Suicide and Excitement

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PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS AND RELATIONSHIPS

Questioner: I have a friend who is having some physical problems and he asked me if you had any information on anything physical that he could do.

Response: First of all, you may begin to allow your friend to realize there are… Now I will be paraphrasing.

Your friend at this time feels that there are situations within relationships which do not allow for the freedom of expression of that which he finds within himself. Therefore there is—and here is the paraphrase—some manifestation of what you may call a situation which he finds to be a pain in the neck.

Questioner: Okay, you follow me? Yes, I do.

Response: Understand that at this time the manifestation of this physical symbol will be painful. But understand that seemingly though it be painful in the extreme to this individual, it is far less painful than the emotional conviction of facing the reasons. You follow me?

Questioner: Yes, as it would involve the restructuring of the relationship in ways that would cause him anguish.

Response: Yes, because he doesn’t want to hurt the other people.

But you can allow your friend to begin to understand that every relationship has a purpose. And right now the only purpose that your friend is allowing the relationship to serve is the one that will allow your friend to stand up on his own two feet and have conviction for his own beliefs while at the same time granting validity to the beliefs of the other individual within the relationship.

Understand that if the other individual does not wish to grant validity to his viewpoint, then that will have been created co-created by this individual to allow them to recognize the great degree of fortitude they will require to allow themselves to stand firm from their own viewpoints without judgment of the other, without fear, anger, argument, but simply an allowance—a willing allowance which can then allow the other person to also understand much of the same idea.

Now understand they are growing together in this way. But also recognize that a lack of willingness upon the part of the other individual at this time to not grant the viewpoint that your friend finds so important to him will be something that can change but will not be made to change until in that way it is allowed to change by your friend allowing himself the validity of experiencing his own beliefs, or at the same time recognizing that this in no way shape or form will remove validity from the other individual.

Questioner: I understand. Will this have answered your question? Yes, it will. So there’s nothing quote unquote physical in terms of taking anything that he could use as a symbol to assist him in the process?

Response: There are a few ideas, but allow me to say the strongest idea at this time is his frustration at not being allowed to express himself. You follow me?

Questioner: Yes, I do.

Response: These will completely override any physical symbol that he would give himself.

Questioner: Okay, thank you very much.

SUICIDE AND DEPRESSION

Questioner: I have a friend named Paul Silver who lives in Houston, Texas, and a lot of his friends are concerned that maybe he may commit suicide because he goes up and down a lot with depression. I was just wondering if there’s anything I could tell them.

Response: First of all, they may recognize that the idea, as we have discussed before, that you call concern will only reinforce the idea that this individual is not capable of making decisions for themselves. To recognize that the individual may be playing out certain ideas within their own mentality will allow them the validity to live out those experiences and not necessarily interrupt their own stream of timing.

Now you may also recognize that an individual who does decide to interrupt their stream of timing will always return and return within a similar situation until they allow themselves to play out that stream of timing. You follow me?

Questioner: Yeah. What about—is there anything that I could tell him in particular? He feels like he doesn’t have any—he’s not in touch with any purpose. He doesn’t feel like there’s anything that he’s interested in or anything that would make any difference.

Response: Allow me to say you may suggest to that individual that they may then start from scratch—become a child again—completely allow them to completely create for themselves a new childhood from scratch as far back as they care to go. Allow them to know that the childhood they had can now be considered another life. They have just allowed themselves to be reborn and are now creating a childhood like unto that which they would desire.

Then by allowing this individual to explore their child in this way—which was stifled during the first life, the first part of this life as you understand it—they now, because they are an adult in a sense, are able to now pick and choose consciously what they wish their childhood to be other than what they had.

In that sense, now they will be given the purpose of completely restructuring, designing, creating, and living the life that they would prefer to design, structure, and live. This will be a lifelong project and will take them to the end of their timing. Allow them to get excited about realizing that they can quite literally—this is no fantasy exercise—they can quite literally redesign their life from zero and live that which they now then consider themselves to be creating as their real life.

This in this way will not be for this individual a shunning nor a sharing of that which they had. For they will find, as they do restructure their life in this way from scratch, create the childhood that they do desire from scratch, as you say, they will be—quite surprisingly perhaps to them at first—drawing upon information that they are not yet at this time consciously willing to realize they do have access to. That they did receive during their actual childhood and adolescent times. They will then allow themselves to open up those memory centers and so be able to use the information they did in fact learn which they are not now in touch with, and they will then apply that as they see fit to the new life they are creating for themselves, designing for themselves.

