The In-Between Walker

The Hollow Mask and “In-Between Walker”

Questioner: When I was in meditation I closed my eyes I saw an image of the face like a ivory white. It looked like kind of hollow white like the features were hollowed out. There weren’t there were the space for the eyes and the eyes were kind of slant it up a little bit but there doesn’t look like there’s any eyes in there.

Bashar: That is the idea of the hollowness itself.

I feel lately like I’ve been exploding. Can you give me a hint of when that’ll happen? Like how are you doing with your channeling? Before I had felt very anxious about whatever that idea was.

Bashar: Are you surprised now that the anxiety is not there?

Questioner: Yeah I was thinking that today cuz now I’m thinking more in terms of my music and the ways I want to express myself.

Bashar: you have given yourself a symbol of the identity that you can and have formed, molded out of the astral clay, for that essence that you can project through yourself from yourself.

It will be something you can use both in service for direct communication and in your singing as you can in a sense become that individual.

Questioner: Like a blending of that into myself? Yeah lately that’s what I feel. I feel like um I’m allowing energies to blend with that. In the past I would have been afraid of losing my individuality. Now I know that won’t happen, just add to.

Also I also feel lately that I’m that I’m in the past like right now I know now is the present and yet I guess cuz I feel so anxious to move on to the future to live in the future that I feel like I’m…

Bashar: You are in the future.

Questioner: Yeah I feel right now like I’m in the past. When I went to this disco I went out dancing last week and I felt like I was in the past.

I thought oh so this is life on Earth you know this is the way it used to be or something. All right. I mean it was like but there with that too that this particular methodology or this particular avenue in which you are connecting through this energy in the symbolization that it has appeared to you to some degree as a hollow mask will allow you to understand will allow you to have the perspective of seeing many things as the illusions that they are.

They may even begin to appear much more unreal so to speak to you, flat as you would say, cardboard white. Mhm. From time to time you may be able to think that you are actually looking in between what you would term to be stage flats, seeing the background stage of the reality that is being played out in your physical universe. Yeah. This energy tapped in between the flats will be something you can become used to using. Now understand that this connects in to some degree to that energy we have described as Hoka energy.

As you can become an in-between walker so to speak. You can move in between the realities as you have already pointed out to many different individuals by being the example that showed them that their reality did not always function as they thought it should.

You remember the incidents again with the alarm and so forth? Mh. You can walk in between their expectations and show them that another reality exists in between the moments you think of as real. You are an in-between walker.

Questioner: Yeah sometimes I I yeah I enjoy doing that. Sometimes I’m afraid I’m going to alienate myself from people.

Bashar: Sometimes I feel it is all right. You have gotten to the point where you are beginning to gather a sense of lovingness from it. This will begin. It is in seed form. This is why we say you are expecting. It is in seed form. It will grow very swiftly. You will be able to extend that vibration with love and you will attract that love back.

Questioner: That’s good. Also I was like I felt the surge to like point my eyes the other day and and then I started seeing other things through another perspective. Yes. When I was looking at the water instead of the water I saw little figures dancing. In-between walkers have a different way of seeing. And I saw a bird flying. When I open my eyes it wasn’t there. When I squint my eyes it was there.

Bashar: And um keep playing. Yeah it’s fun. It’s fun. Keep playing. Always continue to play.

Questioner: Why do I feel so alone now?

Bashar: Because you are just giving birth to that aspect of yourself. You are feeling in the middle of a void. You are in this way still within the womb. You will be born shortly in that way. You will be able once again to see the light of the world around you, know yourself to be able to begin communication in that way. The path from childhood to maturity will not take long.

Questioner: Oh good. Thank you. Oh also one more thing. Uh when I um I very drawn to Self-Realization Fellowship in Pacific Palisades and especially when I go into the little chapel there I felt they have these pictures of different saints on the wall and gurus and about five of them or so including Christ as one of them and I I always I I feel like they’re talking to me when I go in there. Say or or the archetype energy.

Bashar: All right. Very good. Because that is what you are connected to. Understand you are giving yourself that symbology at this time so that when you have certain experiences in your future you’ll understand how to communicate with them and you will not in this way place yourself below them. Cuz I I feel like the the voices is saying um “We’re so glad you’ve come home. We’ve been waiting for you.” Yes. And I I feel follow your symbols as long as they are valid for you. When they change, change with them.

Spacecraft Re-entry and Vibrations

Questioner: I went to bed I went to sleep. All of a sudden I woke up I sat straight up in my bed. I heard this ringing. It was a very high pitched loud ringing. Wasn’t silver bells was it?

Bashar: No it was a silver bells.

Questioner: And the first thing I thought about was re-entry from a spacecraft. The next thing I thought is that mimic crystal I talked you about was on my table and I felt like it came from there.

Then I thought that there was this sort of swirling black energy by my meditation table which has a lot of crystals. I was very frightened at first and I didn’t know what happened.

You know me I sometimes play with fear. Um so I just want to know what where I was when I came back and the sound was it wasn’t my fire or smoke alarm. I thought it was.

