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The Primal Energy Matrix

Each and every one of you is a work of a matrix of energy, at the heart of which is a spark of the primal energy. This serves as a doorway to other dimensionalities, which allows each and every one of you to function as a single holographic consciousness and at the same time to function as an individual identity. Each and every one of you collectively forms in this way a single facet of a multidimensional crystalline lattice work, a crystalline matrix that in of itself, when combined, may form a portion of another level, and another level beyond that, and beyond that, and on and on into what you call infinity.

Each and every one of you, however, contains within the structure of the crystalline matrix that each of you individually are, the entire—as you say—blueprint, the entire pattern, the entire template for all of the universes, the multiverse. In that way, each and every one of you is a microcosmic representation of what you call the macrocosmic crystalline structure of physical reality.

The Template of Consciousness

Consciousness itself is the template upon which physical reality is structured. Recognize that each and every one of you are a complete genetic code for the entire universe—a complete template for the entire universe. That is why, when you simply allow yourself to recognize that you can be in touch with primal energy frequency, each and every one of you therefore are able to recognize that you have at your immediate accessibility all of the information, all of the answers that you need to understand your life, the life you have created yourself to live. It is all in the immediate present for you, immediate here and now. That is why you do not have to reach into what you perceive to be the future to extract information with great strain and great struggle, nor do you have to go delving into the dim dark past in this way to dredge up from these bottomless pits some scanned information that you are struggling to receive to understand yourself in the present.

Recognize that the only reason you can be in touch at all with the ideas of your so-called futures and the ideas of any past is because both the future and the past exist with you now in the primal energy crystalline matrix of your existence. You are not traveling anywhere; everything you need is right at hand, so to speak, right with you in the here and now. All the future, all the past, all right with you.

Excitement as Your Guide

Your primal vibration that matches your matrix is what we have described and discussed with you to be the vibratory experience you call excitement. Excitement is your physiological guidance system. You can always and always will, in any given moment, know what it is that excites you, what will always be automatically synchronistic. By following excitement, you will consciously allow synchronicity from being to be a reflection of the support that you require in exactly the right place and the right time in order to allow you to continue to function as the idea you know you are being by the simple act of acting.

Responsibility and Empowerment

Yes. We are only responsible—feeling that so responsible—in this sense you are responsible to everyone else in your reality, not for them, and you are responsible to yourself in this sense to simply know you are in control and are creating whatever reality you desire. So in that sense, the idea of the blending of your transformational age is, yes, in a sense, to recognize that your true cognition is to allow the ecstasy that is your birthright to be reflected in your life, no matter how you bring that about with integrity. It is also the cognition, as we have said, that you are as powerful as you need to be to have anything you desire without having to exert any force upon anyone else in order to get what you know to be true for you, because you are as powerful as you need to be to have it automatically be attracted into your life.

Working with Belief Structures

If something gives you discomfort—let’s say there’s a belief structure, “I’m scared of water,” and you decide to change this—ask yourself how having and maintaining the belief structure you do not prefer does in fact serve you. Ask yourself what it lets you discover about yourself that you may need to discover to integrate within your being. Ask yourself how having the belief does in fact serve you. Ask yourself what message that belief could be attempting to deliver to you that you could allow to be delivered in a way that does not have to come in a negative package.

If you find that difficult, it is because you believe it is difficult and also because you may be putting too many demands upon yourself for how you think it should change or the rapidity with which you think it should change. In this, if you know that your physicality is your belief, and you find that seems to have a certain insistence in your life, then simply recognize you are choosing to have that experience to learn something positive. As soon as you are willing to look at the experience as a positive, sustaining idea, then it will lose its negative qualities and you will become fascinated with the positive side of the situation you are experiencing, and it will, in a sense, leak out.

Invite your fear to be your friend. Recognize that many times the fear is simply the way that you will pay attention to the message. Ask yourself if you are willing to listen to the message. If you are willing to listen to the message in another way, then you will automatically, by exploring this avenue, become fascinated with the idea of receiving the message in another way and you will not feel anxiety any longer. Totality is fascination and curiosity.