Allow them by the suggestion to design it in whatever manner they so deem to be. And it can be many different manners that they find most exciting, most enjoyable. Allow them to—I’ll say for now—forget the idea of having to look for a purpose. Right now the only thing that they really need is to simply enjoy themselves.

And if they do not enjoy this, recognize that you are doing this again to give yourself an opportunity for positive effect.

Understand that as long as you are willing to give your power away to what seems to be something that you have to do over and over again, you are simply willing to not believe that it is serving a purpose. You are still looking at it as me versus it. You follow me?

Questioner: Yeah.

Response: Yeah. You may also understand once again—as we know this analogy has much meaning for you—that the you that you are in this moment is not the you you were in the last moment. You are now another you.

I have that you can be anything, anything, as long as you understand that this fragment you will be a reflection of whatever you are willing to be as an interaction, as an idea overall. For that determines in a sense what this fragment will be from moment to moment to moment to moment.

Questioner: Okay, but it uses this physical fragment as a sensory device. It uses it to get the idea you call feedback through your conscious awareness into the separation you have created called unconscious awareness, and gives you exactly what your conscious awareness creates for itself in terms of belief structure. Because that is what type of agreement it has made with you as a fragment in order to allow the fragment to experience what the purpose of having a fragment is for.

So your higher Consciousness, the big you that is you, is going to… sense listen to the feedback that you the fragment is telling it—you want to experience. Allow yourself to be in touch with the overall you, be in communication with yourself in that way, and then you will be able to coordinate the experiences between you rather than feeling shut off. You follow me?

Questioner: Okay, you—it’s pretty much owning it right?

Response: Thank you, yes.

ASTRAL EXPERIENCE AND CONSCIOUSNESS

Questioner: One other thing—well two other things. I noticed—has something happened a little different with you? Are you on more of an emotional high? I’m serious, I’m not being… I noticed tonight when you started your energy and your attentiveness and your—you seem to want to give more right now for some reason. Your energy seems…

Response: And what does that mean if that is what you are to perceive? We want to get more—

Questioner: Nope, you’re mirroring. You follow me? That which you can perceive must exist within you, otherwise you could not perceive it. You follow me?

Questioner: Mhm.

Response: The would you tell me what the mission is, the event that’s supposed to happen on the sixth? Could you give us a little information in terms of what’s supposed to happen? Why are they coming?

Response: You repeat that question and who? First of all, assume nothing. Assume nothing. There is simply an opportunity. There is simply an opportunity for identification, for interaction. Different individuals will experience different ideas. There will be—

Questioner: No, not at this time.

Response: Then understand that we pull back the information when we sense that the words will be locked onto in such a way as for every individual to assume in that sense that they will then invalidate the experience they would have had and put expectation upon what they want to have. Follow your feelings. We have suggested 5:45 a.m. of your time. We have suggested the generalized area nearby your area that you call Malamu. That is all you need to know. The rest will be up to you.

Questioner: Thank you. The rest is history. Why? Well, who is it? Who’s coming?

Response: One moment—as we said, assume nothing.

Questioner: Oh, okay. Did you have questions?

PURPOSE AND AWARENESS

Questioner: Yes, J. How you doing?

Response: Perfect. How I’m doing? Much better, thank you. Much better. Yes, better, better, better. Well, much better. Yes, I much better. You are the best right now at exactly what you are doing. You are perfect in what you are manifesting right now.

Questioner: Yeah, I agree with that. Is anyone else doing it better than you?

Response: No, perfect. That’s true. Whatever is happening and whatever has happened has been totally perfect.

Questioner: Thank you. How are you?

Response: Well, I’m perfect, thank you. Do you have a question or a statement?

Questioner: I have a statement. Thank you. Well, I have been reading The Magic of Findhorn, and it is a way for me which has made me more aware of the Divine intelligence or my highest self or all right in come Union with…

Response: Yes, yes, yes, math Consciousness, yes.

Questioner: And the thing is that I always was looking this lifetime—what was my purpose in life? And I could never find out what was my purpose because I always felt that or the idea what was generated from the people that said to me “you have to have a purpose” was to have to be something that I would have to do—doing this like a physical doing. Did you ask them?

Response: Is not life purpose enough to live?

