as everything else as one more option rather than relegating it to somehow being the motive mechanism behind the options that you are witnessing.
Allow it to be one more option equal with all others and not representative of some underlying force that is connected to the options you are viewing.
It is simply an opportunity to look at one more perspective that you could manifest if you wish to.
The idea of non-deservability is just as valid as any other point of view.
And so it will crop up as an opportunity along with every other possible point of view you could have about any given situation.
So, when people say surrender to the flow, I used to think if I surrendered to the flow, I’d be a secretary, you know?
I think it’s like from going to a church or something, you know?
It’s like there’s this other free will out there, so if I don’t…
No, no, no. There is no other free will out there.
The free will is within you.
It would be an absolute contradiction for the creation to have created free will and then override it.
Yes. By the way, you are doing just fine.
For individuals that we recognize as doing that fine, we usually decide to have a little fun with as we decided to last week.
Numeric Physics
That’s the whole idea.
You are all little onions. Peeling away the outer layers, the layers of separations. And now and then because of your habits in peeling those onions, you may shed a tear.
When I consciously made a connection to the association as I was reading.
I’m now connected to the association and it was a wonderful experience.
I thought what excited me the most was to make a career change. And it turned out that I didn’t.
Right. So at the moment I decided not to make that change. Not making a change was the thing that excited me the most.
But at the same time I thought well I’ve never well I had wanted to go into a different field and why didn’t I do it and I started again thinking does it really excite me that much to continue doing similar things and then I realized that what really excited me was not anything I was doing but but what excited me was the fact that I was part of the transformation.
I was an observer because I’m really watching and feeling it. That is really what excites me.
Scientology
I first got into Scientology and I was running a process called think about matter, think about energy, think about space, think about time.
Doing the same thing four times over. At that time, I think it was the only time I’d ever red tagged, but I ran into something that I’ I’d had a communication line or an agreement or something with a group and I broke that communication line and I always wondered what this was.
I thought I’d find out someday, but I never did.
The idea of the agreements you run across when you connect into the centering of yourself do not always necessarily re-emerge in the same way in which you originally ran across them.
The idea is to put into action the essences, the feelings, the motivations that crop up within you and in the actions the agreements you have made will play themselves through you. you will channel them into action rather than sitting around waiting to recapture the way you originally ran across the energy.
I’ve definitely gotten more connected with that. Everything is just rapidly speeding.
In the future, my future self existing on a higher level of 4th density in the pleadian system..
You have connections into every other dimension. Whichever ones begin to stand out are the ones that are representative of whatever vibrational direction you are creating at any given moment.
You do not need to label it so specifically. That is why we now suggest that any connection you feel that you would colloally refer to as coming from somewhere other than your earth simply be relegated into the overall association rather than saying oh is it from here or is it from there for that is limiting.
It will always fluctuate since you have connections to everywhere. Whatever you are looking at, whatever you are working on at any given moment will determine which of those connections you perceive most strongly at that time.
Spirit of Play
It is the natural way of life. You are a spirit at play.
That is what you are doing where you are playing. You are a spirit. Remember that your physical world, your physical body is your spirit in physical terms.
So spirit of play in that sense is synchronization harmonization with the fundamental beam or frequency of creation itself. For if you wish to put it that way, the infinite creator or God as you call it is literally the spirit at play. Does that assist you?
Financial Headaches
Our definition is The ability to do what you need to do when you need to do it. Period. That’s it. That’s all abundance is.
There are an infinite number of ways to allow abundance into your life. They do not all have to manifest in just the one way or the few ways your society tells you are the only ways that are representative of abundance.
Things can simply be given to you. Things can be exchanged with you. You don’t always have to have the idea of what you call money, though that is just as valid as any other way.
Allow your abundance to come along the path of least resistance by doing what excites you the most and allowing yourself to be in the flow of universal support because you are infinitely abundant. Infinitely abundant. The only time you do not allow yourself to experience your infinite abundance is when you narrow down your infinite abundance to one or two ways in which you will allow your abundance to come to you.
One or two ways in which you will recognize abundance and refuse to recognize it any other way. If I don’t have the money, I’m not abundant. Infinite abundance can be manifested in any number of ways. Do what excites you the most and it will manifest along the path of least resistance just like electricity. It follows similar rules.
Are you doing what excites you the most?
Yeah, there are other things.
Just when you were speaking, it became clear to me why the headaches actually led up. There were there was a flow of things into my life. That was that were not coming as money. I see that clearly now.
It doesn’t have to be as often as many of you are taught to think it has to be. So let it come in whatever form it will and then you will be able to simply continue to do what you need to do when you need to do it and you will be infinitely abundant.
Then when you let go of that tension, there will no be headache within you.
For all pain is simply resistance to your natural self. Remember remember once again this whole idea is about learning to be natural not normal. It is only the idea of assumptions of normality that create the tension. I have to be normal. Have to do it this way.
Everyone says so. If I’m not doing it this way, I’m not abundant. Everyone says so. I have to be normal. That is tiring. That will give you a head ache and maybe some aches in some polarized portions of your anatomy as well. So, let it go. Let yourself flow. And you will not bottle the energy up. It will not have to hammer to get out of you. Let it radiate from you like a golden glow.
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Harmonic Wave
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Integrity
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