The Nature of Your Communication

You speak about your concepts, using a system of offering concepts, repeating the various words that describe that concept. I clarified this several years ago—I studied the basis of speech and communication and recognized that one of the reasons that some communications are not understood is because people are not clear, using nonspecific pronouns that confuse.

Another way you do that—we see each and every one of you as a series of relationships, and so in this way we attempt to approach the idea you are being from many different points of view, hence the repetition, but always from a slightly different angle.

I understand what you said. You are helping to translate that concepts such as “large body” with “blue”—each time you are to “large body with blue,” you are getting the entire experience rather than using it in the ordinary way.

We communicate through mental waves. I have friends who think of me as an extension of you because I am able to articulate your ideas to them. They may not listen to the tapes or come to see you, but I am able to communicate basically what I have learned from you, what you have reflected to me about myself, and I reflect to them what they need reflected in very similar ways. It is very useful to them and they are very loving friends. Thank you for allowing in this way the opportunity of experiencing the energy of your communication.

Connection and Agreement

I realize that’s a connection that you and I have. I’m wondering whether this was something that we agreed upon or there is an agreement at some level. On some level there is simply like vibration and hence an attraction and hence on some level communication.

The Ego and Negative Ego

As long as you are in some form of reality, you will have ego, because ego is a focus for you. The focus you have chosen. Negative ego is primarily judgment of ego in that sense.

Anxiety and Excitement

Do you mean anxiety? Boredom is not allowing yourself to be in the moment by doing what excites you, because boredom implies that you are waiting for something better rather than enjoying whatever you are experiencing in that moment. When you are waiting for something better to come, you create a need—that creates impatience.

What if you feel you need somebody else to help you with the excitement and they’re not cooperating? Why should you depend upon someone else’s choices for you to know what is true for you? It is your choice to do so, but you certainly do not have to do so. So any experience that you are having where it seems that you must depend upon someone else before you will be willing to be excited about what you know to be true—you are putting your power and ability from you and putting it on someone else.

The idea is that if you find that to be happening, you are simply not willing to believe you are as powerful as you need to be to generate all the excitement and ecstasy that you can, regardless of what someone else is experiencing. You may also recognize that if you are willing to generate that excitement, then perhaps you will inspire them to inspire you back, and so on and so on.

You are simply reviewing all the probable realities that are open to you to act upon. When you decide to act upon any one of them, you will then generate a flow of excitement that has a degree of momentum.

Elementals and Archetypes

You are in touch with the archetypal substance of the differentiation and channeling them in symbolic form consciously. All that is remnant judgment will dissipate in time if you are interested and excited about proceeding along with what you call the elementals—fire, the basic elements of your personality consciousness interrelationship structure. In this way you are dealing with the very interconnective tissues of the energy that your civilization utilizes to create its reality and translating it in symbolic form.

Religion and Ritual

In a sense, utilizing the term “religion” as we perceive the way it is usually understood upon your planet is actually contrary to what you are saying. Many religions upon your planet are not about being and doing but about following someone else. However, they are extensions of you. There is no reason why they should not be accepted if you use them as focusing forces. I have found that if it’s ritualized and used as a type of worship, if that is the way that excites you the most, that is what is right for you.

Archetypes and Agreements

Simply recognize as an energy equivalence—all are in agreement. Who helps make up those agreements? Do we all do it together? Yes. Are there no master planners? Yes. All of you together is the master planner of your system. Do we do this in our dream states? Many times, many times in what you call in between lives. And at any given moment you are actually doing it because you all exist on all different levels simultaneously.

How would we all plan? You are the agreements and physical system. That idea is available to you in externalized form.

Hope and Knowing

Do not hope unless you choose to, and remember that if you choose to hope, it implies despair. Hope is not knowing. You have to think about if something will happen—you are acknowledging that it might not, so you think you have to hope. Simply know what reality you are in, know what is true for you, and you will not need hope because you will simply know. You will have the knowledge that you seek.