Questioner: But the thing is that I realized that more what’s going on with my life right now—that my purpose this lifetime was to attain an awareness or to go to a transformation.

Response: Or of course that is everyone’s general purpose.

Questioner: General purpose—does not everyone have the general purpose to attain awareness?

Response: Yeah, yeah. To attain awareness which would make me really in tune or vibration in which everything that there is—yes, okay. Now I’ve been very fortunate to have someone that I can stay at this place and very—

Questioner: Fortunate, fortunate, fortunate. Oh yes, you have created it, yeah, right. So I can really have our time to meditate and to rest and all this. Anyway, I don’t know what I’m going to be doing in the near future—

Response: Very good, very good. I know—I agree with you actually. I go with the flow. Yes, go with the flow. Whatever is going to happen.

You have then, if I may again use your vocabulary, achieved quite a high state of awareness by not knowing what you are going to do in the future, because you are totally then here right now.

Questioner: That’s right, I’m having a great time.

Response: Thank you, oh very aware, very aware.

DREAM AND CHANNELING

Questioner: J, thank you very much. I’m having fun. I was connecting into what Don was saying about and you were telling to stand up straight, and it made me think of a dream that I had the day before yesterday about—and the physical channel was in it. And he was channeling and somehow he was grounding himself by touching me and I was slumped and he said “Oh no, you broke the connection.” He said “Sit up straight” and so I sat up straight and then it reconnected. And I was thinking maybe it had some reflection in terms of my own channeling, but when you told him that, that made me be aware that it’s not just the channeling—it’s just the channeling of life in general.

Response: Yes, and ideas. And that’s what the reflection was for me. Thank you.

FOOTBALL INJURY AND ASTRAL JOURNEY

Questioner: Okay, I have a question. First, when I was about 15, 16, I was tackled in a football game and for three or four days I mean I was consciously in my house with people around me talking to me, but I don’t remember anything in those three or four days. And I was wondering if you could give me any insight onto where the majority of my Consciousness was at that time. I feel like—and what you tell them to be astral states—is there a purpose for that happening?

Response: Of course. Not of course—oh, you are way for me to tell you.

Questioner: Well no, I’m saying ask for more information and then I go well I’m sure you’ll get it if you need it. So if you want to tell me, great. It’s not—I’m sure I’ll get it.

Response: Why do you think you will get it if I do not tell you?

Questioner: Because I’m supposed to have it, or the question after 12 years would have never arisen in my mind.

Response: Very good. Now as you allow it to arise in your mind as you call it, so the next sit down you may also allow it to arise within your Consciousness. Feel those few days of time. Feel close your eyes—are your eyes closed? Feel those days of time. Feel them. Feel, feel, feel, feel. What do you feel?

Questioner: I have two types of feelings. One is of confusion at the physical body.

Response: Yes, very good. Very much confused because I’m there with all these people and maintaining, but I’m not even really there.

Response: All right, where are you?

Questioner: I’m sort of rolling around and laughing.

Response: All right, very good. And a different dimension and there’s a lot of sparkles.

Response: Oh yes, lots of sparkles. Very good. And there I’m in a sphere.

Response: In a what? Sphere. Right. What color?

Questioner: It’s changing colors.

Response: Very good. What is it made out of?

Questioner: All right. Is there anyone with you? Are you alone?

Questioner: There are many people with me.

Response: What do they feel like?

Questioner: I’m still identifying with the body, but I’m not the body at this point. And they’re not bodies—they’re just—I don’t know, we’re all together. What do they feel like?

Response: You did talk to them. You know what do they feel like? What do you feel like?

Questioner: Sprinkles of energy and life.

Response: All right. How do those sprinkles feel?

Questioner: Oh, invigorating.

Response: All right. It seems in such a conflict to what my physical body is undergoing. I’m supposed to be like in pain in my room, not being able to think straight, and yet I feel I’m in a different place. Yes, yes.

Now allow yourself to absorb all those pretty little sprinkles. Allow yourself to—the idea that the absorption of those sprinkles will compile within you to form one overall idea that you know is the idea you will then take back with you to your physical body. What is that idea? Do not think about it. What is the farewell message from your astral friends as you get ready to go back to your body? What do you know you are taking back with you?

Questioner: Dimension, dimension, dimension. What else? Light.

Response: What does that light mean?

Questioner: All right. How does the light feel? All feel, all right. Ease of creation. Ease of creation. Ease of creation. Ease of creation. Yes. So funny—it’s so easy. I so hard.