Bashar: Understand again this is all we will say at this time. Everything is vibration. Everything. Whether it be what you term spacecraft or your own energy, everything is vibration. That is your key. Go with that.

Questioner: It’s not enough.

Bashar: Oh yes it is. It is quite enough. It is more than enough.

Questioner: What was the loud sound? It was in my physical ears. There was no sound there. I’m hearing things that aren’t there.

Bashar: That is not possible.

Questioner: It was loud. It was like…

Bashar: Understand if you are hearing something, something is there.

Questioner: And my body was totally on fire.

Bashar: Are you paying attention?

Questioner: Yes I am paying attention.

Bashar: If you are hearing something, something is there.

Questioner: What do you mean not there? Not there physically.

Bashar: So what? When has that ever stopped you?

Questioner: I saw an image of Anma. Does she have anything to do with this or is that just me?

Bashar: You can ask her yourself.

Questioner: Whenever I want?

Bashar: Yes. Okay. Can I ask you another question or not? I know I just did. Thank you.

Trust, Stubbornness, and Infinite Action

Questioner: All week all week I’ve been like on the beach with the feather in one hand and a crystal in one hand going…

Bashar: You mean you are creating vibrations?

Questioner: That’s it. It’s really wonderful. Does it have anything to do with Pantaleon or is it just simply me knowing intuitively to balance my own energy?

Bashar: You must be that. You may all take a break. Thanks. So irritated me. Sit up. Stop pinging. I’m not. All right. We are teasing you. No. Let me to ask you. Yes or no. Did you not know we would continue the discussion after the break? Yes or no?

Questioner: No I didn’t know.

Bashar: Why not?

Questioner: Because bear when I ask my questions sometimes I know on some level I must know the answer but damn if my conscious little concrete mind doesn’t [expletive] get it sometime for what I want to know. What’s happening to me?

Bashar: You do. I want to know consciously because I consciously want to work in the world right now. I don’t want to be this person who is not conscious. I’ve been that.

Bashar: You are conscious. You are conscious now. First of all what about your sensitivities? Why did you not know we would continue the discussion? Where is your trust of yourself?

Questioner: I guess it’s just not here because that seems to be the word that keeps popping up with trust. Where is it? It must be on little toe.

Bashar: All right. Then we will continue this conversation with your little toe. Now car. [Laughter]. Not very talkative.

Questioner: I’m saying a lot.

Bashar: Yes. Allah is being said to you all the time if you would trust that you are getting what you need in the manner you need it you would understand how exactly conscious you are.

Simply you are assuming that that the idea of conscious recognition of many of these ideas has to come in a manner that you have defined for so many years. There are many avenues of expressing the ideas of knowing yourself consciously now.

Yes we pushed you a little bit. But it is because you want to be.

You can recognize that your tears are a form of getting you back to the center where the trust is. I know you know that.

Questioner: Do you? How do you know that?

Bashar: Because I felt it happening.

Your trust comes from being calm rather than anxious. Anxious to know everything on the outside.

The focus of wishing to know everything in that particular manner is what keeps you from knowing it because you know everything inside not outside.

When you allow yourself to know you know everything inside then you can in this way allow it to come out. You cannot grab onto knowledge outside and try to force it within.

There is no knowledge outside. It is all within you.

This little exercise between you and me you have asked for. You want to be pushed. You want the idea of this that in this way now you want to create the idea of grabbing onto this consciousness in such a manner that it creates within you all this anxiety and friction. Well all we did is reflect that back to you. Now if you do not like it you do not have to function that way.

Questioner: What I saw reflected back was that that I know and yet I won’t accept that I know.

Bashar: What you saw reflected back was the fact that you have that belief about yourself.

The opportunity to discuss the ramifications of many specific effects is possible.

But the reason it bounced back so hard was because what you were sending to us more than anything was stubbornness rather than trust.

in this way you got hit very hard.

These ideas you wish to discuss must come from a point of discussion rather than feeling helplessly unknowing.

At least give yourself the opportunity to toy with the idea that even as you create your questions you might find out yourself in the asking rather than needing us to answer them.

We together, you and I, can answer them at the same time in the form of a discussion.

You are in the habit of getting all your information, the type of information you are used to using in your world, by scrabbling through mounds and piles of literature.

This is why you think you have to dig so hard because you feel information is buried so deep. It is all right there. What creates that reaction in you is simply still the belief that all information that is worthwhile is surrounded by miles and miles and miles of things that have no validity. Therefore you generate and create a stubborn shell because you know that is what is required so that you will not be upgraded in your digging. Relax now. The idea we discussed with you of vibration, vibration is everything, in a sense answered your question.

You do have association with spacecraft and some of the sound in one part you heard was that idea. But understand that you in that sense were the spacecraft. You were projecting yourself into that thought form so that you could symbolically recreate for yourself an identification with a type of energy that you are aiming to assimilate in your life.