Questions and Answers

A question is the answer. Every question each of you has is an indication that you are the answer, but you are judging yourself not to be, so you create a remainder that you are the answer and you call that remainder a question. That’s true—sometimes I feel that we know everything, but it seems that feels very arrogant. No. You know everything you need to know to function as the being you chose to be.

Limited Access

Understand that no being in the universe knows more than you about what you need to know to be you, because you are the only you. It is not that you do not have connection to all that is, but perhaps you have limited your access so that you can in fact function as the being you are choosing to function as in this reality.

The Titanic

Perception is as reported. They simply do not understand that there is not a gash as was necessary as they think was necessary. They will find that a portion of it is still in what you call the…

There are always many events that your mass consciousness, in recognizing a change about to occur, can use to symbolize the change in that consciousness. That was simply one of them.

Roswell

On July 7, 1947, there was for the first time in what you call modern civilization, conclusive proof of other civilizations. This was understood as the crash of a spaceship upon your planet and the recovery of that ship by your own government. What happened to it is still in the hands of your government, but they suppressed that event. Were the people alive? Yes.

At the end of the gateway of 40 orbits—40 years—there will be, in our perception, an explosion of awareness of the existence of other civilizations in your civilization, and an explosion of awareness in your consciousness that will allow the acceleration of your creations.

The crash was intentional? Not so much in this way recognized—there was to some degree some ideas of interference with what you call your radar, with the navigational systems of the ship, but also because of distracted attention. The ship existed within a high active electrical storm, and the gravitational field had been impaired by the radar frequencies.

Cycles of Transformation

40 years is represented as a typical cycle in your consciousness as it changes from one total point of view to another. 40 years for a culture, 40 days for an individual. That is why you find many biblical ideas of transformation—40 days, 40 years.

Hawaii and the Heart Chakra

Those who are part of the journey to Hawaii—which can be seen as the heart chakra of your planet—will return with a type of energy and a type of reflection that will be felt and will make a difference as it leaks into the remainder of society.

Past Life Experience and Trust

Thank you for following your intuition, creating your own connections, and allowing yourself to crystallize so that you can see in your own perfectly aligned reflection all the reflections that will let you know the ideas you are all about, so that you can center in the now.

Trust and Manifestation

Are you trusting that what excites you can carry you, or do you think you need something to fall back on just in case? As long as you choose to continue that attachment, you will not be allowing yourself to experience 100% trust.

All of the outer activity will change when you change yourself—it is automatic. Your outer reality is the shadow of your soul. When you change the shape of your soul, your outer reality has no choice but to reflect that.

So if I just work on the trust, that will change? Yes. But you do not have to work on the trust—you can trust.

Visualization

You can use visualization as a key to kick off the momentum, but do not put the demand that if that visualization does not materialize exactly, something is wrong. Perceive the idea of what you prefer to feel like, and all of the manifestations that need to be there to allow you to have that feeling will be there. They may be exactly as you have envisioned them, but they may not. You can use what you have envisioned as a guide, as a representative template.

If you are truly trusting, then you know that everything that is happening to you is a part of the path you are trusting.

Trusting Your Timing

Simply trust your timing. If you have an agreement, it will be fulfilled in that way. But also recognize that there are many different ways of fulfilling different agreements, and the fulfillment of all those other agreements allows you to become the person that has made the agreement with the specific other that you can bear as a child.

Dreams and the Astronaut Experience

I had a dream that I was on an astronaut ship and the ship had a diagram with three compartments. In the middle compartment there were women astronauts and one man. The man asked me if I was an astronaut and I said no. Then I saw something being completely unraveled by the people there.

Thank you for sharing your connections. More and more we are perceiving your willingness to act upon that which excites you and to allow yourselves to represent an equality between yourself and all other consciousness with which you are in contact. We thank you for this gift of your willingness. More and more synchronicity are we experiencing from each of you, and we thank you for your willingness to accelerate. We thank you for your willingness to be cognizant of the creator in each and every one of you. We thank you for being willing to give yourselves the same unconditional love and respect that all that is bestows upon you, for you deserve nothing less.