Response: That is what you brought back with you—was the knowingness of the ease of creation.

Questioner: Then why have I spent the last 15 years like being stifled in creation? I don’t understand.

Response: It seems like now you are allowing it to come to outer awareness Consciousness. 15 years is no time at all.

Questioner: That’s true. Not—and you knew it in the astral State when you had the conversation. You knew it would fall into perfect time timing as it is. And the 15 years now—it’s nothing. Oh no big deal.

Response: All right, very good. It is nothing, no big deal. Yet it is also magnificently uniquely creative at the same time. Everything is magnificent and at the same time yes—no big deal, not special because everyone is unique, therefore no one is special.

Understand that simply to many other individuals, the idea of running an Institute of physics would be just as fearful as you think something simple to them would be. You follow me? It is all your relative viewpoint.

Now allow me to say first and foremost that you do create every opportunity. Allow yourself to simply recognize that many of the ideas that you would like to do, you do not do simply because you do not consider them to be exactly valid things to do in your world. You fear the idea of judgment and having chosen to be something that is usually thought of as silly. Yes, but allow there to be the validity in whatever you choose, and you will always get the reinforced feedback of knowing you are on the right path for you because it will be in synchronous harmony with your understanding of excitement.

And if you are always excited because you’re always exactly where you need to be, you will not care who thinks you’re silly.

Questioner: That’s true. I have another question.

Response: All right. May I also say one more thing? Did you think you were going to feel silly in asking your question?

Questioner: I—uh, no. Thank you.

Response: Then understand that with that same boldness you will find that every other idea that you create will find the level of vibration that will also be your own validation for having done so.

Questioner: I understand it. I’ve done that a lot. I create—it’s so instant that it scares me. I’m aware of the power and I want to be responsible of that power.

Response: All right. Now that you have said you will be responsible, you will be. Enough said.

EXTRATERRESTRIAL CONNECTION

Questioner: Okay. Um, the other question is that I’ve been in contact with a lot of people that are in contact with extraterrestrials, and I’ve been throughout my life connected with those people. And I wondered what connection that has with me personally.

Response: When you are willing to be a little bit more silly, you will find out. Recognize that in one sense of the word, we—extraterrestrial-like vibrations will find like vibrations.

Questioner: All right, yes.

Response: If you are in the midst of that experience, you will find out why. Is it important? There is no such thing. It is as valid as it needs to be for you.

PHYSICAL HEALING AND BLOOD CHEMISTRY

Questioner: Yes. Perfection. Um, one thing that I want to tell you—I still have a lot of pain in my legs. And I went to the acupuncturist yesterday and I received a treatment and my blood vessels broke, so I have my hand bruised and a lot of blood came out. And he said “You never seen anything like that before. Go see a chemist and have my blood exam because my blood was very, very thin. My chemistry was totally wrong.”

Response: All right. You have—yes, you have altered your chemistry in that way. Recognize that what allowed you to go to the acupuncturist was for the purpose of recognizing how much control you have over yourself physically in terms of altering your chemistry. Realize also that to some degree it was also a little bit of fear still within the idea of what you are creating for yourself.

Allow yourself to know that it is still only a matter of timing, and you can allow yourself to begin to act as if you can do things that you do not think you can do because of your condition. Allow yourself to act as if you can do those things. Allow yourself to know within yourself that the idea you call a condition is simply a manifestation of your own belief structure. It is serving its purposes. It is transforming. Do not judge it to be slow, or it will be. You follow me?

Allow yourself to discover whatever you discover during this process—as in you have this ability to alter your chemistry. One idea you have discovered because of this process you are going through. There will be a few more ideas, and when you allow all of these ideas to manifest as valid ideas, you will then be dissolving the manifestation of this particular process you are going through. You will be allowing it to transform, thus having served its purpose, which was to bring you all of these new ideas about yourself.

DREAM OF WORKING WITH CHILDREN

Questioner: Okay, thank you. That’s very good. But also something else that I want to come—I had a very beautiful dream a few days ago. I dreamt—I really enjoyed to be working with children. So the dream was about children, but it was a very, very bright—there was a lot of gold light—and in the play with these children, the play was very rich and very harmonious and very aesthetic. And it just came in at night time, and in the morning when I woke up, I had this dream facing me again—it was like you know I could see it right away. Is there—can you explain that dream to me? Is it something?