A facet and an aspect of your past life, a facet and an aspect of your past self as it connects and bridges through this life, channels through this life to your future self, both in the past and then again in the future where you will be involved with the idea of the vibrations as they apply to spacecraft. Thus you did in that way recreate for yourself the harmonics of the craft. They vibrated so hard within you because they were you. You were them. Now in that sense you can understand it is not because there was nothing there although it wasn’t directly the idea that there was a spacecraft present that was anything other than your own projection. That is what is there.

In that case you were there and you were all that needed to be there to create that experience. In the same manner that you are all that needs to be there to have all the answers to all the questions you create. You not need your stubbornness to do what it is you want to do in this life. You do not need tenacity in the sense to make the connection you want to make.

When you create a shell of stubbornness, a shell of tenacity, they are usually very thin and when you vibrate so hard within them they will rattle very loud and make annoying sounds that will drive other people away rather than to you. Soften the shell. Step out of it. Let that hard thin shell melt back into the auric field of your being, of your energy being.

Become the soft vibrations, the soft conglomerate vibrations that you are. All is vibration. You can solidify any portion of your vibration and turn it into a shell which makes very loud discordant sounds to other beings when you want to. But you do not need that if you wish to attract in that way. Allow yourself to begin to recognize yourself as that primary vibration. That is all that you are experiencing. It is everything you are experiencing. That vibration of yourself. Your vibration is very strong. Very strong.

When you apply it in that way through separation you are going to rattle your cage quite a bit.

Questioner: Where’s the cage coming from? The shell? Where’s the shell come from?

Bashar: By forming for yourself the belief that information needs to be done for. They must observe me or I wouldn’t have formed it.

Questioner: Yes it did because it gave you a type of strength that you will now be able to create softness out of. The softness that comes with the shittiness of knowing that the connections are there, that the answers are there. You have now explored all you need to explore about the strength through negative manifestation. You are making the transformation now to the strength of complete and total vulnerability.

Questioner: It’s when I came over here tonight I was thinking about how my personality have been so abrasive and that’s that’s cuz I’ve been in theater in this business and promotion and that’s what it had to be. But I thought that doesn’t have anything to do with what I am now.

Bashar: All right. But understand you are transforming and your willingness to center yourself through your tears is your indication that you are beginning to allow yourself to recognize the strength that comes from vulnerability because the tears are a symbol of the vulnerability and yet the releasing of the tears brings you back to the strength of your center. You are making that step and tonight of your time in allowing that to occur and in allowing us to reflect that stubborn shell back to you you have made the step. This is a transformation. Trust yourself. Relax. Ease up on yourself. Do not be so harsh with yourself. You are doing wonderfully. You are doing creatively. Take another one of those big sighs. Another one. Enjoy it. Enjoy the sigh. Take another one. Revel in it. Very good. Centering again from the positive point of view. Laughter. You are and have been your own pendulum. You can still be very active without needing to swing so erratically. If you come from the center of yourself you will be infinitely everywhere that you need to be and that will feel like you are standing perfectly still. Do not judge it to be the stillness of inaction.

Questioner: That’s a good question because I tell you the the as I’ve calmed down I keep going I don’t feel like I’m doing anything anymore.

Bashar: From this point forward the stillness that you feel is not the stillness of inaction. It is the stillness that comes from knowing that you are everywhere at once.

When you have infinite momentum and you are everywhere at once it is exactly the same feeling as if you were standing still. It is not the stillness of inaction. It is the stillness of infinite action.

You are everywhere you need to be. You are connected in every place that you need to be and every time that you need to be. Feel that and give yourself the opportunity to enjoy more of your sighing. More of your enjoyment of that stillness will for you bring about the ecstatic explosion of coincidence that you are struggling so hard to create. It is that struggle that keeps it from you. You do not need it anymore.

Questioner: I I guess I didn’t realize I was struggling still. I thought the struggling was over and I guess I’m just you said it when you said grabbing for information because there’s such a there’s so many levels to the reality and I and you are every single one of them. I do understand and I guess I want to keep bringing all those other realities to this one and it doesn’t work that way.

Bashar: You are the blending of all your realities. You are. You will find them all within that stillness, not within franticness. You will scatter them to the four winds. You will find them all in the stillness of infinite action. Trust in your very creative, very loving and very beautiful heart. I can get all those thorns away from it.

Questioner: I will. What thorns? They’re gone now. I guess we see no thorns. Maybe I just made them up.

Bashar: Yes you did. It was very creative of you. Come on. I think I can find a bit of there.

Questioner: Yes you can. They no longer need to draw your life’s blood from you.

Bashar: That’s true. They no longer need to protect you because the concept of protection belongs to another you. In that stillness of infinite action you will begin to perceive yourself as all of the relationships that you have previously thought you needed to analyze in order to discover. You will simply begin to be those relationships and in your willingness to be those relationships instantaneous understanding will be yours. It’s been the grabbing that stopped the instantaneous understanding.

Questioner: Yes because you are not supporting yourself as you are. You are reaching out into some symbolic exterior which does not exist. So I can throw these three pages of questions away?

Bashar: You may if you wish. Fold them up into a very creative little toy car.