Being of Service

First of all, recognize that you have chosen to be a specific individual in this life. Once you understand that being that individual must play a part in being of service to the totality, if you are willing totally to be the individual that you have chosen to be and follow what excites you, then you will be allowing yourself to be acting as if complete. And then you will be willing to be of service to individuals in your service, trusting that by sharing your abilities that excite you the most with all other individuals, you will automatically be provided for. Because in being of service to all that is, you—being a part of all that is—will automatically be served simultaneously.

It is also recognizing that you are willing to allow other individuals to recognize their own self-empowerment and their own ability to create whatever reality they so desire. Not that you have to force that belief upon them, but simply act as an example and show them the trust that you have in all that is—that by simply being what it is that excites you, you are automatically supported in that.

The Audience of Other Beings

I believe last week you told somebody that there were thousands on your planet listening into the conversation between you and the person you were speaking with. I’m wondering what it’s like for those thousands. Is it like listening to a talk show on the radio? Is it a real-time experience for them?

They will often add their energy to the exchange so that any idea that is being shared can take advantage of that energy. They are focusing, like answering questions.

Virtual Personality

I was under the impression that was a virtual personality, and I’m wondering—is it virtual? Why would it be considered future then? Is it simply because your planet exists in our future in a sense? Yes. Oh yes. Oh yes. Thank you.

Imagination as Reality

It seems to me that your perspective is different from ours—where you can see into many rooms which we would call the future. When you come in your spaceship and view compared to what you do in your channeling using your imagination—in terms of your ability to gather information about us—it will depend on what I do when I get to where you are.

If I try to translate what you told me into my frame of reference, I imagine my body down and I imagine the interaction. Yes, basically imagination is also the reality. So your physicality is everything. Yes, I understand that concept, but I still bump up against the sensation that reality is different.

All it takes is practice. When you simply do it often enough and begin to believe that your imagination is the reality you experience and vice versa, then you will be able to create for yourself the ability to slip in and out of different dimensions.

Imagination as a Dimension

Imagination is the dimensional vibration of your soul itself. It is your access doorway. When you use imagination, perhaps not in the same way as others, but it is the same imagination that they are using. How to describe imagination space? In a sense it is a dimension—it is the dimension of the unit of consciousness itself. The unit of consciousness that knows itself to be more than just itself, knows itself to be all.

Dreams and Connection

If you dream about someone, you are in connection with the level of their consciousness whether they are physiologically aware or not. You are still creating your own version of them to communicate with, but that does not mean that they are not aware of that idea and therefore on that level participating in the interaction by supplying you with the template out of which you can create your version of them to act with.

How can we use our dreams? Perhaps one very pragmatic approach is upon the recollection of the dream, you ask: what was the dream you were having, and allow yourself to understand that if you are all the emotions, all the objects, all the individuals you are interacting with, all the scenarios you are acting out in your dream, then you can more closely understand the idea behind the symbol if you know that that symbol is you.

Manifestation Timing

What causes the delay? Simply the collectivity of your consciousness that has determined what is a comfortable rate. Most scenarios that involve a high degree of involvement with respect to your individual life will usually not take any longer than months to manifest. The average can be three of your weeks. It does not really have to take any longer than a few days if you are willing to understand that from the very instant you know yourself to be changed, then simply accept and allow and take it for granted.

Even though it may not be apparently different, it is different. It is not reflective of the way it used to be; it is reflective of the way it now is. That will allow you to see, in the quickest way possible, those things transmuting into their new symbolic representation forms.

Trusting Through Change

I’m now at a point where a belief system that has been a foundation for 30 years is now being threatened for the first time to a point where I’m actually distrusting my distrust for the first time.

Having had the journey, recognize one more time that your fear is your opportunity now to gather together in this new time all of the different portions you have for so long not been looking at. If it is a time of confusion, that is what it is for—confusion with more of yourself. If you are disoriented, that is what it is for—reorienting from one reality to another. It is all right to enjoy the limbo state. You are simply changing gears.

Location of the Entity

The being is not in your dimensional frequency. The closest approximation is 500 of your light years distance directly in the direction of the constellation you call… relatively in the same direction. You can use that as an analogy.