Response: What is there to explain? You are simply observing the astral blueprint of that which you can do. Understand that every idea is created astrally before it is created physically. You’re living out your dream as you can now do physically by acting it out—by acting as it is already real, which is what the dream gave you the opportunity to experience.

Questioner: Oh, I see.

Response: Keep that emotion live. Feel it. Be it. Do it. Lead yourself where you need to be able to physicalize that dream. Live your dream. Live your dream. Recognize many times in the culture you call American Indian, they recognized the idea of having dreams and then physically acting them out. They recognized that this was the mechanism of physicalized creation. Acting it out as if it already were happening, then it would.

FEAR AND VICTIMHOOD

Questioner: Okay, thank you. Very good. Also, something else—there is something which is going on in California right now, which there is a killer on the loose which is called the walking killer. And a lot of people have a lot of fear about this killer because he chooses people in the house and he walks in—

Response: May I make a suggestion? Yeah, go ahead. Would you please rephrase your statement?

Questioner: Okay. Do not speak for everyone—speak for yourself.

Response: Thank you. Okay, I have a lot of fear—

Response: I don’t have a lot of fear. Thank you. End of conversation. If you do not have the fear, there is no need to be worried about anyone else.

Questioner: I am not. Why not?

Response: Because you are reinforcing the experience in the negative for them by worrying about them.

Questioner: I wanted to know what the mass Consciousness was experiencing as far as having a person like this who is attacking children and killing people.

Response: It is the exemplification of victimhood. Victimhood, yes. The idea to give them the opportunity once again—once again—to understand that there does not need to be a victim when they understand they are creating their reality because of their belief systems. And many times fear will be the overriding belief.

Questioner: I see. So this morning I was asleep and I had a dream that this killer came into where I was living, and I saw him and I jumped out of the window and I ran to another apartment and I opened the door and I called the police and they cut him. And it was so vivid—it was like black and white, like a black and white film, you know. All right. And I thought—but it was not where I was living.

Response: It does not matter. It doesn’t matter. Understand you were given yourself the opportunity to realize that you are almost through with being a victim.

Questioner: All right, thank you.

ILLUMINATI AND CONTACT

Questioner: Thank you. Yes, Sh. Couple things I want to clarify with you. My perception of the events of the last two weeks which were the Pullum effect you described—yes, okay. Now as was told to me Monday, there were arguments within the factions, both positive and negative, of the Illuminati. And then they made an agreement and the negative and positive met and made an agreement as to what was to happen with the Cadian contact.

Response: Understand that what you are experiencing is something in a sense which has already long since occurred. You are only catching up to your own image of it. You are beginning to realize that there is a lot of energy being spent running around worrying about the conditions of this and that when many different things have already achieved a balance. Allow yourself the opportunity to begin to feel that all is well.

Having made the choice at this time of being in this physical life at the time of the transformation and knowing what part you will play—that for you, the scenario has already been arrived at in terms of a peaceful agreement. You follow me?

Questioner: Yeah. Which which happened Monday? Or at least the play out of it for you?

Response: Okay. And now how does that relate to—so with that scenario being played out now, the Cadian contact will go ahead smoothly at this time.

Questioner: Yes. Unless there is still lack of willingness to be of service. So there’s still other people playing their scenario out. Yes.

Response: Also recognize that when there is—no matter whether you may judge it not to be valid at the time or not—but when there are vibrational agreements that are made, allow yourself to recognize that they do serve a purpose and they do not in that sense really hold you back. If you should then allow yourself to go ahead, stick to that agreement and play it out. You follow me?

Recognize there was what you turned to be within this week of your time—a symbol created by yourself that we interacted with that would have allowed you in a very specific way to be of service to a specific individual. To allow you to know you were right there within your own timing on the right track. And in that sense you have chosen—and an opportunity to recognize that the overall message of the entire idea is that everything unfolds when you are willing to be of service to others rather than of service to yourself in terms of feeling that there must be somewhere you need to rush to get. The fulfillment of the timing is in the relaxing into the idea of being of service to others.

Questioner: Follow me? How do you feel?

Response: I much better, thank you.

SERVICE TO SELF VS SERVICE TO OTHERS

Questioner: Tell me about service to self and service to others.

Response: When one serves All-That-Is—which you may say others—one is automatically serving the self because one is also part of All-That-Is. You follow me? Yes. Serving others is automatically serving the self. Serving the self is not supporting All-That-Is, and as a part of All-That-Is, then you automatically remove support from yourself and others.

Questioner: Will this have explained the idea here, or do you wish me to proceed? Proceed.

Response: Recognize that the idea you call service to self in the negative effect sense is the idea of separating the self from All-That-Is. When you cut yourself off at the source, but yet recognize still within your higher Consciousness that there is a connection to All-That-Is, but still are only willing to recognize that connection through service to self through separation—the only way one can form a connection with the rest of all the others when one is separate from All-That-Is is to have domination over all the others, to force them to gather under you.

When one is within service to All-That-Is and is integrated within that idea, then because one recognizes each and every path as equally valid, one is supporting everything—every expression All-That-Is has created within the Multiverse. And yourself as one of those expressions becomes automatically supported and automatically provided for by your willingness to be of service to the rest of All-That-Is. You automatically cover yourself because you are within integration.

Questioner: That’s great. So service to self and love of self is two different things.

Response: Oh, yes. Yeah. Okay, thanks.

TIMING AND TRANSFORMATION

Questioner: Question. Yes, Daniel. How long is this transformation? How long is it going to take before it’s now?

Response: Understand there are many different periods within the transformation as you count time, but allow me to say that the crux, the nexus at this time of the transformational energy, will form a relatively solid actualization within the next 30 of your years.

Questioner: Okay. You mentioned next year a couple of heavy events—

Response: More heavy? You know, you have to have something to remember me by.

Questioner: We will never forget you.

Response: Um, you mentioned a couple of events it’s going to take place next year, yes, and there would be events that we would be making a decision—we’ll be making our choice. Could you talk about—

Response: No, otherwise it would cur your decision. Thank you.

MOVING TO PHOENIX

Questioner: Well, next question. First, you then—um, the last week when I came to talk to you, I told you I was moving to Phoenix, Arizona, and you said “What a coincidence.” Can you let me know what you meant by that?

Response: So many other individuals in your Society are also doing the same thing. And the purpose is—like, what? I don’t know.

Response: Oh yes, you do. Yes. Well, I’ll let you think about it for a moment.

COMPASSION VS PITY

Questioner: What is your question? I’m not clear about the relationship between service of others which includes on and pity. You know, it’s like if somebody’s in trouble and if I have pity or compassion on them, that’s reinforcing what?

Response: Compassion is not pity. Right. If I have pity for a person who’s in a problem, then you are saying to yourself “Oh yes, this person is having a problem. They are within the vibration of something that they cannot change.” Okay. So how can I relate? How can I know whether to do something?

Response: Oh, you can always do something. Do something for somebody or not because—service on the other hand—if I’m stuck in pity—

Response: No, no, no. You can always do if the doing comes from compassion. Compassion is the unconditional support of that individual no matter what they are doing. In other words, you know that what they are doing is of their own choice and is valid for the path they have chosen. Not that they are to be pitied and need your help. They do not need your help. You are willing to be of assistance first of all by having the compassion to create a visualization within yourself that this person is already as strong as they need to be and they know exactly what they are doing on some level of their Consciousness—whatever level is important for it to be on.

Compassion then will be the unconditional support or love that you will give them to allow yourself to act in whatever manner they have attracted you into their lives for. You will be acting according to the mutual attraction, the mutual agreement that has been made. You will not be reinforcing unless that is what they have attracted you for—reinforcing the sad State of Affairs you think they happen to be in.

Now many times that will be a part of the agreement, but understand what we are talking about is your ability at this time in a sense to rise above the ability to reinforce someone’s victimhood. You follow me? There is no need to reinforce their victimhood. There is only the need in that way then if you wish to be of service to act through compassion—which is affording them the knowledge within yourself that they are already as strong as they need to be. You are simply acting in service to them as they require you to act, knowing all the while that you are acting this way not because they need you but because they have agreed that you will reflect to them a certain set of symbols that they will then be able to use for themselves to create whatever other type of reality they so desire.

You by acting in compassion are affording them an example by which they may then choose to change their reality to follow.

Questioner: Yes. So once again very simply—

Response: Pity is the reinforcement—you are saying “Yes, you are to be pitied. Yes, you are helpless. Yes, you are a victim. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. That is all very valid.”

Compassion is: “You are doing this for a reason—your very own unique reason. I will aid you to form, to act as a reflection, as a mirror, so that you will then be able to use me to show yourself why you are doing this. And so if you do decide to change it, you can change it because you know that you are not getting from me that you are a victim and things do not happen to you outside of your control. I am sending you the unconditional compassion and love of the energy that I know. I grant without a shadow of a doubt that you have all the ability you need to change the situation should you choose to. I will still assist you. I will love you. I will act as the mirror. I will go along with the shade, but I will be sending you the energy of knowing that you can change this any time you wish. And I will be more than happy to share—not tell, not force, not make—but share my ideas as to how you may go about doing this. But it is always your choice. I know you are not a victim even though you are playing that game now. Do you understand the difference?”

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

SIRIAN CONNECTION AND HEALING

Questioner: Yes, Jo. What—how you come up with—well, I’ll just let that on hold. I know why you do. Yeah. Would you like to share it?

Response: Well, I think it has a lot to do with what I’m doing right now. I have come to this—I know what living life is all about, and it is wonderful. All right. And it’s so simple. The simplicity of it—we can make it so difficult for ourselves.

Response: Oh yes, you are very creative—and difficult. Right now I’m in the whole thing of just only creative.

Response: You are always only creating. I know, but what I’m saying is consciously—yes, consciously, you know, yes. And I’ve been doing some healing of other people with my hand. All right. And I was in Phoenix, Arizona this last weekend and I was compelled to just sit in a pool for hours.

Response: Did you have a good time?

Questioner: I had a great time. But what I’m saying is that it was not only for me physically—it was like I had to sit in there because it was comfortable. I had to relax my body because I’ve been going through so much.

Response: All right. I saw the insides of my body which was filled with this beautiful blue light, but it was like moving nicely constantly throughout me. And it’s been continually doing that, but it’s like the amount of energy there is—the water was soothing to kind of help balance that. Yes, you know. Thank you. And I know it’s had the serious influence. And I was wondering—well, I don’t know why I’m asking this question, I already know it. I want to hear it. Go ahead.

I was going to ask you if I was—am I a Sirian? At one time I—

Response: I am.

Questioner: Are you allowed to answer that?

Response: We are allowed at this time to say you do have a life there. Yes. Now may I ask you—I think I have the answer—but Sirius is—is that a planet or a star, a sun?

Response: It is your definition of a star, and that’s a hot light. Yes, okay.

Questioner: Now I had thought at one time that maybe they were living on this planet—that they are the planet in a sense. They are the planet, yes. The light. They are not the star per se, though in a sense they are—there is by your recognition a planet which orbits the star that you would consider to be the planet on which they live. But in an overall sense it would be very different from anything you understand to be a planet because they do make it in a sense from their mentality. Right. It is more an environment in which they exist as opposed to on which they exist.

Response: Okay. Now that is just—now I get from them lots of blue light, yes, and they do guide me with the healing.

Response: They form an identification which you gladly accept and then use to guide yourself.

Questioner: Right. I get total—just like their environment is just total like yes, just sparkling blue light, and they are light.

Response: Yes. Understand that our terminology in that way even for what we call ourselves and what we call you and what we call them and what we call every being in the universe is living light. There are different manifestations of that idea to your perception—they would seem to be more so living light. Yes.

NATURE OF TIME

Questioner: Okay, I thank you very much. One moment. Question: What is time?

Response: Time in a sense is one of the defining symbols that create physical reality. It is in a sense the creation of the idea of separation from All-That-Is of a particular type of experience. Now in many ways you yourselves have a colloquial saying about time which does in fact really sum it all up: “Time is what keeps everything from happening all at once.” Because everything does exist right now. Therefore, in order to have the experience that you can have separate, discrete experiences apart from the rest of All-That-Is, you create the idea you call time and space—which are really the same thing. You do not have space without time. You do not have time without space. It is one thing.

Will this have answered your question to some degree?

Questioner: Yes.

PATIENCE, AGGRESSIVENESS, AND CREATION

Questioner: We continue with the question that you touched several times this evening when you mentioned timing. I mean an example of when I first asked a question and the timing was wrong—second time the timing is—

Response: Never wrong. The timing is simply what it is. Elaborate, please.

Questioner: You are making a judgment that because you did not get what you expected, that the timing was wrong. The timing was manifested perfectly in terms of what it was that had occurred during that interaction. It served the purpose that it needed to serve. You follow me?

Response: There is a difference—you spoke to this lady over here earlier on the ease of creation. Yes, surely the ease of creation is to be able to relax into the timing, into if you like a nice coincidence of events, into the timing. Yes. Therefore if you create a circumstance for yourself that causes conflict, then surely you are putting your timing out?

Response: No. Understand that the timing was for you to create conflict, otherwise it would not have manifested. Period. Understand there are no such thing as interruptions in your path, in your flow. Even though you have free will, if you do create the experience, then you are creating for yourself the idea that you have a need to so that you can integrate in such a way as to take advantage more consciously of the remainder of your timing. Understand that the conflict was created within timing, but the problem per se that you are having in that sense is that it was not created consciously. It will give you the opportunity if you allow it to be valid within the timing to then after that point further create more timing consciously. You follow me?

Questioner: Yeah. Will this advantage your question?

Response: It lead me to my ultimate question.

Questioner: All right. Oh, ultimate question. Oh, we love ultimate questions. Proceed by all means. We are very excited. Not often we run into ultimate questions.

Questioner: I can make it a pull? Thank you very much.

Response: Keep the—

ULTIMATE QUESTION: PURSUING GOALS

Questioner: Right. I have goals that I don’t have necessarily set for myself but have appeared to me. I have found things in my life that not only give me joy but that I feel were my purpose in and above simply being here—as if there were a difference. All is one. I am torn between pursuing the goals aggressively and thus forcing myself into the starving artist syndrome, or being patient and letting these things come to me in the form of time.

Response: Thank you. Now may I say that if you become patient, it will be the same thing as feeling like you are forcing yourself. Recognize that if you are enjoying life, you do not think about needing patience. You follow me?

Questioner: So far, yeah.

Response: Patience and forcing yourself is much the same thing. If you have enough free time in a sense to recognize that you need to be patient, then you’re not living. Follow me?

Questioner: You have to run that part me again.

Response: All right. Patience is only recognized—you only recognize that “oh, I am exercising patience.” Recognizing that you are exercising patience is the simultaneous creation of impatience. You are simply living. There is no need to experience patience or impatience. You do not need patience when you are always doing now.

The idea of allowing yourself to flow within what excites you is the recognition of allowing yourself to act out what you know you are. The idea is that if your excitation exists with regard to a certain idea, you can know that you are that idea. That is what your excitement is for—to tell you you are that idea. If you know you are that idea, it is not a matter of forcing it to happen in any case or feeling that you need to be aggressive about it, unless aggressiveness to you is simply the acting as you are the idea. That is a form of aggressiveness—being the idea, knowing you are the idea, aggressively acting it out—not aggressively chasing it down. There is no need to chase down something which you recognize to be you. You are already right there.

Patience likewise is something that reinforces the concept of time. Patience makes time stretch out. There is no need to exercise patience for something you already are. Patience creates a separation between you and the idea. Then you say “Well now we must wait a certain amount of time before I allow myself to recognize myself as the idea once again.” But it is all a process. It is all an experience. It is all a tool. It is all a way of looking at yourself. And all of it fits the timing.

Once you have gotten that out of the way, you can then simply appreciate the idea that you already are what you know yourself to be by way of the excitement you create within yourself to let yourself know what the vibration is. Therefore, you can simply relax and at the same time be very excited and very aggressive about acting out all of the ideas you find of yourself within the relaxation. They both go hand in hand. As you say, you are excited and relaxed at the same time.

Recognize that infinite momentum means you are everywhere at once. And if you are everywhere at once, then the feeling of being everywhere at once is the same as standing perfectly still. You follow me?

Questioner: How do you feel?

Response: Perfect. Thank you very much.

SYMBOLS AND PERCEPTION

Questioner: Joy, yes. May I also say to you—as with the enjoyment of your pool of water—and to all of you, symbols are where you find them. Simple as that. Whatever you find is a symbol for you because you have created it to be there because you are on the wavelength of that perception, or you would not interact with it. It would not be in your reality. Therefore in your reality is a symbol for you if you wish to make it so.

Now do not by yourself go nuts going around saying “Oh little pebble, what is the symbol you mean to be?” All the next time over the next you will spend a long time on the beach. But you may recognize simply that when it occurs to you that a grain of sand is worth noticing, then that can be allowed to be a symbol. When it occurs to you that the entire Beach is worth noticing as an entire beach, that is worthwhile as a symbol and equally valid as the grain of sand for whatever it is the entire beach has to show you—whatever you have to show yourself with the idea of the entire beach.